post-zombie era

"Marriage?" Gu He looked at Guan Jin and frowned slightly. He couldn't understand why Guan Jin would think about this matter, but he still felt a kind of empty sadness.

He turned his eyes away, looked out of the window, and could see the high blue sky, and the white clouds moved slowly with the wind.

How beautiful this world is, but he doesn't have much time left, and he will leave this world soon.

Before, he had never thought about his own death. He always felt that it was too far away, so far away that he couldn't think about it.

But now, he realized that it turned out to be so close to him, so close that it might only be the next moment.

He felt very sad because he still had so many things to do and he didn't have much time.

However, it seems that it is just sad.

He didn't even hate Guan Jin for shooting his sister, locking him up and preventing him from seeing his mother, and not telling him about Gu Miao's situation...

The anger he had with Guan Jin in the past seemed far away and vague now, and he even wondered why he was so angry with him at that time.

He also thought about Xiao Ce, and when he thought of him, he didn't feel regretful that he didn't express his heart to him. He just felt that he was grateful to him for letting him understand what love is like, the feeling of anxiety and painful wandering. It seems to be a kind of beauty to think about it before dying.

He also didn't regret that he pushed Guan Jin away and was scratched by his sister. It seemed that everything happened was destined. After it happened, he regretted why it happened. It always felt like a waste of time, and he had no Time can be wasted.

Since knowing that he was infected with the zombie virus, he has calmed down, and his mood has completely calmed down. He can see his life clearly with a posture that he is standing at the highest point and the farthest point of his life.

He didn't regret his life, and he also thanked Guan Jin for his care and love for him for so many years. Moreover, he also fully understood why Gu Miao didn't want to go to the hospital in the last stage of her life, she would rather stay at home, Mom is with her every day.

He found that he didn't want to go to the hospital to waste time, he still had so many things to do, and for the rest of the time, he felt that if he could do more things, he would be able to come to an end with peace of mind.

He hoped that Guan Jin could help him, although his thinking was very selfish.

However, Guan Jin told him about the marriage at this time. This was something Gu He hadn't thought about these days. He thought about it for a while, and then said calmly to Guan Jin, "I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't realize the promise I made to you at the beginning. I have made a promise to you, I am like this, I can no longer marry you, so I should cancel it. In this world, there are actually many people who are better than me. As long as you pay more attention, you will find that other people are more suitable for you than me. You can find someone who can really spend your life with you in the future. Sorry, I let you down so much at this time."

Guan Jin stared at him with no ups and downs in his voice, but there was no doubt about it, "How can you decide me, think that I will look at someone else to replace you? Why are you unwilling to treat him well, maybe, maybe...you can cure it .”

Gu He looked at him quietly, and shook his head, "I am doing research on zombies myself, and I know what the cure rate is. I don't want to waste the last time in the hospital, tortured by drugs, only to despair in the end Please let me go through this time according to my own will, please?"

Guan Jin's eyes were already wet. When he wanted to say something to Gu He but couldn't say it, he realized that he was trembling. He couldn't even control his voice. He took a deep breath to calm down a little, and said in a low voice , "I said no, what should I do if I don't want to? It can be cured, you go and treat it."

Gu He looked at him firmly, "You can't do this. You are deceiving yourself and others."

Guan Jin insisted, "I'm not kidding myself. The cure rate is already very high now, and you're in the early stage of discovery, so you will be cured."

Gu He said calmly, "The cure rate of direct infection is lower than that of patients who have gone through the incubation period. Guan Jin, let me live the life I want for the last time, okay?"

"No! No! I'm going to send you to the research institute. Don't be discouraged. If you say that, what do you want me to do? What do you want me to do?" Guan Jin yelled at Gu He loudly, Gu He was stunned Looking at him intently, she saw that Guan Jin's eye sockets were completely moist.

Guan Jin's tears shocked Gu He's heart, but he didn't want to lose control of his final life, he felt very sad when he thought about it, so he had to insist, "Don't do this, just let me go .”

Guan Jin didn't agree to him, he turned and left the room, and asked the secret research base to prepare the best ward, and he wanted to transfer Gu He to the secret research base.

Guan Xiang, the former captain of the guard beside him, was punished for his ineffectiveness and was removed. The current personal guard is an ordinary-looking but capable post-zombie woman named Guan Rui. Although she is a woman, she is not careful. I can't tell her gender at all.

Guan Jin sat in the study, staring at her for a long time, until Guan Rui lowered his head and asked him, "Sir, do you have any orders?"

Only then did Guan Jin turn his gaze away, and asked, "Have you ever thought about finding a partner?"

Guan Rui is a very serious and unsmiling person, but at this moment he was stunned for a moment, a little confused about Guan Jin's meaning, "Sir, do you want me to...?"

Guan Jin said lightly, "No, I just want to know, do you have no need for that at all? Have you never thought about finding a partner?"

Guan Rui knelt down halfway, and said, "I have no second thoughts about you, sir, and I never thought about finding a partner."

Guan Jin sighed, "Get up, I don't doubt you. I just want to know if you really have no sexual needs? You answer yes, no need to guess."

Guan Rui stood up, feeling very strange to Guan Jin asking this question, but still replied respectfully, "Yes, no."

Guan Jin didn't speak any more. He thought of the research results that 80% of the post-zombies would lose their sexual desire, and they were more likely to lose their memory. They survived as a new individual.

Guan Jin thought of Gu He, and wanted to cure him. Although this was an accidental event that depended on the heavens, he couldn't think about the situation that Gu He could not be cured, and he died.

He thought that if Gu He lost his memory, then he would take Gu He by his side, not tell him all the things that made him sad before, and let him be completely his own.

However, he didn't know what to do when he lost his sexual desire.

Guan Jin thought a lot, and then got up and went to the bedroom where Gu He was. Gu He is actually not contagious now. Since Guan Jin saw him in the afternoon, for some reason, the fear of Gu He in his heart died away. Healed, maybe, he was more afraid of seeing Gu He's ugly appearance than knowing that he would be infected by him.

He opened the door and entered the room, and saw Gu He sitting on the sofa and drawing something on the table. Gu He had already taken a shower and was wearing pajamas. When he entered the room, he didn't raise his head.

Guan Jin walked up to him and blocked his light, Gu He raised his head to look at him, and asked him after a while, "Have you left yet?"

Guan Jin didn't answer him, but looked at his drawings and asked, "What are you drawing?"

Gu He didn't answer him, but just said, "You block my light, can you let me go?"

Guan Jin stepped aside quickly, "What did you draw?"

Gu He replied reluctantly, "Molecular mechanism of action. Isn't it a very clear picture?"

Guan Jin said, "I'm not a professional, how can I understand clearly."

Gu He said, "I thought you understood."

Gu He continued to draw the picture, and wrote a large article next to the picture to show the meaning of the whole picture. Guan Jin sat beside him and looked at him. After Gu He finished writing, he found that Guan Jin hadn't left yet, so he said, "Why are you still here? "

Guan Jin said, "This is our bedroom, of course I am waiting for you to rest together."

Gu He had an incredulous look on his face, and said, "What are you talking about, aren't you afraid of being infected by me?"

Guan Jin said categorically, "I'm not afraid."

Gu He frowned, "What on earth do you mean, you hurry out, you get out!"

Guan Jin didn't get up, "This is also my bedroom, what's wrong with me waiting for my lover to go to bed together?"

Gu He looked at him with eyes that he didn't know him, "What are you going to do? What are you doing this for?"

Guan Jin looked at Gu He intently, got up and sat next to Gu He, Gu He wanted to step back, so he reached out and pressed Gu He's shoulder, and when Gu He was caught off guard, he kissed Gu He's lips.

Gu He was so shocked that his whole heart was lifted at that moment, Guan Jin's lips touched his lips, his breath was on his nose, Gu He looked at Guan Jin with wide eyes, and waited for Guan Jin to Jin let him go, he immediately stood up and ran away, standing far away from Guan Jin, said, "What the hell are you doing, do you know?"

Guan Jin looked at him tenderly, with deep sadness in his eyes, "I know what I'm doing? It was you who pushed me away, and you got the virus. No matter what you look like, even if it's very ugly Yes, I still love you."

Gu He couldn't understand his way of thinking at this time, he just ran to the door and said to the bodyguard guarding the door, "Come and pull Guan Jin out, you guys get him out."

The bodyguards looked at each other a few times, unmoved, and said, "Mr. Gu, we are just guarding you and not letting you leave."

Gu He had no choice but to go back to the room and said to Guan Jin, "You go, you go out."

Guan Jin was already making the bed, he said to Gu He, "Xiao He, come here and get ready for bed."