Cinnabar mole said she was determined to win for me
Chapter 4 Not What She Should Have
——"Maybe it would be better if someone could talk to her at that time." Although the wife didn't have much affection for the half-sister, half of her blood was the same after all, and she passed away suddenly. I was also very sad about the other party's departure, and of course I asked her, "You are classmates in high school, haven't you been in touch these years?"
Zhou Yi was silent for a moment, then said no.
In fact, she lied. Zhan Xinjia had contacted her after the separation. It was during her senior year internship, and she had received emails from across the ocean in the mailbox she hadn’t used for many years. In the letter, Zhan Xinjia asked After reviewing her recent situation, she finally casually talked about her going back to China.
At that time, Zhou Yi still thought about it. After receiving the email, she was as happy as a child, wishing that everyone in the world would know that Zhan Xinjia had contacted her again.
Teenagers are probably like this, thinking that a little detail proves that the person actually has the same heart as you.
She replied to the email, and then waited with joy for more than a month, but did not expect Zhan Xinjia's return, and then sent an email to the other party, but there was no response.
Zhan Xinjia never messaged her back.
After that, she gave up, she shouldn't have thought about it, and she never complained about the other party, maybe the other party just said a few polite words, but she took it seriously, too many things that made it difficult to speak, and she was slowly accepted. The years precipitated.
Zhanxinjia...
What a wonderful person, indeed she should not have it.
After hinting enough, she really believed it.
She kept this secret in her heart and never mentioned it again. Later, she walked with others, got married, gave birth to a child, and lived like that.
***
——"If you are unhappy, you must not be bored in your heart." Zhou Yi didn't care about the past so much, she took two steps forward, and said anxiously to the girl standing on the corridor, "This world is a good place. Yes, there are many wonderful places…”
Zhan Xinjia was startled, and looked at her inexplicably from the side.
Zhou Yi didn't care about it, she still felt that she was 26 years old, and she still felt that this was a dream. She had never dreamed of Zhan Xinjia for many years after his death. This was the first time that the other party entered her dream. In fact, there are many farewell words I want to say to Zhan Xinjia, but when we met again that year, Zhan Xinjia lay quietly in the urn, separated from her by Yin and Yang, no matter how much I said... it was meaningless.
"...You have to be happy. Also, don't go to America to study, don't..."
Before finishing the following words, the class bell rang suddenly, and the noise of the whole school gradually calmed down. The students who were laughing and playing around in the corridor slowly entered the classroom after hearing the bell.
Only the two of them were left staring at each other in the corridor.
The ringtone ends.
Zhou Yi finally came to his senses, looked at the indifferent expression on Zhan Xinjia's face, no matter how dull he was, he realized what stupid things he was talking about.
"I...I'm talking nonsense." She suddenly became very annoyed. She shouldn't have said these things to Zhan Xinjia out of reason. A nominal betrayal?
Since ancient times, the new love and the old love are equally divided. My wife is so sensitive. She shouldn't be like this. She swore to love her well.
"Don't worry, I... I... just didn't wake up." Zhou Yi muttered, not knowing how to explain what he said inexplicably.
What if... this wasn't a dream?Is she really back?
She talks nonsense like this, Zhan Xinjia doesn't think she is crazy...
"Thank you." Just as she was thinking, Zhan Xinjia suddenly said to her, "Thank you for telling me this."
Zhou Yi was taken aback for a moment, then raised his head to look at the deserted girl whose color had never faded in his memory.
The afternoon sun in spring was a bit bright, and Zhan Xinjia stood in the sun, dazzling as before.
"—Zhou Yi, I will have a good time." She said softly.
The heart stopped suddenly and then resumed.
One after another.
In her impression, it seemed that this was the second time she heard Zhan Xinjia thank her so solemnly.
That year, Zhou Yi decided to marry his wife and take up the responsibilities of an adult, so he decided to forget Zhan Xinjia and his youth.
After marriage, she worked hard to be a good wife, a good mother, and a good partner, and no one could fault her.She really didn't think about Zhan Xinjia anymore, for so long, she just buried this secret in her heart, waiting for the years to smooth it out.
But maybe this dream was too realistic, Zhou Yi really thought that she was only 18 years old for a moment, and she couldn't help but think of the past a long time ago, when she first met Zhan Xinjia.
At that time, she was in the first year of high school and hadn't been divided into classes. During the May [-]th Youth Day holiday, those who were not in the graduating class got a one-day vacation. With a young heart, fresh clothes and angry horses, she invited four or five friends to go cycling in the countryside together. , until the evening when they dispersed.
That is, on the way back, she met Zhan Xinjia who was walking along the river bank in his school uniform.
As the sun set, the wind on the river bank blew the girl's thin body, and her shadow was stretched too long. She walked slowly along the river bank, looking down at every step under her feet without looking up. Although it seems a bit weird, it doesn't feel too weird.
Zhou Yi didn't notice the other party at first, if she hadn't caught a glimpse of the girl crying while riding a bicycle, she might not have stopped.
She always remembers how she looked when she saw Zhan Xinjia for the first time. After so many years, she has never seen anyone as beautiful as Zhan Xinjia, but such a beautiful girl lowered her head and cried silently .
Zhou Yi is a warm-hearted girl who is also a girl. Seeing this, she thought that the other party had encountered some difficulties, so she stepped on the brakes and stopped by the side of the road.
"Student, are you okay?" Zhou Yi didn't get too close, afraid of being abrupt, so he just stood one meter away from the other party and asked.
But the girl didn't pay attention to her, and didn't even raise her head to look at her. She just passed by her silently and continued on her own way.
If it was someone else, she would definitely feel a little embarrassed, but Zhou Yi is a carefree person, she doesn't care that the other party ignores her, she just thinks that the other party has really encountered something difficult, and it is not good to speak to a stranger like her, So she pushed the bicycle and slowly followed behind the other party, holding a tissue in her hand, thinking about passing it to the other party for a while.
I forgot how long I followed, maybe it was only a few minutes, or it might not be more than ten minutes, the girl who kept her head down and kept silent finally stopped, turned around and looked at her.
"What are you going to do?" At that time, Zhan Xinjia was not as refined, humble and polite as they met after they were divided into classes.
At that time, she was very indifferent and arrogant. When she looked at people with her beautiful eyes, she always had a chill, and she was even more suspicious, and she was very resistant to approaching by others.
Hearing this, Zhou Yi also stopped in a daze. Seeing that the other party was a little unhappy, he immediately handed over the folded tissue in his hand, "I...I'm not a bad person."
Her explanation sounded dry.
The girl naturally didn't believe it, let alone accepted her kindness, and just looked at her coldly.
Seeing this, Zhou Yi scratched his face with the other hand a little uncomfortable, and explained: "...There is no one here, you are alone..." The girl is an omega, this suburb is no better than the city, an omega is alone It is inevitable that nothing will happen to those who walk on the street.
But Zhou Yi couldn't finish his sentence, because the girl's aura was too strong, Zhou Yi closed his mouth embarrassingly under the cold ridicule and distrust in the other party's eyes.
After a while, she felt that she was too wronged to be wronged like this, so she whispered: "I... I haven't differentiated yet, so I won't do anything to you."
There was a bit of anxiety on her face, "I...we are from the same school."
"Evidence." The girl said with a cold face.
Although the tears on her face were still wet, they did not affect the girl's aggressive aura in the slightest.
So Zhou Yi hurriedly turned over his student ID card on his body.
Zhou Yi was a little nervous when handing over her student ID card. She actually knew that it was not good for her to follow the other party like this, but seeing the girl was really sad and silent, she was a little afraid that the other party would do something irrational.
I heard from her mother that there have been several suicides among students recently.
Adolescent students can easily run into dead ends.
"—Zhou Yi?" The girl took her student ID card, opened it, glanced at it, and looked up at her suspiciously.
Zhou Yi was embarrassed, and quickly explained: "... I just cut my hair when I took the ID photo, and I had a cold. When the master pressed the shutter, I happened to sneezed... and I took the photo..." She sorted out the words in her heart , and finally said dejectedly, "...a bit hideous."
In fact, her statement is very euphemistic, because Zhou Yili’s short hair in the ID photo was taken just a second before she sneezed. The master captured her with eyes wide open and her eyebrows raised, with her mouth slanted open. The most important thing is that the whole is still a bit mushy.
...It's normal to not recognize it.
Every time someone showed his student ID card, Zhou Yi would inevitably have to explain a few sentences. It’s not that he hadn’t thought about changing the ID photo on the student ID card. It’s just that the photo was taken by the whole school’s unified photo recording system at that time. Taking pictures of thousands of people, she was so busy that her head and feet were hanging upside down. Even if Zhou Yi had the heart, the master who took the pictures didn't have the time for her.
Ah...so shameful.
Zhou Yi said silently in his heart.
The girl didn't speak after listening to her words, she just closed her student ID card and handed it back to her. After Zhou Yi took it, she turned around and continued walking.
It looked like he didn't want to talk to her anymore.
Zhou Yi: "..."
This classmate seems to be very difficult to get close to.
Zhou Yi put away his student ID card, and when he looked up and saw that the other party had gone far away, he hurriedly pushed his bicycle and followed, "Student, classmate... where do you live? How about I take you back by bicycle?"
The girl walked her way with a cold face, but still didn't look at her.
But she didn't cry any more, but her eyes were still red.
Zhou Yi scratched his head, not knowing what to say, "Uh...the nearest bus stop here is still 3 kilometers away, and it's already past 6 o'clock, and it will be dark if we go there."
She said to herself: "It's...not safe, right? Don't worry, I don't mean anything else, I'm not divided, and I prefer boys, so I won't hurt you."
Female omega is the most delicate and fragile of all genders. Zhou Yi doesn't want people to misunderstand her.
"Why don't I drive you there on a bicycle? I'm good at riding a bicycle and I won't fall you."
Zhou Yi was there alone and talked for a long while without getting a response from the other party. No matter how careless he was, he felt a little embarrassed.But when she saw that the girl's condition was really bad, she looked as if she was so sad that she was about to commit suicide, and she was worried, so she said again: "If you don't trust me, how about I call the police for you? I can I will accompany you here until the police come..."
"No need." The girl's voice was nice, soft and crisp, like a knife cutting fine jade, cold and sullen.
Zhou Yi's heart beat faster again.
Zhou Yi was silent for a moment, then said no.
In fact, she lied. Zhan Xinjia had contacted her after the separation. It was during her senior year internship, and she had received emails from across the ocean in the mailbox she hadn’t used for many years. In the letter, Zhan Xinjia asked After reviewing her recent situation, she finally casually talked about her going back to China.
At that time, Zhou Yi still thought about it. After receiving the email, she was as happy as a child, wishing that everyone in the world would know that Zhan Xinjia had contacted her again.
Teenagers are probably like this, thinking that a little detail proves that the person actually has the same heart as you.
She replied to the email, and then waited with joy for more than a month, but did not expect Zhan Xinjia's return, and then sent an email to the other party, but there was no response.
Zhan Xinjia never messaged her back.
After that, she gave up, she shouldn't have thought about it, and she never complained about the other party, maybe the other party just said a few polite words, but she took it seriously, too many things that made it difficult to speak, and she was slowly accepted. The years precipitated.
Zhanxinjia...
What a wonderful person, indeed she should not have it.
After hinting enough, she really believed it.
She kept this secret in her heart and never mentioned it again. Later, she walked with others, got married, gave birth to a child, and lived like that.
***
——"If you are unhappy, you must not be bored in your heart." Zhou Yi didn't care about the past so much, she took two steps forward, and said anxiously to the girl standing on the corridor, "This world is a good place. Yes, there are many wonderful places…”
Zhan Xinjia was startled, and looked at her inexplicably from the side.
Zhou Yi didn't care about it, she still felt that she was 26 years old, and she still felt that this was a dream. She had never dreamed of Zhan Xinjia for many years after his death. This was the first time that the other party entered her dream. In fact, there are many farewell words I want to say to Zhan Xinjia, but when we met again that year, Zhan Xinjia lay quietly in the urn, separated from her by Yin and Yang, no matter how much I said... it was meaningless.
"...You have to be happy. Also, don't go to America to study, don't..."
Before finishing the following words, the class bell rang suddenly, and the noise of the whole school gradually calmed down. The students who were laughing and playing around in the corridor slowly entered the classroom after hearing the bell.
Only the two of them were left staring at each other in the corridor.
The ringtone ends.
Zhou Yi finally came to his senses, looked at the indifferent expression on Zhan Xinjia's face, no matter how dull he was, he realized what stupid things he was talking about.
"I...I'm talking nonsense." She suddenly became very annoyed. She shouldn't have said these things to Zhan Xinjia out of reason. A nominal betrayal?
Since ancient times, the new love and the old love are equally divided. My wife is so sensitive. She shouldn't be like this. She swore to love her well.
"Don't worry, I... I... just didn't wake up." Zhou Yi muttered, not knowing how to explain what he said inexplicably.
What if... this wasn't a dream?Is she really back?
She talks nonsense like this, Zhan Xinjia doesn't think she is crazy...
"Thank you." Just as she was thinking, Zhan Xinjia suddenly said to her, "Thank you for telling me this."
Zhou Yi was taken aback for a moment, then raised his head to look at the deserted girl whose color had never faded in his memory.
The afternoon sun in spring was a bit bright, and Zhan Xinjia stood in the sun, dazzling as before.
"—Zhou Yi, I will have a good time." She said softly.
The heart stopped suddenly and then resumed.
One after another.
In her impression, it seemed that this was the second time she heard Zhan Xinjia thank her so solemnly.
That year, Zhou Yi decided to marry his wife and take up the responsibilities of an adult, so he decided to forget Zhan Xinjia and his youth.
After marriage, she worked hard to be a good wife, a good mother, and a good partner, and no one could fault her.She really didn't think about Zhan Xinjia anymore, for so long, she just buried this secret in her heart, waiting for the years to smooth it out.
But maybe this dream was too realistic, Zhou Yi really thought that she was only 18 years old for a moment, and she couldn't help but think of the past a long time ago, when she first met Zhan Xinjia.
At that time, she was in the first year of high school and hadn't been divided into classes. During the May [-]th Youth Day holiday, those who were not in the graduating class got a one-day vacation. With a young heart, fresh clothes and angry horses, she invited four or five friends to go cycling in the countryside together. , until the evening when they dispersed.
That is, on the way back, she met Zhan Xinjia who was walking along the river bank in his school uniform.
As the sun set, the wind on the river bank blew the girl's thin body, and her shadow was stretched too long. She walked slowly along the river bank, looking down at every step under her feet without looking up. Although it seems a bit weird, it doesn't feel too weird.
Zhou Yi didn't notice the other party at first, if she hadn't caught a glimpse of the girl crying while riding a bicycle, she might not have stopped.
She always remembers how she looked when she saw Zhan Xinjia for the first time. After so many years, she has never seen anyone as beautiful as Zhan Xinjia, but such a beautiful girl lowered her head and cried silently .
Zhou Yi is a warm-hearted girl who is also a girl. Seeing this, she thought that the other party had encountered some difficulties, so she stepped on the brakes and stopped by the side of the road.
"Student, are you okay?" Zhou Yi didn't get too close, afraid of being abrupt, so he just stood one meter away from the other party and asked.
But the girl didn't pay attention to her, and didn't even raise her head to look at her. She just passed by her silently and continued on her own way.
If it was someone else, she would definitely feel a little embarrassed, but Zhou Yi is a carefree person, she doesn't care that the other party ignores her, she just thinks that the other party has really encountered something difficult, and it is not good to speak to a stranger like her, So she pushed the bicycle and slowly followed behind the other party, holding a tissue in her hand, thinking about passing it to the other party for a while.
I forgot how long I followed, maybe it was only a few minutes, or it might not be more than ten minutes, the girl who kept her head down and kept silent finally stopped, turned around and looked at her.
"What are you going to do?" At that time, Zhan Xinjia was not as refined, humble and polite as they met after they were divided into classes.
At that time, she was very indifferent and arrogant. When she looked at people with her beautiful eyes, she always had a chill, and she was even more suspicious, and she was very resistant to approaching by others.
Hearing this, Zhou Yi also stopped in a daze. Seeing that the other party was a little unhappy, he immediately handed over the folded tissue in his hand, "I...I'm not a bad person."
Her explanation sounded dry.
The girl naturally didn't believe it, let alone accepted her kindness, and just looked at her coldly.
Seeing this, Zhou Yi scratched his face with the other hand a little uncomfortable, and explained: "...There is no one here, you are alone..." The girl is an omega, this suburb is no better than the city, an omega is alone It is inevitable that nothing will happen to those who walk on the street.
But Zhou Yi couldn't finish his sentence, because the girl's aura was too strong, Zhou Yi closed his mouth embarrassingly under the cold ridicule and distrust in the other party's eyes.
After a while, she felt that she was too wronged to be wronged like this, so she whispered: "I... I haven't differentiated yet, so I won't do anything to you."
There was a bit of anxiety on her face, "I...we are from the same school."
"Evidence." The girl said with a cold face.
Although the tears on her face were still wet, they did not affect the girl's aggressive aura in the slightest.
So Zhou Yi hurriedly turned over his student ID card on his body.
Zhou Yi was a little nervous when handing over her student ID card. She actually knew that it was not good for her to follow the other party like this, but seeing the girl was really sad and silent, she was a little afraid that the other party would do something irrational.
I heard from her mother that there have been several suicides among students recently.
Adolescent students can easily run into dead ends.
"—Zhou Yi?" The girl took her student ID card, opened it, glanced at it, and looked up at her suspiciously.
Zhou Yi was embarrassed, and quickly explained: "... I just cut my hair when I took the ID photo, and I had a cold. When the master pressed the shutter, I happened to sneezed... and I took the photo..." She sorted out the words in her heart , and finally said dejectedly, "...a bit hideous."
In fact, her statement is very euphemistic, because Zhou Yili’s short hair in the ID photo was taken just a second before she sneezed. The master captured her with eyes wide open and her eyebrows raised, with her mouth slanted open. The most important thing is that the whole is still a bit mushy.
...It's normal to not recognize it.
Every time someone showed his student ID card, Zhou Yi would inevitably have to explain a few sentences. It’s not that he hadn’t thought about changing the ID photo on the student ID card. It’s just that the photo was taken by the whole school’s unified photo recording system at that time. Taking pictures of thousands of people, she was so busy that her head and feet were hanging upside down. Even if Zhou Yi had the heart, the master who took the pictures didn't have the time for her.
Ah...so shameful.
Zhou Yi said silently in his heart.
The girl didn't speak after listening to her words, she just closed her student ID card and handed it back to her. After Zhou Yi took it, she turned around and continued walking.
It looked like he didn't want to talk to her anymore.
Zhou Yi: "..."
This classmate seems to be very difficult to get close to.
Zhou Yi put away his student ID card, and when he looked up and saw that the other party had gone far away, he hurriedly pushed his bicycle and followed, "Student, classmate... where do you live? How about I take you back by bicycle?"
The girl walked her way with a cold face, but still didn't look at her.
But she didn't cry any more, but her eyes were still red.
Zhou Yi scratched his head, not knowing what to say, "Uh...the nearest bus stop here is still 3 kilometers away, and it's already past 6 o'clock, and it will be dark if we go there."
She said to herself: "It's...not safe, right? Don't worry, I don't mean anything else, I'm not divided, and I prefer boys, so I won't hurt you."
Female omega is the most delicate and fragile of all genders. Zhou Yi doesn't want people to misunderstand her.
"Why don't I drive you there on a bicycle? I'm good at riding a bicycle and I won't fall you."
Zhou Yi was there alone and talked for a long while without getting a response from the other party. No matter how careless he was, he felt a little embarrassed.But when she saw that the girl's condition was really bad, she looked as if she was so sad that she was about to commit suicide, and she was worried, so she said again: "If you don't trust me, how about I call the police for you? I can I will accompany you here until the police come..."
"No need." The girl's voice was nice, soft and crisp, like a knife cutting fine jade, cold and sullen.
Zhou Yi's heart beat faster again.
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