Plan carefully

Open for me alone.

It was sunny late spring outside the door.

This is a standard wilderness, with a red brick road extending into the distance.There are large clumps of wild flowers beside the road, which are scattered in bloom.

The wind blows softly through the neck, with a sense of openness and freedom.I took a deep breath, and the sweetness of the plant filled the alveoli.

There is only one wall separating two worlds. There are no four seasons inside, only schedules, and outside, there is heaven.

Before I had time to feel it, two people rushed over.

"Brother An Ran!" Yang Xiaofei was the first to run in front of him, wearing a colorful shirt, like a colorful fat bug.He automatically and consciously took the small bag in my hand.Wu Yue patted me on the shoulder twice, and then he hugged me as if feeling puzzled, "You're fucking out..." I smiled, my eyes were stinging from the sunlight, "Really? , I came out again to harm the society..."

"Fart!" Wu Yue let go of me cursingly, pointed behind me, and said, "We're all here."

Looking in the direction of his finger, it was Mu Yu, Dad and Sister Cao who were slowly walking towards me. To be precise, it was Mu Yu and Sister Cao who supported Dad.

For three years, my father occasionally came to see me, but I could still clearly feel his old age.Facing the person who gave birth to me and raised me, the unspeakable guilt that was suppressed in my heart suddenly turned up, and I held back for a long time before I yelled: "Dad..." Then I stared at my toes and couldn't lift my head.

His trembling hands touched and touched my shiny head. Dad looked at me for a long time, and then he took out a baseball cap from somewhere and put it on me, saying: "Silly boy, it's okay, let's go home... ..."

The sleeves were gently pulled, and I saw that it was Sister Cao. Her big eyes were full of tears, and they would flow down just by blinking.I quickly grinned at her, "Sister Cao, if you don't blame me, just smile for me, if you cry, I'll turn around and go back through the door."

Sister Cao burst out laughing, tears were wiped away, "You, you are still so out of tune, hurry home!"

"Sister, you really don't blame me, I caused you to lose your job."

"I don't blame you, but it doesn't mean I think you are doing the right thing... As for the job, I have a better job now." Sister Cao was still so upright and serious.

"Yes, I was wrong, please forgive me." I sincerely.

Sister Cao kicked me habitually, "Forgive you, hurry up and get in the car!"

There were two cars parked on the side of the road, Wu Yue followed Yang Xiaofei into the BMW in front, Sister Cao also helped his father to sit in that car, Mu Yu opened the door of the Subaru behind.

Suddenly, I wanted to walk in such a free and peaceful world, and find the rhythm of my breathing and the frequency of my growth.

"I want to walk."

I threw the car keys to Wu Yue, and Mu Yu walked on my left without making a sound. Up to now, he has not made a sound.Two cars followed silently a few meters behind.

I have been afraid to see him, but I have been looking at him.I always feel that I have seen everything and figured everything out, but the moment I saw his figure, I was caught off guard and became confused.

Some feelings are rooted in the body, accompanied by every breath and heartbeat, every speech and action, every thought of having or not, and after a long time, it grows into an instinct.The so-called instinct is the body's own will.Walking beside him, it was like being inspired by something, all the cells became restless, nerves were disordered, muscles and bones trembled out of control, countless voices surged like a tide, Mu Yu, Han Muyu...

However, there was no way to rely on it.

He was walking on my left, wearing a fresh blue and white plaid shirt, fresh short hair, and the corners of his brows were somewhat sharp and sharp, making him look more and more calm and watery.Time has polished him more finely, empty mountains and flowing springs, the moon surging across the river, and the blue sea, he turned his head to look at me and looked into his eyes.I see the passing of time, the passing of morning and dusk, I see the end of the world, and the infinite in all directions. I think of bamboo curtains rolling down rain, painted buildings flying clouds, and I think of the times and spaces I have seen, dreamed, and traveled.

"Mu Yu," I called out softly, the name that has been shouted countless times in my heart, "I'm afraid that you will be sad, I'm afraid that after seeing you, I won't be able to live the rest of my life..." So I insisted not your life.

"En." Mu Yu nodded and uttered a simple syllable.

"You always wanted me to be fine, but I went to break the law. I did something wrong, but I didn't regret it."

Mu Yu said after a long time, "We abide by the law, and we also abide by the rules of survival in this world, and it's not just your fault, it's also my fault."

"Anran," he turned his head and called me, the word 'ran' was slightly lengthened, with a rising consonant, wrapped in an indelible tenderness, "Your fault has been offset, and in the days to come, let me make up for mine."

Although I never dare to say those words that will last forever and never be separated, there are too many last resorts in this world, and the vows will be turned into ashes in an instant.But I am still willing to look forward to it, or if I am not careful, I will grow old forever.

Mu Yu's words lingered in my ears, and my eyes were red-eyed.

Turning my head away in a panic, I stomped my feet and said, "It's so hot!" I can give away the things I used in prison, and throw them away if I can't give them away.She was still dressed in the same clothes as when she came in. It was early spring, and now it is almost summer. There are still thin clothes to wear, but the shoes are still the thick ones.

Mu Yu thought for a while, then slowly squatted down, and began to untie my shoelaces.I stared blankly at his movements until he took off my shoes and threw them into Yang Xiaofei's BMW, but I didn't have any reaction and just stood by the roadside wearing only a pair of socks.

Then I saw him walking back, with his back to me, bent one knee in front of me, and said, "I'll carry you."

The scent of some kind of wild flower wafts sweetly, hanging on the tip of the eyelashes.The warm air gently shakes my fingers, like some kind of urging.The heart is beating lightly, seeing someone's actions and words, so simple to confuse the years, the past with colorful colors slips through the eyes, looking closely, he is always him, my Mu Yu has always been like this.

An invitation that cannot be refused, a doting that only he can give.

I leaned on his shoulders, and the world swayed with his steps.The wind blew through his hair onto my face and into the most silent place in my heart.His heartbeat responded to mine, and the distance that I imagined could not be crossed did not exist at all, so he put me next to his heart, silent, and said a thousand words.This is Mu Yu's cherishment, the most appropriate and comfortable, directly reaching the soul.The two cars crawled behind me, and I heard good-natured laughter and whistles behind my head.

Unable to bear it, I crawled up my fingers to his cheek and stroked it over and over again.The delicate and soft skin has a comfortable temperature and feel, the one I miss the most, and the one I can't put it down the most.

A little bit of coolness fell on the fingers, and then drop after drop.

"Mu Yu?"

"...Your hands didn't have calluses like this before."

"...It's okay," I kissed his ear lightly, and said, "It won't happen in the future."

"kindness."

The green branches turn green, and the flowers on the Moshang bloom, returning slowly, all the way to the white head.

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