My Xiangshan

Qi Yiheng still couldn't believe it. After Qi Wei learned from Director Wang that he had failed the review, he slumped on the ground, quite embarrassed.

The guests present were talking a lot, Xiang Shan avoided everyone's eyes, and walked in front of Gu Xi: "Let's go home."

Gu Xi stretched out his hands to hold his lover's face:

"What do you want to eat tonight..."

This day was very fulfilling. In the evening, Xiangshan hugged the little chubby dog ​​and pillowed it on Gu Xi's belly, asking him to read the news to him.

In the middle of reading, Gu Xi gently stroked Xiangshan's hair, and approached his ear:

"I didn't even dare to think about it before..."

Tian Tian straightened his pointed ears, and Xiang Shan patted his head lightly.

Gu Xi put down the newspaper, lowered his head to look at Xiangshan, carefully, as if reunited after a long absence: "You want to take over the teacher's project, half of it is because of me, right?"

Perhaps much more than half, Xiangshan looked up at Gu Xi and smiled:

"You're getting stupid."

Gu Xi nodded:

"Yes, I've been with you for a long time."

Tiantian protested by wagging his long tail, Xiangshan felt heavy holding it.The little guy is too fat, which will affect his health. The two of them discussed it and decided to let Gu Xi take it out for a walk in the morning and come back in half an hour. They can also buy some soy milk and fried dough sticks for breakfast.

Xiangshan also wanted to go, but Gu Xi refused to let him:

"You sleep more, let's go together on the weekend."

Early the next morning, Gu Xi got up lightly. After getting dressed, he walked to Xiangshan's side, carefully tucked him in the quilt, and silently touched his face.

Gu Xi went to the kitchen first, cooked porridge in a casserole over a low heat, and then led the dazed Datian downstairs.

Although the little guy is very happy to go out, the person who goes out with him seems to be a little different, and Gu Xi took him to exercise, and ran around a few streets. The little fat dog returned home out of breath. Xiangshan sticks out his tongue, his big eyes turn darkly.

Xiangshan knew that the little guy was waiting for a reward, and it would be best to have a bowl full of braised beef: "Every day, from today onwards, you have to reduce your food intake and do more exercise. Getting fat is easy to get sick, you know?" Xiangshan hugged it Stand on the sofa, hold the little guy's front paws and tell it seriously.

Tiantian tilted his head, thought for a while, seemed to understand, a little lost, rubbed his head on Xiangshan's arm vigorously, but when he smelled the smell of rice, he grinned again, stretched out his front paws to hug Xiangshan , that appearance made Gu Xi amused.

"Okay, take your time. Letting foodies lose weight is any different from playing the piano to a cow."

Twisting his fat body every day, when Xiangshan turned his head, he quietly showed his sharp teeth to Gu Xi, and he slapped his head, screaming.

Qi wanted to seize the opportunity, and had already put the machines into production in large quantities before the audit results were announced.They thought they were safe, and their capital turnover was poor, so they borrowed a large sum of money from the bank. Now they are not only facing bankruptcy, but also receiving court summons for stealing the results of research projects.

After finishing the news, Gu Xi didn't feel relaxed at all. He pressed the remote control, and the big screen in the office gradually dimmed.

Xiangshan met Qi Yiheng on the way home from get off work, such a clean and elegant person, his appearance has changed completely now, his hair is not combed, and he is tucked into a ball, blue stubble appears on his chin, his eyes are slightly bloodshot, he seems to have not slept well for several days .

Xiangshan didn't expect Qi Yiheng to come to him again:

"Let's find a place to sit and talk."

Qi Yiheng shook his head:

"Leave me alone, go and see Uncle Song. I have been guarding you here for a few days, and today is finally here."

Xiangshan knew that he was referring to Song Yu, so he looked directly at Qi Yiheng:

"Is this matter..."

"Uncle Song asked us to do so much, just to see you again."

Xiangshan found that he couldn't understand the thoughts and feelings of many people in this world.

He went to the detention center alone. The result of Song Yu's trial has come down, and there is no date.

He is very familiar with this place, but he only walked through the gate twice. On the day he was released from prison, the prison guard stood at the gate and sighed: "Don't come in again after you go out. No matter how difficult it is outside, it is better than inside. It can suffocate people inside. You It’s not bad, I have something to look forward to. I’ve seen people who stayed here for 30 to [-] years and finally died of old age, living day by day just to wait for death, that’s really uncomfortable.”

When Xiangshan passed by today, the first person I saw was that prison guard.

A little old man in his 50s saw Xiangshan and jokingly asked him:

"To see my friend in prison, I thought I would never see you again."

Xiangshan laughed and said:

"You still haven't changed."

"I've left several groups of people, back and forth, it's okay to come here to see people, don't get involved again. I'm going to retire soon, alas, it's finally over."

The gate of the detention center has not changed at all, but there are more traces of rain and snow erosion, and it is rusty.

Xiangshan walked in step by step, sat in the reception room and waited for Song Yu.

In his impression, Song Yu's appearance was a bit blurry. He went to the South for an internship in college and had contact with him for a while. Later, due to work reasons, he was invited to solve some technical problems.

The last contact was probably after he was released from prison, he met Song Yu by chance on the side of the road.

Other than that, he really has no other in-depth understanding and contact with this cousin who has been separated by three generations.

Xiangshan lowered his eyes and slowly cleared his mind.

The iron gate slammed loudly, Song Yu was told by the prison guards, and then approached Xiangshan.

Xiangshan looked up, the two looked at each other for a moment, Song Yu spoke first:

"I didn't expect that you would really come."

Xiangshan shook his head, he didn't answer Song Yu's question directly:

"I spent six years in prison and no one came to see me."

He raised his head to look at Song Yu, this man was obviously old, the last time he was released from prison, he met him by chance, it was a time when the spring breeze was in full bloom, his suit was straight, and the corners of his eyes were somewhat arrogant, and they were all polished now.

There are even gray hairs on the sideburns, I don't know if he noticed it himself.

However, he was very energetic, and he sat down generously. It was obvious that he had deliberately arranged his clothes before coming here, his hair was combed meticulously, and even the mirrors were wiped spotless.

Sitting across from him, Xiangshan suddenly felt powerless to speak. Song Yu ruined his first half of his life effortlessly.

"Li Xiangshan, in the past 20 years, if you were willing to look at me even once, it would not be the result like now."

"I have no brothers and sisters, I am the only child, I regard you as my most respected cousin." No matter who he talks to, Xiangshan always has a serious attitude, and it is because of this that Song Yu feels special to him from the beginning.

"You just gave me perfunctory and alienation, and gave him all your love and trust, but what happened to the result? You spent six years, have you seen it clearly?"

Xiangshan looked at him and said after a long time:

"You are terrible. You use the most vulnerable part of human nature to hurt everyone. If time goes back, I would rather never know you."

Song Yu looked at him almost greedily, maybe he didn't expect Xiangshan to say that, his body froze, his hands under the table were clenched into fists, a trace of imperceptible disappointment flashed in his eyes, but then he replaced it with a sneer: "If he was firm enough, you wouldn't be separated so easily by me." He paused, as if slowly remembering, his eyes suddenly became distant and deep: "You don't have to spend those years in prison, I can help you." You, but how can a person forget the past easily, unless he has experienced too much and has nothing to do with love or hate. Li Xiangshan, I have been waiting for you for six years. Not everyone has this kind of patience, but no matter how much it costs, I only hope that I will be by your side in the end."

Xiangshan couldn't believe it, he shook his head, this was more intricate and terrifying than any story he had ever heard.

Song Yu frowned and looked at him:

"You don't believe it? Remember, not long after you were released from prison, we met by chance. I stopped the car and talked to you a lot. Your expression was not natural at that time. You must be thinking, I and you You're welcome, it makes you feel bad, doesn't it? At that time, I really wanted to kiss you and have sex with you. You know, if people are not around, I don't think about it. Once I can see and feel it, that kind of thought can kill people. .”

Xiangshan looked directly at him:

"You are crazy."

Song Yu smiled:

"Maybe, I've been waiting, and I've been mostly successful, but that night, I heard some news in advance, and knew that I was going to have nowhere to go. Li Xiangshan, you know, I can pack my luggage and escape abroad, but I want to see you more. I have been hesitating whether to drag you into the water, I have been close to you for more than a year, get along with you, and let you look at me differently. But in the end, I gave up. "

Listening to his narration, Xiangshan had mixed feelings.

"I saw Gu Xi meeting you again, and soon the old relationship between you two will rekindle. I am not willing to reconcile. I let Ah Heng approach you and repeat the same trick. If I can't get someone, he can't even think about it. But I always have I have a hunch, it will not be so easy to deceive you this time. I have already entered at that time, I just thought, if you can notice me and look at me, it would be good to leave me a place in your heart, even if it It's unbearable, and you will think of me occasionally."

When Xiangshan heard this, even a little bit of anger and grief disappeared. He just felt desolate in his heart: "In the end, everyone is just your pawn. The Qi family and his son did so many things for your absurd purpose, but it didn't end well."

Song Yu smiled:

"But this time, you were unscathed, right? Li Xiangshan, I don't know why, after this time, I seem to look away a lot. I don't feel so jealous and sad when you are with Gu Xi."

Everything returned to nature, and Song Yu didn't say anything in front of Xiangshan. At this moment, he knew that the person he liked reaped happiness, and he actually felt a kind of silent comfort.

Things are always reversed, maybe when life is hopeless, a little hope makes people feel happy and grateful.