heart to wild

Yu's family lives in a model open community called "Changtaoli" in Yancheng. Yu Dian and Jiang Zhai have been here and like it very much. Jiang Bian especially likes the seesaw in the fitness area downstairs of Shengsheng's brother's house.

She is small and light. If there are no other children downstairs, one brother must sit behind her to play with another brother. Most of the time, Yuzi is the one who protects her and sits behind her. Lift.

In the evening of deep winter, Yu Zisheng sat on the cold swing, looking at the seesaw that no one cares about, as if in a trance.

"What are you thinking about?" Yu Kun asked him from behind.

Yu Zisheng raised his eyelids, turned around and saw his father who had just got off work sitting on the swing next to him with the drawing tube between his hands.

Yu Kun asked him with a smile: "Today is not the weekend, why are you back from school?"

Tong Qiyan hasn't told him yet?Yu Zisheng twitched the corners of his mouth, and said lazily: "The parents have been invited."

Yu Kun said "Oh": "I know, your mother called me just now."

Then... he knew again?

How much do you know?

"I know everything." Yu Kun replied as if he could read his mind.

Yu Zisheng held the thick rope for the swing in the palm of his hand, and his Adam's apple rolled: "Dad..."

"Do you like that child?" Yu Kun asked.

In terms of appearance, Yu Zisheng is more like his mother, but in terms of stature, he wants to be closer to his father, and he has gained a lot of advantages.

But when viewed from behind, the 19-year-old boy's shoulders are still a little thinner than the adults'.

"I like it," Yu Zisheng replied, "I like it very much."

To like the kind of love for a lifetime.

Love at this age is always easy to say and very sincere. In this life, there may not be a more firm sincerity than this moment.

Although they may still be naive in the eyes of adults, the enthusiasm and bravery of young people are what they yearn for but are hard to come by.

Without continuing to ask about the school, Yu Kun suddenly changed the subject: "Hey, do you remember buying a ring for your mother when you were a child?"

The original words are: Xiao Tong, the one your husband bought for you is so small, I will replace it with a bigger one when I grow up.

And Tong Qiyan told him: take care of yourself.

Seemingly remembering how wolf fathers and tiger mothers they were, Yu Kun held back his smile and continued to ask: "Then do you remember what you replied to us later?"

What?Yu Zisheng looked at his father who was leaning on his shoulders and pulling his cervical spine.

The man's side face was very handsome, Yu Zisheng inherited his high nose bridge, but he failed to inherit the deep phoenix eyes that once made Tong Qiyan fall in love at first sight when he glanced at him lazily and sideways.

Yu Kun: "Tell me, then I will buy it for my wife in the future, don't be jealous."

"..." Yu Zisheng smiled and lowered his head.

What a mess.

Yu Kun raised his hand and pressed the top of his head: "Boys can also wear rings, right?"

of course can.

Yu Zisheng's voice was hoarse: "Don't you blame me?"

I don't study well, I have a loose personality, I'm gay, I got into trouble with the dean and you lost all face, I... don't sound like a worry-free child.

Yu Kun seemed to be determined to do a hundred thousand whys today, and instead of answering, he asked, "Then did you blame us?"

Yu Zisheng was a little confused: "What are you blaming?"

His parents are already more enlightened and love him than 99.99% of people in the world.

Yu Kun counted lazily: "Teasing you every day, ordering you, drinking your drinks, secretly playing your game console when you are not at home..."

There is no forgiveness, father.

Yu Zisheng clamped the swing rope with both arms, clasped his fingers, and said in a gentle tone, "No surprise, I like it very much."

He probably understood what Yu Kun was going to say.

But Dad still has to say it out and let him hear it with his own ears: "Baby."

Yu Zisheng: "...a bit disgusting, Dad."

Yu Kun: "Baby."

Yu Zisheng: "Yes."

Yu Kun: "Love is a very short thing. When you get older, you will know that passion will soon turn into family affection, and family affection must be guarded by a sense of responsibility and many things. Choosing your own family is A very solemn matter, you are my son, and I probably know your character, this time, are you serious?"

Yu Zisheng: "It's truer than gold."

Unexpectedly, Yu Kun was so sour that he raised his eyebrows and curled his lips—but he was dismantled by his son in the next second—Yu Zisheng repeated: "Is love a very short-lived thing?"

Do you want me to go back and talk to your wife.

Yu Kun lifted the lid of the painting tube with a smile, and showed his son the bouquet of roses hidden inside.

"But people can also let it pop up a few more times in their lives."

"Shh, go back and let me surprise your mother."

In a cafe in Pinghe District, Yu Dian watched the boy sitting across from him unhurriedly throw two packets of sugar and a milk ball into the cappuccino on the table without reacting.

When the coffee was completely conquered by milk, Lu Jian pushed the cup in front of Yu Dian.

"I remember you liked..."

"What happened to the photo?"

Yu Diansynchronously interrupted his pleasantries.

From the moment he walked into the second floor of the café converted from an old consulate, Lu Jian was slowly studying two cups of mocha and cappuccino.Yu Dian doesn't like to drink coffee. When they were friends, Lu Jian taught him to identify these two types of drinks, but Yu Dian doesn't remember now.

In fact, he didn't want to see Lu Jian at all, and he didn't want to face the past that he had left behind, but Lu Jian wrote to him in the second text message an hour ago: "I know about the photos."

At this time, the sky was full of red clouds in the evening, and there were few people in the cafe. The owner on the first floor played an old Cantonese song on the phonograph, and there were only the two of them upstairs.

Yu Dian didn't know what happened in the office, but when Yu Zisheng came out—in front of the teachers and parents—the boy rubbed Xiao Yudian's forehead affectionately and politely, and told him personally: "Don't be afraid."

I always.

All the helplessness and sadness were healed in an instant.

He's in love with someone who can't help being liked, the best and best person in the world.

In the past, Yu Dian would temporarily avoid such a good Yu Zisheng because he had anxiety and worries about his past, but unexpectedly, Yu Dian liked a person who would never have any worries.

Except for a little bit of tears, Yu Zisheng is not afraid of anything.

And now, Yu Dian also wants to be the one who protects the lions.

Even if he is weak.

After all, love is strength itself.

Under the background music, the second floor was so quiet that there was only the sound of a person bumping a small spoon into a coffee cup. Lu Jian disturbed the garland of maple leaves, and suddenly said: "The photo has nothing to do with me."

The young man raised his noble head, under the slightly curly black hair was a pair of abyss-like pupils that made Yu Dian's nightmares toss and turn.

Lu Jian: "Dian Dian, do you know my nickname in elementary school?"

Facing his weird intimacy and irrelevant answers, Yu Dian looked at the withered Chinese parasol outside the window expressionlessly: "Trash."

This is what those people called Dian when they were in junior high school, but it is true that Wuxin is exactly the same as Lu Jian's nickname when he was a child.

When Yu Dian was listening to the detective he hired talk about this unknown past, he also thought about what emotion should occupy Lu Jian's heart more when he saw Xiao Yudrop falling back into his previous embarrassment that day. .

Is it regret, heartache, or... the joy that I am no longer alone?

——Although this "not alone" comes from his own bullying.

People who have been bullied on campus, in addition to leaving a lifetime of shadows in their hearts, many people will become the next batch of school bullies.

A few years later, the bully and the bullied were sitting at the same table, Lu Jian gently raised the corners of his lips, and the corners of his eyes curled up in a very pleasant way, he smiled and said: "Dian Dian, I have always liked you. "

Yu point is different from him.

When he was a child, Lu Jian was bullied by many people because he looked like a girl. They threw his schoolbag, tore up his homework, laughed at him, taunted him, and called him "trash". Immediately after that, he changed into a friendly face—as if those things had never happened before—to flatter him, to flatter him, to hold him in high esteem, and even the new classmates around in high school only knew that "Lu Jian was once extremely popular" fact".

Lu Jian felt that they were disgusting, but he found it novel to deal with them.

But there is no impenetrable net in the world. Some people in Mingli love him, and naturally some hate him. When the unavoidable youthful embarrassment is thrown back to them without any cover, those people even because of the relationship between him and the Yu family The young master gets close and calls him "filthy trash".

There is one more "dirty" than "garbage".

At that time, Lu Jian, who had just lost his only relative, raised his eyes and saw Yu Dian who ran over in a panic to save him. What grew out of love in his heart was a burst of malice to drag him to die together.

—I’ve said it a thousand times, I’m not gay, the one standing by the door is a pervert who likes me.

——I just felt sorry for him, so I stood with him.

But in fact the poor one is himself.

Yu Dian and Lu Jian are different.

This little boy is timid, naive, and pitiful, but he is also brave, sincere, and frank.

When falling into the torture that Lu Jian had experienced before, Yu Dian's performance would make many people feel ashamed.

Lu Jian couldn't forget him, and even wanted to be him.

His love has been mixed with jealousy and malice from the very beginning, and now he deserves it when he has fallen to this kind of fate.

Is it only him who is wrong?

Yu Dian has the confidence and courage to face all the suffering, but it is because he has been wrapped in warmth since he was a child.

But what about Lu Jian?

His mother ran away long ago, his father died, his pain, his...

"Can unfortunate people be forgiven for everything they do," Yu Dian said quietly, "I don't think so."

"..." Lu Jian lowered his head and smiled, and suddenly changed the subject: "Then do you know where Yu Zisheng's title of 'School Bully' came from?"

This is not the first time I have heard this question, but every time it will be diverted intentionally or unintentionally.

As if expecting to finally hear the answer this time, Yu Dian's heart tightened, and he subconsciously said "Shut up", but Lu Jian didn't seem to hear it.

Can the unfortunate be forgiven for anything they do.

Yu Zisheng also has the right to speak on this issue.

Lu Jian raised the corners of his bright red lips, lowered his eyes and smiled:

"Because he pushed a teacher down the stairs."

"Attempted murder."

"Almost entered the juvenile prison."

At least that's what they all said in the rumors.