[Comprehensive] Die well, lie down every day

——I, I didn’t have any dreams at first.

When a heroic spirit who signed a contract with the world and became a guardian countless times recalled his own experience, he would always sigh like this.

And what I want to tell next is just a dream-like short life of a woman who became an unsung hero in the future but was abandoned by the world.

From the very beginning, the woman was like an unlucky ghost haunted by bad luck. Her mother died not long after she was born, and the only living father was sent to the execution platform three months after birth, and she was called "the murderer's child" by the people around her Does not have a name of its own.Everyone else gave her a stingy smile, except one boy.

Afterwards, she had many contacts with that boy, and her personality became a little cheerful. She was adopted by a family that could not have children soon after, but when she was ten years old, an accident made her become a person again.

But her life was not at its worst yet.She became a human being again and just met the boy from before.If this kind of situation is included in a TV series, the two of them can only be said to be destined to be together.After meeting, the two spent more than ten years together, and the boy did become her lover after getting along day by day——until then.

That incident was probably the beginning of a turning point in her fate.

A woman beside her snatched away her lover, and she became alone again, thinking of death for a moment.After choosing to die, she found that she was still alive, but became another self.

There is no father who is called a murderer, no mother who doesn't even look at her face, and the only boy who doesn't smile at her and then turn away.

But it is limited to nothing.

Another parent of my own died unexpectedly a year ago, and there is no one to rely on.But she is not worried.She had learned to live alone a long time ago, it just took a little time to get used to the new life.She didn't care about those bad and unfortunate past anyway, she just had to learn to slowly forget the story of a certain boy.

For a moment, she thought that the bad luck had left her.Slowly learning to forget the unpleasant experiences in the past, she also gradually began to have a good impression of a man around her.

That man gave her a high evaluation when he first met her, and she also felt that if she confessed to that man, there would be a completely different ending from before.

However, it didn't take long before the man she believed to be trustworthy and whom she hoped to entrust her whole life raised his weapon against her.

It can't be his fault.

She clearly knew that the only way to stop the deterioration of her surroundings was to drive her out of this world.But even though she clearly understood these things, she couldn't help but want to cry while accepting her fate.

She has been plagued by bad luck since she was born.She has not been blessed since birth.

It is said that at the last moment before her death, her mother continued to curse the daughter who was born after taking her own life.At the last moment when her father was sent to the execution platform, his biggest regret was to let the daughter who took his wife's life be born.

Although the man who killed her with the red spear looked at her indifferently, it was the only thing she felt warm at the moment.She fell to the ground desolately, listening to the man's wry smile, and the sound of his footsteps gradually walking away, she thought, this is the end.

If things come to an end at this point, probably everything after that will not happen.

—What happened after that was the luckiest time in my life.

Nowadays, the woman who occasionally calls herself Miss ASS occasionally has such thoughts.Although I don't know her real name, but for convenience, let's call this Miss Assassin.As long as Miss Assassin thinks about those things back then, her somewhat empty heart will warm up.

At that time, Miss Assassin, who was on the verge of death, vaguely dreamed about the past, but in the dream, she felt that she had become a black beast with strange patterns smeared all over her body, and she opened her mouth wide and thought... To eat the world.Gradually, she didn't know what kind of dream she had, and what kind of strange beast she turned into.All I know is that the heart that was originally pierced by the cursed spear by that dog-like man has gradually grown back, but it seems that something has been integrated into his character and he feels disgust.

When the dream world became trance, Miss Assassin seemed to hear the voice of a demon, and felt that the voice should be made by herself.

However, she was still alive anyway.

Then, the woman who didn’t die—Miss Assassin, what she saw when she opened her eyes was white enough to make people vomit.

It is a hospital.

She was rescued (picked up) by someone.

Before meeting the person who rescued (picked up) her, she thought about the person's appearance countless times, but when that person actually appeared in front of her, it was not the same as her imagined appearance.

The person who brought her here was just a teenager with a slightly baby face.The brownish eyes always reminded her of the smell of mud when she fell to the ground, but on the contrary, it was the behavior of the boy who never gave up staying by her side until she recovered.

He is an inexplicably stubborn person.

That was her first thought.

But at the same time, thanks to the young man's careful care, she was finally alive until she was discharged from the hospital.

"So, what are you going to do next?" It wasn't the first time the boy spoke to her, but this was the first sentence she remembered.

Her answer was: "I don't know, I have nowhere to go."

The boy was only silent for a moment, then made a decision to bring her to his home.

It was a very large house. Compared with this, the house where only the teenager lived was deserted.

It is said that many people lived there before, but after that everyone went their separate ways, and in the end it became only his house again.But the boy didn't seem to care about these things, but after he lived with her and became familiar with each other, he would occasionally complain to her that such a big house was difficult to clean.

And she always responded with a smile, let me clean it for you.

After all, at that time, the only trouble she could help the boy solve was this.

The boy gave her a place to live, prepared her daily clothes, and helped her find a part-time job in an izakaya.At that time, it could be said that the things that kept her in the world were given by that boy.

The house he lives in is his, the clothes are sent by a female teacher he knows well, and the place where he works is also the izakaya where he often works.

Whenever Miss Assassin thought of this, she couldn't help but let out a long breath.

——Everything about me is given by him, even my life.

Miss Assassin would occasionally mutter this sentence, and then she would show a very gentle smile.

After that, for some reason, she became lovers with that boy.

Maybe it was because she was moved by the boy's character of always helping others, or because she met the boy when she was most desperate, or it might be because when the two sat side by side in the corridor and watched the cherry blossoms dance, the boy stretched out It may not be that the little finger hooking her finger was too warm, or maybe it was the kiss that the boy leaned over against the backdrop of the fireworks blooming at that time, which made people reluctant to part with it.

Miss Assassin has forgotten exactly how and why they fell in love with the boy in the first place.

But there is only one thing she still remembers.

It was the two people watching the spring flowers blooming, sitting side by side and chatting about their ideals.

"Justice... are you going to be a hero?"

"No, I want to be an envoy of justice (Justice の 味方), and I want everyone to be happy." The boy at that time looked at the flowers that were rushing to bloom in the garden, squinting his eyes and said.

She turned her head to look at the boy, clasped her hands in front of her chest, and suddenly clenched her hands as if she had sensed something.

"—Ah, I want to be that kind of person too."

That was the opportunity for her to become a hero, and that was a precious memory that she couldn't forget when she became an assassin in the future, often using assassination methods to prevent wars, and even gained some people's pursuit because of it.

It's a bit ridiculous to say, Miss Assassin's ability is like being born to become an assassin, it is a strange ability that can cover the five senses of the outside world.The teenager once gave a very pertinent evaluation of this ability: It's like a mirage.

However, Miss Assassin could no longer remember the expression on the boy's face when she said those words.

Afterwards, the two who dreamed of becoming messengers of justice ended up with a tragic ending.However, after that, being chosen by the world, all she felt was regret.

She was saved by someone and thus became a hero, but in the end she couldn't save that person.

The dream of the Messenger of Justice, the dream of making everyone happy, cannot be realized.When this is understood, that person is beyond redemption.

She can no longer save the man who embraced the dream of saving the world but was abandoned by the world, but at least she wants to make her past self realize this.

As a heroic spirit after death, she has only one goal to achieve.

To get someone off the wrong path, to straighten someone's distorted dreams.

"—I also want to be a messenger of justice."

She didn't say it to resonate, but she had forgotten the reason for saying it.

And now Miss Assassin's only thought is——

Killed the person who couldn't be the messenger of justice (Shirou Emiya).

The author has something to say: You basically don’t need to care about how malicious you are in the first half, just watch Shiro’s paragraph [Enough]

・The full name of this line is "Worse than Who" OR "On the Undeniable Relationship Between a Man Abandoned by the World and a Woman Abandoned by the World"

·The one who killed Assassin once was still the big dog

·The extra episode and the main text are basically two aspects, PS: When I plan to come up with an article, I will start with the big dog OR Shirou (not now)

· Lucky E does not explain 【.