heart to wild

Room 1, Building C1201, Jiasnail Garden, stayed overnight after having a fever.

Jiang Zhai's bedroom is very simple, almost complete with a bed, desk, and wardrobe. If it weren't for the few competition questions spread out on the table, it would almost seem unoccupied.

There is a small bun wrapped in a quilt nestled on the boy's bed. Yu Zisheng squatted beside the bed and used the electronic thermometer to tap his forehead to make sure that his temperature had started to cool down, then stretched out his hand and measured it with the back of his hand.

His body temperature has always been low, and he can't find anything out of it. On the contrary, he feels that the child is more ill.

The moonlight shone on the pillow, the boy's forehead hair was soaked by the towel, and the long eyelashes drooped, making him look wet, like a deer injured after falling into a trap.

Yu Zisheng is not a hunter, but standing outside the trap, he doesn't know how to save this fawn.

Jiang Zhai knocked lightly on the door twice.

Yu Zisheng looked at Yu Dian's sleeping face for a while, got up, stood up, tucked the quilt for him, and walked out expressionlessly.

Yu's family has a strict family upbringing, except that he was inseparable from the neighbor's little brother when he was a child, and Yu Dian has almost never stayed in other people's homes since he was a child.

Today was also not staying, but Jiang Zhai took the initiative to ask Ding Yuan, asking him if he could let Yu Dian go home with him tonight, the younger sister missed her brother Dian Dian very much.

The tool man Jiang Bian was held in his arms, blinking his eyes cooperatively and nodding.

To be honest, except for the moment when the door opened tonight, Yu Dian looked at the person who opened the door with an ugly expression for a few seconds, and then he quickly returned to normal, almost even his tablemate and mother who lived together day and night almost didn't see Yu Dian's emotions something is wrong.

Or rather, he was too normal.

Normal to the point of not quite right.

The pale face faded, Yu Dian suddenly bent his eyes, greeted the boy who called himself "Lu Jian", politely asked him to step aside, walked into the room by himself, gave flowers to Ding Yuan, praised her, and at the same time told the reporter and Say hello to the photographer.

The two people by the door looked at him blankly, Yu Dian waved to Yu Zisheng in an orderly manner, turned around with a smile and introduced to Ding Yuan: "Mom, this is my best friend at school, he came with me today of."

Yu Zisheng bypassed Lu Jian and walked over, put the bouquet of flowers into the woman's arms, and said politely, "Hello, Auntie, my name is Yu Zisheng."

"hello."

It seems to be the same picture as he imagined, very harmonious, but disharmonious everywhere.

"Let's not bother, please continue to work, uncle and aunt."

Yu Dian smiled and bowed to the adults, pulled Yu Zisheng, turned around and walked out of the room. Outside the closed door, he saw Jiang Di who was looking at Lu Jian with a cold face, and Chen Yiran who was holding Jiang Bian not far away and kept out of the matter.

Hey, people are so complete.

"What are you doing here?"

Jiang Zhai broke the silence expressionlessly.

Lu Jian slightly curled his lips, did not answer his words, turned his head to look at Yu Dian, who was talking softly with the tall boy with his head tilted, his eyes had just seen the kid's daze flashing like a shooting star when his face changed, and it became darker.

"point……"

"What are you doing here?"

Yu Dian turned her head and looked at him calmly.

Fortunately, the reporters were far away from the outside, and they have almost disappeared at the moment, otherwise they would have to be photographed as if they were young.

Lu Jian didn't speak, and Yu didn't urge him at all. He glanced at the people standing in the corridor. He nodded to Chen Yiran first, smiled at Jiang Bian, and blinked when he saw Jiang Zhai's complicated eyes. Finally, he stood in front of Yu Zisheng, hooked the boy's index finger with one hand behind his back, and looked at Lu Jian who narrowed his eyes quietly.

"I remember that you used to like my mother's stage play very much, but you never had the chance to see the scene. I mentioned you to her before. Did you have a good chat just now?"

Yu Dian tilted his head, as if asking a question purely out of curiosity, and he could no longer see the slightest bit of bewilderment just now.

Could it be that the shocked expression on the door opened for a moment was imagined by him?

Lu Jian's Adam's apple rolled, and a delicate smile appeared on his beautiful lips: "Very happy."

Yu Dian's curiosity was satisfied, he nodded and stopped looking at him.

"Are you going home?" Yu Dian looked at Jiang Zhai again and received a silent denial.

Well, he turned his head to look at Yu Zisheng again, but Yu Zisheng looked at Lu Jian and ignored him.

Let's see what he does.Yu Dian silently tugged on the other party's sleeve, this time Yu Zisheng stopped looking at Lu Jian, looked down at Yu Dian, and rubbed his forehead again.

Lu Jian looked at them for a while, put his pocket in his pocket and lowered his waist slightly, as if he thought it was very interesting, and when he looked up again, there was a very bright smile on his face.

"When I saw your mother, I got the autograph too. I'll go first. Let's go out and play together when I have time, click."

Yu Dian didn't look back, afraid that "Dian your mother" would be heard by the people in the room who didn't know how the sound insulation effect was when he blurted out.

Lu Jian left, the corridor was quiet, Chen Yiran coughed lightly, let go of Jiang Bian's hand after a small gesture, and said nonchalantly, "I'm going to the bathroom."

At the door of the heroine, there were only three blood-related brothers and sisters and a little raindrop who was not his own, but the atmosphere was really awkward. Fortunately, the door opened from the inside in the next second. Fortunately, they were all neat people, and there was no longer a scene of stopping to greet each other.

Yu Dian watched them leave with a dull gaze, and suddenly heard Ding Yuan call her name in the room.

He licked his lips, took a deep breath, opened the door and walked in.

Yu Dian learned to change his face is not a recent thing, in fact he has been very proficient in it since junior high school.

Every time there is a parent-teacher meeting, Yu Dian is able to put on a friendly face with the classmates who have had trouble during the day, making the parents of both parties very happy.

Before he grew up, he learned how to be naughty from adults. Such a child who is easy to see emotions can coax his parents to never find out.Although it was also due to the poor mental health of his parents after losing his sister, Yu Dian's acting skills did improve in a short period of time to the point where Jiang Zhai was speechless afterward.

I really didn't expect it today.

One Monica is fine, why is there another Lu Jian.

Yu Dian thought that his performance today was a little stiff, and others might be able to fool him, but Ding Yuan dared not say so.

In the room, the woman had already changed into her casual clothes, a beige turtleneck sweater, and silk wide-leg pants with excellent drape, looking neat and gentle.

The make-up hadn't been removed yet, but she tore off the false eyelashes and wiped off the bright red lip gloss, and her glamorous temperament on the stage instantly returned to her usual gentleness and elegance.

It is indeed a bit similar to Zhang Fu. Although they are two completely different temperaments when you look closely, it is completely understandable why Yu Dian is so close to the head teacher.

Ding Yuan hasn't seen this pair of brothers and sisters in the neighbor's house for a long time. First, she was surprised by Jiang Zhai and praised his outstanding performance as expected, and then she was attracted by the little girl beside her, she hugged her with a smile, and coaxed her Coaxed, then raised Shui Jian's eyes, and looked at Yu Zisheng curiously.

"Dian Dian goes home and often mentions you."

ah.Really.Although the person just now made Yu Zisheng feel calm at the moment, but when Ding Yuan smiled and looked at him, he suddenly understood the nervousness when Yu Dian came to his home that day.

Yu Zisheng looked at the flowers carefully placed on the corner of the table with Sunflowers to take back, and said very seriously: "Diandian often talks about you. I have a deep impression of the funny things about him when he was young, so I specially picked carnations today."

"..."

Ding Yuan blinked in surprise, and subconsciously turned to look at her younger son, only to find that Yu Dian was also stunned.

Yu Zisheng was "very impressed" by something that Yu Dian casually mentioned before - when I was a child, I gave a teacher a gift on Teacher's Day, and Ding Yuan helped the little baby pick out a bouquet of flowers, but Yu Dian refused to send it out anyway. To change one.

And it was only later that Ding Yuan found out that it was because Yu was a little young at the time, and she saw on TV that giving flowers was a very private thing, except for her future wife, she could only give it to her mother.

He is very decent and conservative.

That bouquet is carnations.

Jiang Zhai looked at this Yu Zisheng who was covered with a layer of politeness so that it was almost impossible to tell who he was, and said silently in his heart: "Awesome."

Not only does she show that she is careful, she not only remembers every word of Yu Dian, but is willing to take it to heart, and at the same time, she silently tells Ding Yuan that Yu Dian is so close to her that she almost has nothing to say.

I really can't see it, Yugou.

Jiang Zhai moved the flowers ordered by Chen Yiran to his side with a feeling of sympathy.

In short, although there were some unpleasant episodes in the prelude, overall it was still a very pleasant meeting.

But just five minutes later, Ding Yuan seemed to have known Yu Zisheng for a century, and repeatedly invited him to come to his house as a guest.

Well-mannered wives and ladies know how to make people get along with each other very well. Yu Zisheng is not a person who is easy to lose his head. Naturally, he knows that half of Ding Yuan's enthusiasm for him today is sincere, and the other half is completely for the sake of his youngest son.

He nodded politely, thinking about how to trick Xiao Yudian away later, but Jiang Zhai on the other side was already hugging his sister and smiling, "Aunt Ding, can you let Diandian come home with me tonight? It happens that tomorrow is the end of the long vacation." One day, some of us celebrated his birthday early."

When it comes to this point, how can Ding Yuan say "no".

She blinked helplessly at Dot, and smiled when she got Baby's squinting smile.

The slight frown of worry between the brows was quickly hidden when the children got up to say goodbye to him.

When her son was in junior high school, she and Yu Qiyun experienced the pain of losing their daughter, and many times they couldn't concentrate on the child.

Did they... miss something?

Let the grown-ups worry about it. Yu Dian, who was called "Dian Dian" all night, had no right to speak, and was abducted by Jiang Zhai and Yu Zisheng with one arm and one arm in the taxi.

Chen Yiran couldn't stand their posture, waved his hand to politely refuse to be overloaded, and hugged his little sister to wait for the next special car.

Then, it was Yu Dian who relaxed on the way home and started to have a fever, and at this moment, the two people in the room were silent.

The refrigerator door opened and the cold white light flooded out. Jiang Zhai picked two bottles of mineral water and threw one to Yu Zisheng. He leaned against the dining table and twisted the bottle cap to ask his cousin who was sitting on the chair.

"Do you want to know now?" Yu Dian passed.

Yu Zisheng asked without answering, "You want to tell me now?"

Jiang Zhai nodded: "I want to tell you right away, and then let you smash that grandson's dog's head off."

According to past experience, Yu Zisheng will laugh at his cousin to kill someone with a knife, and Jiang Zhai will continue to pretend that he dare not commit crimes because of his family.

But after the silence, Yu Zisheng asked him again: "Why do you want to tell me now?"

Light and floating, it seems to be asking myself.

Jiang Zhai said lazily: "Do you have to say it so clearly, cousin? I didn't want to speak for Yudian before, but it was because I was timid."

He paused, and said in a breath: "What if you are a heterosexual who can't accept this kind of thing."

The children in their family have finally found another person to rely on besides themselves. Although they seem unreliable, they are actually much more reliable than themselves in many cases.

Jiang Zhai is unwilling to let Yu Dian lose Yu Zisheng.

It's a bit cold to say, but he grew up with Yu Dian since he was a child, and it was only after his parents died that he got acquainted with Yu Zisheng.

Even if blood is thicker than water, at a certain point, Jiang Zhai will still stand on Fa Xiao's side.

Yu Zisheng also knew this, but he really didn't care too much.

None of the lights in the room were turned on, only the refrigerator door and the moon pitifully squeezed out some light for them.

Jiang Zhai said it almost very straightforwardly.

Yu Zisheng was so silent that he couldn't see his expression, but it was as difficult as he couldn't open his mouth.

"Then, raindrops..."

"I don't know," Jiang Zhai paused, and corrected, "I'm not sure."

In the end, is this silly kid straight and naturally curvy, or was he bent straight and then thrown away...

Jiang Zhai interrupted the emotions that were about to explode in the minds of the two of them: "But Diandian has never been with him, I forced him to ask."

But sometimes, it's not that as long as you haven't been together, it won't hurt.

Yu Zisheng tapped the warm water bottle with his thumb, and said word by word: "Then how are you sure, I am too?"

Even Yu Zisheng himself is not sure whether he is gay or not.

Jiang Zhai pointed to his temple, as if he wanted to say that he had a good mind, but unfortunately, Yu Zisheng didn't look at him, so Jiang Zhai could only shrug his shoulders and replied cooperatively: "I'm sure it's today. You see I can't make Lu Jian's expression."

His tone was erratic, as if full of deep meaning, but very indifferent, as if he had read a thousand sails.

"Cousin, Holmes once said that when you eliminate all impossibilities, the rest, no matter how unbelievable, are facts."

Yu Zisheng just likes boys, and among boys, he only likes Yu Dian.

Jiang Zhai glanced at the boy's profile while playing with the water bottle.

"And Yudian may not be your first love, right? Think about it carefully, if your good friend from elementary school is still there, you two..."

Yu Zisheng threw the napkin box at him towards him.

Jiang Zhai caught it steadily, and lowered his head amusedly: "Fortunately, you don't have a table knife with you."

Yu Zisheng didn't speak, and Jiang Zhai stopped irritating him: "I'm talking nonsense, you just treat me as a fart. I think you should have thought about it a lot during this time, and you have never let love go. I’ve thought about it, and now I’m suddenly enlightened, do you feel that the door to a new world has opened to me? Don’t be afraid..."

"You talk a lot," Yu Zisheng interrupted him, "Is this the same reaction you had when you found out that you like men?"

"..." Jiang Di rolled his Adam's apple silently, "How do you know?"

"..." Yu Zisheng squeezed his forehead silently, "I'm really talking nonsense."

Jiang Di: "..."

Yu Zisheng: "..."

Jiang Di: "..."

Yu Zisheng: "Then you are against the rain..."

Jiang Zhai: "No. It doesn't exist. Pure brother. Don't tell him yet."

Yu Zisheng: "Okay."

Hold.It's so embarrassing.

Why did you come out to this person for the first time?

Yu Zisheng added: "You didn't hear anything today."

Jiang Zhai nodded in agreement: "We didn't say anything."

See you tomorrow, another day of brotherhood.

Jiang Di stood up from the table.

Yu Zisheng was very sensitive: "Where are you going?"

Jiang Di didn't turn his head back: "The neighbor's staying overnight. You can sleep on the sofa today, Bian Bian will come back."

Yu Zisheng raised his eyelids: "Then you treat your neighbor..."

Jiang Di turned his head and smashed the half-empty mineral water bottle, Yu Zisheng turned his head slightly.

bang.Missed.

The doorbell rang, and Jiang Di smiled regretfully, waved his hand to say bye, and went to greet his neighbors.

Speechless night.

Jiang Zhai ignored his cousin who pretended to be deep, took the little girl who was sent back to bed after washing, and told a bedtime story that was very naive but Jiang Bian liked it at least hundreds of times before he was sleepy. The blind girl covered the quilt, turned off the bedside lamp, and walked out lightly.

The hour hand has already passed midnight, coaxing children is really a good thing to kill time.

There was a very tall boy nestled on the sofa, half of the blanket fell on the floor mat, he raised his arm to cover his eyes, and he didn't know if he was asleep or not.

Jiang Zhai pretended that this person did not exist, took his coat from the back of the sofa, and walked out the door with his slippers on.

While waiting at the door of the neighbor's house, he finally felt sleepy, and he was not even sure if he was sleepwalking at the moment.

Because Chen Yiran would never give him a prescription...

The door was opened, and Jiang Zhai, whose forehead was on the anti-theft door, didn't notice for a moment and almost fell forward, but was helped, and looked at the red marks on his forehead strangely through the dim light of the entrance.

"Did you fall asleep after ringing the doorbell?"

Chen Yiran patted his forehead like teasing a child, but before he could withdraw his hand, someone grabbed it tightly, and the young man's scorching body temperature instantly made him shiver.

"You don't have a fever, do you?" Chen Yiran frowned.

Jiang Di didn't have a fever, but his voice was a little hoarse: "It's so late, why don't you go to bed?"

I don't know if I'm going to sleep or not, and I still ring the doorbell to disturb people.

Chen Yiran pushed him away amusedly, with a helpless tone: "I think the two of them will stay at your house tonight. You have no place to sleep, so you might come and knock on the door."

Although I don't know how likely this is, Chen Yiran, who is used to taking care of others, still finds a clean bed and lays it in the guest room - just wash the pajamas or something, his house is next door, so there is no need to welcome him so grandly.

"Teacher." Jiang Zhai slowly released his palm from Chen Yiran's wrist.

"Have you ever liked someone?" he asked.

"..."

Too inexplicable and personal question.Chen Yiran reflexively didn't want to speak, but the young man by the door hung his head and couldn't see his expression clearly, and his whole body exuded an aura that rose and fell like waves.

I'm not sure what this person is thinking, but Chen Yiran is more prone to soft-hearted recently, thinking about Jiang Zhai's question is not too much, so I followed his memory.

"I'm 30 years old." A gentle smile appeared in the man's eyes, "How could I not have liked someone before?"

The people I liked before are not fake, Chen Yiran let go of a slender figure from the back, and let it go for many years.

Later, when the back figure returned to the place that belonged to him, his heart calmed down again.

"Then have you ever loved anyone?"

Jiang Di raised his head to look at him, his light-colored pupils were dark in the night, and he was making an inch of himself.

Chen Yiran blinked, a little stunned.

No one speaks.

After a long time, the voice-activated light in the entrance dimmed, and he shook his head slowly.

"No."

light is on.

There are many sleepless people in this city tonight, Chen Yiran turned his head to look at the bustling city night scene outside the window of the living room, and smiled again.

"But no one ever loved me," he said.