Cinnabar mole said she was determined to win for me

The friend patted her on the shoulder, "It's inconvenient for us to ask too much about you. Later, after the two of you broke up, Suga went abroad and never came back. You also have a new girlfriend..."

My friend paused when he said this, then raised his glass and said: "I will be sent to another city by the company next week. There are a lot of things in the new company, and I must not be able to keep up with your good days, so I will go ahead I wish you a happy wedding."

Zhou Yi silently raised his cup.

As a result, the friend said again: "I also wish Xinjia...the future is bright."

"..." Zhou Yi could only smile when he heard this, but he couldn't imitate his friend's wish for Zhan Xinjia.

First love is always like this, not to mention the separation is too hasty, the window paper that was broken by her own hands is always stuck in her heart, she can't forget it, let alone let it go, she thinks life is nothing more than this, after a few degrees Chongyang, she and Zhan Xinjia each have their own way of life, the mountains are high and the rivers are long, maybe they will never meet again, but it is good anyway.

She always knew that she was not good enough for the other party. She was like this when she was a student, and she was still like this when she grew up.

But later, she heard that she died suddenly of mental illness and committed suicide by jumping off a building.

At that time, her daughter had just passed the full moon, and his wife sighed slightly when talking to her, "It's a pity, she has always been outstanding."

Zhou Yi just said in a daze: "... how do you know about her?"

The wife paused for two seconds, then suddenly said: "Because she...was born to a woman my father raised outside."

It turned out to be the case.

It is so...

It's no wonder that when she first saw her wife that year, she felt familiar, like the person hidden in her heart.

It turns out... is his wife's half-sister.

Zhou Yi knows more or less about the affairs of his wife's family. His father-in-law was suave when he was young. He was a well-known son of a noble family in Kyoto. It doesn't sound so unusual to have a few outer rooms.

It's just that her wife, the daughter of the main house, didn't get any pampering from her father when she was a child.

Whenever the wife talked about this matter, she couldn't help but shed two tears. The wife is a very strong person. If she hadn't been hurt too much when she was young, she wouldn't have kept it in her heart for many years.

"Don't worry, you have me." Seeing his wife crying, Zhou Yi couldn't care less about the death of his old friend, so he hurried forward to comfort you, "I will treat you well, and we will live a good life as a family of three, and I will never let you down of."

She solemnly promised.

My wife choked up and threw herself into her arms when she heard this: "They all say that I want to be strong in everything, but I refuse to marry. I insist on being with you. When I got married, my relatives and friends persuaded me that the alphas in this world are all If you like omega, if you become prosperous and rich in the future, you will leave me sooner or later to find another omega. My father is like this... But I, I don't believe it, you are the best person, you are not dad Such a fickle person, I can see that you treat me well, Zhou Yi, Zhou Yi...promise me: only love me, okay?"

——Just love me alone, okay?

--it is good.

Zhou Yi's heart felt like someone had stabbed her hard, she closed her eyes, she shouldn't think about the past anymore, after four years, she had already let go.

"Zhou Yi? Zhou Yi—" his wife called her.

"I'm here." She replied and promised, "Don't think about it, I will love you well."

After speaking, he hugged his wife and said a lot of good things, which finally made her happy.

After the mood stabilized, the wife talked about Zhan Xinjia again, and said with a worried face: "She... can be regarded as my younger sister after all, Ke died in a foreign country, and Dad refused to recognize her. I thought I must let her return to her roots. Yes... But it's not convenient for me to go, you, you can go for me... I heard that you seem to have been classmates in high school?"

Zhou Yi froze for a moment, then nodded numbly: "Yes...after she was divided into subjects, she was a classmate for two years. She...was still the study committee member of our class at that time."

When she brought up the past, she didn't go into details, but only gave a rough outline.

She really does love her wife sincerely, let the past be the past.

"Then I'll ask someone to book a plane ticket for you tomorrow, and you can pick her up." The wife was silent for a moment, then said, "She doesn't seem to have any other relatives. She had a falling out with her father a few years ago. I recognize her, so she must not be buried in the family cemetery..."

Upon hearing this, Zhou Yi answered, "Then I... find a cemetery for her."

She doesn't remember how she felt at that time. Too many years have passed. Zhan Xinjia told her to take care of her when they separated. A cinnabar mole.

She didn't think about what to do, even if she really thought about it, she should have taken action when she was in college. She was not worthy of Zhan Xinjia, and she knew that Zhan Xinjia didn't like her very much.

Forget about those past events, and stop doing meaningless things, perhaps it was her only dignity at that time.

She just wanted Zhan Xinjia to have a good life, but when she heard the news of the other party, Yin and Yang were separated.

The world is impermanent.

The wife nodded, reached out to straighten her collar, and said softly: "You are classmates, and you can be regarded as her brother-in-law... It is also necessary to meet her on her last journey."

"—OK." She nodded.

Later she went to the United States to pick up Zhan Xinjia's ashes.

At that time, she was 25 years old, and it was the fifth year since she separated from Zhan Xinjia.

When we met again, Zhan Xinjia lay quietly in the narrow box with only a handful of ashes left.

After traveling thousands of miles, she brought her back, bought a beautiful cemetery and buried her in it with her own hands.

It was raining on the day of the burial, and Zhou Yi stood alone in front of the tombstone with an umbrella, quietly looking at the black and white photo on the tombstone.

In the photo, Zhan Xinjia looks the same as before, calm and self-possessed, with a sense of distance.

Zhan Xinjia was always the most famous talented girl in their school when she was studying. Not to mention her beautiful appearance, she has a good personality. Although she looks very cold, if anyone needs help, she will always lend it to her without hesitation. Take it easy.

The students said that they didn’t know which lucky alpha would be able to marry Zhan Xinjia in the future. At that time, the number of people who had a crush on her was too many to count, but Zhan Xinjia was in poor health and was polite to everyone. , plus she is a delicate omega, their vigorous teenagers are always afraid of being abrupt, so they only dare to like her silently.

The same is true for Zhou Yi.

Zhan Xinjia is excellent and shining. Her life should never be like this, let alone be buried in the ground alone. They have been together before, but she really doesn't know much about Zhan Xinjia. Most of them are from his wife. That's what I heard.

I heard from his wife that Zhan Xinjia's mother passed away early, and his father refused to recognize her. She was only taken care of by a nanny. Although she was never troubled by money, she didn't have the slightest warmth to possess.

Later, when she got older, Zhan Xinjia didn't even have a nanny to take care of her, and lived alone, refusing to meet her father.

Growing up alone and stubbornly.

... These were things she didn't know when she was young. Looking at the people in the photo, Zhou Yi was silent for a long time.

When she was alive, she was the focus of everyone's attention, but she was the only one who buried her after death.

This old friend.

"Zhan Xinjia..." Zhou Yi held an umbrella and listened to the sound of raindrops falling. After a long time, she said softly, "In your next life, you have to live well."

It rained heavily that day, and I can't remember the details too clearly. Zhou Yi only remembered the green grass in front of the stele, the torrential rain, and standing alone in front of the tomb for a long time.

Trance like a dream, everything is so unreal.

Zhou Yi still remembered the sound of the rain falling on the treetops when Zhan Xinjia was buried. Now he hesitated, Zhan Xinjia stood less than three meters away from her and looked at her.

Zhou Yi couldn't explain how he felt when he returned to his youth and saw his old friend again.

"Teacher didn't make things difficult for you, did you?" Zhan Xinjia still had a calm expression on his face. When he looked at her, he raised his head slightly because he was not as tall as Zhou Yigao.

She has long hair, her eyebrows are as clear as water, and when the wind blows, it brings a slight fragrance.

"No...no." Zhou Yi was stunned for a long time before answering.

"Hmm." Zhan Xinjia said lightly.

In fact, if you just look at her face, you can't tell that she treats Zhou Yi differently, but Zhou Yi can still hear the concern for her in the words.

"Just talk about my sleeping in class..." Zhou Yi was obviously in his 20s and almost 30 years old, but Zhou Yi was still a little at a loss when facing the person he liked when he was young.

It shouldn't be like this, she knew very well in her heart.

She can be sure that she doesn't like Zhan Xinjia any more. She has been married for many years, and his wife was her immediate boss. The two got together by chance, and later they had a child. They lived a very good life, a family of three. Speaking out can always envy others.

Zhou Yi is not a flirtatious person either, but...

It's just that she didn't know why, after seeing Zhan Xinjia again, she always felt a dull pain in her heart.

…What a pity, Zhan Xinjia died that year, what a pity and how sudden, she should have had a bright future and a loving and considerate lover… She shouldn’t have been lying alone in the ground and sleeping forever.

It would be great if I could do it all over again.

"Yeah." Zhan Xinjia nodded and didn't say anything else, it seemed that he was going to turn around and go back to the classroom immediately.

"Wait a minute—" Zhou Yi knew that she shouldn't be impulsive, but just treat it as a dream. Zhou Yi told herself in her heart that she didn't want to betray her wife, nor did she want to be with someone she once liked. It's just that... if she really came back, when she was a teenager, then God must be warning her, telling her not to let Zhan Xinjia make the same mistakes again.

Maybe she was self-indulgent, maybe she thought too highly of herself, but a good person like Zhan Xinjia really shouldn't die so alone.

She later heard from his wife that Zhan Xinjia had been unhappy in those years abroad. He was in a foreign country and had no acquaintances. He gradually isolated himself. She was already depressed and didn't like to go out. Also had hallucinations.

She was strong by nature, and refused to tell others about her illness. Later, when she became very ill, she took the rooftop as a beach and jumped down, ending her young and short life.

No one expected that she would die like that, let alone wither like that, because that was... the best Zhan Xinjia ever.