I thought I was a vampire, my boyfriend said no

20.

Mao Xiaoluo once thought that his illness was cured. He was only anxious occasionally.Chen Bohan squatted halfway in front of the desk, clicked on the exercise book, and shouted: "Comrade Xiao Mao, if you don't want to talk, just say it, and call me to the office to be in a daze. Aren't you afraid that your colleagues will gossip?"

Mao Xiaoluo, who was in a daze, moved, and the expression on his face changed, first he was a little dazed, then he saw the exercise book in his hand, and then he saw Chen Bohan's face, and he spoke with a little childishness: "What gossip? "

Chen Bohan still thought that he was joking on purpose, but his expression didn't look like it. He hesitated for a moment and stopped being naughty, and asked, "Then I'll come to you after PE class on Wednesday?"

Tian Tian said: "Look for me?" He suddenly stood up, and the chair under his buttocks was overturned by his action. With a bang, other teachers in the office immediately looked over and saluted him.

Chen Bohan felt something was wrong with him and was about to speak, but seeing so many people staring at him every day, he felt scared, shivered and squatted down again, hid in the corner under the desk, shrunk into a small ball, Said to Chen Bohan: "Can you tell them to stop looking at me?"

Chen Bohan looked at Mao Xiaoluo, who looked like a child, and was so shocked that he couldn't be more shocked. He didn't know what happened to Mao Xiaoluo, but he knew that his current state was definitely not normal, so he squatted down and asked in a low voice: "Teacher Mao , why did you suddenly get under the table?"

He didn't answer every day, and shrank under the table again.

Fortunately, the teacher seated next to him is not in the office, so people who are far away cannot see what is going on here.

Chen Bohan glanced at his watch, and there were 2 minutes before class. "Mr. Mao, stop playing, I'm going to class soon, and you have to go to class too!"

Shaking his head every day, he whispered: "I don't go to class, and my father won't let me go to class."

"Dad? It's your job to go to class, why doesn't your dad let you go to class?" Mao Xiaoluo is really weird now, how can such a big adult get under the table and call him dad?Now junior high school students feel ashamed of always talking about their parents.Although Chen Bohan felt that something was wrong with Mao Xiaoluo, he didn't know what to do. He thought Mao Xiaoluo was just having a fit, so he could only persuade him, "Teacher Mao, if you don't come out, other teachers will be here soon."

The class bell rang again. Some teachers in the office carried the lesson plans to class, and the rest of the teachers were sorting out the lesson plans and grading homework. The physics teacher from the next class came over and asked, "What's wrong, Mr. Mao?"

Chen Bohan laughed for him, lied, and said, "Teacher Mao sprained his ankle accidentally, and he sat on the ground and couldn't get up."

"Then let me help you?" He said that he wanted to come over and help him.

Chen Bohan hurriedly said: "No need for Teacher Yang, Teacher Mao can't stand the pain, just take it easy on the ground."

"Then let him take it easy, and you should go to class quickly, don't take the opportunity to be lazy!" Teacher Yang came over to confirm again, "Are you all right, Teacher Mao?"

Mao Xiaoluo just looked at him and said nothing, with a strange expression on his face. Seeing that he didn't answer, Teacher Yang had no choice but to leave full of doubts.

Chen Bohan watched Teacher Yang go out, then put his head into the belly of the table again and said, "Mr. Mao, stop playing!"

Still unwilling to come out every day, just sitting there motionless.Chen Bohan said: "If you don't come out again, I will leave!" But he didn't dare to really leave, fearing that if something happened to Mao Xiaoluo, if Teacher Mao met people in his current state, he might not be accepted tomorrow. School expulsion also has to appear in the newspapers.

The class bell had been ringing for more than ten minutes, and the second class couldn't wait for the chemistry teacher to come to class, so they sent someone to the office to ask.

Chen Bohan was sweating profusely at the desk, no matter how much he persuaded Mao Xiaoluo, he would not come out.

The dean walked in: "Where is Teacher Mao?"

"Ms. Mao fell and couldn't stand up." Chen Bohan said while standing in front of the desk.

"Then why did you get under the table?"

"I couldn't stand up because I fell under the table." Chen Bohan said nonsense.

The dean said, "Why are you so careless?" He bent down and asked, "Mr. Mao, can you get up?"

Tian Tian shrunk in the darkness, with a face full of childlike innocence, frowning and looking at them vigilantly.He looked at the dean as strange, and felt that Mao Xiaoluo was usually dull and not very gregarious, and he didn't like to talk to him anymore.

"I've seen enough, I guess I can't go to class today." Chen Bohan said for him.

The director clicked his lips, annoyed that Mao Xiaoluo didn't call in advance to find someone to take the class, and said: "Then call his family and ask someone to pick it up. Are you in class three? Go to class first, don't worry about it here." gone."

Chen Bohan hurriedly said: "I'd better send Teacher Mao away, I don't worry if I don't look at him, Teacher Mao fell down in front of me."

The director ignored his words, picked up the mobile phone and prepared to dial, and asked, "Mr. Mao, what is the phone number of your family?" Then he thought that Mao Xiaoluo didn't seem to have any relatives.

Chen Bohan knew that Mao Xiaoluo would never be able to answer his question at this moment, so he immediately picked up Mao Xiaoluo's mobile phone, opened the recent contacts, and said: "Director, I will call for Teacher Mao, don't worry about it." He flipped around for a long time , In addition to the mobile company, there are several unfamiliar numbers in the call log, only one "time" saved the name, and I called like a doctor, and the other side was connected quickly, and I said hello, and asked very gently : "Xiao Luo? Are you off work? Isn't today the last class?"

Chen Bohan wondered who this person belonged to Mao Xiaoluo, and how he made people get goosebumps when he opened his mouth, and said, "Teacher Mao fell down in school and can't walk now. Are you his family? Can you come here?" Pick him up?"

"I'll be there right away! Where are you now?"

Chen Bohan hung up after telling him where he was.The dean walked around twice and said, "Then you stay here and look at Mr. Mao, and I'll go tell Class [-] that I'm going to self-study today."

Chen Bohan hummed, and seeing him go, looked at Mao Xiaoluo under the table again, and whispered: "Mr. Mao, I tried my best to delay you. If you continue like this, there is nothing I can do about it." , your family will come in a while, does he know about your situation?"

Tian Tian hugged his knees with both hands, rested his chin on his arms, just looked at him and didn't speak.

Chen Bohan's legs were sore from squatting. The teachers in the office packed up their things and went home one after another. Passing by, they all asked, "Has Teacher Mao calmed down yet?"

"It's slowing down, but I just can't get up, it hurts too much." Chen Bohan said.

"Does that mean calling an ambulance?"

"It's not easy to call an ambulance at school, right?" Chen Bohan said intentionally, and then said, "Let's wait a while for Mr. Mao's family to say something. If it doesn't work, I'll ask a few classmates to help him out."

The teacher left after hearing what he said. "Then you can take good care of Teacher Mao."

After a while, the time came. When he entered the school, the security guard asked him to take off his helmet for registration. He could only put on the hat on his clothes in a hurry. The evening sun was already faint, but the lethality was not diminished, and his forehead had been burned by the sun. After a while, I walked all the way to the office and saw Chen Bohan squatting on the ground and asked, "Is Mao Xiaoluo, the chemistry teacher in the third group, in this office?"

There was no one else in the office except Chen Bohan. He wanted to leave after asking the question, but he heard Chen Bohan say: "This is the place! You..." He hesitated, wondering what kind of relationship this person has with Mao Xiaoluo, and whether he can be trusted. Thinking otherwise, I would be able to walk away by forcefully pulled out by Teacher Mao.

Seeing the complicated expression on his face, Shi Shi thought that something was wrong with Mao Xiaoluo, and was frightened to death: "What's wrong with Xiaoluo? Is it serious? Is he in the infirmary or going to the hospital now?"

"He...he's here." Chen Bohan pointed to the bottom of the desk.

Tiantian is like an insecure cat, nestling inside without moving or making a sound.

Shi Shi knelt down and called him, "Xiao Luo?"

Looking at him every day, with a vigilant face and wide-open pupils, staring at him in a dark corner.

He hesitated for a while and called out, "Tian Tian?"

The look in his eyes that looked at him every day changed: "How do you know my name?"

"I called you that day, you forgot? We talked in the middle of the night. "

Chen Bohan stood by and listened to their words with a shocked expression. Seeing that Mao Xiaoluo had been drawn out of the table by the words of time, he asked, "What's wrong with Mr. Mao? I think there is something wrong with him. When other teachers came to ask me, I would I dare not say, I can only say that he fell down and couldn’t get up.”

"Thank you." Shi Shi took Mao Xiaoluo with one hand, and shook his other hand, like an adult, and said, "Can you leave a phone number? If similar things happen in the future, you can call me directly." .”

Chen Bohan handed him the phone and asked him to enter the number, and then asked, "What happened to Mr. Mao?"

"He..." Time glanced at him, hesitated for a while and still didn't say anything, just said, "Let Xiao Luo tell you personally someday, I'll take him home first."

21.

Being willing to go out with time every day does not mean trusting him, it just feels that his voice is familiar and remembers what he said in the middle of the night. He followed the time to the school gate, and teachers and students greeted him along the way. But he just ignored it.

Shi Shi said, "Tian Tian, ​​I'm Xiao Luo's boyfriend, you should know that, right?"

Tiantian nodded and said, "Arnuo lost his temper a lot because of this."

"..." Time didn't speak when he heard this. To some extent, he was ashamed of Arnold, but he only paused for a short moment before continuing what he wanted to say before, "So, for you Said to be reliable..."

"Arnold says you're a big liar."

time:"……"

The sun sets, the winter night gets dark early, and there is no sunlight on the horizon. Time to put on the helmet, start the motorcycle and say: "I'm sorry Arnold, but you are all part of Xiao Luo, I love him, Love you too."

Tian Tian didn't speak anymore, but obediently hugged Shi Shi's waist, felt the wind blowing by his ears, and screamed excitedly.Time followed his scream and raised the corners of his mouth, and said, "I'll take you to see a psychological counselor now, that's Xiao Luo's counselor, and also your counselor."

Zhang Zijing wasn't surprised when he saw Tian Tian, ​​but immediately got into the subject, he asked, "What's your name?"

"day by day."

"Hello every day, I'm Xiao Luo's friend and his counselor. My name is Zhang Zijing. Nice to meet you."

Brother Kai told him to be vigilant every day, but facing Zhang Zijing's friendly smile, he didn't know how to be vigilant, so he shrank back on the chair, rubbing the carpet with one foot and not talking.

Zhang Zijing was not angry, but looked at him quietly, and asked after a while, "Tian Tian, ​​how old are you this year?"

"Eight years old." Sitting there every day, unable to calm down, a pair of eyes wandered around the room, looking at the paintings on the wall, the books in the cabinet, and the flowers and plants by the window sill table, completely showing the demeanor of an eight-year-old child .

Zhang Zijing asked: "Do you know Mao Xiaoluo?"

Nod every day. "Whenever he's in pain, I'll be there. He's vulnerable."

Zhang Zijing smiled and affirmed him: "You are very strong." Then he asked, "Have you ever communicated with him?"

"No." Tiantian said, staring at a brown bear paper clip storage magnet on his desk.

Zhang Zijing saw it, took off the paper clip from the magnet, handed the bear to him, and said, "Lend me to play with you for a while."

I said thank you every day, took it happily, and carefully played with it in my hand, and went back to put it away after playing for a while.Zhang Zijing said, "You can play for a while."

Shaking his head every day, he said, "I'm done playing, thank you."

Zhang Zijing tentatively asked, "Have you ever communicated with other people?"

Tiantian unconsciously got close to him, and honestly replied: "I will chat with Brother Kai and Arnold."

Zhang Zijing wrote down the words "Consciousness of Coexistence" in his notebook, and then asked, "Do they treat you well?"

"Okay, but Arnold is kind of bad. He often teases me and says he wants to bite me and turn me into a vampire."

"?" Zhang Zijing was momentarily at a loss, "Vampire?"

"Arnold said he was a vampire, he couldn't bask in the sun, and he didn't show up most of the day."

Zhang Zijing was curious why Arnold thought he was a vampire, and asked Tian Tian: "When did you know them two?"

Tian Tian raised his head and thought about it, and said, "It's been too long, I can't remember."

"Then since you can remember, when was the first time you 'replaced' Xiao Luo? Do you remember?"

"It's..." Tian Tian's eyes stopped wandering. He was obviously a grown man, but he sat there like a helpless child. He suddenly started to cry, and the tears flowed down involuntarily. He raised his hand Wipe it off, sobbing in a low voice, "...I can't say, Dad will punish me..."

Sitting there, he suddenly screamed, as if he had been attacked by some outside world, he kept dodging on the chair, and even fell to the ground with his head in his arms, shouting: "I dare not, I am a good boy, I will be obedient Yes, I won't tell others, Dad, don't punish me..."

"No one will punish you, you are safe, Tiantian, you are very safe now, believe me, you are very safe now, your father is not here, I can keep the secret for you..." Zhang Zijing came from behind the desk, and He squatted on the ground together, but did not touch him, but kept assuring him that the environment was safe, "You can tell me that no one can punish you, you are safe."

Sitting on the ground every day, wiping away tears and not speaking, Zhang Zijing asked him, "Can you tell me?"

"You have to promise not to tell anyone."

"I promise."

After checking again and again every day, he said, "At that time... Dad stabbed my ass with a dick, it hurt so much, he also cursed some dirty words, called me a 'slut', and didn't allow me to tell my mother, otherwise he would sell me Going to the mountains, no one will be able to find me for the rest of my life...I'm so scared...he said that he punished me because I was disobedient..."

"You are not wrong, you are very good, he shouldn't and can't hurt you." Zhang Zijing repeated to him several times, and when he calmed down, he stood up, took a glass of water from the water dispenser and handed it to him .

Crying so thirsty every day, I wiped away my tears, climbed up and sat down on the chair, took a sip from the water glass, and asked with red eyes, "Can I step back and rest for a while? I'm so tired."

Zhang Zijing nodded to him gently, and slowly closed his eyes after getting permission from Tiantian. Mao Xiaoluo's face instantly turned pale, his hands and feet twitched like an electric shock, and he opened his eyes again, showing another calm gesture.

Zhang Zijing smiled at him friendly: "Hi, what's your name?"

"Hello, Xu Kai." Brother Kai sat in a very relaxed posture, with his elbows resting on the armrests, his hands crossed and clasped, his knees slightly apart, and his back straight.

"Are you their leader?"

Brother Kai looked at him with a shallow smile and said, "You're very smart."

Zhang Zijing poured him a glass of water from a new cup, and said, "I am Xiao Luo's psychological counselor, Zhang Zijing, Gong Chang Zhang, son of Confucius, respectful Jing, nice to meet you."

Kai Ge said, "What's your treatment plan?"

Zhang Zijing was not flustered, and calmly replied: "Dissociative identity disorder is rare all over the world. According to international practice, the initial treatment plan I give is to let you get to know each other first. At the very least, let Xiao Luo know everyone's condition. exist."

"You want to fuse us."

"The specific follow-up steps depend on everyone's wishes. From my point of view, I really want to integrate you. After all, you also appeared to protect him, didn't you?" Zhang Zijing's attitude was very gentle, but the content of the conversation did not budge.

Brother Kai nodded and cooperated: "What do you want to ask?"

"I want to know, besides you and Tiantian, is there anyone else?"

"And Arnold, he's a bit mischievous, so he doesn't appear often." Kai Ge said, "Xiao Luo has been in a relationship with that motorcycle guy recently, and he is suspicious all day long, so he is in a bad state."

"You don't like time?"

"I'm a straight man." Brother Kai said sullenly.

Zhang Zijing wanted to laugh but held back, Brother Kai immediately noticed the change in his mood and said, "Are you kidding me?"

"No, I just thought the way you spoke just now was cute."

Kay let out an uneasy sigh.

Zhang Zijing continued: "My idea is that you can use diaries to convey information to each other and tell each other what you have done today. One is to let everyone know each other's existence, and the other is to avoid some unnecessary things in your life. the trouble of saving one from waking up not knowing what the other has done."

Brother Kai nodded, and Zhang Zijing said, "Can I talk to A Nuo?"

"Arnold doesn't want to come out."

"why?"

"Because he likes the motorcycle rider, but the motorcycle rider has a crush on Xiao Luo."

Zhang Zijing uttered a sigh, and concluded today's consultation: "I hope you can get along in harmony, and thank you for trusting me." Then he stood up and held out his hand, and Brother Kai also extended his hand to shake him.

Brother Kai came out of the consultation room, saw Shi Shi waiting in the corridor, with a helpless expression on his face, walked out without saying hello, Shi Shi followed, and tentatively asked: "Are you...A Nuo?"

Brother Kai said: "Xu Kai, it's alright, stop flirting, and drive your motorcycle."