Cinnabar mole said she was determined to win for me

Zhou Yi felt that she had never suffered so much. Even after she broke up with Zhan Xinjia before, it was just that her life was extremely difficult. By no means? It was like today, every minute and every second became very tormented. .

She clearly understands that she can't? In the face of Zhan Xinjia's talking eyes, what can she do? To get along with each other as a "girlfriend", she knows that she has returned.

Is there any way? The fact can be changed, but for this result, the best she can do is to get along with Zhan Xinjia like an ordinary classmate.

Even if she will be soft-hearted, even if she will be nervous, even if she will not give up, but that is not the reason why she can be with Zhan Xinjia without any scruples.

Because she still has a family, and a wife, and a daughter.

Maybe her wife doesn't know her yet at this time, but as long as she is more patient, after the college entrance examination, when she goes to university, when they meet again...the story between them may continue to be written.

As for her and Zhan Xinjia, it was over six years ago?, No matter whether they travel through time or not, the relationship between them has already ended?

Zhou Yi is settled? Be careful, she is not an indecisive person, she was led by the nose by Zhan Xinjia last night because she thought she was dreaming at that time, no? Knowing that she was really reborn, and reunited with her old friend after many years , with soft emotion in my heart, I didn't come out for a while.

But today is different.

Let's not talk about her married status, just say that today's Zhan Xinjia has already revealed the relationship between the two of them in front of other classmates. If she keeps procrastinating and hesitating? The relationship between the two will be known by more people. At that time, she doesn't know how to end up being a small child. If the trajectory returns to the way it was before time travel, Zhan Xinjia died young at the age of 25? Is it a big one? .

If so, then what is the significance of her time travel back?

Thinking of this, Zhou Yi's heart became more determined. She took a deep breath and said to Zhan Xinjia, "I have something to tell you about dating."

Zhan Xinjia's expression was very indifferent, "What did you say?"

Zhou Yi looked at her and said seriously: "I'm sorry, I can't be with you. I'm sorry I only told you today. In fact, I should have made it clear to you yesterday."

"I already have a girlfriend?" In fact, it should be a wife?

"..." Hearing this, Zhan Xinjia raised his eyes and looked at her fixedly. His expression was as indifferent as ever, as if he hadn't had any emotional fluctuations at all because of Zhou Yi's words, "You have a girlfriend?" Is it?"

Zhan Xinjia repeated what Zhou Yi said, no? Sadly or not, he said, "Who is it?"

Zhou Yi was silent? For a moment, he finally calmed down and said, "...Don't you? I know you."

"Not necessarily." Zhan Xinjia said lightly.

"..." Seeing Zhan Xinjia's indifferent expression, Zhou Yi's heart skipped a beat, and he was a little thankful that he didn't say her wife's name just now.

Although she heard all the news about Zhan Xinjia later from her wife, she was not sure if Zhan Xinjia knew her wife at this time.

If they knew each other, would it be inevitable? Then they would ask how she got together with Song Xirang, the illegitimate daughter and the first wife... I don't think they have a relationship? It wouldn't be much better.

If you don't know each other, then according to Zhan Xinjia's personality, you will definitely take it seriously, and you will probably use other means or people to inquire in the future. If the two meet in advance, the situation will not be so good. .

His wife Song Xirang didn't mention her half-sister much, but Zhou Yi could hear the other party's taboo towards Zhan Xinjia in a few words.

After all, she robbed her own father's woman's child. No matter how magnanimous the wife is, she will not be able to treat her with a normal heart.

"I heard that she was very popular when she was studying, but it's a good thing you two haven't dated or anything." One night when my wife was talking about the past, she sighed, "No? I can't avoid the feeling that I want to compete with her."

Zhou Yi didn't speak for a while after hearing this.

She actually understands his wife's taboos and dislikes towards Zhan Xinjia. Xi, his wife is indeed a very kind and kind person, but she has disliked her half-sister for decades. Even after the death of his father-in-law Song Zhongxian, his wife was unwilling to let Zhan Xinjia return to China for the funeral. The root cause was that his father's preference for Zhan Xinjia when he was young made his wife resentful.

Someone vaguely heard that, in fact, his wife’s father, Song Zhongxian, thought of changing his heir back then. Song Xirang was just an undifferentiated beta. Although he worked hard enough, he was really not talented in terms of talent? Omega's Zhanxinjia.

Song Zhong first wanted to recognize Zhan Xinjia, and then have a third-generation heir through marriage. This is indeed better than Song Xi, who is neither willing to marry nor alpha or omega. In the end, if his wife's mother, Ji's family, died Saved? Her inheritance rights, maybe there will be no such things about them later?

The grievances and grievances of the previous generation plus the fight for the property rights of the rich, Song Xi let it? Xizhan Xinjia also has a reason.

From Zhou Yi's standpoint, there is really nothing to do about this kind of thing? What are you talking about? People's hearts are made of meat, and the old and new loves have been divided into half. How did the Song family live on thin ice, and there were some things she couldn’t change even if she didn’t care? What, let alone Zhan Xinjia had passed away at that time? It’s been a long time?

Regarding Zhan Xinjia's death, Song Xirang actually felt sad for a while. Although she didn't like that half-sister, she didn't even look forward to her death.

"She seemed to have a heart problem when she was born, but she didn't have mental health problems afterwards? That's great, if it weren't for that..." His wife sat in the study and finished listening. She was a little distracted and said to her about the funeral arrangements after Zhan Xinjia's death. , "Maybe the Song family belongs to her?"

The Song Group is very large. It is one of the largest consortiums in the country, covering many industries. Some people even rumored that the Song Group had something to do with politics. They joked that it was the president of the water, the Song of the Iron.

But these are groundless rumors, but we can also get a glimpse of the influence of the Song Group in China.

But the bigger the family, the richer the filthy things that happen in the wealthy family are as common as eating and drinking, even as long as the death is not an important person, it can be covered up.

Song Xirang didn't like the Song family, but the inheritance in her blood made her unable to completely separate from the Song family, and could only move out of the Song family's ancestral house to live alone with her after marriage.

Of course, Song Zhongxian also approached Zhou Yi. Zhou Yi didn't have much impression of the old man whom he had only met once or twice, because Song Zhongxian was not the kind of aggressive, feudal ignorant old stubborn who only liked to solve all problems with money.

On the contrary, if Song Zhongxian hadn't announced his family name when they first met, Zhou Yi would have recognized that gentle and polite old man as the father whose wife kept silent.

Song Zhongxian found her before she married Song Xirang. He was wearing a cane, his waist was straightened, and although his head was full of white hair, he also had a coquettish and calm air.

His purpose was very simple. The first thing he said at the door of the self-reported house was to ask her: "You? Xie Song Xirang?"

Zhou Yi thought that the father-in-law was here to persuade her to quit, so she said in a firm voice, "Understood? I understand."

As for the future father-in-law, Song Xirang, who agreed? After her marriage proposal, she also briefly mentioned a few sentences, most of which were jealous, and told Zhou Yi that if the other party came to see her in the future, what would she say to her? She can ignore every word.

"I'm always bad in his eyes." Song Xirang said.

After listening to her words, Song Zhongxian was thoughtful. After a while, he asked her again: "I heard that you are subordinates, and you got married because you have a child." There is love between Song Xirang.

The old man has lived most of his life, so it is easy to see through this matter.

Zhou Yi paused for a moment, not surprised that Song Zhongxian would know about the matter between himself and Song Xirang.

She said seriously: "I admit that the beginning with Xirang did not start with love, but I will love Xirang, and I will love our children even more."

At that time, the marriage really came too suddenly for her. Don't say that the wife's father would object. When she first found out that Song Xirang was pregnant, she just sat there for a day.

She never thought that a drunken accident would get involved with her boss, and she would have a child by accident.Although Song Xirang was calm and self-possessed from the beginning to the end and didn't ask her for anything, she could also see the other party's expectation for the birth of that child.

After getting married, is it so logical?

At that time, she had already passed the age of dreaming, and knew that many things cannot be forced. Perhaps cherishing the people in front of me is the basic truth that every adult should learn.

Song Xirang is very nice, gentle, considerate, intellectual and elegant, and is a perfect lover. They may not have such a vigorous love together, but at least they will have the warmth of home.

As a human being, an alpha, one should take responsibility for mistakes.

"Don't you? You have to force yourself," Song Xirang didn't accept it immediately when she proposed, but told her seriously, "It's my business to like you, and what happened that night was voluntary. No? Responsibility is not a requirement for me.”

"Zhou Yi, you are a good person. You are soft-hearted and compassionate. You are always full of youthful spirit, like a little sun." Song Xirang chuckled and said, "So it's not that you can fall in love with this kind of you. A surprise."

She was silent for a while, and then told her honestly that Song Xirang herself had a relationship that ended without a cause. She did not fall in love with Song Xirang, but if Song Xirang was willing, she would be responsible for her child and her.

Most of the feelings in the world can be cultivated slowly, Song Xirang is very good, she will fall in love slowly for sure.

She is not good at deceiving a person, nor is she good at expressing words. She can only explain the accident to Song Xirang clumsily, and be responsible for all the results sincerely.

Song Xirang actually knew very well in her heart that in this society where alpha was in absolute leadership, if Zhou Yi didn't admit to the accident, and there was no AO mark between them, there was really nothing she could do about Zhou Yi.

Because of this, when she found out that she was pregnant, she didn't think about telling Zhou Yi.

But Zhou Yi always surprises people like this, you know? She was pregnant only one day later? Zhou Yi bought it one day? Did Zhou Yi come over to propose to her? In order to avoid suspicion, Zhou Yi even took the initiative to ask a lawyer to write down The prenuptial agreement stated that she would enter the Song family after marriage, but voluntarily gave up the right to inherit all the property of the Song family. If Song Xirang divorced her, she would leave the house completely.

Perhaps there are not many alphas in this world who can be like Zhou Yi. Song Xirang has always known that Zhou Yi has a sincere heart, but he never thought that Zhou Yi would be like this.

Marriage is like that? A foregone conclusion, Song Xirang is the heir of the Song family, and while holding a huge amount of wealth, he has also become a thorn in the side of many people. In order to protect Song Xirang and their children, Zhou Yi left. She started a job as Song Xirang's personal attendant, and after giving birth to a child, she became a full-time cook with children.

These Song family members all knew about it, and secretly made fun of Zhou Yi for not going offline in order to enter a wealthy family, but as an alpha, he took care of his children at home like an omega.

Nor is Zhou Yi? He is a person with no self-esteem. He listened too much? He also found it harsh. Gradually, he didn't like going out or attending some commercial banquets of the Song family.

Song Zhongxian’s attitude towards Zhou Yi was very subtle, even when he heard Zhou Yi say that he and Song Xirang did not start because of love when they met for the first time in the coffee shop? Unexpectedly, I just asked her if she really thought it through ??

"You are still young and have a better future, don't you? You must be a housewife in my Song family. You and Xirang have no love, but only walk together because of the children. Maybe you can spend a year or two because of the children. But it is still too difficult to spend this long life." Song Zhongxian is a shrewd businessman, and he understands that for a well-born and decent family like Zhou Yi, bribery with money is undoubtedly the worst way. Such a sensible talent? Can be persuaded to live.

"Xi Rang suits you doesn't mean you will love her, even your promise is just empty talk to me, I know in my heart whether I love you or not, it's not up to me to decide."

Every word of Song Zhongxian's kind words even gave Zhou Yi a feeling that he was really doing her best.

"Love in this world is illusory, and companionship is the longest confession of love." Zhou Yi replied calmly.

She once failed someone and hurt someone with love. At her age, don't force her, cherishing the person in front of her may be the most appropriate choice.

Song Zhong was silent for a long time after hearing this, and finally said to her meaningfully: "I hope you can do it, no? Of course you hurt more than just Song Xi."

Zhou Yi solemnly promised, agreed? He would stay with Song Xirang well and be her strongest backing, but Song Zhongxian was not happy, and even had a hint of pity in it.

Probably because he felt that his eldest daughter was married? It was a pity for such an unambitious alpha?

Later, after the daughter was born, Song Zhongxian came to their small villa as a grandfather. At that time, the old man’s body was not as good as when they first met? It was very good, he was pushed here in a wheelchair, and he was originally suitable. The suit was worn empty by the owner, and there was an aura of impending death on his face.

He probably wanted to see him for the last time, so Zhou Yi softly invited him into the house, and even brought the child over for Song Zhong to see first.

"She is exactly the same as Xirang... when she was a child." Song Zhongxian looked at his daughter and said slowly.

Zhou Yi nodded, don't you know what to say to this legendary father-in-law who is extremely difficult to get along with?

Fortunately, Song Zhongxian didn't stay for too long. Seeing that they were doing well, the old man was probably really relieved. Before leaving, he kindly asked Zhou Yi if he had named his daughter?

Zhou Yi shook his head, Song Xirang is a complete workaholic, he went to the company on the third day after the baby was born, and left all the feeding and taking care of the baby to Zhou Yi.

The child was born before the full moon, knew nothing, went to sleep when he was full, and cried when he woke up, regardless of the time and occasion. Zhou Yishe had to hand the child over to the nanny. She carried it in one hand, but within half a month, even though she was an energetic alpha with no experience, she was weakened by her daughter.

There is no time to think about the name, let alone the matter of naming, she thought in her heart that his wife Song Xi should come.

"Since that's the case, how about I, the grandfather, choose a name for her?" Song Zhongxian said as if he had expected it.

Zhou Yi couldn't? Refuse, no matter how emotionally or rationally he couldn't refuse, so he said, "Yes."

"Then it's called 'Yuhe'." Song Zhongxian looked at the baby in his infancy and said slowly, "I hope her growth path will be peaceful...smooth."

Maybe people are really old? They are not using the same set of standards that Song Xirang asked their daughters to become dragons and phoenixes. They just want their granddaughters to be happy.

Zhou Yi could hear the softness in the old man's words, and nodded with complicated emotions in response to the name?.

After Song Xirang came back at night, he asked about it? Song Zhongxian’s arrival, of course, this kind of thing can’t be hidden from Song Xirang, and Zhou Yi didn’t intend to hide it from his wife, so he explained it one by one? The old man named his daughter.

Song Xirang looked very unhappy, and there was a faint feeling of anger, probably because he thought that the strong father would even step over her to intervene in matters such as naming his daughter. It was very offensive and wanted to get rid of Song Xi. Song Xi from home gave way?

Zhou Yi knew all about it, but she could also tell that the father and daughter loved each other deeply, but they were too self-centered and didn't consider each other's feelings. make decision.

She sighed softly to comfort his wife, "...the old man is so kind, he came here today with all his energy, I'm afraid it's..."

Song Zhongxian is not in good health? It's been a day or two. If he hadn't got cerebral infarction and couldn't continue to work, Song Xirang wouldn't have joined the Song Group so early and smoothly.

Is it his own biological father, and besides, the other party is really running out of time? No matter how much he hates Song Xirang, what can he do? Really become a death feud with him.

"...Okay, let's call it 'Yuhe'." Song Xirang was silent? After a long while, he still agreed to the matter.

So their daughter's name was decided? Come down: the first name is Song Yuhe, and the younger name is Diandian.

Song Zhong first asked for the name? Then there was a gap? A few days later, when everything was calm, he suddenly called Song Xirang back to the old house of the Song family. So he used the excuse that the company was busy and didn't go back, and then Song Zhongxian passed away that night?

The old man who had been bedridden for a long time passed away suddenly? It was too sudden. Fortunately, the will was made long ago. Song Xirang smoothly became the chairman of the Song Group. No? It was too suitable to appear at the funeral, so Zhou Yi and his daughter did not go to Song Zhongxian's funeral at the end of the day, but they also vaguely heard that it was announced in Song Zhongxian's will? Another daughter who was far away abroad.

But at that time, Zhou Yi didn't know that the illegitimate daughter Song Zhongxian announced recklessly after his death was Zhan Xinjia. No matter how big her imagination was, she couldn't? The Song family connected together.

According to the customs of the Song family, all children and descendants of Song Zhongxian must attend Song Zhongxian's funeral, but Song Xirang? Would you like to see the illegitimate daughter? Would you be strong? Allowing her to return to the country, maybe she also felt that this would cause even more trouble. There were too many gossips, so it was her decision that Zhou Yihe didn't go to the funeral.

Zhou Yi has no objection to this. After leaving the workplace, she stayed at home? After more than a year, she has gotten used to a stable life. Going to the funeral and meeting some people who are not at peace? The important thing is that some harsh remarks will be heard. Zhou Yi doesn't want her to suffer the same crime as her daughter is still young.

After the funeral, Song Xirang's mood was a little depressed. She hated her father since she was young, and she couldn't accept it when he really passed away? This fact, although she looks the same as before? At the same time, he went to work and went home as usual, but Zhou Yi always made people find the sadness that had nowhere to rest under Song Xirang's calm face.

Later, the daughter's full moon swept away? The hazy home, but before she had time to be happy for too long, the illegitimate daughter of Song Zhongxian, who was far away abroad, fell to her death. The news came on the weekend, and Song Xirang was at home for a rare After teasing the child, she turned pale after receiving the news and didn't recover from it for a long time.

After careful questioning, Song Xi asked Cai to talk about the past, that is, at that time Zhou Yicai knew that the illegitimate daughter whom his wife had always hated and hated was her former first love, Zhan Xinjia.

Zhan Xinjia's sudden death not only brought a huge shock to Zhou Yi, but also Song Xirang couldn't accept it. She even thought it was because she didn't allow him to return to China to attend his father's funeral. everything.

Zhou Yi didn't know how to comfort his wife, because when she learned of Zhan Xinjia's death, her mind was in a mess and there was no way to think about it, she just sat there in a daze.

Fortunately, the wife, as the head of the Song family, handled the matter immediately and properly, and didn't care about her at all. Otherwise, Song Xirang would find nothing strange about her strange reaction.

Then it was about her going to the United States to pick up the ashes of Zhan Xinjia? Song Xirang was unable to go there due to her status, and the only suitable person was Zhou Yi. She admitted that she had been unable to accept the sudden death of Zhan Xinjia. As a matter of fact, she even felt that this was just a little joke made by fate, but when she really got the ashes belonging to Zhan Xinjia, she still couldn't help crying.

She had such a premonition that Zhan Xinjia was really dead and would never see him again.

The separation was too hasty, and she didn't have time to say a lot of things, but after meeting again, Yin and Yang were separated, so many words turned into a long sigh in the end.

Maybe even today, she still can't face the sudden parting that year, even if she goes back, even if she sees Zhan Xinjia again, she still can't let go.

But those are all in the past.

She also figured it out after thinking for a long time. Perhaps from the moment she received Zhan Xinjia's decisive breakup text message, the story between them had already come to an end, and her life was cut off. There will be no more contact.

Yesterday's indulgence had already fulfilled the deepest dream hidden in her heart. From today onwards, she should no longer have any soft-heartedness and expectations.