heart to wild

Since childhood, Yu Zisheng seems to have always been the kind of boy who can't be characterized.

In Xinya Middle School, everyone jokingly called him a "school bully", but in fact, in the hearts of most people, Yu Zisheng was just a clean and very reliable boy.And in Yu Zisheng's junior high school—the 33 when he was named "School Bully", he left everyone with the same impression at the beginning. It wasn't until something happened later that Yu Zisheng appeared in front of everyone again. It seemed suddenly full of hostility and indifference.

When she was young, Tong Qiyan went to the community kindergarten to pick up her son from school every day. Once the teacher pulled her aside and persuaded her very sincerely to go back and have a good talk with her son, and stop talking to those mischievous children in the class. Play together, beware of imitating bad.

Tong Qiyan writes children's stage plays. When the word "bad boy" is mentioned, she will first think of the image of Peter Pan inappropriately.

That is a child who does not want to grow up, more playful, bolder and braver than others.

But halfway through thinking about it, she realized that the "bad boy" that the teacher casually said did not have such a rich meaning, it was just a literal meaning.

However, children who are only a little older are called "bad" as soon as they enter kindergarten. Teachers don't think about how to educate them, but instead encourage other parents and children to isolate them.

On the surface, she thanked the teacher with a smile. After dinner, when the family was sitting at the dining table, Tong Qiyan recounted the teacher's original words lightly.

Her youngest son didn't seem to be able to react for a while, and after thinking for a while, he said thoughtfully: "Is it those three people who call me 'boss' and follow me all day?"

Good guy, her son is still the leader of the "bad boys".

Tong Qiyan suppressed a smile and nodded.

Yu Zisheng frowned slightly and didn't speak, as if he was a little confused about why they were "broken", but soon, his mother answered his questions.

"The passage just now is just the teacher's teaching that I relayed to you out of politeness."

Tong Qiyan took the warm water Yu Kun gave her, held it in her palm, and met her son's clear eyes seriously: "But in many cases, including parents and teachers, the 'teaching' of adults is not always correct. Can you understand this?"

Yu Zisheng tilted his head and thought for a while, then nodded.

Tong Qiyan nodded slightly, and suggested: "What kind of people you know and what kind of friends you choose to make friends with is your own freedom, and no one else has the right to interfere, but I hope you will not waste your freedom and the freedom that your parents gave you. trust."

This passage is quite difficult for a child who has just entered kindergarten to understand. Tong Qiyan asked in a different way: "Do you think those children are 'bad'?"

Yu Zisheng thought about the definition of "bad" in his mind, and shook his head.

They have never bullied others, but they are usually inattentive in class and always want to go out to play, which is easy to make the teacher angry.

Tong Qiyan nodded and continued to ask: "Then are you happy with them?"

Yu Zisheng also nodded.Who wouldn't like to be the boss of a boy of this age.

Tong Qiyan pinched his cheeks with a smile: "Different ages have different perspectives on making friends. You are the most innocent at this age, as long as you are happy when you play together."

"What about when you grow up?" Yu Zisheng asked.

That depends on what stage you are growing up to.Tong Qiyan and her husband looked at each other, and turned back with a smile: "You will know it naturally when you grow up."

Her son is so smart, Tong Qiyan believes that Yu Zisheng will always make friends who are truly worthwhile.

But she did not expect that her son's definition of "friend" seemed to be completely different from her own.

Seduce.

When the teacher called to invite her to come to the school for a chat, and told her that her son might have done this to the children in the class after beating around the bush and telling her that her son might have done this to the children in the class, Tong Qiyan fell down at the table in a daze chair surface.

She even forgot to call her husband. The woman changed her clothes and went out in a daze. Reason made her worry about driving accidents. Tong Qiyan had no choice but to take the bus in a trance. She sat by the window and looked at the scenery on the roadside. Confused about the unknown.

Imagining possible pain is far more annoying and frightening than actual pain.

Yu Zisheng's campus is huge, and it's not the first time Tong Qiyan has visited it.

She came here for a parent meeting, sent her son to live in school, and had dinner with her son's deskmate... the deskmate, by the way, was the child the teacher mentioned on the phone.

Little rain, little rain.

At this moment, sitting on the steps downstairs of the teaching building, hugging my knees, I suddenly realized.

"Ah, auntie..."

Looking up, I saw that the aunt who always loved to laugh was pale, and Yu Dian's face lost all color in an instant. The child stood up weakly on the ground, but he was at a loss, and didn't even know whether to open his mouth or not.

Tong Qiyan didn't know how to face him anymore.

Yu Zisheng may be gay, and the object of the homosexuality is the child she also likes very much.

If she heard this sentence normally, Tong Qiyan would feel that the other party was making a bad joke, she would be confused, then meditate, and finally calm down.

Perhaps Yu Zisheng should be thankful that his mother is not ashamed because her son may be gay. Tong Qiyan's education and work have made her very tolerant of the world most of the time.

Yu Zisheng may not be recognized by mainstream eyes, but he never has to worry about not being recognized by his biological parents.

But at this moment, standing in front of the "victim" under the charge of "seduction", Tong Qiyan felt more irrefutable desolation and anger than feeling ashamed.

She never believed that Yu Zisheng could do such a thing.

But she didn't know who to vent to.

Is it to this equally innocent child, the spreader of rumors, or the teacher who called her here.

——Even she is like this, what about her son?Feeling angry and bitter, too?

Why does this kind of thing always fall on her son's head.

It is clear that the members of their family have never done anything wrong...

"Auntie, I'm sorry!"

The child who was deliberately ignored behind her spoke with a sob in his mouth, Tong Qiyan held back the tears welling up in her eyes, turned around and walked back in front of Yu Dian again.

"Is what they said true?" Tong Qiyan asked him.

About lure...

Yu Dian shook his head desperately: "No! No! That's nonsense!"

The heaviest stone in my heart fell, but the space that fell was more dense and dull pain.

Tong Qiyan supported the wall and spoke with difficulty: "Then you...you..."

"It's a couple." The child with red eyes stood in front of her, still choked up, but also honest and guilty.

If it were a different gender, Tong Qiyan might be very supportive of her son's puppy love, she would make jokes about Yu Zisheng, tease him, bully him, and tell him, don't worry, she will make an agreement with Diandian's parents, as long as you try your best A good student is just as good as he is.

Mom will always support you and protect you.

But Diandian is a boy.

"Auntie," Yu Dian, who has grown tall enough to look down on her slightly, called her sincerely with red eyes, "I have already told the teacher that it was a lie. If you need it, I can stand up at any time."

Even if he may once again face the encirclement of "gay" and "disgusting".

"I liked Brother Zisheng much earlier than him. I seduced him first..." Yu Dian raised his arm and wiped away his tears, saying incoherently, "I'm gay, you don't have to worry... "

"Yu point." Tong Qiyan stopped him.

This was the first time she called herself in such a serious tone. Yu Dian took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to look up at her aunt, but what he saw was gentle to sad eyes.

"Thank you for liking Yu Zisheng."

...And then, don't you like it in the future?Yu Dian's heartbeat stopped, but in the next second, Tong Qiyan's soft fingertips touched his forehead.

It turns out that every time Zisheng loves him and rubs his forehead, he learned it from his mother.

"Thank you for liking Yu Zisheng." Tong Qiyan repeated.

"But please believe that Yu Zisheng's feelings will never be lighter than anyone else's."

including yourself.

At this moment, in the dean's office, Ding Yuan, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly spoke.

"I think these two words are a bit too descriptive." The woman's voice was very soft, but it was resoundingly clear in the empty office.

Yu Zisheng, who was standing aside, slowly raised his eyelids, looking calmly at this aunt who was in the backstage of a stage play the last time he met.

Ding Yuan paused and said: "My son will graduate as an adult next year. He is a boy who can think independently and has the consciousness and ability to resist. If this photo is real, I don't think the two The word was established."

When she said these words, Ding Yuan stood at a certain angle, but in her words, she also quietly defended another boy whom she had only met once with her own eyes.

Is Diandian's mother such a person?Yu Zisheng thought.

Does she really believe in herself, or does she simply believe in her son?

...It turned out that when Yu Zisheng was wronged, besides his parents, was there anyone else willing to stand behind him?

—You can tell the truth.

A few years ago, my father's words came back to my mind.

—I will believe you, and I promise you, will definitely find your justice for you.

Although he didn't say it out at the time, Yu Zisheng always kept it in his heart - the trust of his parents.

He can tell the truth.

Yu Zisheng's Adam's apple rolled, and his standing figure became straighter from beginning to end. He said calmly, "Teacher, auntie, I will never admit to something I haven't done, but I am indeed of the same sex... "

Tong Qiyan walked to the door of the office, and suddenly heard the phrase "it has nothing to do with gender".

It wasn't Yu Zisheng or Yu Dian's mother who said it, but another female voice she had heard on the radio.

The female teacher who was always judged by the students as "mean" and "spinster" looked at them coldly: "Same sex or opposite sex, these are things that your parents should worry about. Our school is only responsible for dealing with puppy love incidents."

If the crime reported anonymously to the dean is false, then this is a very common puppy love, but it will be stopped in the face of the school.

"The news has been brought to both of you, and the school will protect the privacy of the students as in the past," Director Chen said calmly, "We don't encourage puppy love, but we won't take tough measures. As for how to guide it, it's up to you. What do you think at home?"

Give to Caesar what is Caesar's, and to God what is God's.

Parents and teachers, they each perform their duties.