post-zombie era
Chapter 61 Fear
Gu He was taken back to his and Guan Jin's home in Yucheng, and lived in his usual bedroom. It seemed that everything had returned to the past, but he knew that everything could not go back, just like time could never go backwards.
Guan Jin was terrified that he was scratched and bitten by Gu Miao. After Gu He was taken back, he forced him to take a bath over and over again, and rinsed his wound with disinfectant water continuously.
Gu He was in a trance, and let him toss until his ears and neck were washed completely pale, and then Guan Jin didn't wash him.
And the vaccine that was delivered quickly from the research institute also arrived, Guan Jin hugged Gu He and watched the doctor inject Gu He with the vaccine.
Gu He himself was dumbfounded and didn't respond, but Guan Jin squeezed his hand nervously.
During the skin test, the pain brought Gu He back to his senses. He looked at the doctor and whispered to himself, "Don't bother, there is no specific vaccine at all."
Guan Jin hugged him tightly so that he wouldn't move, and said to the doctor, "It's okay, let him use it."
This is extracted from the blood of the post-zombies. It is not completely effective, but it still has a certain probability of being effective.
After being vaccinated, Guan Jin pressed the sterilized cotton ball on Gu He's arm, and then kissed him on the cheek, "Don't worry, it will be fine."
He didn't know whether he was comforting Gu He or himself, he said this sentence over and over again.
The doctor was invited out again by the bodyguards. Both Guan Jin and Gu He were not flamboyant people. Although they had been together for so many years and Guan Jin was considered a public figure, their relationship was unknown to the outside world. I would like to suppress the result of the spread of this news.
It was the first time for this doctor to meet Guan Jin and his lover. Seeing Guan Jin's cautious attitude towards Gu He, as an outsider, he also felt very moved, just because Gu He's reaction from the beginning to the end was very good. In a daze, he thought that Gu He himself had some mental problems.
But, of course, he can only guess in his heart and cannot ask, and what he did and what he saw today must be kept secret, so until he was escorted away by the bodyguard and driver, he did not say a word.
Gu He wanted to see his sister and mother, but Guan Jin refused. Guan Jin locked him in the bedroom and refused to let him leave.
In fact, Gu He already knew that it was Guan Jin who fired the gun, that he shot his sister.
He couldn't understand that Miao Miao's last tear was because he knew that he had shot himself?
Gu He thought a lot, but the more he thought about it, the more he fell into a dead end, and the more depressed he was, to the point where he even returned to the state where he was with Guan Jin more than ten years ago. He didn't want to be with Guan Jin. I would like to say a word, there is a feeling that talking to him makes the whole body uncomfortable.
Guan Jin often came to see him, and he also hugged him to talk, and basked in the sun together, but he no longer slept with him in the same bed, even if he hugged him, his nerves were always tense, and his He clenched his hands tightly, with such strength that Gu He felt the pain.
Gu He understood what Guan Jin was nervous about. He didn't say anything at first, even questioning Guan Jin and accusing him of shooting his own sister. On the third day after the incident, at dusk, Guan Jin stopped The food came in for him to eat. Gu He looked at the food and didn't have any appetite. He shook his head and refused to eat. Guan Jin had no choice but to persuade him. Moreover, he kept repeating that sentence, "You will be fine. I haven't found out that there is anything wrong until today." Infected, you're fine."
Gu He felt very uncomfortable, seeing Guan Jin like this made him very uncomfortable.He finally said that sentence, and threw a big stone on the surface where the two had been living peacefully for the past few days, causing splashes.
"Why do you lie to yourself?"
Guan Jin was stunned for a moment, and said, "I didn't deceive myself. I didn't find out that there was an infection. Xiaohe, don't you believe me?"
Gu He said, "I'm not talking about the test results, I'm talking about you. Are you afraid of me? Are you afraid of contacting me? Although the test results are fine, I may still be infected after the test. Afraid of me, you are afraid that I will infect you, aren't you? Since you are so afraid of me, why do you come to see me, just go, you don't have to force yourself to believe that I am good, force yourself to believe that you are not afraid of me , forcing you to come and see me..."
Guan Jin was talked about by Gu He to the most painful point. He didn't have the usual calmness and demeanor at all, and he scolded Gu He, "Don't talk about it. I said you will be fine."
Gu He stabbed at his wound calmly, "Look, you have to say every day that I will be fine, what's the use of you reminding me and reminding you like this. Actually, you know that I hate it when anyone mentions it. In a word, no one should say it. I saw my sister fall down in front of me, do I want someone to say it several times a day to remind me? Get out, you don’t have to see me anymore. "
Guan Jin looked at Gu He like a bewildered child. He wanted to refute for a while, but he was speechless and couldn't say anything.
He just stared at Gu He in a daze, but Gu He turned his face away. He looked at the sunset outside the window, it was so warm and bright red, like fresh blood.
Guan Jin gritted his teeth, his dignity did not allow him to be poked on the back by Gu He all the time, besides, he really didn't know what to do, Gu He was right, he was indeed afraid, he wanted to accompany Watching Gu He fall asleep, he wanted to be with him and spend this time with him, but he was afraid, no matter how much he hypnotized himself that Gu He was not infected at all, he was still afraid in his subconscious.Fear of sleeping with a zombie patient who may have been infected.
He had no choice but to turn around and leave, even left YU City and returned to RS City, he needed other things to divert his attention.
Going back to the home with Gu He on Wenxiang Mountain, seeing that everything in the house carried the shadow of Gu He, he couldn't live anymore, and went back to the main house of the Guan family, everyone was asking him about his relationship with Gu He Marriage, ask when to bring Gu He back, Gu He is about to enter the door of Guan's house, it's too bad not to show up all the time, isn't it?
Guan Jin feels that no matter where he is, his world is always the shadow of Gu He.
When a person is sleeping on the bed, he also habitually stretches out his hand to touch his side—the place where Gu He is usually, but his side is empty. Gu He was locked up by him in Yucheng. She didn't even dare to go back to see him, and she didn't dare to share the same bed with Gu He.
He felt that he was sick, so he invited a first-class psychiatrist abroad to see him.
But before the doctor came, he got the news from Yu City, saying that Gu He's saliva had detected a zombie virus reaction, and he had signs of infection.And three tests were done to rule out the possibility of a false positive.
When Guan Jin heard the news, he froze there, he even felt that this body was not his own.
He was afraid to visit Gu He, and had nightmares when he was sleeping at night. He dreamed that Gu He's body was covered with zombie spots. It was Gu Miao's face covered with zombie spots that he saw, which looked very similar to Gu He. , he woke up with fright.
He is a very determined person. He has never been frightened by nightmares since he was a teenager, but now he was woken up by fright because he dreamed that Gu He had zombie spots on his face.
He still went to Yu City, he loved Gu He, although he was afraid that he would turn into a zombie, but he still loved him.
Because without his instructions, Gu He still lived in their bedroom. When he was standing outside the door, he didn't dare to open the door. He was afraid of seeing his favorite Gu He turn ugly.
But he eventually pushed the door open.
The spring sunshine is very bright and gorgeous, shining in from the large French windows, and the spring breeze with the fragrance of flowers comes in with the sun.
The white window screen fluttered gently in the spring breeze. Gu He was sitting on a chair not far from the window screen, wearing a white sweater and black trousers. His forehead hair was blowing over his forehead with the wind, and his nose was straight. His lips were pale, and he looked at the materials in his hand peacefully. There were several books and a large stack of materials on the small round table next to him. The sound seemed to overlap with the sound of water suddenly coming out of the water when Gu He was 16 years old.
Guan Jin's heart softened completely at this time, he seemed to have returned to the moment when Gu He first met him when he was 16 years old, the tension and fear seemed to be gone, no matter when, Gu He They are all his Xiaohe.
He walked to Gu He's side lightly, stood beside him and looked at him silently. Gu He didn't notice his arrival at all. He focused on flipping through the materials, sketching and writing his own opinions on them with a pen .
Two small white butterflies flew in from the window, chasing each other into the room, flying around Gu He's papers and fingers, Gu He raised his head, and gently fanned the butterflies away with the paper, The butterfly flew away again, and he saw Guan Jin standing not far away, he was stunned for a moment, and said, "Are you here?"
When he said this, it was like every time Guan Jin came home, he said softly, "You are back!"
Guan Jin felt his eyes sore at this moment, and he answered him softly, "Yes."
Gu He put down the documents in his hand, and looked at Guan Jin tenderly, just like when he usually welcomes Guan Jin home, even with nostalgia in his eyes, but he said, "I hope that in the last time, I can do something I want Things to do, I don't want to go to the hospital, you know, the mood of the patient can greatly affect the process of mutation, I do what I like, maybe, I can live soberly for a while, go to the hospital, I don't know Can I control myself. You go, I just hope that you can let me continue here by thinking about our previous friendship. When I reach the third period, you can send me to the research institute. If You can promise me, and I will be grateful to you for the rest of my life."
The sun shone on Gu He's face, making his skin translucent. His eyelashes were long, and the sunlight leaked from above and sprinkled in his eyes. Those clear eyes were like green pools. Clear, yet deep and elusive.
He seemed to be melting in the sunshine, awakened like a dream.
Guan Jin looked at him and felt that he was as pure and beautiful as that flying white butterfly, but his words were like a knife piercing his heart, causing him unbearable pain.
He only heard his hoarse voice saying, "Then... what about our marriage?"
Guan Jin was terrified that he was scratched and bitten by Gu Miao. After Gu He was taken back, he forced him to take a bath over and over again, and rinsed his wound with disinfectant water continuously.
Gu He was in a trance, and let him toss until his ears and neck were washed completely pale, and then Guan Jin didn't wash him.
And the vaccine that was delivered quickly from the research institute also arrived, Guan Jin hugged Gu He and watched the doctor inject Gu He with the vaccine.
Gu He himself was dumbfounded and didn't respond, but Guan Jin squeezed his hand nervously.
During the skin test, the pain brought Gu He back to his senses. He looked at the doctor and whispered to himself, "Don't bother, there is no specific vaccine at all."
Guan Jin hugged him tightly so that he wouldn't move, and said to the doctor, "It's okay, let him use it."
This is extracted from the blood of the post-zombies. It is not completely effective, but it still has a certain probability of being effective.
After being vaccinated, Guan Jin pressed the sterilized cotton ball on Gu He's arm, and then kissed him on the cheek, "Don't worry, it will be fine."
He didn't know whether he was comforting Gu He or himself, he said this sentence over and over again.
The doctor was invited out again by the bodyguards. Both Guan Jin and Gu He were not flamboyant people. Although they had been together for so many years and Guan Jin was considered a public figure, their relationship was unknown to the outside world. I would like to suppress the result of the spread of this news.
It was the first time for this doctor to meet Guan Jin and his lover. Seeing Guan Jin's cautious attitude towards Gu He, as an outsider, he also felt very moved, just because Gu He's reaction from the beginning to the end was very good. In a daze, he thought that Gu He himself had some mental problems.
But, of course, he can only guess in his heart and cannot ask, and what he did and what he saw today must be kept secret, so until he was escorted away by the bodyguard and driver, he did not say a word.
Gu He wanted to see his sister and mother, but Guan Jin refused. Guan Jin locked him in the bedroom and refused to let him leave.
In fact, Gu He already knew that it was Guan Jin who fired the gun, that he shot his sister.
He couldn't understand that Miao Miao's last tear was because he knew that he had shot himself?
Gu He thought a lot, but the more he thought about it, the more he fell into a dead end, and the more depressed he was, to the point where he even returned to the state where he was with Guan Jin more than ten years ago. He didn't want to be with Guan Jin. I would like to say a word, there is a feeling that talking to him makes the whole body uncomfortable.
Guan Jin often came to see him, and he also hugged him to talk, and basked in the sun together, but he no longer slept with him in the same bed, even if he hugged him, his nerves were always tense, and his He clenched his hands tightly, with such strength that Gu He felt the pain.
Gu He understood what Guan Jin was nervous about. He didn't say anything at first, even questioning Guan Jin and accusing him of shooting his own sister. On the third day after the incident, at dusk, Guan Jin stopped The food came in for him to eat. Gu He looked at the food and didn't have any appetite. He shook his head and refused to eat. Guan Jin had no choice but to persuade him. Moreover, he kept repeating that sentence, "You will be fine. I haven't found out that there is anything wrong until today." Infected, you're fine."
Gu He felt very uncomfortable, seeing Guan Jin like this made him very uncomfortable.He finally said that sentence, and threw a big stone on the surface where the two had been living peacefully for the past few days, causing splashes.
"Why do you lie to yourself?"
Guan Jin was stunned for a moment, and said, "I didn't deceive myself. I didn't find out that there was an infection. Xiaohe, don't you believe me?"
Gu He said, "I'm not talking about the test results, I'm talking about you. Are you afraid of me? Are you afraid of contacting me? Although the test results are fine, I may still be infected after the test. Afraid of me, you are afraid that I will infect you, aren't you? Since you are so afraid of me, why do you come to see me, just go, you don't have to force yourself to believe that I am good, force yourself to believe that you are not afraid of me , forcing you to come and see me..."
Guan Jin was talked about by Gu He to the most painful point. He didn't have the usual calmness and demeanor at all, and he scolded Gu He, "Don't talk about it. I said you will be fine."
Gu He stabbed at his wound calmly, "Look, you have to say every day that I will be fine, what's the use of you reminding me and reminding you like this. Actually, you know that I hate it when anyone mentions it. In a word, no one should say it. I saw my sister fall down in front of me, do I want someone to say it several times a day to remind me? Get out, you don’t have to see me anymore. "
Guan Jin looked at Gu He like a bewildered child. He wanted to refute for a while, but he was speechless and couldn't say anything.
He just stared at Gu He in a daze, but Gu He turned his face away. He looked at the sunset outside the window, it was so warm and bright red, like fresh blood.
Guan Jin gritted his teeth, his dignity did not allow him to be poked on the back by Gu He all the time, besides, he really didn't know what to do, Gu He was right, he was indeed afraid, he wanted to accompany Watching Gu He fall asleep, he wanted to be with him and spend this time with him, but he was afraid, no matter how much he hypnotized himself that Gu He was not infected at all, he was still afraid in his subconscious.Fear of sleeping with a zombie patient who may have been infected.
He had no choice but to turn around and leave, even left YU City and returned to RS City, he needed other things to divert his attention.
Going back to the home with Gu He on Wenxiang Mountain, seeing that everything in the house carried the shadow of Gu He, he couldn't live anymore, and went back to the main house of the Guan family, everyone was asking him about his relationship with Gu He Marriage, ask when to bring Gu He back, Gu He is about to enter the door of Guan's house, it's too bad not to show up all the time, isn't it?
Guan Jin feels that no matter where he is, his world is always the shadow of Gu He.
When a person is sleeping on the bed, he also habitually stretches out his hand to touch his side—the place where Gu He is usually, but his side is empty. Gu He was locked up by him in Yucheng. She didn't even dare to go back to see him, and she didn't dare to share the same bed with Gu He.
He felt that he was sick, so he invited a first-class psychiatrist abroad to see him.
But before the doctor came, he got the news from Yu City, saying that Gu He's saliva had detected a zombie virus reaction, and he had signs of infection.And three tests were done to rule out the possibility of a false positive.
When Guan Jin heard the news, he froze there, he even felt that this body was not his own.
He was afraid to visit Gu He, and had nightmares when he was sleeping at night. He dreamed that Gu He's body was covered with zombie spots. It was Gu Miao's face covered with zombie spots that he saw, which looked very similar to Gu He. , he woke up with fright.
He is a very determined person. He has never been frightened by nightmares since he was a teenager, but now he was woken up by fright because he dreamed that Gu He had zombie spots on his face.
He still went to Yu City, he loved Gu He, although he was afraid that he would turn into a zombie, but he still loved him.
Because without his instructions, Gu He still lived in their bedroom. When he was standing outside the door, he didn't dare to open the door. He was afraid of seeing his favorite Gu He turn ugly.
But he eventually pushed the door open.
The spring sunshine is very bright and gorgeous, shining in from the large French windows, and the spring breeze with the fragrance of flowers comes in with the sun.
The white window screen fluttered gently in the spring breeze. Gu He was sitting on a chair not far from the window screen, wearing a white sweater and black trousers. His forehead hair was blowing over his forehead with the wind, and his nose was straight. His lips were pale, and he looked at the materials in his hand peacefully. There were several books and a large stack of materials on the small round table next to him. The sound seemed to overlap with the sound of water suddenly coming out of the water when Gu He was 16 years old.
Guan Jin's heart softened completely at this time, he seemed to have returned to the moment when Gu He first met him when he was 16 years old, the tension and fear seemed to be gone, no matter when, Gu He They are all his Xiaohe.
He walked to Gu He's side lightly, stood beside him and looked at him silently. Gu He didn't notice his arrival at all. He focused on flipping through the materials, sketching and writing his own opinions on them with a pen .
Two small white butterflies flew in from the window, chasing each other into the room, flying around Gu He's papers and fingers, Gu He raised his head, and gently fanned the butterflies away with the paper, The butterfly flew away again, and he saw Guan Jin standing not far away, he was stunned for a moment, and said, "Are you here?"
When he said this, it was like every time Guan Jin came home, he said softly, "You are back!"
Guan Jin felt his eyes sore at this moment, and he answered him softly, "Yes."
Gu He put down the documents in his hand, and looked at Guan Jin tenderly, just like when he usually welcomes Guan Jin home, even with nostalgia in his eyes, but he said, "I hope that in the last time, I can do something I want Things to do, I don't want to go to the hospital, you know, the mood of the patient can greatly affect the process of mutation, I do what I like, maybe, I can live soberly for a while, go to the hospital, I don't know Can I control myself. You go, I just hope that you can let me continue here by thinking about our previous friendship. When I reach the third period, you can send me to the research institute. If You can promise me, and I will be grateful to you for the rest of my life."
The sun shone on Gu He's face, making his skin translucent. His eyelashes were long, and the sunlight leaked from above and sprinkled in his eyes. Those clear eyes were like green pools. Clear, yet deep and elusive.
He seemed to be melting in the sunshine, awakened like a dream.
Guan Jin looked at him and felt that he was as pure and beautiful as that flying white butterfly, but his words were like a knife piercing his heart, causing him unbearable pain.
He only heard his hoarse voice saying, "Then... what about our marriage?"
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