My Xiangshan

Song Yu originally wanted to ask him if he would forgive himself.But after all, he didn't open his mouth. At this point today, it doesn't make sense to ask anything.

He will live with Gu Xi, and when he thinks of himself occasionally, he probably hates and hates it, so it's better not to ask.

Xiangshan walked out of the detention center, but Gu Xi didn't expect Gu Xi to park his car on the side of the road waiting for him. He was surprised, but just as he was about to speak, Gu Xi took the first step: "Next time, don't come to this kind of place alone, I will be there as soon as you are called."

Xiangshan understood what he meant. When he was released from prison two years ago, he was alone. Although Gu Xi was not around, he must feel the same way now.

Xiangshan got in the car and looked at this place for the last time. He has stayed here for six years, and I don't know how many more six years Song Yu will stay here.

Fog gradually formed on the window glass, misty, and the prison standing tall outside the window became blurred, as if to completely separate him from it for the first half of his life.

But he knew very well in his heart that he was Li Xiangshan, and he could not only love the dazzling and charming present in his life, but abandon the obscure and painful past.

There is a kind of people in the world who constantly demand themselves with success. When they find that they will never recover, they would rather choose to die happily than to live a life day after day until life disappears.

A week later, it was reported that Song Yu committed suicide in prison and died.

At that time, Gu Xi was looking for Xiangshan all over the world.

Two days ago, he went out as usual. Since the end of the research project, he has returned to the institute. The work is very relaxed, nine to five.

The night before, they were still having sex at home, and there was a lot of noise. Xiangshan has always been forbearing and quiet, but this time it was extremely passionate.

Both of them were quite involved, Xiangshan didn't fall asleep like before afterward, but instead lay on Gu Xi's body and talked to him.

Gu Xi was obsessed with Xiangshan like this to death. He turned sideways, his movements were lazy, his voice was deep and sexy, with the aftertaste of orgasm.

He slightly bent his legs to make himself lie down more naturally and comfortably. Gu Xi touched his hand and clasped it in his own.

All this is clearly still in sight, Gu Xi wakes up in the morning, and habitually wants to hug the people around him, but in vain.

The quilt was still warm.

Gu Xi couldn't turn the corner, he thought for a long time before realizing that Xiangshan was gone.

He calmed himself down, dressed in a hurry, opened the door and saw that he was no longer in the living room every day.It wasn't until this moment that he really had a bad premonition, and the development of the matter was beyond his expectations.

Gu Xi went to the research institute. His colleagues said that he didn't come to work at all today, and then he went to the company's laboratory. It seemed that no one had entered there for a long time, and the gate was locked.

Gu Xi also tried calling him, but later found that Xiangshan had left his mobile phone at home, and the key to his new house that day was still in the envelope, untouched.

He left without making a sound, without taking anything with him, just like before, Gu Xi tried every means to keep him, but he left without hesitation with simple luggage and his beloved puppy.

Gu Xi was on the verge of collapse this time, they were still in love one moment, but he didn't even know Xiangshan's whereabouts the next moment.

When he realized that he might lose this person forever, he would never forget the heart-piercing pain that made life worse than death.

Gu Xi went to a nursing home, and Zhou Li had already taken her home with Li's mother's consent, and they were about to register their marriage.

The two obviously didn't know about Xiangshan's current situation, and they kept asking Gu Xi, but he could only be perfunctory, saying that after finishing his research project, he was resting his life.

Gu Xi couldn't breathe, he finally understood that Xiangshan had always understood many things.With Zhou Li taking care of Li's mother, he will not have any worries when he goes away.

Gu Xi hadn't closed his eyes for two days. He was standing outside Brother Xiao's house, it was freezing cold, and it was late at night. The area was very uneven, but he just stood there straight, neither eating nor sleeping nor talking.

As long as he thinks about it, he feels that his heart has been forcefully gouged out, and his chest is empty and there is no sound.

He knew exactly how Xiangshan lived before, but now that he is in another place, unfamiliar with the place and penniless, how to start.

The more Gu Xi thought about it, the more his heart ached. He was so determined to leave him.

Mrs. Xiao watched in the room for a long time, only sighed.

Brother Xiao walked over in a few steps and closed the curtains forcefully:

"Out of sight is pure."

It seemed that even the sky was going to play tricks on him, it started to rain patter, and Gu Xi stood under the street lamp without moving, without any thought of getting into the car to temporarily take shelter from the rain.

Mrs. Xiao shook her head:

"I think there must be something awkward between the two of them. They are both in their 40s, and their health is important..." After finishing speaking, he took an umbrella and was about to go out.

Sitting on the sofa in the living room, Brother Xiao was just silent and didn't stop his wife.

Aunt Xiao opened the door, and Gu Xi raised his head with a look of distress:

"Please tell me, Xiangshan...where did he go?"

Mrs. Xiao handed him the umbrella and shook her head:

"I really don't know. I think Yiming is the same. According to his temper, he doesn't like procrastination the most. If he knew, he would have rushed over to bring him out a long time ago, so that you can explain clearly in person."

Mrs. Xiao couldn't persuade him, so she had to turn around and enter the house.

"How is it, has anyone left?"

"Very stubborn, just like Xiangshan, don't even need an umbrella, it's still raining outside."

Brother Xiao rolled up the newspaper in his hand, lit a cigarette, and took two puffs silently:

"I can't control the affairs of young people, let them go."

Mrs. Xiao also nodded:

"I shouldn't care about it in the first place. I believe that Xiangshan can make him die. That person must have something extraordinary."

Gu Xi was drenched in the rain all night and fell ill, but his foundation was good, and he recovered within three to five days.Having trouble sleeping all night, they finally decided to go to the south where they practiced together in their student days.

There are too many shared memories between the two of them. The first time Gu Xi plucked up the courage to say that he likes him, Xiangshan responded with a smile. The two kissed sweetly in a deserted corner of the factory, and slept in the rental house all night hugging.

Gu Xi couldn't think anymore.I used to be paralyzed and hypnotized myself with Xiangshan's mistakes. It blocked the gap in the embankment, but it still couldn't resist the menacing flood. The atrium was broken, and the love began to continue.

There is no obstacle now, this pain almost makes Gu Xi suffocate.He likes Xiangshan, and if he is injured, it will be very painful.