Reborn Professional Soldier

"What about after that? Did the soldier who returned to the original army seek revenge from thousands of miles away? Killed the prince's house and hacked him to death?" Jizhu Karma asked with the same hatred.

"After that?" Lin Feng shook his head, "It's gone, the bully has become the truth, and he's flourishing in the military system. Yang Bailao is still Yang Bailao, so he can only swallow his anger."

"Crack!" Jizhu Karma slapped the table with his palm, gnashing his teeth, "You idiot! Idiot! If it were me, I'd beat him to death first, no matter what background he has."

Lin Feng shivered inexplicably, smiled embarrassingly, and couldn't help defending himself, "The prince was kicked and his ribs were broken, and he was lying on the hospital bed for a month. Whenever it was windy and rainy, his chest still hurt."

"Isn't that going back to the army? There's still a bright future! It's a fart if you get hurt! It's over if you hurt a person? Shit! It's terrible if you have a background?" After complaining, Jizhu Karma suddenly softened In a tone of voice, he looked at Lin Feng intently and adoringly, "It's great, you are not such a person."

Lin Feng's eyes were scattered, it was difficult to face it, and he murmured, "If I am like this, you won't like it, will you?"

Jizhu Karma rubbed his chin and thought about it seriously, "I don't know, you are not that kind of person, let's say it doesn't exist."

Lin Feng looked deeply at Jizhu Karma, and finally decided not to embarrass himself. He lowered his head and started to eat, and let him pass when he passed. At least this situation has not happened now, and they are still working hard for their dreams. Work hard, let this memory be buried at the bottom forever.

But the rice grains still have no taste when chewed in the mouth, and the deep touch still remains in my mind, warm, soft, domineering, entangled with lips and tongue with all my strength.

This feeling is like a drug addiction. Once you have it, it is difficult to quit. It is a deep addiction.

Jizhu Karma sat for 2 minutes, then stood up, "I'll go back and change my pants first."

Lin Feng nodded, the stained things should be disposed of.

It is said that after ejaculation, people will feel very empty, but Lin Feng felt that when Jizhu Karma left, his heart also became empty.

In his previous life, he had never been with a man, and he really never thought that being pressed by a man, an aggressive kiss would be so intense. If you press me, I will press you even harder. You make me feel refreshed , I'll make you feel better, just a single kiss can suffocate him to such an extent, this kind of desire that seems to burn at a moment is almost frightening.

Or, is it also related to my body that has been abstinent for a long time?

Lin Feng thought that he had lived a very self-disciplined life all his life. In order to ensure his physical strength, he even masturbated.

In the short time of kissing, more than one time I wanted to push someone to the ground, and used more direct and violent behaviors to ask for a hearty sex.

Lin Feng stroked his chin and thought about it. Is there any way to find a safe place to do it for real.

Ah, I really want to do it, really enter Lin Feng's body.

When Jizhu Gama pulled up the trouser chain, he looked at his lower abdomen in a daze, and remembered the feeling of being held by Lin Feng, the slightly cold hand held on the source of the heat, the kind of comfort that he didn't need to solve by himself.

If you really go to bed and do that step, what would it be like?

He imagined, ecstatic.

I clearly know that I have to take it step by step, and now this is already very good.

However, people are greedy. After the first step, they want to have the second step.

Besides, in this regard, Jizhu Karma never wanted to suppress himself. He was not a half-grown boy who was swaying towards the person he liked, and he was not a monk who was pure-hearted and ascetic.

It is normal to touch a lover, and it is even more natural to have desire for a lover and want to run to the last step.

His desire for Lin Feng is earnest and direct, and he longs for more in-depth communication.

When Jizhu Karma changed his pants and went back, Lin Feng was still eating. Jizhu Karma walked over, hugged him from behind, then lifted his chin, and kissed him lightly on the side of his face.

Lin Feng looked back at him and smiled, then lowered his head and continued to eat his own. At this moment, Jizhu Karma suddenly felt a sense of space-time disorder.

To be able to get close to this person so easily, and to make any kind of intimate gestures towards him wantonly, what you get in return is not a strange and alienated look, let alone a fist. This feeling is very subtle, a little uneasy and dreamy but extremely real.

"Listen." Lin Feng said vaguely with rice in his mouth.

Jizhu Karma nodded, and a delicate kiss fell on his shoulder. The skin touched by his lips was smooth and firm, with a sense of adsorption, which made him linger, and he couldn't help sticking out the tip of his tongue to lick it, tasting the bitter and salty taste. smell and slight trembling.

Lin Feng shrank his shoulders, "I'm eating."

"En." Jizhu Karma replied vaguely, her eyes became deep and dark, looking at the skin in front of her, it was not the white, transparent and moist like women's, and it was even darker than most normal men. The skins of these soldiers were all tanned, but Lin Feng was a yellowish wheat color, maybe darker, but in the circle of special forces, he looked extraordinarily white, as if he could see It feels like a blood vessel, and he is also weirdly obsessed with this kind of skin color, since he was in military school.

The lips are nostalgic on the wheat-colored skin, but they still don't feel enough. I really want to take a bite, and tell myself that I am not dreaming with a more realistic touch.

"Beads." Lin Feng had no choice but to sigh again, "Don't bite, don't suck, don't leave traces."

"You're injured, so you won't be having sex tomorrow." Jizhu Karma retorted, but she didn't deny that she had indeed shown her teeth.

"Shen Chen may help me wipe my back, and Dabai will also come to see the wound. Could it be that it was bitten by a mosquito?"

Jizhu Karma's eyes lit up, "I'll help you take a shower!!"

"No!" Lin Feng resolutely refused this time, and even twisted his body away from Jizhu Karma's arm. He turned to look at him and said, "It's too dangerous to take a bath."

Jizhu Karma saw that Lin Feng said it affirmatively, and couldn't help thinking of that scene, and then, um, cough, had no choice but to nod with a dry throat.

This alone will kill him, if he helps to take a bath again, it will be a sure thing to overwhelm him.

but……

Jizhu Karma looked at Lin Feng in front of him, his long and narrow phoenix eyes showed the same calmness and calmness as before, and the calm gaze clearly showed that reason once again overrides emotion.

He thought bitterly, before, he should strike while the iron is hot, and deal with the people directly, so as not to have long nights and dreams, procrastinate and procrastinate, and finally let nothing happen.

At this moment, under Lin Feng's calm face, there was a dark tide, the rooftop?training room?In the shade?In the grass?He thought about countless locations, arranged them one by one, eliminated unsafe and uncomfortable places, looked for points that could be 'broken', and left them for future field investigations.

Shen Chen came back soon, Jizhu Karma had sharp ears, and immediately ran to sit across the table and sat down, then looked at the person who appeared at the door with a puzzled face, "Why did you come back so soon?"

"It should be that Tongzi is not hospitalized, right?" Lin Feng asked affirmatively.

Shen Chen nodded helplessly, "You guys...the hospital has a grudge against you? You don't want to go inside unless you're so sick that you're dying."

"You said you would go inside when you were about to die. Who would want to go inside?" Lin Feng said and got up to clean up. Jizhu Karma saw that he didn't even eat half of a box of rice, and wanted to ask, but Lin Feng asked. He was also stared back, so Jizhu Karma had no choice but to press his lips together and choke.

Shen Chen untied the belt and threw it on the bed, fiddled with the sweat on his head and complained, "I got a fever-reducing injection, and the bottle won't do it anyway. By the way, since you can move, go over and take a look. That kid has a fever. I have been complaining that you don't go to see him, raising a white-eyed wolf for nothing."

"Should be." Lin Feng quickened his hand movements, and finally threw it directly to Zhuzhu to clean up, and rushed over in a hurry.

The tube was burning in a daze, but he didn't say anything when he saw Lin Feng, he just grinned and showed his white teeth.

Lin Feng immediately felt more distressed and moved, his nose became sour and his eyes were red.

Lei Gang and Hou Xiaolong were standing next to him. Seeing Lin Feng's guilty expression, Lei Gang asked, "Don't think too much, he just has a big mouth, so say what comes to mind."

Lin Feng nodded heavily. This time, he was lucky. The bullet went through his shoulder, and a piece of flesh was gouged out, but it didn't hurt any bones. He could recover with more rest, but what about next time?Will it be so lucky?Bullets are relentless, life is too fragile, how many times do you have the chance to celebrate your good luck?

Of course, the injury this time was an accident, no one thought about it, but everyone knows that accidents cannot be avoided. From the perspective of probability, as long as they continue to stay in this army, such accidents will continue to occur .

They have all learned to accept.

However, this kind of acceptance is not acceptance of fate, but provocation, the pride of daring to compare with the sky, and the free and easy dancing on the tip of the god of death.

However, they accepted it, but some people could not accept it.

It was a coincidence that all the mission reports they performed were handed over directly to the archives of the army headquarters, and they were arranged in categories. They never passed the hands of the troops stationed there, even the head of the Southwest Military Region Group Army. They only have the right to know but not the right to manage.

But I don’t know if it’s mother-child connection. Lin Feng’s mother, Guo Xiangyun, had nightmares for three days and couldn’t help calling Lin Feng. I just believed it, and when Lin Yunhai came home at night, she told her about calling her son, and she even told her about the restlessness of the past few days.

What can Lin Yunhai say?I can only comfort her and tell her that although the special forces have missions, the mission intensity is not high and there is no danger.

But at that time, this seed was planted in Lin Yunhai's heart, because he knew where Lin Feng was going.

After all, he is an only son, and now he is so competitive and sensible. He has been fighting for his face since he entered the military academy. Lin Yunhai naturally liked him very much, so he called Ye Zhenguo, the captain of the 'Southwest Falcon' the next day. , inquired about it.

Although he can't manage the affairs of the special commando, and he doesn't have to pay for the equipment, food, clothing, housing and transportation, but after all, the 'Falcons' live on his territory, and all kinds of inextricable relationships are entangled, and they are all in love with each other. Concentrate on dealing with it, and carefully handle the relationship between the directly subordinate departments and the local army.

Ye Zhenguo quickly talked about Lin Feng's current situation, especially the mission of the Tibet trip. If it exploded inside, there must have been heavy casualties. All the way down, they praised Lin Feng greatly, and praised Lin Yunhai for having a good son, an absolute general. You are always blessed.

Lin Yunhai didn't realize it at the time, and was a little dizzy from being praised all the way. He hung up the phone after exchanging greetings for a long time, but something went wrong after that. When he read a document, he kept thinking of the picture of his son rushing out of the room with a lit bomb in his hand. The report also thought of the airflow caused by the explosion of the bomb in the room and the falling beams. When signing the document, the hand suddenly trembled. After making the last stroke, he couldn't help but clicked fiercely on the back.

This was the first time after Lin Feng joined the special forces, he went to inquire about Lin Feng's news, in order to give his wife an accurate reply to soothe her heart, but he got confused first.

Especially when I went to bed at night, I almost suffered from insomnia all the way until dawn. I couldn’t sleep at night. As soon as I closed my eyes, I saw my son covering the national flag and closing his eyes. The pale face appeared in front of his eyes. Eye sockets were closed, and there was a painful pain in my heart.

Just this one son, how could he not be worried?How could it not be distressed?How could he not want him to marry a wife, have children, start a family, start a business, and live to old age in peace?

Lin Yunhai was full of worries, he seemed to have aged 10 years overnight, exhausted.

He endured for two days and didn't think about his son's affairs, but instead he became heartbroken and suffered from insomnia for two days.

Looking at the haggard face in the mirror, Lin Yunhai smiled wryly to himself, admitting that he is indeed old, and now he has become an ordinary old man without those lofty ambitions. The home is safe, longing for family reunion, longing for family happiness.

One weekend, the sky was cloudy and drizzling. After two days of hesitation, Lin Yunhai finally decided to go see his son without telling his wife.

Lin Feng almost rolled his eyes when he saw Lin Yunhai. His father, who was in his prime, looked a little tired. His shoulders and trousers were covered with rain, and his dark green military uniform turned black. Although his back was still as straight as ever. Benchmark, but in Lin Feng's eyes, he found that he was inexplicably embarrassed.

"Dad, why are you here?" Lin Feng ran over to take the umbrella and asked suspiciously.

Lin Yunhai turned around and smiled at the squadron leader of the 'Falcon', "Thank you, I will leave in a while."

Squadron leader Zhou Beizhi waved his hands again and again, "You are welcome, General Lin, you are welcome, it is rare to come here, you father and son can talk more, you see, this is all over, go after eating, it is okay to come all the way Easy."

"Is this against the rules?" Lin Yunhai hesitated.

Lin Feng saw his father's hesitation, and hurriedly said, "Dad, let's go after dinner. It's rare for the Zhou squadron to treat you. I haven't seen you for more than a year. I just took this opportunity to talk."

Team Zhou nodded, "Stop talking, I'll go to Zhang Luo, and I'll call you later, hey, by the way, Lin Feng, do you have training this afternoon?"

Lin Feng shook his head, three people were injured in this mission, Team A is still in the adjustment period.

"That's okay, drink two glasses at noon." Team Zhou yelled loudly, and ran out as soon as he turned around.

Lin Yunhai watched the back of Zhou Squadron walk away, then turned his head to look at Lin Feng, staring, "Drinking while injured?"

Lin Feng smiled and said, "I knew you came here because of this matter, no problem, flesh and blood injuries, it's rare that you came here, why should I have a drink with you?"

Lin Yunhai nodded.

Lin Feng looked back at the gate of the 'Peregrine Falcon' dormitory, "Let's go in and talk."

The 'Peregrine' special commando team is a secret department, but it is also for different levels of secrecy. Lin Yunhai's status in the army is enough for him to come and go here. After all, he has more secrets than this small special team. So much, so Lin Feng didn't hesitate, so he planned to take him directly to the dormitory.

But Lin Yunhai asked, "Do you have a reception room here? We can talk there."

"How could there be a reception room? You are not allowed to visit relatives, so you can sit in my dormitory." Lin Feng was closing his umbrella, and smiled when he heard this.

Lin Yunhai shook his head, "That's even worse, special treatment, your comrades will have ideas."

"They're all brothers, what's there to be upset about? If you bring a gift to see them, they'll be even happier." As he spoke, Lin Feng bowed his head to Lin Yunhai's empty hands and wrinkled his nose, "I really didn't bring anything. ?”

Lin Yunhai laughed, "I came in a hurry, but it was my negligence, so I will make it up later."

"Okay, but the meeting ceremony must not be less, let's call everyone after dinner."

"I don't need to spend money, how can I be ashamed of your squadron to treat you?"

"Tsk, it's fine if you want to, let's go." After speaking, Lin Feng pushed Lin Yunhai's shoulder and led him upstairs.

When he entered, Shen Chen was lying on the bed reading a book, and suddenly saw a strange face with the rank of two stars and one ear of wheat coming in from the door, jumped up almost like a monkey, adjusted his makeup, and saluted, "Chief Good!" Shouted crisply, the sound could make a hole in the ground.

Lin Yunhai was used to this, so he nodded calmly, returned a salute, then walked to the middle of the dormitory and stood still, looking at him.

Shen Chen looked at Lin Feng in confusion, and Lin Feng smiled and pointed at Lin Yunhai's back and said generously, "My dad, Lin Yunhai, used his privilege to come in to visit relatives."

Lin Yunhai turned around when he heard the words, and said to Shen Chen with a friendly smile, "Sorry, I didn't disturb you, did I?"

"No." Shen Chen hurriedly waved his hand, "Well, I'll go to another dormitory."

Lin Yunhai pondered for a while, then nodded, "Thank you."

When Shen Chen turned his back to Lin Yunhai, he secretly gave Lin Feng a thumbs up, and rushed out quickly.

Lin Yunhai walked to Lin Feng's desk and saw that there were three or four books on electronic science and technology on it. He opened one and took a look. There were a lot of notes in it, so he looked at Lin Feng suspiciously. , "Interested in this?"

"Yeah." Lin Feng nodded. Although he graduated from a major in his previous life, he never used it after all. Afraid of forgetting it after a long time, he found some materials to review. After all, there is still a great chance of using it in the future.

Lin Yunhai nodded with satisfaction, "Are you interested in further studies?"

"Further study?" Lin Feng was stunned. "It's not necessary. If you want to study further, you have to go back to study."

"As long as you want to study, I can help you find a school. Are you interested in going abroad? Recently, the army will send out a group of high-achieving students. I can help you get a place."

The smile on Lin Feng's face gradually faded away, and he looked at Lin Yunhai with burning eyes, "Dad, didn't you come here just to see the injury?"

Lin Yunhai didn't deny it, but turned his head to look deeply at Lin Feng, "Your mother misses you very much, and is also very worried about you. During the Chinese New Year, she even nagged me that her son didn't come back this year, and the house became much deserted."

Lin Feng lowered his eyes and nodded, "Tianma called me the day before yesterday."

Lin Yunhai nodded, then sat down, "Your mother told me."

"Is my mother okay?" Lin Feng said, dragging a chair and sitting opposite Lin Yunhai, "How is your body? Is your blood pressure stable? Are there many surgeries?"

"It's the same, nothing has changed."

Lin Feng smiled reassuringly, "That's good, everything will be fine here, but I can't contact my family at any time, my mother can only leave it to you temporarily."

Lin Yunhai laughed, "It's my duty to take care of your mother, but you really like this place?"

"I like it! Of course I like it!!" Lin Feng raised his brows and raised his tone.

Lin Yunhai nodded, hesitant to speak.

After being silent for a while, Lin Feng bit his lower lip and looked at his father seriously, "Dad, I like this place, I won't leave for the time being, for further studies, it's fine when I go out from here, but I won't leave now. "

Lin Yunhai thought for a while, his face was gloomy, and he said earnestly, "You have been here for more than a year, and you have done enough. This place is very dangerous. You know, your mother and I must be prepared to lose you at any time. , Haven’t you considered our feelings? It’s really not possible, it’s okay to be transferred back to ordinary special forces.”

"I said I won't leave!" Lin Feng raised his chin and widened his eyes. "Here is my dream and my brothers. So, if I don't leave, if they can persevere, so can I!" , and my lover, I am gone, what should he do?

"Leaving here, you will still have brothers and dreams. Isn't your dream to protect your own home? Can't you stand there? After you come back from further studies, use those knowledge to build our country's military defense, isn't it? Do you want to use this method?"

"Dad, I know you are worried about me, but there are so many comrades-in-arms here, who has no parents? Who has no relatives? They are not as lucky as me. A general father can come in and persuade me not to do it. He can tell me that the current mission is very dangerous. , so you can leave here and find a better way for me, but I want to say that their parents can persuade them to leave, but you can't, you are a soldier! Your position must be neutral!"

"But I am your father!" Lin Yunhai slowly closed his round eyes, and when he opened them again, he revealed a deep sense of exhaustion, "At the same time, I am just your father." He said, As if exhausted, he bent his back.

At this moment, Lin Feng's heart suddenly tightened, and a warm current surged into his eyes. Looking at his father's dim and hesitant eyes, his heart felt like a knife.

Father who took off his military uniform, you are really old, you long for family affection, the balance is tilting in your heart, you have given up your persistence and belief, and you just hope that your son will grow old safely.

Kneeling on the ground, holding his father's wrinkled hands, covering his heart, raising his head, looking at his father in front of him, with sincere and pleading eyes, "Dad, thank you, you are my dream, you are my dream." My vision, I admire you who are so strong and strong, I want to be someone like you. Three years, give me three years, let me stay here, I will protect my life, see you again, Can I? Please."

Lin Yunhai looked at Lin Feng, saw his son's tense face, the persistence in his eyes, like a bullet fired from a chamber, could not be deflected, and saw the tears winding down his water-colored eyes, so he raised his hand , Gently wiped away, the scorching tears seemed to pierce the heart-like pain.

He said in pain, "Xiaofeng, you have a better way to go."

Lin Feng shook his head and insisted, "But those are not the way I want to go. I am your son, am I not? You tell me what is called an army. Iron-like discipline creates iron-like soldiers. Teach me what is called a soldier. The perseverance of the soldiers, the bravery of the soldiers, the belief and selfless dedication of the soldiers, since I have chosen this place, I will go on and on until the end. Dad, you have never taught me what it means to retreat, even if, even one day I am really dead, and you should all be proud of me."

The tears condensed in his eyes finally slipped down. General Lin hugged his son's head, pressed it hard on his chest, and cried bitterly.

I'm proud of you, I'm really proud of you, but you are my son, I can't bear it, I really can't bear it, I'm afraid to see the national flag on your body, I'm afraid to see you sleep forever, I'm afraid of white-haired people sending black-haired people.

Because, you are my son, my only son.

Outside the corridor, Jizhu Karma's body leaning against the wall slowly slid down, curled up into a ball, raised his hand on his head, grabbed the root of the hair, and pulled his scalp to connect his heart tightly. The pain, the cry of pain welled up from the throat and eyes, but it was crushed in the teeth, crying silently.

Lin Feng, I am proud of you, I am really proud of you...