heart to wild

At that point I had a dream.

In the dream, he returned to Mingli Middle School, wearing the Western-style school uniform that was a bit tight for him now.

Why is it tense?

Yu Dian lowered his head in doubt, looking at the vest of the sweater, the tie, and the white shirt that was meticulously ironed by Sister Manman, he always felt...he should be wearing that kind of loose and comfortable sports style.

Like the kind he always sees on the street.

There are different colors in different schools, and he personally prefers black and white.

Yu Dian was walking absent-mindedly in the corridor of the teaching building, when suddenly someone ran past him, and the tip of the pen in his hand drew a long line on Yu Dian's white shirt.

"Ah, right..."

The words of apology stopped abruptly when he saw his face, as if his throat was choked, the little boy wearing glasses took a step back involuntarily, almost tripping himself.

Yu Dian wanted to reach out to pull him, but was slapped away in response.

"……sorry."

The boy glanced at him nervously, picked up the book that fell on the floor, and ran away quickly.

It seemed as if he would be haunted by homosexuality just by looking at him more.

Yu Dian watched his back go away, raised his arm to look at the imprint scratched by the ballpoint pen on his shoulder, and felt a little helpless thinking that he would be scolded by Sister Manman again after returning home.

The young master was writing and drawing on paper in class, so why did he write on his clothes?

You can almost repeat it in exactly the same tone.

Yu Dian lowered his arms, and a group of people walked towards him.

The one who was welcomed in the middle was Lu Jian, who always had an iceberg face in front of outsiders, and those around him were his "good friends" from before.

They were all watching Yu Dian vigilantly, and quietly hid Lu Jian behind them, just like the boy who ran away just now, except that they were worried that Adrian would be seen.

The brains of junior high school students are prone to something wrong.

Yu Dian patted his trouser pocket and straightened up, passing them by without changing his face.

"Trash," they whispered to him.

Be quieter.I'm not happy and ask Jiang Jiang to beat you up.

Yu Dian left in the opposite direction from the crowd, and suddenly heard someone calling his English name behind him.

"Colin."

That would be annoying, it must be that person.

Yu Dian turned his head, and the faces of other people became blurred, only Lu Jian stood in the middle and smiled at him: "Dian Dian."

Order your mother.

Yu Dian slightly opened his lips, silently paused every word, turned and walked away under the slightly dazed but very interesting gaze of the other party.

He didn't understand why Lu Jian was staring at him alone.

The cold and arrogant top student and the stupid rich boy, it doesn't sound like there will be any intersection.

But since the first day of junior high school, the man finished his speech as an outstanding student representative, met the eyes of Yu Dian who was sitting under the stage amidst warm applause, was slightly taken aback, and then smiled at him so softly that he was almost invisible for a moment, then Yu Dian At this point, I feel as if I often meet this boy from the next class.

Jiang Zhai told him: Stay away from that person.It doesn't look normal.

Yu Dian tilted his head curiously: Did you mean Adrian?

Jiang Di narrowed his eyes: Do you know what his name is?

Yu Dian covered his head to avoid his ear-pinching attack, while shouting: The whole world knows it!

The whole world loves him too.

Yu Dian listened to Jiang Zhai very much, so even if the normal-looking person was paralyzed in front of others, and would quietly blink and smile when he saw him, Yu Dian would still pretend not to see him, turn around and run away.

But then Jiang Di left.

So lonely.

Monica at the same table told him mysteriously: I will introduce you to someone.

Yu Dian was confused by her exaggerated performance: who?

The roof door opened, and it was Adrian.

Adrian just smiled at him.

Monica locked the two of them on the rooftop happily, without knowing where they were going. Yu Dian looked at the door lock speechlessly, with a shadow behind him.

The boy asked him: Why don't you like me?

Yu Dian turned his head, because he was a little depressed because of the height difference, and moved away a little: I didn't.

Adrian is very beautiful, not like an ordinary boy, but also not like a girl, he belongs to the kind where the female rabbit's feet are messy and the male rabbit's feet are blurred.

Yu Dian didn't even dare to look at him more, for fear that this was actually Zhu Yingtai.

"You don't need to call me by my English name, I don't like people calling me that at all."

What a coincidence.Yu Dian looked up at him: "Then what's your name?"

"Lorenzo."

"?"

The boy laughed and flicked his forehead affectionately with his fingers.

"I'm Lu Jian. Jian in the mountains."

People who start with "I am" are usually very confident.

So I would be curious why Yu Dian would ignore him and reject him, so I approached him, got close to him, and finally possessed him like a thing in my palm.

When he wanted to kiss for the first time, Yu Dian pushed him away, frowning, looking very confused.

"What are you doing?" Jiang Di never behaved like this to him.

Sitting beside him, Lu Jian's dark eyes seemed to be glazed, strangely bright.

"I like you, little bit," he said.

"You like me too."

Yu Dian shook his head: "I don't like you."

Lu Jian raised his hand to caress his cheek, and repeated in a very soft tone as if bewitching: "You like me."

Yu nodded to avoid his touch: "I don't think your liking has the same meaning as mine."

Lu Jian let go of his hand, looked at him fixedly, and smiled: "You think it's good."

He opened his lips slightly and continued to repeat: "I like you, Diandian. You like me too."

"you like me."

"Dian Dian, you like me."

"You like..."

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Yu Dian covered his ears and screamed.

I do not like you.

I do not like you!

I do not like you--!

The door was pushed open from the outside, Yu Zisheng turned his head sleepily and saw the group of children covered in blankets, his heart skipped a beat, and he suddenly woke up.

He walked over quickly, and tore out a little raindrop from the quilt, which was almost fainting from crying.

"I don't like him...I don't like him anymore!"

Pale, blushing, tearful, Yu Zisheng has only seen such a miserable crying face in TV dramas.

"You don't like him."

Yu Zisheng pulled him into his arms and locked him tightly.

"You don't like him. Don't like him. I know."

It was just at dawn when the crying child in his arms finally calmed down under his comfort, the wrinkles between his brows were ironed out, and he fell asleep again.

The heart was still beating wildly.

Yu Zisheng hugged Yu Dian without letting go, and buried his head in the child's shoulder, feeling that his heart had been ripped apart by his bare hands just now.

"You don't like him."

Yu Zisheng repeated it in a hoarse voice in the empty room.

At that point I had a dream.

But he couldn't remember what it was in the dream.

Considering what happened yesterday, it must have been a nightmare of You Lu Jian, which he often had for a while.

But today's nightmare was a little different.

At the end of the dream, Yu Dian felt for the first time that someone pulled him out, dug him out of the tightly wrapped suffocation, and fed him a breath of fresh air.

so amazing.

Yu Dian opened his eyes and reacted for a long time before realizing that he was lying in Jiang Zhai's room.

He raised his hand to test the temperature of his forehead, sat up from the bed with sore body, and glanced at the alarm clock on the bedside table: 10:30 am.

...Is he a pig?

Depressedly, Yu Dian stepped on her slippers and got out of bed, floated to the door like a corpse, and turned the lock.

The house was so quiet, so Yu looked around and walked to the living room, kitchen, and bathroom, and finally found Yu Zisheng on the balcony with a heavy bag in his trouser pocket.

"Where did they go?" Yu Dian asked behind him.

Yu Zisheng seemed to be in a daze all the time, didn't hear the footsteps, was startled by his question, turned around, looked at Yu Dian, and blinked slowly for a long time.

"Are you awake?"

His voice is hoarse.

Yu nodded, approached and asked, "Didn't you drink water? You won't be infected by me, right? Do I have a cold?"

He was wearing Jiang Zhai's clean pajamas, which were very long, and he barely put them on after being flattened several times, approaching every step of the way like a kid stealing an adult's clothes.

Yu Zisheng was forced to collapse a little by him, raised his hand to pinch Yu Dian's Tianling Gai, and turned him in one direction like turning the steering wheel.

"Go change your clothes and wash up now, and I'll take you out for dinner."

Yu Dian walked forward obediently, turning back while walking: "So what about Jiang Jiang and Bian Bian?"

Yu Zisheng remained expressionless: "Drawing next door."

Yu Dian stopped and looked at him steadily.

Yu Zisheng: "...let's go out to eat together, and Teacher Chen will also go."

Yu Dian smiled generously, and walked away bouncing around.

"..." Yu Zisheng put his trouser pockets in his hands, bent over, and deeply...

"What are we going to eat?" Yu Dian ran back again.

Yu Zisheng straightened his back suddenly, feeling a little flashed.

"Grilled fish, the one you've been thinking about for a long time. Hurry up, it's late."

Yu Dian was so frightened by him that he ran away again, and this time he didn't kill the carbine again, but Yu Zisheng couldn't breathe anymore.

Hey.

As Yugou said, at noon, five people had lunch together.

This is Yu Dian's first time eating with Mr. Chen.

He was very curious, and he knew he shouldn't be too curious, so he was quietly curious.

While the two older brothers went to the door to pick out live fish to be served later, Yu Dian sat with Jiang Bian and called out in a very low voice: "Teacher Chen!"

There is a kind of magic in this world that people cannot refuse. The conditions for casting the spell are very strict, and you need to be very young, well-behaved and cute, or you are called Xiaoyudian.

Chen Yiran held back the smile on his lips, and looked at him gently: "Huh?"

Yu Dian looked at him with his chin propped curiously, and asked in a low voice, "Teacher, do you like grilled fish?"

They all like it, and the younger sister also likes it, but it seems that Mr. Chen was pulled over by Chun to make up the number of Meituan.

Chen Yiran: "I like it."

In order to reassure the children, he added: "This store is very famous, but I didn't have the chance to come by myself. Today, I still took advantage of the little birthday star."

Yu Dian, who was only 16 years old tomorrow, squinted her eyes and smiled, finally feeling relieved.

Chen Yiran glanced at Jiang Bian who was also holding a watercolor pen to draw on the notebook when he went out, and said as if remembering something: "I didn't prepare a birthday present for you, what do you like, can I draw for you?"

That's great.

Yu Dian blinked her big eyes, almost being hooked away by Teacher Chen holding up the fleshy bones.

When Jiang Zhai and Yu Zisheng came back, Yu Dian had already sat next to Chen Yiran from the opposite side. The two of them lay down together, one with his back straighter, and the other with his chin resting on his folded arms, whispering to each other.

They stopped vigilantly at the same time.

After experiencing the inexplicable heart-to-heart talk last night, the two brothers are easily sensitive when they see this kind of scene.

Yu Zisheng: "What is he doing?"

"Let's draw." Jiang Zhai frowned, "Why does he not know how to avoid suspicion when coaxing the little boy?"

The first time he asked him to coax a little girl, his face was so smelly that Jiang Zhai almost thought that one day he sleepwalked and rowed Mr. Chen's car.

Yu Zisheng also frowned: "What kind of painting? What kind of painting? What can I draw?"

He walked over quickly, just in time to see Chen Yiran giving the napkin with the pattern drawn to Yu Dian.

"Wow! It's exactly the same as cheese!"

The children were pleasantly surprised, but Yu Zisheng looked at the cat on the tissue paper that had recently stayed at Chen Yiran's house and didn't go home, and suddenly felt that not every kitten in the world is cute.

Jiang Di also came over.

"Me too," he said.

Chen Yiran raised his eyebrows: "What do you want?"

Jiang Zhai pointed at the tissue painting in Faxiao's hand, expressionless: "I want it too."

So childish.

Yu Dian looked at him incredulously, silently gave way to Fa Xiao, and was pulled by Yu Zisheng by the collar to sit opposite him.

Chen Yiran managed his expressions well, and politely refused: "Only children."

Jiang Bian waved another cheese cat in his hand to prove it.

The tall and straight boy like a tree pursed the corners of his mouth, turned his face sideways, and tilted his head to Chen Yiran's ear when Yu Zisheng pulled Yu Dian and his younger sister to look out the window with a quick reaction.

"Am I not a child?" he asked.

The young man's breath relentlessly whispered in his ears.

It was like the fiery strength that had gripped his wrist last night.

Chen Yiran's eyelashes trembled, and under Jiang Zhai's stubborn and serious gaze, he made a faint sound.

"You're an old boy."

Jiang Zhai: "."

Yu Dian: "Pfft."

Yu Zisheng: "Cough."

Jiang Bian: "Ha."

"..."

In the silence, everyone suddenly looked at Jiang Bian who was sitting in the corner and blinking in surprise.

"Win, tie."

He stuttered a bit, but his voice was put down very softly, as if he was afraid of disturbing something.

Jiang Zhai stood up from his seat, sat down again, repeated several times, at a loss what to do, finally Chen Yiran couldn't stand it anymore, grabbed the boy's wrist and made him sit down obediently.

"Lianlian." Chen Yiran and the little girl looked at each other, and called her again seriously.

"Did you laugh just now?"

The weather is fine today, they are sitting in a revolving restaurant in the central area, two hours a week, they have just turned to the 1/6th scale of the circle.

Only the clouds outside the window shifted slightly, and quickly caught up again.

The little girl looked at the adults around her with clear eyes, tilted her head, opened her mouth slightly with a half understanding, and made a very short and clear breath sound.

"what."

Will the gods hear the prayers of human beings?

Maybe.

Jiang Zhai raised his lips, lowered his head amid the smiles of everyone looking at each other, and exhaled deeply.

Maybe this person who is still immersed in surprise and forgot to let go of his wrist at this moment is the messenger sent by God to save him.