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"I'm sorry..." Although the words were a bit difficult, they still had to be said. Zhou Yi looked at Zhan Xinjia who had been silent all the time. He didn't know what kind of thoughts the other party was thinking, so he could only speak in a low voice as much as possible. , "Very? I'm sorry to say this, but I really can't get along with you, we can continue to be friends...or you? If you feel embarrassed, I can apply to the class teacher for a transfer."

This is already the best way Zhou Yi can think of? Cutting the mess quickly, the more it drags on, the more messy it gets. Now she and Zhan Xinjia have just dated, and the relationship is not very deep, and according to her previous memory, she also It can be seen that Zhan Xinjia doesn't really like her.

Things like feelings are most afraid of procrastination. Zhou Yi really can't bear to treat Zhan Xinjia like this, but he won't betray his wife Song Xirang.

"No need." Unexpectedly, Zhan Xinjia calmly refused, as if she had a premonition of what Zhou Yi said, and was not surprised at all.

"You don't need to transfer shifts and don't feel embarrassed." Zhan Xinjia said to her very calmly, next time he was talking about what to eat for lunch today? The calmness made people feel weird, "About your confession at that time I'll accept it, but it's just because of my friend's sympathy that I can't refuse, so I planned to deal with it coldly, now that you have another sweetheart, then we can naturally be friends again."

There is a certain degree of advance and retreat, and she is not at all sad because of Zhou Yi's rejection, as if Zhou Yi's words hit her heart.

Zhou Yi never expected Zhan Xinjia to be so easy to talk, his expression was a little relaxed for a while, but he wasn't too surprised.

... Zhan Xinjia's thinking in this way is in line with the words and deeds of the other party after she interacted with the other party before the time travel.

Sure enough, it was because of her friend's sympathy that she couldn't refuse. Although Zhou Yi knew the result early in the morning, she still felt a little uncomfortable when she heard that Zhan Xinjia confessed.

But it's good, it saves embarrassment, she comforted herself like this.

"Thank you, classmate Zhan..." Zhou Yifa said from the bottom of his heart, although he was still a little uncomfortable, but it was much better than the awkward look when he faced Zhan Xinjia at the beginning.

She asked herself if there was anything wrong with what she said, but after hearing her words, this time Zhan Xinjia's expression was not as friendly as before. She stared at Zhou Yi with a cold brow, and asked suddenly: "You? One mouthful of 'Classmate Zhan', are you trying to draw a line with me?"

According to the current timeline, they should still be very good friends at this time, so it is normal for Zhan Xinjia to be dissatisfied by her unfamiliar address.

"Of course not..." Zhou Yi shook his head, immediately realized his slip of the tongue, and unconsciously stretched out his hand to grab the left side of his face, covering up his uneasiness, and replied, "I just feel a little embarrassed."

After all, they dated yesterday and broke up today... For an adult, no matter how you look at it, it's a bit embarrassing.

But the teenage Zhan Xinjia didn't care much about this kind of thing, as if she would accept Zhou Yi just because of her friend's affection, and it had nothing to do with love. Now that Zhou Yi said it? After the girlfriend, there is nothing wrong with them breaking up and going back to being friends.

This really seemed like something she could do, so Zhou Yi didn't have any doubts after hearing it.

It's just that in a corner she couldn't see, Zhan Xinjia's hands behind his back were tightly clenched into fists, which seemed to represent the restless heart of the master.

"Compared with these, you should be more worried about your grades now." Zhan Xinjia glanced at Zhou Yi lightly with her calm eyes, and reminded bluntly, "If you continue like this, you ? Can't get into college."

Zhan Xinjia has never been a talkative person, let alone a person who likes to ask questions, she will only stand in a very calm perspective and kindly remind the other party she has made friends with, and give the other party her own opinion appropriately.

As for whether the other party listens or not, that is out of her control.

Zhou Yi knew that according to the other party's intelligent temperament, it was normal for her abnormal behavior in class yesterday and today to attract the other party's attention, but she really couldn't tell the other party the absurd fact that she was 26 years old after time travel.

It's really too outrageous and terrifying, otherwise Zhou Yi wouldn't have thought that she was dreaming all day yesterday. Who would have thought that she would come back to life just because she took a nap?Who would believe such a fantasy?

Even wiggling his toes, he knew that he wouldn't be caught as a psychopath after he said it.

"I know that the college entrance examination is very important..." Thinking of the upcoming college entrance examination, Zhou Yi will inevitably have a headache. Sometimes she couldn't help sighing, "It's just that I really don't understand those things."

Graduated? In seven or eight years, she was able to recognize the words in the books, but what did they mean when they were put together? Forgive her for so many years, she has already forgotten it.

Zhan Xinjia had no expression, and did not ask why after listening to it. As a high school student, Zhou Yi would forget all the content she had learned before overnight. She only gave Zhou Yi what he said. Answer: "If you don't understand, just learn."

She replied bluntly, sounding like she had no warmth at all.

In fact, many people who don't know Zhan Xinjia always feel that she is too cold and arrogant, relying on her beauty, she always seems to look down on anyone with a high-ranking appearance, but only after getting in touch with her more will she be able to find out about her Although this person is cold and reticent, she doesn't think of herself as noble. It's just that she looks like this, and she doesn't like to laugh. Others will think she is too cold and arrogant.

But her heart is actually very gentle and soft. After getting along for so many years, her concern and love for her friends have always come from the heart.

Zhou Yi understood Zhan Xinjia quite well, so after hearing her words, he didn't feel that the other party was sneering at something, and knew that the solution the other party gave was also very practical, but...

"It's only over 100 days, can I still have time?" She didn't? She asked ambitiously.

Zhan Xinjia glanced at her, probably feeling that she was too frustrated by what she said, so he nodded coldly and said, "As long as you want it."

Zhan Xinjia is well-known as a god of learning, ordinary people can't compare with it at all, the knowledge in high school is extremely simple for her, so 108 days is indeed too late for her .

It’s just that Zhou Yi is not a god of learning, not even a master of learning. She has been a housewife at home for a few years after marriage. His wife is very kind to her, and even opened a club just for her. Daily expenses, so in her early 20s, she has already achieved financial freedom. She doesn't need to consider income or continue to study for life, let alone deal with others, and talk or do things she doesn't like.

It is not a good thing to live too stable a life. The family is harmonious and there is no need to worry about food and drink. This has led to graduation? For several years, Zhou Yi is still like a young college student. Except for taking the children at home and waiting for his wife to come back, the rest of the time So I kept playing games and finding someone to pass the time. As time passed, my smart brain also became rusty.

It takes a lot of time and perseverance for a person to become motivated, but maybe a week is enough for a person to become decadent.

Her wife is the chairman of the Song family. Although she is a married woman, she lives a very chic life. After marrying his wife, her horizons have broadened. A lot, and she gradually came into contact with the life of the upper class. The days have become more and more used to it, and now that she suddenly returns, she realizes that she has long since lost the ability to learn.

It was at that moment that she suddenly began to reflect on what was the purpose of being a housewife in the first place?

"If you have a poor foundation, you should make up for it. If you have a poor memory, you should improve your memory." Zhan Xinjia stood in front of her very coldly, and the words he said were so light, but they fell on Zhou Yi's ears like a thousand pounds, "You? You are not a useless person." , you? You need to learn and work harder.”

Zhou Yi was taken aback. Need to learn, need to work hard?

She suddenly remembered that she didn't intend to be a housewife from the beginning before she got married. Although she proposed to Song Xirang at that time, she didn't intend to give up her career.

She has just been promoted in the Song Group, and her future is bright. The new supervisor doesn't know about her and Song Xirang's affairs, so she is very optimistic about her, and has privately hinted that she will do a good job. Among the reserve cadres, there are already? For her list, it is not impossible for her to be promoted again after the promotion at the end of the year.

The monthly salary is 24 yuan before the age of [-]. There may be Song Xirang's acquiescence in the middle, but it is also indispensable? Her efforts.

But later, she was going to prepare for her marriage with Song Xirang. It was a certainty that she would join the Song family. It spread in the group? After that, everyone's eyes on her changed, and many people did too? Ever wondered if she Is it gone? The back door.

Didn't Zhou Yi care about it? It's just that there are too many people talking about it and she can't care about it.

At that time, although she didn't want to give up her career, the people around her were persuading her that the money she earned in that month was not worth a suit jacket for Song Xirang, so why bother to work overtime until late at night.

Song Xirang was already busy, if she was also busy, how would the two of them cultivate their relationship?

Zhou Yi was already full of guilt because of Song Xi's unplanned pregnancy, and after Song Xi's pregnancy, Song Xi had a series of small accidents, which made her nerves tense again and again, and finally she couldn't bear the pressure and resigned. ? Work, concentrate on being Song Xirang's little follower.

Going to apply for it? When she resigned, the new supervisor took her resignation report and read it. After a long while, she asked her what plans she had in the future?

Zhou Yi said that she would return to work after the wedding and after the baby was born.

The new supervisor is older than her? How old? He has always valued Zhou Yi, a young man who is not conceited even though he is an alpha. After listening to what Zhou Yi said, he was silent for a while, and then signed? His own signature , but before handing it to Zhou Yi, he said: "I have a daughter."

Zhou Yi blinked, not understanding why the supervisor suddenly mentioned this.

"She is growing up day by day, and I know that one day she will leave me to form a new family with others and have her own home. This is an inevitable choice for everyone, and it is understandable.

But? I always tell her that if she wants to have a long-term relationship, the most important thing is to be equal. If you want to be independent of personality, you must first be independent of economy. It is not healthy for one person to depend on another person. You are an alpha , Maybe you know better than me? What is 'attachment'. "

Although the status of omega and beta today has been improved a lot compared to 40 or [-] years ago, some constraints are invisible.

The supervisor's words were not very thorough, but? Zhou Yi could tell that the other party was secretly reminding her that she should still have her own career after joining the Song family. It is certainly enviable to get something for nothing, but it is also extremely unrealistic.

The life of the rich is colorful and colorful. For the upper class, it is a common occurrence, but for ordinary people, it is a kind of poison. Although money is good, but if it is not earned by oneself, it is It can slowly paralyze all the fighting spirit of a person.

"I understand." Zhou Yi respected the supervisor very much, and could hear the other party's love for her, so he said solemnly, "Thank you, I will come back after staying for a while."

The supervisor smiled? "I look forward to seeing you again."

"it is good."

But they didn't meet again later, because they got married? Married? After the child, the question of who would take care of the child came immediately. Song Xirang was busy with work, and they were reluctant to hand over the child to the nanny, so this The heavy responsibility naturally fell on Zhou Yi's shoulders.

One month, two months, one year, two years... The days are slowly passing by, and the child is still too young to grow up, so the day of returning to the workplace has become so far away.

***

"If you? If you? think, I can help you with tutoring." Finally, Zhan Xinjia asked Zhou Yi to save the president.

What should be said and done, she has already said and done? As for the choice, that is Zhou Yi's business.

After hearing Zhan Xinjia's words, Zhou Yi finally woke up from her memories. In fact, Zhan Xinjia said the same thing to her before, but it was after she confessed that she had dated, because she wanted to have a relationship with Zhan Xinjia. She was admitted to the same university, so she worked hard day and night and studied hard. Unfortunately, the time-consuming and labor-intensive research of her brain did not make much progress.

Learning this thing also depends on a certain amount of talent. After passing the basics, the most important thing is skills. Her hard work but no results eventually made Zhan Xinjia unable to watch it, so Zhan Xinjia was like this once after school. said to her.

Compared with today, it is more than two months ahead of schedule, and Zhan Xinjia's attitude is a little tougher than in memory, and there seems to be a hint of hatred in it... ?

Can you not hate iron into steel? Zhou Yi touched his nose a little bit? He thought about it with a guilty conscience. His physics test with a score of 8 points yesterday was indeed too disappointing. No wonder Zhan Xinjia is so I couldn't stand the cold temper anymore, so I took the initiative to help her with tutoring.

"But wouldn't it be bad...?"

In fact, Zhou Yi was really looking forward to Zhanxin Canon giving her tutoring. It was not that she still had expectations for Zhanxinjia, or she had other expectations? What was the meaning in it? It was just that she had seen Zhanxinjia before. Jia gave her the level of tutoring, and she can grasp the key points in a few words. The knowledge framework is intertwined and hits the key points directly. It is even better than what the teacher said. She worked hard for more than 100 days, maybe she can really go to university again.

She is right to think so, but she is also worried about her relationship with Zhan Xinjia. After all, she just refused? They are together.If it is tutoring, then they will naturally have more contact.

Three people become tigers, people's words are formidable, I am sorry for Zhan Xinjia, if the other party's reputation is dragged down by me again... then she probably has no choice but to apologise.

"What? What's wrong?" Zhan Xinjia seemed a little confused by her hesitation, tilted his head slightly, and a trace of confusion appeared on his plain and cold face, "Are you worried?" My ability?"

The other party thought that she didn't believe that he could help her with tutoring to get into university, which was indeed a bit of an "insult" to the god of learning.

"Of course not!" Zhou Yi hurriedly explained, "I'm just worried...they will think we're dating, and that's not good for you..." After all, Zhan Xinjia is an omega, and the world has strict requirements on omega , Rules and regulations can trap people to death, why is she an alpha? It doesn't matter, but I can't help others say that Zhan Xinjia and alpha had a private relationship with alpha when he was in high school.

She has traveled back from the future, so she naturally knows that the general environment will gradually deteriorate in the near future, omega freedom will become a dead letter, and nonsense such as three obediences and four virtues will be brought up again.

Too much contact with Zhan Xinjia will undoubtedly be a kind of harm to Zhan Xinjia in the future. Zhou Yi does not want Zhan Xinjia to be judged because of the high school incident in the future, so he can only do it before the incident happens. Early blocking.

Zhan Xinjia? He nodded abruptly and said, "I see."

Zhou Yi remained silent. As a married woman, it's really not good for her to have too many interactions with unmarried omega.

"But the mouth grows on them, can you control it?" Zhan Xinjia asked again.

Zhou Yi was stunned, so why not come here?

What Zhan Xinjia said was not at all like the open-mindedness and wisdom that a young girl should have. Facing gossip, Zhan Xinjia was much calmer than a person who had grown up for many years and was trapped to death by a stable life:

"You? Instead of worrying about those things that don't exist, why don't you worry about how you should face the college entrance examination."

Zhou Yi's expression is somewhat embarrassing: "..."

I felt like I was being taught a lesson by an underage child.

"And..." Zhan Xinjia glanced at her, the corners of his mouth were tense, and he seemed to be in a very unfriendly mood, "'Don't stick to your gender, trap yourself to death' - this is what you told me back then."

After saying this, Zhan Xinjia turned around and left. His back was straight and clear, like a lotus flower that came out of the mud and was not stained, blooming alone in this muddy world.

Zhou Yi was left alone standing there, a bit lost in thought.

Don't stick to gender, trap yourself to death - is this what she said to Zhan Xinjia before?

Zhou Yi widened his eyes in astonishment, and thought for a long time before it rang. It turned out that he really said this back then.

At that time, she and Zhan Xinjia had just met, and they led a group of friends who loved the world and loved the world, and they were so chic. Compared with them, Zhan Xinjia, who was burdened with unsatisfactory divisions, seemed a bit restrained, although Zhan Xinjia I still like to stay and play with them, but I just stand aside and watch quietly, not daring to participate.

It was she who discovered the other party's hesitation first, and then solved Zhan Xinjia's understanding. Back then, she didn't care about differentiation, nor did she care about secular rules. , and after caring about how others looked at her, she laughed, patted the other person on the shoulder and said: "But? It's a routine that needs to be broken. The mouth grows on others, and you can't control it if he insists on saying it." , it’s better to live a little more chicly yourself.”

She winked at Zhan Xinjia, smiling all over her face: "Although it's not very good to swear, but? But if you encounter this kind of thing, I suggest you? It's better to say 'fuck you' , you can also match it appropriately with gestures, such as raising your middle finger."

She even did it on the spot in front of Zhan Xinjia, facing the air? A demonstration, with a disdainful and bewildered expression quite in place.

"..."

Zhan Xinjia looked at her faintly, and then asked: "...Have you never been beaten before?"

"Of course I was beaten." Zhou Yi spread out his hands with a smug expression on his face. He didn't think anything was wrong. "That's why I hugged Wang Mansen's thigh and called him Dad."

It's really shameless and frank, it's true.

"..." The civilized and polite student Zhan Xinjia was blocked by her words, and didn't speak for a long time.

Although it was a bit rough, it was still a good way. Zhan Xinjia looked at her thoughtfully, probably thinking that Zhou Yi's gentle surface would hide such an unruly heart. heart of.

Zhou Yi didn't notice at all. Jue Zhan Xinjia saw that there was something wrong with her eyes, and said righteously and awe-inspiringly: "So? So, don't stick yourself to death by being rigid about gender, you? Live on your own. Just be happy and be happy? Don’t worry about what other people do? If you’re not happy, just fight with them. If you can’t win, there’s still another one? Wang Mansen and us.”

She looked solemn: "Hundreds of years ago, when there was no differentiation? There was a saying called 'women can hold up half the sky', but now they are starting from the beginning, the truth? It's all the same. In my opinion, there is nothing about omega? No, you have 80% of the reproductive rights in the world, 3/4 of the human birth depends on you, the future is in your hands, as long as you want, you can stop all this, So, comrades, we working class must unite to overthrow the privileged/privileged class, it’s really not possible, if you don’t marry or have children, you don’t mark them, and you can’t kill those AABBs!”

At that time, she was 16 years old and her speech was very bold. After daring to be the world, she wished to dedicate herself to change the world immediately. She fought against injustice everywhere. When she met a beta or alpha beating an omega on the street, she would not say anything. , Go straight up to help.

When someone said that the omega who was beaten and scolded could not be slapped, but because of family disputes, she pointed at the other person's nose and cursed stupid X on the spot, "Then stretch your face over, and I will slap you?" Slap you? See if it rings?"

Ten years later, she has already learned how to protect herself wisely. When she sees those unfair treatments, she will not take any other practical actions except sighing to show sympathy.

Don't mess with yourself is a default and tacit agreement of every adult, she has unknowingly become the most conservative group, and then enjoys what being an alpha has with peace of mind With all the privileges, he humbled the omega and beta in every way to show that he was in the position of absolute leadership.

I can't remember how cynical and passionate I was back then.

The boy who slays the dragon will eventually become a dragon, this is the only thought left in Zhou Yi's mind after remembering those past events.

Maybe returning, the old? Heaven was just to let her see herself clearly.