I thought I was a vampire, my boyfriend said no

26.

On the way, I bought a box of blood-enriching oral liquid, and drank the whole box like a drink while watching a movie on the sofa with Mao Xiaoluo.

Seeing his abnormal behavior, Mao Xiaoluo wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask. Although time was restrained, his body was trembling constantly. The movie on the screen had only played for less than half an hour, and the durian smoothie on the coffee table had already A little melted, Mao Xiaoluo hugged him, let his head rest on his shoulder, just like Time had always done to him before, and asked in a low voice: "Time, are you feeling bad? Shall we go to the hospital?"

Time rubbed against his neck and shook his head. The skin behind Mao Xiaoluo's ears was fragile and sensitive, and his breath sprayed on it, causing a layer of trembling. One bite would relieve him... But he didn't, he followed that point slowly Kiss him slowly.Mao Xiaoluoke restrained his instinct to run away, and did not hide, but he was a little nervous, holding the back of time with both hands, and finally raised his neck to bear the string of wet and cold kisses.Time hugged him, and went to look for his lips again, and pressed it on. Mao Xiaoluo tentatively handed it out, and entangled with Time slightly. The tangled blanket was pulled out and thrown on the ground.Mao Xiaoluo sat on her knees, holding up an umbrella, shyly and timidly, so that Mao Xiaoluo dared not bow her head, so she had to hold Time's face, her eyes were half-drooped with moisture.

white skin...

Cloth friction, the sofa is overwhelmed, white and red fingertips...

Mao Xiaoluo was pressed down, and kept panting after unloading. Time was heavy, but he was reluctant to push him away. He hugged Time's waist like he was holding some precious treasure. The voice asked, "Are you feeling better?"

Shi Shi turned his head and kissed his eyes: "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." He rubbed the tip of his nose against Shi Shi's chin, smelled his body, and fell nostalgicly on this sofa, in this person's arms.

The two only whispered in a volume audible to each other, all meaningless words, time said to get up and make dinner for him, Mao Xiaoluo hugged him and did not let go, begging in a low voice: "I'm not hungry, hug me for a while... ..."

The movie on the TV screen has come to an end, and the male voice is singing: "I have never met before, and I am no longer here. This person is extremely real, but he is like a fictional character..."

Time hummed, hummed, and his cheeks became wet.

Mao Xiaoluo had already fallen asleep, his mouth was slightly open, his cheeks glowed rosy, his body was warm and nostalgic, and he slept defenselessly.Time got down from him, picked up the blanket on the ground and covered him up, his hands were still shaking, he put on his clothes, and walked out of Mao Xiaoluo's house.

When the door was closed, Mao Xiaoluo woke up. He jumped up from the sofa in panic and ran to the window of the bedroom with bare feet. In the cold air, he could feel that he was still shaking. Suddenly, Time raised his head and glanced at the window. Mao Xiaoluo's breathing almost stopped. Fortunately, nothing leaked out from this gap, and Time still moved forward. Yes, Mao Xiaoluo guessed that he was heading towards the motorcycle...

The curtain was pulled and trembled, Mao Xiaoluo put on her clothes and went downstairs.

The wind in the evening was actually colder than in the morning, making Mao Xiaoluo dizzy...

The taxi stopped at the end of Angel Street. Mao Xiaoluo walked very slowly. As he was walking, he seemed to hear two voices. One said, what are you waiting for?Another said, are you sure that answer is what you want to know?

The setting sun left a faint yellow halo in the sky, and people on the street have already come out for activities one after another.

Mao Xiaoluo's pace was fixed in front of the dark green door, which was ajar, and the owner ran too fast to close it in time, and it was very quiet inside.Mao Xiaoluo's hand rested on it for a few seconds, and finally pushed it away hesitantly, and walked up the wooden steps lightly. The inside was so quiet that one could hear the sound of breathing and eager swallowing...

Mao Xiaoluo walked over step by step, the sound of swallowing was getting closer and closer, the blood color spread from Time's lips and fingers to the ground, scarlet, the blood seemed to flow down the floor to the soles of Luo's feet, where he stood , the eyes can only watch steadily, and the brain is blank...

Shi Shi looked up and saw him, the blood bag in his hand fell to the floor with a clatter, the blood really flowed along, staining Mao Xiaoluo's camel-colored Martin boots red, he couldn't help but look down, his feet were fixed there, fingers It moved stiffly, and after a long time, he squatted down, wiped it on the floor, put it in his mouth, and murmured like an ignorant toddler, "It's blood..."

Time's lips moved, and suddenly he couldn't make a sound. Mao Xiaoluo raised his head and looked over, his voice was very tight, almost struggling out of his throat, and called his name: "Time... is blood..."

Time knelt there, half of his body was almost stained red with blood, and he was hanging limply.

Mao Xiaoluo was trembling with fright, but he didn't replace someone else, he just called the time again and again.Time swallowed the blood in his throat, his light brown eyes looked over, filled with tenderness, remorse, and the fear and relief of having his secret exposed, he raised his hand towards him, put it down again, and then lowered his head.

Seeing his raised hand, Mao Xiaoluo staggered towards him, held that hand, his teeth chattered, and asked, "...Porphyria...do you want to drink blood?"

"...Porphyria don't use it, but vampires do." The voice was low and hoarse, as if trying to bury the words in the floor.

Mao Xiaoluo raised his hand to hold Shi Shi's face, as if his eyes were not enough, he looked him up and down carefully, after a long time, he seemed unconscious, and seemed not to have heard the words just now, his eyelashes trembled, and a teardrop Being shaken off, his voice was wet, and he said in a low voice, "Time... shall we go home?"

"Little Luo..."

"Huh?" Mao Xiaoluo saw the redness in his eyes, blood red, his consciousness was about to be withdrawn, and he struggled to wake himself up.

"Do you still want me?"

Mao Xiaoluo met his eyes and nodded lightly.

"I'm a vampire. I can only live in the dark. I have to drink blood every day. Do you want it too?"

Mao Xiaoluo nodded again.

"Aren't you afraid that I will suck your blood?"

Mao Xiaoluo froze for a moment, tears rolled down her cheeks, knelt there and hugged Shi Shi's waist, turned her head sideways, and brought her neck to his mouth.

When you lower your head, you can see his slender neck, his sacrificial posture, and his lips trembling as he asks, "Aren't you afraid?"

"……afraid."

"Are you Mao Xiaoluo now?"

"Yes."

"Get up and change clothes, go home." Shi Shi hugged him, Mao Xiaoluo's legs were limp, and he dragged him up and put him on the sofa like a sack.Time gave him time to take off his shoes and trousers, and find his own from the cabinet to put on for him. Because the size was too big, he found a belt for him to put on, with the trouser legs rolled up at both sides. "You sit here and wait, I'll brush your shoes for you."

Mao Xiaoluo looked at him and nodded, time to get up, but he followed, wearing only a pair of wool socks on his feet.

"I won't go." Time turned around and said to him, saw his eyes again, thought for a while, took his shoes in one hand, and took his hand in the other to go to the bathroom.

Mao Xiaoluo stood at the door and looked at him. He rinsed his mouth first to wash away the fishy smell in his mouth. He looked a little normal before he said, "I am a vegetarian among vampires. I don't drink human blood. It was cow blood just now."

Mao Xiaoluo nodded, and heard him say again: "But vampires have a natural desire for human blood. Once it gets out of control, it will be very dangerous."

Mao Xiaoluo looked very tired, lowered his eyes, and nodded with some effort.Time said: "Are you tired?"

Mao Xiaoluo hummed.

"Sleep when you're tired."

Mao Xiaoluo shook his head again, he was afraid that he would leave when he fell asleep, he had to watch him and guard him.

27.

Mao Xiaoluo was sitting on the sofa wearing the cleaned shoes, watching the time lying on the ground to clean up the blood in the restaurant, his eyes were half down, his head dozed off little by little, his willpower had been exhausted, The match stick supporting the eyelids finally died, Mao Xiaoluo tilted her head and fell asleep on the sofa.

Shi Shi glanced at him and saw that he had fallen asleep with his head tilted. He dropped the things in his hands and washed his hands. He went to the bedroom and took out a blanket to cover him.

It was at this time that Anuo opened his eyes. There was no sleepiness on his face. He looked at the time with wide eyes and said, "Let me see your fangs."

Shi Shi frowned, not sure who this was in front of him for a moment, A Nuo raised his hand and touched his face, kissed him with his mouth, and said: "Is there any more in the refrigerator? Give me a bag too? It's been a long time." Already drank."

Time sensitively aware of the key words in the sentence, and asked seriously: "When did you drink?"

"Before." A Nuo stood up from the sofa, hugged and rubbed against the time, and then said, "I am the same kind as you, have you forgotten?"

Shi Shi grabbed his arm: "Did you drink human blood or animal blood?"

"Of course it's human blood." Arnold replied casually.

"Where did you get it?"

"On a living person." A Nuo looked at him with watery eyes, looked at him for a while, afraid of being soft-hearted, his eyes drifted away, and his arm struggled.

"You killed someone?"

"So what if you kill it?"

"Who did you kill? Where did you kill it? When?" Time's masseter muscles tensed, and a series of questions came out.

A Nuo tilted his head and looked at him: "Want to know?"

"..." The hand of time grabbed him, and the grip became tighter and tighter.

"Kiss me and I'll tell you." A Nuo put a cynical smile on the corner of his mouth, stood there without moving, waiting for him to kiss. After waiting for a while, his eyes turned red, and he quickly lowered his head, his voice still smiling He said, "I won't tell you if I don't kiss you."

"Arnold, don't be kidding, I'll get angry if you do this again."

"You're only going to be angry with me..." Tears still fell, A Nuo thought, his tears were too worthless in front of time, and he cried so many times, but he never softened his heart once, but every time he Frowning, I feel sad to death.

Shi Shi looked at him, slowly let go of his hand, and said in a straightforward tone: "You have never killed anyone, and you have never drank human blood."

"I did, I killed Mao Xiaoluo's stepfather, I drank his blood." A Nuo looked at him with red eyes.

The hairs of time exploded almost instantly, and a layer of clothes was wet on his back with cold sweat, and the blood vessels all over his body were tense, "I said, don't joke."

"I said it too, I'm not joking." A Nuo shook off his hand, took out a bag of blood from the refrigerator, bit a hole and gulped it down, took two sips, and then spit it out again, "This is blood. What kind of blood is it? It's so bad..." He couldn't drink it, and handed it back to Time, "You drink it, it's too bad." He walked back to the sofa, and the soles of his shoes touched the floor again. The wiped blood was everywhere.

Shi Shi threw the blood bag into the sink in the kitchen. He has never drank human blood, but he heard that the blood of cattle and sheep does not taste as good as human blood. Thinking of this, Shi Shi's scalp tingles. He is not sure whether Arnold is No kidding.When he came out of the kitchen, Arnold was lying on the sofa, his face was a little pale, he looked at him and said, "I'm not lying."

Shi Shi ignored him, and squatted down in front of the refrigerator to wipe the floor, and wiped off the footprints that A Nuo just stepped on by the way.

A Nuo lay there looking at him, watching him, his eyes turned red again.Time wiped the floor, met his eyes when he got up, saw him crying again, couldn't help sighing, and said, "Wait for me, I'll change my pants, let's go home."

Anuo sat up, wiped away his tears and nodded, time said "let's go home" to him, and he didn't feel so sad.

Time to change clothes, put the clothes stained with cow blood into a plastic bag, and throw it away when going out.Looking up, he saw Anuo standing in front of the refrigerator, taking another bag of blood and drinking it, but this time he didn't throw it away, but drank it clean, and when the time saw it, there was only an empty bag left.He threw the bag into the trash can, wiped his mouth, and said, "I can't bear it anymore. If it's bad, it's bad."

Shi Shi walked to the sink and saw that the bag he had thrown away was still there, the blood in it had been drained out, and the luck in his heart was also dissipated, with a very complicated expression on his face, he said for a long time: "You can do it later?" Can't you go somewhere with me?"

A Nuo thought that he was going to share some secret with him, so he immediately raised a smiling face, his lips were red because of the blood, making his whole face look a bit coquettish. "Where?"

"A psychological counseling room is Xiao Luo's counselor, and also your counselor." Time said, "I don't know if you have talked to him before."

A Nuo shook his head, but he made it clear: "I won't go."

"why are you not going?"

"Why do you want to go?" The smile on A Nuo's face disappeared, showing a very innocent expression, "You and Mao Xiaoluo want us to disappear, don't you?"

"No." Time's emotional ups and downs today are also very high. At this time, he is exhausted physically and mentally, so he seems impatient. "Even if you don't want to talk to a psychiatrist, you should talk to Xu Kai, right? According to the treatment process of dissociative identity disorder, I don't believe that with Zhang Zijing's expressive power and Xu Kai's ability to understand, I still don't know what you will end up with. Is the direction of death or integration!" He had never lost his temper in his life, and he was still trying to suppress his emotions at this moment, but his tone was still impatient and aggressive.

A Nuo stood there stunned by his training, and said after a long time: "I haven't spoken to Brother Kai for many days, he won't let me out, every time I sneak out when they don't pay attention, If he finds out, I will probably be exiled, and you will never see me again..." There was grievance in his tone.Why do you feel wronged?Because he took such a big risk to come out to see him, but he didn't appreciate it at all. "time……"

Looking over time, seeing the look in his eyes, I couldn't bear it.

A Nuo stared at him carefully for a while, with fresh tears on his face, he sighed for a while, with a very bitter smile on his face, and said softly: "Forget it..." His eyes were half down Come down and plan to retreat.

"Don't go!" Shi Shi called him, "Don't go, Anuo." He was afraid that it would be more difficult for Anuo to be cured after being exiled, and the matter of killing people and drinking blood hadn't been clarified yet.

A Nuo was detained by him, and he couldn't help feeling some joy and hope in his heart. He looked at him with tears in his eyes, looking very pitiful. "……What's wrong?"

"You..." Shi Shi pursed his lips and said, "Let's go home."

28.

When the two went out, A Nuo was carrying a medical incubator in his hand, which contained several bags of cow blood, which was the ration for a few days after the time.Holding the suitcase in one hand, he sat on the back seat of Time's motorcycle, and hugged his waist with the other hand, excitedly saying: "This is the first time for me to ride a motorcycle."

Time started the car and asked, "Why did Xu Kai exile you?"

A Nuo put his neck on his shoulders, leaned on his helmet and said loudly: "Because I came to you before, he was not happy, saying that I messed with men and men and caused troubles in everyone's life... "

As night fell, there were already many vampires coming and going on Angel Street. His voice was heard by almost half the street. Shi Shi sighed helplessly: "Slow down..."

"I'm afraid you won't be able to hear you wearing a helmet." Arnold smiled and hugged him, looking at his reflection on his helmet.

"My ears are quite good, and I'm not deaf yet..."

After the motorcycle drove two miles away, A Nuo whispered in his ear: "I recognized you at a glance that day, but you didn't recognize me."

Time certainly recognized this face, but he didn't recognize the core inside. The Mao Xiaoluo in his impression was not so lively, nor so talkative, and he would not pretend to be a vampire.But he didn't say anything, just said: "It's been so many years since I graduated."

"In the third year of junior high school, I received a good night text message every day. Did you send it?"

Shi Shi nodded, and Arnold went on to say, "I watch it several times a day."

Time wants to ask, does Mao Xiaoluo know?Has Mao Xiaoluo seen it?But he didn't dare to ask, and just said: "My father passed away during the summer vacation when I graduated from the third year of junior high school. There were a lot of things at home, so I didn't continue."

"I know, I want to contact you, but you changed your phone number and don't know your address." A Nuo's tone was a little lost, "I wanted to comfort you."

The state of his father’s death was very bad. His world view almost completely collapsed. It took at least seven or eight years to rebuild, brick by brick, but he didn’t say anything, just asked: “How did you find the angel? From this side of the street?"

"I heard that this is the lair of vampires, so I came to meet my relatives. I didn't expect to meet you."

"Then you're going to hug me for the first time when you come up?"

"I want to make a contract with you, so that you can't live without me for the rest of your life."

The tone of time is a bit serious. Compared with the other personalities, Arnold obviously has a kind of natural arbitrariness and a lower sense of morality. "You should at least ask others if they would like to live in darkness and drink blood for a lifetime."

A Nuo hurried to please him: "I was wrong, I was wrong, I just found you, I didn't think so much, I just thought about how to be with you for the rest of my life."

This remark made Time's heart soften again. If it weren't for A Nuo's willfulness, he would never meet Mao Xiaoluo again, let alone know Mao Xiaoluo's difficult situation at this time. No matter how unreasonable this world is, he still gave This gave them two poor people a chance to warm each other.

There was a sticky smell in the small apartment, which was left by his sex with Mao Xiaoluo before.A Nuo obviously noticed it, he wrinkled his nose, but didn't say anything, his expression was very disappointed, he went to the window and opened it for ventilation, there were still two people's dried semen spots on the sofa...

Shi Shi put away the blanket on the sofa and folded it, went to the bathroom to find a brush, gently brushed off the marks on the sofa, and asked, "Are you hungry? What do you want for dinner?"

"I just drank blood, so I'm not hungry." A Nuo watched his movements, didn't want to say anything, and didn't want to stay in this space anymore, so he turned and went back to the bedroom.

Time was afraid that Mao Xiaoluo would wake up hungry later, so he went to the kitchen to cook a meal, glutinous rice balls with sweet wine, and shredded potatoes.

When he poked his head into the bedroom, Arnold was still there, sitting at the computer desk, not knowing what he was tinkering with.

"Are you playing a game?"

"Look up some information." As A Nuo said, he poked his head in front of the monitor to look, and saw in the Baidu search engine box that read: "How to make your boyfriend change his mind." A Nuo, a fake vampire, not only kept pace with the times , will use electronic products flexibly, and what is even more amazing is that someone will answer him.

A Nuo looked at him calmly, took a step back and sat on the bed behind the computer chair, sighed, and said earnestly: "A Nuo..."

"What are you doing?" A Nuo looked up at him with his head drooping on the back of the chair, his expression like Mao Xiaoluo for a moment.

Time originally wanted to talk about the relationship between the two, but he didn't know how to speak, because no matter what he said, it would hurt Arnold. As a boyfriend instead of a psychological counselor, he lacked an objective standpoint. After thinking about it, he still persuaded: "Arnuo, I want to talk to you about the psychological consultation."

Arnold looked up at him without answering.Shi Shi turned the swivel chair around so that the two faced each other, put both hands on his armrests, and said, "Can you listen to me?"

A Nuo moved his butt, and leaned forward with his upper body, wanting to come over and hug him.Time raised his hand to stop him: "Don't move, let's have a good talk."

A Nuo pursed his lips, his expression was innocent, and he sank in the swivel chair and looked at him.

Time said: "We will probably live like this for a long time, so we need everyone to reach a consensus. Some time ago, when Xiao Luo was lecturing, he disrupted the classroom order every day. Fortunately, Xu Kai took control of the situation. After that, Tian Tian appeared in the office again, and the office was full of Xiao Luo's colleagues at that time..."

Arnold nodded.

Seeing him nodding, Shi Shi continued, "It's not that everyone is not allowed to show up, but once this chaotic state lasts for a long time, Xiao Luo will lose his job and everyone will lose their source of livelihood. Do you agree with this?"

Arno nodded again.

"So, I suggest that you see a psychiatrist not because you want someone to disappear, but because you hope we can find an order, a balance point in life, and who should appear when..."

"Then what's the balance between us?" A Nuo tilted his head slightly, looked at him and asked, "How do you balance me and Xiao Luo?"

After deliberating for a while, I answered, "I love you all, and I accept each of you."

"Can you guarantee that your love is fair to everyone?"

"No." Time replied.