God doesn't want me to be human

The morning sun shines in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and is mostly blocked by pure white gauze curtains, with only light shadows falling on the wooden floor.

On the bed, the black-haired boy rolled over in His arms, with red marks on his fair shoulders.

His honey-colored pupils were half down, staring at the young man in his arms.

"Jingle bell—jingle bell!"

The alarm clock on the bedside table started working.

The graceful hand turned off the alarm clock, and then the owner of the hand dropped a kiss on the boy's ear.

"Good morning, Lu Jia."

The sound is like a flower blooming in the middle of the night.

The black-haired boy in His arms struggled to open his eyes, and then smiled at Him.

"Good morning, Kars."

kars.

Karl Foster.

Chaos at the beginning.

After lying in bed for a few minutes, Lu Jia finally got up from the bed.

After getting dressed, he opened the gauze curtain and looked at the tall and low buildings outside and the lake in the university not far away. The bright sunlight fell in and sprinkled on his insteps.

After washing up and eating the breakfast made by Kars, Lu Jia put on her shoes, took her books and prepared to go to school.

The place where I live now is very close to the university, and it only takes about 10 minutes to walk there.

Kars followed Lu Jia and went to school with him.

Today is the day for new students to enroll, and there are many new students with luggage at the gate of the university.

When Lu Jia and Kars walked to the gate of the university, many freshmen stopped and looked at Kars beside Lu Jia in amazement.

"Sister, who is that?" A freshman primary school girl stared at Kars and asked.

"Don't think about it, the one next to him is his boyfriend." The senior sister patted the junior girl on the shoulder.

"Boyfriend?" The elementary school girl looked at Lu Jia.I feel that apart from sex, she can also fuck her.

"Yeah. Lu Jia, a sophomore." The senior sister looked at Lu Jia enviously, "I don't know how they met, but Kars is so devoted to Lu Jia." To be honest, Kars looked at them like a grain on the ground Dust, a cloud in the sky, and a weed in the forest are the same, only when they look at Lu Jia, they are different.

The elementary school girl could only look at Lu Jia enviously.

Entering the campus, Lu Jia and Kars found the classroom where the class was held and prepared for the class.

Go home at noon to make lunch, go to class in the afternoon, and go home after class.

A day's life is simple and boring.

But Lu Jia likes such a simple life very much.

He was sitting on the sofa in the living room, watching Kars who was making dinner in the kitchen, and he had just finished playing a game on his mobile phone.

Looking at it, Lu Jia couldn't help the soreness in his eyes.

Lovely.

Even if he and Kars have been together for a year, sometimes he can't help crying with happiness.

He didn't know why, but, sometimes, just being able to see Kars was already a kind of happiness.

Lu Jia put down his phone, walked into the kitchen, and hugged Kars who was chopping vegetables from behind.

Kars paused.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

Lu Jia just hugged him quietly.

Kars put down his work, turned around, and hugged Lu Jia into his arms.

"Lu Jia, we will always be together."

"forever."

He promised again and again, tirelessly.

"En." Lu Jia replied in His arms.

After dinner, the two nestled together to watch a movie.

The recent hot comedy movies made Lu Jia laugh constantly, and the snacks on the table and the fat house happy water were constantly being consumed.

It was late at night, and after washing, the gods kissed Lu Jia one after another. Lu Jia constantly felt the existence of the gods.

He looked into the eyes of the gods, feeling a little dazed.

"Kars."

He hugged the god tightly.

"I'm here." The god put a kiss on his forehead.

"I'm here, Lu Jia."

After everything was over, Lu Jia stayed in Kars' arms, quietly listening to his heartbeat.

"Lu Jia."

Kars sounded like the sound of flowers blooming in the middle of the night.

"Do you want to remember?"

After meeting again, the gods found that Lu Jia's memory could not be restored at will, and it was not a good time to restore Lu Jia's memory.

Lu Jia is too fragile.

Grief and trauma consumed him.

The god didn't dare—he was afraid—he didn't dare to restore Lu Jia's memory easily, he could only wait.

Stay by Lu Jia's side, dissolve his grief little by little, and comfort his trauma.

Until today, I dared to ask carefully: Do you want to remember?

Lu Jia was silent.

Since interacting with Kars, he has always known that Kars is not an ordinary person, and even surpasses the scope of human beings, and is a god-like existence.

He also knew that maybe that sad and long dream that he couldn't remember was related to Kars.

But he didn't want to touch it.

He just wants to be with Kars.

He wants to be with Kars.

This desire is so strong that he is afraid of every little bit of uncertainty.

He didn't know what would happen between him and Kars after he remembered.

What was that forgotten memory like?

Why do not remember is still so sad?

what happened?What's up with him?What happened to Kars?

Too many uncertain factors made Lu Jia deliberately ignore this lost memory.

He knew Kars would find a way to restore his memory.

But he dared not gamble.

No matter how much he himself wants to remember, but!

But he wanted to be with Kars more.

Kars was cooking in the kitchen, as he was making dinner, and he was watching him from the sofa in the living room.

Just looking at it is enough to make you happy.

just now.

Kars brought it up.

【Do you want to remember? 】

Lu Jia's eyes drooped.

miss you.

Even if he was afraid, he wanted to remember.

Lu Jia didn't remember that he was such a courageous person. He was always very cowardly since he was a child, but he suddenly became so courageous.

It's time for him to remember.

Lu Jia hugged Kars tightly, then raised his head and kissed him.

"Kars." Lu Jia looked at him, his black eyes were bent, and the tears were shining with gentle light, "Let me remember."

you'll always be by my side right?

Kars has been making promises to Lu Jia, making Lu Jia believe

- They will be together forever.

"Okay." Kars gently kissed Lu Jia's forehead.

A faint light lit up for a moment.

Lu Jia's eyes were slowly covered with pain, and tears couldn't stop gushing out, falling down patter.

"Lu Jia." Kars hugged Lu Jia tightly.

Lu Jia, who was immersed in pain, was in a trance for a moment, and then looked at the god hugging him.

"Kars?"

"Well. I'm here." The god hugged his lover tightly.

Lu Jia remembered everything.

It turned out that the sealed memory was more painful and sad than he thought.

Aphrodite covered his eyes with vines, leaving a small white flower...

Roy looked at him lying on the desk, his eyes curled up, and said that it was good to meet him...

Hephaes said he hoped he would remember him, and then dissipate where he couldn't see it...

Randy watched him leave, and then the palace above the clouds collapsed and dissipated...

Ka fell from the sky. When he fell, he kept looking at him and stretched out his hand to him...

Erce hugged him covered in blood, and said to him, "Welcome home, Lu Jia"...

All the gods die and the world is reborn.

The dilemma, there is no more, because one of the dilemmas has disappeared.

They said to Lu Jia:

You should be happy, Lu Jia.

What about them?

Lu Jia is happy, what about them?

Who cares if they are happy or not?

"Ugh-"

Lu Jia curled up his body and wept in the embrace of the god.

"Lu Jia, I remember everything." The god patted him on the back and lowered his eyes.

"I remember them all, all the memories and feelings that make me up."

So his feelings are strong enough to be paranoid.

It's just that he didn't show it.

He raised his lover's chin, looked into his lover's eyes full of tears, and said softly, "I remember it all."

"Everything about you."

"Every trace of affection for you."

"Every mood swing caused by you."

"I remember it all."

"They are a part of me, and I am a collection of them."

"dont be sad."

He kisses his lover.

"I am here."

"Always here."

Lu Jia hugged him tightly.