after tomorrow

After Shen Yuan came back from Zhang Qi's house, she was a little distracted, restless and unable to calm down.

Did He Mingxuan really hit Zhang Jun?Because of myself?

I can't tell what kind of feeling is entangled in my heart. In short, it is very chaotic, and I can't calm down even if I want to.

He took Qin Shengyu's cell phone, and tremblingly dialed Zhang Jun's cell phone.

After waiting for a long time for the call to be answered, Shen Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, because the other party's voice was not Zhang Jun himself.

"Hello? Who is it?"

"Ah, hello, may I ask if Zhang Jun is there?" Shen Yuan swallowed, afraid that the other party would say "here".

The person's voice was a bit cold: "I'm his brother, it's not convenient for him to answer the phone now, what can you do?"

"It's nothing important, just ask him how he is doing recently..."

"He's fine, don't worry, I'll hang up if nothing happens."

Just as Shen Yuan was about to say something more, he heard a scolding voice coming from the other party's microphone, probably something stifled the cigarette, this is the city hospital, not your home, or something like that.Amidst the man's annoyed words, the phone was hung up.

If it's a city hospital, then it's easy to find.

On the first floor, Shen Yuan asked the patient's inpatient room number, took the elevator, and went to room 414.

As soon as he got out of the elevator, he heard the man's violent and rude speech, which happened to come from Room 414.

With a nervous heartbeat, Shen Yuan secretly looked inside like a thief, and was careful not to let the people inside see him.

This is a single ward, and the bed is on the inside. From his peeping angle, he can't see who is lying on the bed, he only knows that there is someone lying on it.

And the man who was swearing was standing on the edge of the window sill, talking on the phone, with his back to Shen Yuan.

"Don't fucking tell me these things. My brother has woken up once in the past two days, and now he is still fucking asleep. Don't take my money and refuse to do things for me! My brother was almost beaten to death. Medical examination I’ll keep the report, why are you still being a coward, what are you afraid of?! My brothers haven’t been bullied to such an extent yet, let me tell you, if you don’t want me to turn against you, just fucking say what you just said Take them all back!"

"I'm afraid of his grandson?! My brother is like this, what else can I not get rid of! Let me tell you, even if I go bankrupt, I will pay for it!"

The other end of the phone was still talking about something, the man suddenly turned around and threw the phone in his hand on the ground vigorously, and then stepped on the shards of the phone a lot as if he was still angry.

Shen Yuan was taken aback by this sudden change, and quickly stepped back a few steps, afraid that the other party would see him.

After waiting for a long time, but there was no movement inside, Shen Yuan boldly pressed his face into the crack of the back door.Through the narrow door, he saw Zhang Jun lying on the hospital bed and falling asleep.

At this time, Zhang Jun's face was wrapped with a thick gauze, and the exposed area was also bruised, and the bridge of his nose was obviously sunken, which looked terrifying.

But what shocked Shen Yuan even more was that the violent man just now was sitting at the head of Zhang Jun's bed, his head buried in the quilt, his shoulders trembling slightly.

Then he heard the man cry and say, "Ah Jun, it's my brother who has no skills. I can't even vent my anger on you after you've been beaten like this. Brother, I'm sorry."

The man said something in detail again, but Shen Yuan turned around and walked towards the elevator.There was nothing to eavesdrop on, he actually didn't want to know anything, he just wanted to know the fact that He Mingxuan really beat Zhang Jun half to death for him.

As for why Zhang Jun's brother was in such pain, it had nothing to do with him.

He is not a kind person. Although he is very enthusiastic about the stray dogs and cats on the roadside, he doesn't have much sympathy for those who bully him.

Zhang Jun slept with others behind his back, Zhang Jun raped him, and Zhang Jun used violence against him.

He deserved the beating.

It's just that none of these things can compare to the impact that He Mingxuan hit Zhang Jun on him.

How did He Mingxuan know that it was Zhang Jun who bullied him, how did he find him, how could he have such a violent side, what did he mean by beating Zhang Jun like this... All kinds of questions filled Shen Yuan's head to the point The space and the heart are also tumbling as if they have reached a boiling point.

Shen Yuan buried himself under the quilt throughout the night, he had too many emotions and needed to be cleaned up.

For a long time, he has always thought of some things absolutely, whether it is about things or people.But only he knows the bitterness and hotness in it, and only he can really understand his own feelings.

……

The weather was terrible tonight, the temperature dropped several degrees, it was pouring rain and the wind was blowing cold.

He Mingxuan was bored watching TV. Originally, he wanted to go for a walk around the campus, but he was stuck at home by the weather tonight.

At 10:30 p.m., he turned off the TV and got up to shower.When I got out of the bathroom, I realized my phone was ringing.

Seeing the name displayed on the call, he frowned inadvertently.

It was Li Xun calling.

When he picked up the phone, he didn't speak first, and there was silence over there.

Finally, He Mingxuan sighed: "Xun, what's the matter?"

"Hehe, I thought you didn't want to talk to me." Li Xun's voice was a little soft, without the domineering aura of the past, it sounded weak.

He Mingxuan didn't reply, he didn't know what to say.

"Mingxuan, don't you even miss me? You, do you know that I miss you so much, miss you so much..."

The voice in the microphone was already crying, and the voice was trembling unceasingly.

It was only then that He Mingxuan noticed something strange, and also noticed the sound of rain coming from the microphone.

His brows furrowed deeper: "Where are you?"

"I'm downstairs from you...I miss you so much, I can't control myself, Mingxuan, you don't know how I got here these days. I wait for your call every day, but in the end I found out that the only stupid thing is It's just me, you don't think about me at all, do you?"

Li Xun cried louder and louder, but He Mingxuan had no time to listen to what he was talking about, so he hung up the phone, took an umbrella and went downstairs.

Sure enough, Li Xun was standing under a streetlight facing him, drenched in the rain, his lips were blue from the cold.

He Mingxuan let out a long sigh again, seeing Xun like this, he felt helpless.

"Go upstairs." He Mingxuan said, and then pulled the trembling Li Xun into the building.

After unlocking the door, He Mingxuan put the umbrella aside and led Li Xun to the door of the bathroom.

"Go in and wash up."

Li Xun was very obedient, he only looked up at him, and then went in.

The sound of splashing water came from the bathroom, and He Mingxuan's heart became cloudy like this weather.

He understood Li Xun's eyes just now, with pity, caution, and fear.He was afraid that he was still angry with him and didn't want to forgive him.

How is he going to explain to Xun that the relationship between the two of them has changed?

When Li Xun came out, He Mingxuan had already prepared clean clothes for him.Under the action of hot water, Li Xun's skin regained its blood color, and his complexion was also rosy.

The clothes were loosely worn on him, and he walked up to He Mingxuan and raised his face to kiss him.

"Stop doing this, Xun." He Mingxuan grabbed his shoulders with both hands and moved him away, wanting to say something more, but stopped after seeing the expression on the other side's face that was about to cry.

Sighing again: "You were caught in the rain outside, you should go to rest first."

"Mingxuan, don't you want me?" Li Xun was still crying, staring at him with big wet eyes.

"I just don't think it should go any further."

"Are you crazy, Mingxuan?" Li Xun cried out, "Do you think this is a three-year or five-year play? How many years have we been together? How many years have we been in love? You and I were killed before we were even born." Destined to be together! What could compare to our relationship over the years?!"

"What do those numbers represent?" He Mingxuan looked at Li Xun, reached out to wipe the teardrops on his face, and his tone was as gentle as before: "Ten years, 20 years, a lifetime, so what can these numbers say Xun? Even if my first 20 years of life were all for you, recording your every move and everything about you, in the end I was still easily abandoned by you, right?"

"Mingxuan...I..."

"Stop talking about Xun," He Mingxuan smiled and tried his best to wipe away his tears: "As you said, I won't blame you for the mistakes you made back then, and I won't even be angry. I I just want you to know that you are not the only one who will give up. I am also an ordinary person, so I will also make the same diseases that ordinary people will make, including giving up, and also including, empathizing. Maybe you think too well of me But the truth is, you've only been away for two years, and I don't love you anymore."

Li Xun didn't speak for a long time, but He Mingxuan felt how painful he was, because his fingertips were shaking convulsively.

Never having seen Li Xun in such pain, He Mingxuan felt sore in his heart.

Li Xun finally said, "Even if I know I'm wrong, aren't you going to forgive me? Even if I regret it so much that I want to die..."

"Go to sleep." He Mingxuan interrupted him and took him to the bedroom: "Let's talk about it tomorrow. You caught a cold tonight, so you should go to bed early to recover your energy. I will listen to whatever you want to say tomorrow."

Li Xun nodded, tears were about to flow out again, but they were stopped.

The person who is afraid of being abandoned is always the most helpless and obedient one, because he is afraid that if he is disobedient, he will not even get the last bit of warmth.

He Mingxuan slept in another room that night, and the long night made him insomnia.He was thinking about what to do with Li Xun and how to deal with the current situation.

He used to be so cold-blooded, he just realized now.

……

Li Xun was still sleeping when He Mingxuan woke up in the morning.He made breakfast and let Li Xun eat it when he woke up.

Li Xun got up not long after, He Mingxuan asked him to wash up, while he went to the kitchen to bring the food to the dining table.

Li Xun looked at himself in the mirror above the sink, with red and swollen eyes, haggard face, pitiful and pathetic.

Seeing Ming Xuan preparing breakfast for him, he even had an illusion of happiness, as if he was still the Li Xun who was pampered and loved by him.

But the cruel reality reminded him even more cruelly that it was just the last tenderness.

What should he do so as not to lose Mingxuan...

When he came out after washing, he found that He Mingxuan was still preparing in the kitchen. At this time, the doorbell rang, and he went to open the door without thinking.

When he opened the door, his face was completely cold.

Shen Yuan was standing outside the door with a bag in his hand, seeing that he also looked like his blood had been sucked out.

"Who is it?" He Mingxuan just put the last dish on the dining table, when he saw Shen Yuan at the door, he stood there in a daze, and then quickly ran to Shen Yuan.

"Yuanyuan, listen to me—"

Shen Yuan saw the panic in He Mingxuan's eyes, saw Li Xun's hostile and provocative eyes, saw Li Xun wearing loose He Mingxuan's pajamas, and saw the steaming breakfast on the table.

I was stabbed in the heart, and it was ridiculous to have such anticipation and apprehension on the way here. Is there anyone else who doesn't have a long memory than him?

"Your clothes have been washed, return them to you." Shen Yuan threw the clothes in his hand on He Mingxuan, turned around and ran downstairs, not even taking the elevator.

"Yuanyuan!" He Mingxuan threw away the things in his hand, and was about to catch up when his arm was pulled.

"Don't go." Li Xun said: "It's my last request, don't chase him."

He Mingxuan stopped in his tracks, looked at the direction Shen Yuan left, and turned back to him after a while and said, "I promise you. But Xun, you have to know, I love him."

Writer's words:

I just discovered today that when your stomach is so hungry that you can’t do anything, code words can make you forget about hunger for a while~~~~~ Hey, girls who lose weight, please do the same~~~