after tomorrow

Zhang Qi had a smooth time during this time, she just wanted to flirt with beautiful men when she had nothing to do, and she didn't pay much attention to her own shop.It was so easy to realize with a conscience that he was finally nagged by his assistant to take up the job. Who knew that when he returned to the shop, He Mingxuan came over without his butt warming up.

Zhang Qi's right eyelid twitched violently.

Normally, he would ask someone surnamed He to come here once, as if he was begging his ancestors, but now he will take the initiative to come here, there must be no good thing!

Sure enough, He Mingxuan walked straight towards him, and a tall figure enveloped him condescendingly.

Zhang Qi folded her hands on her chest, her small face was pale and pale, she shrank and trembled and looked up at him pitifully.

He Mingxuan opened his mouth and spit out four words: "You are sick."

"Small urgency to urinate..."

The corners of his eyes were cramped, He Mingxuan sat aside, and gave him the way in front of him.

"Thank you, sir!" Zhang Qi ran away in a hurry.

After a while, Zhang Qi came out of the bathroom, as expected with a relaxed look that was finally released after holding back for a long time.

He Mingxuan glanced at his unpromising appearance: "A living person cannot be suffocated by urine, how did you do it?"

"I was just thinking about watching the new Hokage, I forgot." There was still an ipad on the coffee table, and the screen stayed on the screen of a yellow-headed boy with multiple hidden clones.

"Can you hold you like that for twenty minutes?"

"I watched two episodes in a row!" Zhang Qi argued for herself: "And I ate salty lunch and drank two bottles of water."

He Mingxuan looked around indifferently, his gaze stayed on the big poster that still used Shen Yuan as a model.The fresh and soft man on the poster smiled slightly, wearing an off-white sweater. The body covered by the sweater always gave people an extra soft feeling. He wanted to make people hug him, but he never let go after hugging him.

"Have you not been looking for models to shoot recently?"

"No, I have no inspiration recently, and I can't design anything."

"Oh."

Zhang Qi stared at him with sneaky eyes: "You don't have to talk to me anymore, I've been a little busy recently, and I almost haven't contacted Yuanyuan."

He Mingxuan neither denied nor replied, but continued to stare at the poster.

"It will get colder every day. When the season changes, that poster will have to be taken down. I'll see what you come to see when the time comes."

"Qiqi," He Mingxuan turned to look at him, "Do people's hearts also change seasons?"

Zhang Qi's expression turned serious, and she guessed that something must have happened between the three of them.

"Of course, the human heart is not a machine. It is not dead but alive. It is always gloomy and gloomy. If it rains every now and then, it will mold anything."

"I don't have mold here." He Mingxuan pointed to his chest: "It's very healthy, so healthy that I can no longer control it. It makes me sleepless all night because of its noise. I can't control it no matter what."

Zhang Qi held back her smile: "He Mingxuan, you are finished."

"I think I'm fine."

"Yeah," Zhang Qi nodded violently, "But Li Xun, can you throw it away?"

He Mingxuan's expression became a little deep, and he said slowly: "He has always occupied a corner. We have been together for so many years, and my memory of more than 20 years is almost entirely composed of him."

"Cut, after all, can't you just let it go? Why are you talking so much nonsense?" Zhang Qi complained contemptuously. There's no way, he just doesn't like Li Xun, what's the matter?

He Mingxuan also smiled wryly at himself: "I had the same thoughts as you before, even I was deceived by my own feelings, let alone you."

Zhang Qi raised her eyebrows, sat up straight and stared at him: "What do you mean?"

"Don't understand? I won't say anything if I don't understand."

"Hello!" Zhang Qi poked his arm unhappily, seeing that he didn't respond for a long time, she sat down honestly and muttered: "I seem to understand what you are talking about."

He Mingxuan pursed his lips. In fact, there was nothing particularly laborious to explain.He and Xun, it's just that time has left a deeper mark between them, but the love is really gone.

Ever since he could remember, every minute and every second of his life has been recording Li Xun's footsteps.This record of 20 years, portrayed too long and too deep, almost covered his sincerity, and almost deprived him of the entire second half of his life.

Maybe when Li Xun left him two years ago, when he searched like crazy but found nothing, when he was exhausted and hopeless, he no longer wanted to continue this relationship.

The entanglement and heartache during this period finally made him realize that the relationship between him and Li Xun really cannot continue, and there is no longer any illusion that can mislead him.

Not loving is not loving anymore.

No matter what he did, he couldn't make up for hurting Yuanyuan like that, and being so reckless and irresponsible.

But even so, he still...

"Mingxuan...Actually, I think you and Yuanyuan should just let it go like this. Why don't you both start your life anew? You can still succeed with him if you play smart. Now it seems impossible. After all, you hurt people like that back then. Even if you and Li Xun are separated now, there must be that shadow in Yuanyuan's heart. What if you do it again now? If the entanglement continues, and in the end, after a lot of entanglement, Yuanyuan still hates you and hates you, wouldn’t it be more miserable by then? Why don’t you just stop now and wish him a better life, what do you think?”

Zhang Qi finished all the words in one breath, and she couldn't tell what she was thinking about. In short, before he could figure it out, the words came out of his mouth.

As expected, the expression He Mingxuan looked at him did not disappoint him at all.He just likes to see He Mingxuan's true feelings after he gets rid of his indifference.

He Mingxuan's expression at this time was unwilling, disbelieving, unhappy, and even a little fierce.

"Although your brain is lacking strings, limbs are weak, and you are not good enough to be beaten, I still regard you as my closest friend. If you don't want to break up with me, you'd better keep your mouth shut."

Sure enough, Zhang Qi shut up, with great grievances on his face.

If you don't let me say it, I won't say it, anyway, that is not my true words.But why are you attacking me personally? !

He Mingxuan didn't know Zhang Qi's complicated and obscure psychological process, he just silently stared at Shen Yuan's poster on the wall.

"Even if I can't make up for the harm I did to him, I don't want to give him to another man. It may be a little selfish, but I just don't want to let go. You idiot must not understand how I feel now."

Zhang Qi almost jumped up to argue with him, but after thinking about how hard it was to get the other party to talk to him, she simply endured it.

He Mingxuan lowered the corners of his eyes, with a shy expression on his face, as if he was talking to himself, facing the person on the poster.

"I want to see him, I want to touch him, I want to hold him even more, I want to hold him in my arms for the rest of my life. It's not that I haven't thought about letting go, but as long as I think about it, I will feel like I'm dying from the bottom of my heart." Unimaginable resistance. Very strong and painful, every nerve feels uncomfortable, as if reminding me that once I lose him, I will have nothing. Really, I can't let go, even if I am selfish, I admit it, Who told me there was nothing I could do."

"I love him, and I will give him happiness with my own hands. I will not be less than anyone else, and I will not love him less than anyone else."

Zhang Qi was dumbfounded, and He Mingxuan who turned his head couldn't help laughing at that stupid look, and patted his yellow hair with his big hand.

Annoyed, Zhang Qi slapped the hand that ruined his head, shrunk her shoulders, and looked like a little daughter-in-law: "Mingxuan, I will help you, I like Yuanyuan, and I want to see you two finally get married." Dependents..."

He Mingxuan slapped the past again.

……

Shen Yuan received another call from Zhang Qi, asking him to come and be a model.

Recently, he happily went there with a big wallet. He wanted to save some money so that he could send it to his parents, hehe.

There is no partner model, and they are all his solo shoots, so he completed the task given to him by Zhang Qi very quickly in a very good state.

Zhang Qi gave him a cup of black tea and sat next to him holding a cup.

"Yuanyuan, how is your relationship with your boyfriend recently?"

As soon as the click hit, Shen Yuan looked constipated: "It's divided."

"Divided? Why?"

"The points are divided. There are so many reasons. Why did you suddenly ask him today?"

Zhang Qi carefully looked at his face, frowned and said, "Yuanyuan, if I'm not wrong, that man should be lying in the hospital now."

"What?! What's going on?"

"You have to ask Mingxuan about this. I knew that Mingxuan almost became a murderer. Fortunately, your ex-boyfriend was still alive."

Shen Yuan suddenly stood up, with a flustered expression: "Qiqi, tell me what happened?!"

Zhang Qi's expression was very innocent: "I don't know anything about the specifics. I only know that Mingxuan beat someone. It seems to be because of you. Did your ex-boyfriend do something to you? It made Mingxuan almost go berserk."

Writer's words:

The complicated psychological description really gives me a headache...you guys can understand...

I always feel that I am a bit too single-celled. I hope someone can point out the bad description.

Xiao Gong still has to be abused appropriately, hmm~~~~