Reborn Professional Soldier
Chapter 84 I Wasn't Deserving Your Love
mind! ?
Still don't mind? ?
What do you mind? ?
kiss you?
kiss Me! ! ? ?
In an instant, Jizhu Karma, who had turned the corner, stared round, like a robot that had suddenly malfunctioned, and was fixed in place, unable to turn his eyes.
Lin Feng raised his hand to hook his waist, took half a step forward, tilted his head and put his lips on his lips, kissed him once, kissed him again, the touch was very gentle, with a jerky feeling, as if he was probing.
Then, he opened his lips slightly, sucked his lower lip, and the tip of his tongue flicked across, rolling up the taste on his lips, and then separated, rolling his tongue as if tasting, and smiled.
"The taste of the lips is not bad." He licked his lips, looking at him frivolously, but his heart was beating like a drum.
Jizhu Karma stared at him with rounded eyes, the place on his lips that had been licked was deeply touched, exuding a slight coolness, and suddenly startled, only then did he know what Lin Feng had just done.
The request came too suddenly, so suddenly that he was not even mentally prepared, and it was over.
Anyone else would not be satisfied with this rhythm, let alone him, after waiting for so long, it was a long time, from ignorant heartbeat to sudden enlightenment, guarding and looking forward to the day , this little tree that represents love can sprout.He had also been in despair, annoyed and dared not plant seeds. Even he himself was afraid of what kind of plants would grow from unreasonable seeds.But one day, green branches and leaves grew on the land he was squatting on. He questioned whether it was a tree or a weed. He was afraid that the weed would take his place, but he didn't dare to pull it out. possibility of removal.
He can understand Lin Feng's hesitation and hesitation. He even thinks that the current state is not bad. He finally caught up with him again. Standing on the same platform with him, he can see the same scenery. I can see what you see I can think of what you think of, and I can be very happy just because of this common ground.
He has even willingly accepted such an ambiguous mode, even thinking that as long as Lin Feng is still in front of his eyes, it is enough to see this person.
But what did Lin Feng just say?What have you done?
She actually kissed him, not the kiss of venting anger and despair before, the kind of intimacy as if they had confirmed each other.
He was thinking suspiciously, perplexed by the current situation, and inexplicably agitated. After some filtering in his head, he finally grasped the trace of unwillingness.
Kiss back and make sure again!
It's not a dream, it's reality.
The hand that flinched due to lack of focus before pressed Lin Feng's head again, almost forcing it to himself, lowering his head slightly to kiss him, but suddenly hesitant because of panic, approaching slowly and hesitantly.
He smelled Lin Feng's smell, it was not clean and refreshing, but rather bitter, he heard his breathing, he inhaled the breath he exhaled, flowed through the trachea and circulated in the lungs, as if it was fermented and swelled more and more Big enough to reach the heart, the heart contracted violently, sending out sharp pain.
Lin Feng didn't hide, didn't retreat, he just looked at himself fixedly, his gaze was like an invitation.
Breathing stopped suddenly at this moment, but the heart was beating and wanted to break through the barrier of the skin and jump out.
He raised his chin, kissed him fiercely, sucking his lips, pushing his tongue against the jaws, and poking in, a sense of satisfaction instantly swept over the nerve endings of his whole body. This is Lin Feng's lips, this is the tip of Lin Feng's tongue, my body Part of it entered his body and became one with him...
Such thoughts have driven him mad.
Sucking, entanglement, the tip of the tongue rolled wantonly in the other's mouth, wanting to touch all places, wanting to penetrate the throat, touch the internal organs, wanting to be one at this moment.
The strength of the arm is constantly increasing, and the five fingers are deeply embedded in the hair, pressing on the body like crushing the skull, the simple desires begin to accumulate, superimposed fast and crazily, the thinking has been exhausted, leaving only the most Primal craving.
Not enough, dissatisfied, the lower body was clamoring, eager to vent in a more direct way, he hugged his waist, the lower body pressed against each other tightly, rubbing to seek a breakthrough.
Lin Feng was hugged and bumped against the wall, his brain was a little dizzy, or he was already dizzy, his breathing became difficult, but his heart was beating wildly. This feeling, being asked for, being oppressed like crazy... This kind of stimulation is so exciting. The feeling of heartbeat has never been felt before, and there is pain in the back when it collides with the wall, but the burning pain is not as good as the scorching heat on the body at this moment.
The pain was stripped voluntarily, and the substance that hit under the skin was more irritable and urgent, rolling over like magma, burning all reason.
Since it's so cool, let's add more fire, don't even think about breaking up.
He withdrew his hand from his arm, pressed the back of his head with his backhand, and wrapped his other hand around his waist. He took a wrong step, twisted his waist, turned over and pressed the opponent against the wall, and he suffered even more before using it. He slammed back with all his strength, pressing down on the opponent fiercely.
I used my whole body's strength and all my focus to kiss him, the rhythm in my mouth communicated, the tip of my tongue was entangled, a leg was intuitively inserted between his legs, and I clearly felt the hard lump that was about to explode .
"No, no problem?" Jizhu Karma took the time to ask, her breathing was hoarse and rapid, the focus in her eyes was scattered, and the desire for desire was saturated to the point of bursting in the next second.
Lin Feng took a deep look at him, lowered his head, pressed his forehead against his shoulder, and pressed hard, but his lower body fit even tighter.He raised his hand to take out his clothes, and touched his skin with his fingers, the tight feeling like sackcloth, was so hot that it almost melted his fingertips.He asked hoarsely, "How long has it been since you ejaculated?"
Jizhu Karma imitated his movements, and touched the skin on his back, but touched the bandage, then slowly moved down, inserted it into the elastic band of his trousers, and wandered around his round buttocks. After being distracted for a long time, it took a long time to reply, "It's been half a month."
"Yeah." The head hanging on the shoulder gave a vague hum, Lin Feng raised his head to look at him with some reluctance, "Let's solve it by ourselves this time, and find another chance."
"Oh." Jizhu Karma nodded in dissatisfaction. No one would be in a good mood in such an imminent crisis, but he also knew that now was not the time.
Lin Feng thought for a while, then asked suddenly, "Will it take long? We still have two or three minutes of safe time."
Two or three minutes...
Jizhu Karma raised his head and thought uncertainly, if Lin Feng did it, it might not take a minute, right?
But how do you say that?
Shame!
"Maybe, not enough."
"Can't you? I should be there soon, you can help me solve it." Lin Feng said again.
Jizhu Karma almost bit his own tongue, regretting it endlessly.
Lin Feng held his hand and pressed it on his leg, and said hastily, "Hurry up, I won't kiss you anymore, the swelling won't recover for a while."
"That..." Jizhu Karma said embarrassingly when he held him, "Let's stay together, I...should soon..."
Lin Feng laughed, looked at him deeply, raised his hand and pressed the button of his belt, and said while unbuttoning, "What are you pretending to be? They are all men who don't know who." After speaking, Lin Feng unbuttoned his belt , the palm reached in, and held the hot bead.
Sure enough, the army is definitely not short of grievances against men. Although men's problems can be solved easily, you can do it with your hands while taking a shower, but it is different from solving it with other people's hands, especially lovers' hands. Persist in 1 minute and then ejaculate, especially when it comes to orgasm, they become crazy almost by coincidence, leaving traces in each other's lips, the desire continues to accumulate in the touching and kissing until it is exhausted, and the movements of the hands become Violent and fast, the language is meaningless, I just want this way to let the other party know that I can't wait.
However, there is always a sequence for this kind of thing. Lin Feng suffered from the wound, and the pain in his back distracted him from time to time. Supported, lest someone dazed with excitement should collapse to the ground.
What surprised him was that when Jizhu Karma ejaculated, she would make a light moan, which was suppressed in her throat, humming incoherently, and with the drips of semen gushing out, it was like calling a bed crisp.
Lin Feng was a little distracted thinking that the beads on the bed would be very attractive in the future. As he pulled out and entered, he would make a soft and heavy nasal sound, especially when he slammed in vigorously, he would arch his upper body in a distracted manner and open the door. His lips suddenly made an uncontrollable sharp tone, but he would continue to enjoy it, looking forward to his every loss of focus.
This kind of thinking made him suddenly very excited. He grabbed the back of Jizhu Karma's hand and slapped it hard a few times. The picture in his mind suddenly went blank. It came out like a huge wave.
When Lin Feng ejaculates, it is silent, just like his habit all the time, he always endures the brewing in his body, but the out-of-focus eyes represent the comfort of this moment, and the sudden tenseness and relaxation of the body are clearly conveyed Let Jizhu Karma know how you feel at this moment.
Seeing Lin Feng like this, Jizhu Karma suddenly felt itchy. He had ejaculated just now, and his body was still in a lazy and weak state, but his heart was still alive. Tasting is over, he wants to really hug Lin Feng in a very safe and quiet environment, kiss him from head to toe, and feel everything about Lin Feng in a more intimate way, with the perfect fit of skin.
He loves Lin Feng, loves everything about him, every look, every smile, and every gesture of his makes his heart flutter, and he wants to collect it completely. He looks forward to such a collision like a fire, but he looks forward to the tenderness of the ear to ear. , because only in that way would it give him the feeling that Lin Feng completely belonged to him.
Rather than what it is like now, after hastily solving the physical problems, I start to tidy up the clothes, and worry about whether the semen stained on the fabric will reveal anything, and whether there will be a weird smell in the bathroom.
Three minutes later, Lin Feng sat back on the chair and had dinner. Jizhu Karma was washing the floor in the bathroom. When he came out, he looked a little weird. He sat opposite Lin Feng and looked straight at Lin Feng, "What made you suddenly Changed your mind?" After calming down, he thought of this question.
"I figured it out." Lin Feng shrugged his shoulders and answered casually. The things he had accumulated for more than a month were sent out together with the burden on his shoulders. At this moment, his body felt great and he felt extremely relaxed.
"How did you figure it out? You almost died in this mission?" Jizhu Karma's complexion became not very good. These, because it means that it is very possible that the last parting was the last time he saw Lin Feng.
If possible, I hope you are safe and sound, even if our entanglement will continue for a long time, even if it is a lifetime, I hope you are safe and sound.
"Most of our missions are likely to die. Even the missions that were originally thought to be safe are dangerous." Lin Feng took a bite of his meal and said it easily.
"What is the mission?" Jizhu Karma stared at him with burning eyes.
"The task is very easy, but there were some accidents. Anyway, I came back safely, didn't I?" Lin Feng said with a smile, "We can safely pass through the foreseeable dangers, and the unknown accidents are terrible, so in the future, we will go out with the task head Be more flexible and react faster, it will be much safer.”
Jizhu Karma pursed her lips, and suddenly thought for the first time that Lin Feng would go on many missions in the future, and he would also go to each battlefield. Will life and death be with them like a nightmare?
"Madman..." Jizhu Karma's eyes suddenly dimmed, and he asked him uncertainly, "Is this why you haven't given me an accurate answer?"
"What?" Lin Feng looked at him inexplicably.
"You don't want me to worry, you don't want to worry about me, you are afraid that too deep emotional ties will make us all suffer excessively?"
Lin Feng lowered his eyes and thought for a moment, then smiled, "What are you talking about now? I didn't survive a week, so I surrendered. You should applaud your charm."
"You should tell me, let's have a good talk, although maybe I may not change my mind, but at least you won't struggle so painfully."
Lin Feng looked at Jizhu Karma's upper body leaning over, with anxiety in his eyes, he sighed secretly, put the chopsticks on the table, and replied seriously, "I'm not in pain, it's me who hesitates, actually I I am selfish and afraid of being hurt, so I wanted to shield all dangers and bypass them from the very beginning. So, Zhuzi, don’t think so well of me. I’m far worse than the person you imagined. The person who waits for the answer is the most painful, but while I accept your feelings, I don’t want to give. So, I’m not good, I’m really not good.”
Lin Feng's self-deprecation made Jizhu Karma even more anxious, and he replied almost incoherently, "I know, but what's the point? Is it important? When you were in the military academy, you were very lonely, because of your arrogance, because of your superior ability, you I don’t have many friends, but isn’t this normal? Standing at different heights, the friends you make are naturally different. Aren’t you very good afterward? Otherwise, I wouldn’t be standing here. Also, there are you Reason is above emotion, maybe I have resented dealing with emotion, but this is a way of your life, you make decisions before you act, this kind of character even makes me envious. Lin Feng, you are very good, really Very good, you are smart, capable, calm and wise, you have a general father, but you didn't use these rights to dominate the army, and you didn't choose a better way to go, but you came to this kind of place, these choices alone Compared with countless people. With you like this, who can say that you are not good enough?"
Lin Feng wanted to interrupt Jizhu Karma's words several times, but he held back. He couldn't laugh or cry when he heard it, and couldn't tell what was in his mind. The naive subjective consciousness is too strong, and he thinks that this is how Zhu Zi sees himself. All the shortcomings have become advantages. The whole person seems to be plated with gold paint in his heart, shining with brilliance.
It came unexpectedly, as if out of feeling, wanted to tell some secrets, wanted to tell him that I was really not good, that I had a very bad time in my past.
So, he said, "Zhuzi, let me tell you a story, do you want to hear it?"
Zhuzhu nodded suspiciously.
"There once was a boy who was also a son of a general, and also had a general father. His general father was a good father who taught him a lot of principles of life. He wanted him to grow into a pillar of the country and a man with faith. He was a soldier, but he went in with one ear and out with the other, bullied people with the children in the compound, and finally became the bully of that area, and no one could disobey him."
"No matter how old he is, he went to a university, the National University of Defense Technology, and his grades were not very good. It was his general father who found internal indicators to let him enter. You know, half of this kind of university is formally admitted, and half is The well-connected military children are naturally divided into two factions. How many generals are there in China? Especially the generals who hold real power. You know, it’s far worse than the army, not to mention the special forces. Except for the military physical education class, it’s no different from the universities outside. With this kind of management model, you should know what conflicts will happen between such factions, right? Five During his years of life in the military academy, he used his status to do his best, and he just picked up girls for fun, a typical prince."
"How about it? Can you imagine that scene? But the funniest thing is that even his company commander, regiment commander, and even division commander treat him specially after graduation and leave the army, which fuels his arrogance. The kid is still unsatisfied and feels that he can do a lot, and he wants to get into the special forces."
"Special forces?" Jizhu Karma couldn't help but ask, "This place will give him face?"
"Of course not. He fought with a comrade-in-arms of an ethnic minority."
"why?"
"I don't know. In fact, even he finds it puzzling. Why the two of them have such a big difference of opinion? Maybe it's because his behavior is too arrogant, and that comrade-in-arms is a person who is not afraid of power. In the end, both sides suffered losses, and both were sent back to their places.”
"Return to the place? The prince was also returned to the place?"
"That's not true. The comrades-in-arms of the ethnic minorities were sent back to the place. He just returned to the original army."
Jizhu Karma's face darkened, "Damn it, you actually dragged a person into the water, bullying people like this with a little background."
"Yeah, it's quite a bully, isn't it? You said, even if the kneecap is cured, will it be limping when walking? Will it hurt when it's windy and rainy? It must be very painful, that person I must hate this prince to the bone."
"It should be..." Jizhu Karma said uncertainly, "It's really not easy for someone without background to enter the special forces. How much you have paid can't be measured by the amount. I didn't expect it to be easy. If it was me, I would also bear the grudge."
Lin Feng swallowed his saliva, looked at Jizhu Karma's expression of common hatred, lowered his head sadly, and took a mouthful of rice, but it was like chewing wax.
He admitted that he was looking for abuse, deliberately making himself uncomfortable.
Only in this way can we remind ourselves that it is really bad, really bad and hateful.
He actually wanted to say, don’t think too much about me, my insides have already rotted, I shattered your dreams and made you lose everything.
In fact, I don't deserve your love so much.
Still don't mind? ?
What do you mind? ?
kiss you?
kiss Me! ! ? ?
In an instant, Jizhu Karma, who had turned the corner, stared round, like a robot that had suddenly malfunctioned, and was fixed in place, unable to turn his eyes.
Lin Feng raised his hand to hook his waist, took half a step forward, tilted his head and put his lips on his lips, kissed him once, kissed him again, the touch was very gentle, with a jerky feeling, as if he was probing.
Then, he opened his lips slightly, sucked his lower lip, and the tip of his tongue flicked across, rolling up the taste on his lips, and then separated, rolling his tongue as if tasting, and smiled.
"The taste of the lips is not bad." He licked his lips, looking at him frivolously, but his heart was beating like a drum.
Jizhu Karma stared at him with rounded eyes, the place on his lips that had been licked was deeply touched, exuding a slight coolness, and suddenly startled, only then did he know what Lin Feng had just done.
The request came too suddenly, so suddenly that he was not even mentally prepared, and it was over.
Anyone else would not be satisfied with this rhythm, let alone him, after waiting for so long, it was a long time, from ignorant heartbeat to sudden enlightenment, guarding and looking forward to the day , this little tree that represents love can sprout.He had also been in despair, annoyed and dared not plant seeds. Even he himself was afraid of what kind of plants would grow from unreasonable seeds.But one day, green branches and leaves grew on the land he was squatting on. He questioned whether it was a tree or a weed. He was afraid that the weed would take his place, but he didn't dare to pull it out. possibility of removal.
He can understand Lin Feng's hesitation and hesitation. He even thinks that the current state is not bad. He finally caught up with him again. Standing on the same platform with him, he can see the same scenery. I can see what you see I can think of what you think of, and I can be very happy just because of this common ground.
He has even willingly accepted such an ambiguous mode, even thinking that as long as Lin Feng is still in front of his eyes, it is enough to see this person.
But what did Lin Feng just say?What have you done?
She actually kissed him, not the kiss of venting anger and despair before, the kind of intimacy as if they had confirmed each other.
He was thinking suspiciously, perplexed by the current situation, and inexplicably agitated. After some filtering in his head, he finally grasped the trace of unwillingness.
Kiss back and make sure again!
It's not a dream, it's reality.
The hand that flinched due to lack of focus before pressed Lin Feng's head again, almost forcing it to himself, lowering his head slightly to kiss him, but suddenly hesitant because of panic, approaching slowly and hesitantly.
He smelled Lin Feng's smell, it was not clean and refreshing, but rather bitter, he heard his breathing, he inhaled the breath he exhaled, flowed through the trachea and circulated in the lungs, as if it was fermented and swelled more and more Big enough to reach the heart, the heart contracted violently, sending out sharp pain.
Lin Feng didn't hide, didn't retreat, he just looked at himself fixedly, his gaze was like an invitation.
Breathing stopped suddenly at this moment, but the heart was beating and wanted to break through the barrier of the skin and jump out.
He raised his chin, kissed him fiercely, sucking his lips, pushing his tongue against the jaws, and poking in, a sense of satisfaction instantly swept over the nerve endings of his whole body. This is Lin Feng's lips, this is the tip of Lin Feng's tongue, my body Part of it entered his body and became one with him...
Such thoughts have driven him mad.
Sucking, entanglement, the tip of the tongue rolled wantonly in the other's mouth, wanting to touch all places, wanting to penetrate the throat, touch the internal organs, wanting to be one at this moment.
The strength of the arm is constantly increasing, and the five fingers are deeply embedded in the hair, pressing on the body like crushing the skull, the simple desires begin to accumulate, superimposed fast and crazily, the thinking has been exhausted, leaving only the most Primal craving.
Not enough, dissatisfied, the lower body was clamoring, eager to vent in a more direct way, he hugged his waist, the lower body pressed against each other tightly, rubbing to seek a breakthrough.
Lin Feng was hugged and bumped against the wall, his brain was a little dizzy, or he was already dizzy, his breathing became difficult, but his heart was beating wildly. This feeling, being asked for, being oppressed like crazy... This kind of stimulation is so exciting. The feeling of heartbeat has never been felt before, and there is pain in the back when it collides with the wall, but the burning pain is not as good as the scorching heat on the body at this moment.
The pain was stripped voluntarily, and the substance that hit under the skin was more irritable and urgent, rolling over like magma, burning all reason.
Since it's so cool, let's add more fire, don't even think about breaking up.
He withdrew his hand from his arm, pressed the back of his head with his backhand, and wrapped his other hand around his waist. He took a wrong step, twisted his waist, turned over and pressed the opponent against the wall, and he suffered even more before using it. He slammed back with all his strength, pressing down on the opponent fiercely.
I used my whole body's strength and all my focus to kiss him, the rhythm in my mouth communicated, the tip of my tongue was entangled, a leg was intuitively inserted between his legs, and I clearly felt the hard lump that was about to explode .
"No, no problem?" Jizhu Karma took the time to ask, her breathing was hoarse and rapid, the focus in her eyes was scattered, and the desire for desire was saturated to the point of bursting in the next second.
Lin Feng took a deep look at him, lowered his head, pressed his forehead against his shoulder, and pressed hard, but his lower body fit even tighter.He raised his hand to take out his clothes, and touched his skin with his fingers, the tight feeling like sackcloth, was so hot that it almost melted his fingertips.He asked hoarsely, "How long has it been since you ejaculated?"
Jizhu Karma imitated his movements, and touched the skin on his back, but touched the bandage, then slowly moved down, inserted it into the elastic band of his trousers, and wandered around his round buttocks. After being distracted for a long time, it took a long time to reply, "It's been half a month."
"Yeah." The head hanging on the shoulder gave a vague hum, Lin Feng raised his head to look at him with some reluctance, "Let's solve it by ourselves this time, and find another chance."
"Oh." Jizhu Karma nodded in dissatisfaction. No one would be in a good mood in such an imminent crisis, but he also knew that now was not the time.
Lin Feng thought for a while, then asked suddenly, "Will it take long? We still have two or three minutes of safe time."
Two or three minutes...
Jizhu Karma raised his head and thought uncertainly, if Lin Feng did it, it might not take a minute, right?
But how do you say that?
Shame!
"Maybe, not enough."
"Can't you? I should be there soon, you can help me solve it." Lin Feng said again.
Jizhu Karma almost bit his own tongue, regretting it endlessly.
Lin Feng held his hand and pressed it on his leg, and said hastily, "Hurry up, I won't kiss you anymore, the swelling won't recover for a while."
"That..." Jizhu Karma said embarrassingly when he held him, "Let's stay together, I...should soon..."
Lin Feng laughed, looked at him deeply, raised his hand and pressed the button of his belt, and said while unbuttoning, "What are you pretending to be? They are all men who don't know who." After speaking, Lin Feng unbuttoned his belt , the palm reached in, and held the hot bead.
Sure enough, the army is definitely not short of grievances against men. Although men's problems can be solved easily, you can do it with your hands while taking a shower, but it is different from solving it with other people's hands, especially lovers' hands. Persist in 1 minute and then ejaculate, especially when it comes to orgasm, they become crazy almost by coincidence, leaving traces in each other's lips, the desire continues to accumulate in the touching and kissing until it is exhausted, and the movements of the hands become Violent and fast, the language is meaningless, I just want this way to let the other party know that I can't wait.
However, there is always a sequence for this kind of thing. Lin Feng suffered from the wound, and the pain in his back distracted him from time to time. Supported, lest someone dazed with excitement should collapse to the ground.
What surprised him was that when Jizhu Karma ejaculated, she would make a light moan, which was suppressed in her throat, humming incoherently, and with the drips of semen gushing out, it was like calling a bed crisp.
Lin Feng was a little distracted thinking that the beads on the bed would be very attractive in the future. As he pulled out and entered, he would make a soft and heavy nasal sound, especially when he slammed in vigorously, he would arch his upper body in a distracted manner and open the door. His lips suddenly made an uncontrollable sharp tone, but he would continue to enjoy it, looking forward to his every loss of focus.
This kind of thinking made him suddenly very excited. He grabbed the back of Jizhu Karma's hand and slapped it hard a few times. The picture in his mind suddenly went blank. It came out like a huge wave.
When Lin Feng ejaculates, it is silent, just like his habit all the time, he always endures the brewing in his body, but the out-of-focus eyes represent the comfort of this moment, and the sudden tenseness and relaxation of the body are clearly conveyed Let Jizhu Karma know how you feel at this moment.
Seeing Lin Feng like this, Jizhu Karma suddenly felt itchy. He had ejaculated just now, and his body was still in a lazy and weak state, but his heart was still alive. Tasting is over, he wants to really hug Lin Feng in a very safe and quiet environment, kiss him from head to toe, and feel everything about Lin Feng in a more intimate way, with the perfect fit of skin.
He loves Lin Feng, loves everything about him, every look, every smile, and every gesture of his makes his heart flutter, and he wants to collect it completely. He looks forward to such a collision like a fire, but he looks forward to the tenderness of the ear to ear. , because only in that way would it give him the feeling that Lin Feng completely belonged to him.
Rather than what it is like now, after hastily solving the physical problems, I start to tidy up the clothes, and worry about whether the semen stained on the fabric will reveal anything, and whether there will be a weird smell in the bathroom.
Three minutes later, Lin Feng sat back on the chair and had dinner. Jizhu Karma was washing the floor in the bathroom. When he came out, he looked a little weird. He sat opposite Lin Feng and looked straight at Lin Feng, "What made you suddenly Changed your mind?" After calming down, he thought of this question.
"I figured it out." Lin Feng shrugged his shoulders and answered casually. The things he had accumulated for more than a month were sent out together with the burden on his shoulders. At this moment, his body felt great and he felt extremely relaxed.
"How did you figure it out? You almost died in this mission?" Jizhu Karma's complexion became not very good. These, because it means that it is very possible that the last parting was the last time he saw Lin Feng.
If possible, I hope you are safe and sound, even if our entanglement will continue for a long time, even if it is a lifetime, I hope you are safe and sound.
"Most of our missions are likely to die. Even the missions that were originally thought to be safe are dangerous." Lin Feng took a bite of his meal and said it easily.
"What is the mission?" Jizhu Karma stared at him with burning eyes.
"The task is very easy, but there were some accidents. Anyway, I came back safely, didn't I?" Lin Feng said with a smile, "We can safely pass through the foreseeable dangers, and the unknown accidents are terrible, so in the future, we will go out with the task head Be more flexible and react faster, it will be much safer.”
Jizhu Karma pursed her lips, and suddenly thought for the first time that Lin Feng would go on many missions in the future, and he would also go to each battlefield. Will life and death be with them like a nightmare?
"Madman..." Jizhu Karma's eyes suddenly dimmed, and he asked him uncertainly, "Is this why you haven't given me an accurate answer?"
"What?" Lin Feng looked at him inexplicably.
"You don't want me to worry, you don't want to worry about me, you are afraid that too deep emotional ties will make us all suffer excessively?"
Lin Feng lowered his eyes and thought for a moment, then smiled, "What are you talking about now? I didn't survive a week, so I surrendered. You should applaud your charm."
"You should tell me, let's have a good talk, although maybe I may not change my mind, but at least you won't struggle so painfully."
Lin Feng looked at Jizhu Karma's upper body leaning over, with anxiety in his eyes, he sighed secretly, put the chopsticks on the table, and replied seriously, "I'm not in pain, it's me who hesitates, actually I I am selfish and afraid of being hurt, so I wanted to shield all dangers and bypass them from the very beginning. So, Zhuzi, don’t think so well of me. I’m far worse than the person you imagined. The person who waits for the answer is the most painful, but while I accept your feelings, I don’t want to give. So, I’m not good, I’m really not good.”
Lin Feng's self-deprecation made Jizhu Karma even more anxious, and he replied almost incoherently, "I know, but what's the point? Is it important? When you were in the military academy, you were very lonely, because of your arrogance, because of your superior ability, you I don’t have many friends, but isn’t this normal? Standing at different heights, the friends you make are naturally different. Aren’t you very good afterward? Otherwise, I wouldn’t be standing here. Also, there are you Reason is above emotion, maybe I have resented dealing with emotion, but this is a way of your life, you make decisions before you act, this kind of character even makes me envious. Lin Feng, you are very good, really Very good, you are smart, capable, calm and wise, you have a general father, but you didn't use these rights to dominate the army, and you didn't choose a better way to go, but you came to this kind of place, these choices alone Compared with countless people. With you like this, who can say that you are not good enough?"
Lin Feng wanted to interrupt Jizhu Karma's words several times, but he held back. He couldn't laugh or cry when he heard it, and couldn't tell what was in his mind. The naive subjective consciousness is too strong, and he thinks that this is how Zhu Zi sees himself. All the shortcomings have become advantages. The whole person seems to be plated with gold paint in his heart, shining with brilliance.
It came unexpectedly, as if out of feeling, wanted to tell some secrets, wanted to tell him that I was really not good, that I had a very bad time in my past.
So, he said, "Zhuzi, let me tell you a story, do you want to hear it?"
Zhuzhu nodded suspiciously.
"There once was a boy who was also a son of a general, and also had a general father. His general father was a good father who taught him a lot of principles of life. He wanted him to grow into a pillar of the country and a man with faith. He was a soldier, but he went in with one ear and out with the other, bullied people with the children in the compound, and finally became the bully of that area, and no one could disobey him."
"No matter how old he is, he went to a university, the National University of Defense Technology, and his grades were not very good. It was his general father who found internal indicators to let him enter. You know, half of this kind of university is formally admitted, and half is The well-connected military children are naturally divided into two factions. How many generals are there in China? Especially the generals who hold real power. You know, it’s far worse than the army, not to mention the special forces. Except for the military physical education class, it’s no different from the universities outside. With this kind of management model, you should know what conflicts will happen between such factions, right? Five During his years of life in the military academy, he used his status to do his best, and he just picked up girls for fun, a typical prince."
"How about it? Can you imagine that scene? But the funniest thing is that even his company commander, regiment commander, and even division commander treat him specially after graduation and leave the army, which fuels his arrogance. The kid is still unsatisfied and feels that he can do a lot, and he wants to get into the special forces."
"Special forces?" Jizhu Karma couldn't help but ask, "This place will give him face?"
"Of course not. He fought with a comrade-in-arms of an ethnic minority."
"why?"
"I don't know. In fact, even he finds it puzzling. Why the two of them have such a big difference of opinion? Maybe it's because his behavior is too arrogant, and that comrade-in-arms is a person who is not afraid of power. In the end, both sides suffered losses, and both were sent back to their places.”
"Return to the place? The prince was also returned to the place?"
"That's not true. The comrades-in-arms of the ethnic minorities were sent back to the place. He just returned to the original army."
Jizhu Karma's face darkened, "Damn it, you actually dragged a person into the water, bullying people like this with a little background."
"Yeah, it's quite a bully, isn't it? You said, even if the kneecap is cured, will it be limping when walking? Will it hurt when it's windy and rainy? It must be very painful, that person I must hate this prince to the bone."
"It should be..." Jizhu Karma said uncertainly, "It's really not easy for someone without background to enter the special forces. How much you have paid can't be measured by the amount. I didn't expect it to be easy. If it was me, I would also bear the grudge."
Lin Feng swallowed his saliva, looked at Jizhu Karma's expression of common hatred, lowered his head sadly, and took a mouthful of rice, but it was like chewing wax.
He admitted that he was looking for abuse, deliberately making himself uncomfortable.
Only in this way can we remind ourselves that it is really bad, really bad and hateful.
He actually wanted to say, don’t think too much about me, my insides have already rotted, I shattered your dreams and made you lose everything.
In fact, I don't deserve your love so much.
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