love is deeper than the sea

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The mind that had been filled with revenge for more than ten years was suddenly filled with a brand new emotion.This made Li An feel a new kind of novelty.He is enjoying it.

However, Li An continued to try to suppress his emotions.His emotions are too strong, and his desire for love is far greater than others.He was afraid that he could not help himself, and would scare the ignorant Ricardo away.I am also afraid that if I act anxiously, it will leave regrets for the relationship between the two.

But even so, reason cannot resist the tide of emotion after all.

That time in the bathroom, with his eyes closed, he felt Ricardo's soft fingertips moving over his face, and his hot breath sprayed into his breath.

They were so close that as long as Li An stretched out his hand, he could hug Ricardo into his arms.

The temptation that is so close at hand is testing Li An's self-control every minute.

He felt his heart beating violently, pounding and pounding, sound after sound, more deafening than thunder.

His instinct struggled to break free, and the chains of reason were torn apart.

"Li An", who has maintained his mind without distractions for 17 years, is on the verge of collapse, his passion, thirst, sex, and possessiveness are all ready to move!

Li An knew that once his instinct escaped from the shackles, it would inevitably flow into the sea like a river, and there was no possibility of restraining it.He tried his best to restrain and hold back, telling himself to calm down, calm down.

Ricardo's finger suddenly landed on Li An's lips.

Cold nails, rough finger pads.

Li An suddenly fell.

His mind was instantly controlled by a strong possessive desire, he opened his eyes suddenly, and embraced Ricardo in his arms.A strong arm hugged Ricardo's shoulder tightly, and the other hand was put on the opponent's lower back.Li An only exerted a little force, and let the two of them touch their stomachs, and the vigorous reaction was immediately revealed.

Although the touch in his hand was not as delicate and smooth as a woman's, Li An felt his lower abdomen tightened, his breathing was heavy, his whole body was hot, and his mouth was dry.

His throat rolled and sucked Ricardo's lips, and he felt that he had never been so infatuated with anything in his life, so out of control.

Legs staggered, skin rubbed against each other.Breaking the bottom line is only a thought away.

Lean stopped, however.

He pressed Ricardo against the wall, clinging to his body and panting desperately.Then he let him go because he was afraid of hurting him.

Except for Li An himself, no one in this world can estimate how obsessed he is with Ricardo.Not even Ricardo.

Li An's love is not plunder, occupation, or bondage.It's about guarding, supporting, and accommodating.

Who said that love is only accompanied by shadows?Who said that only public announcements are love?Who said that only the pursuit of wolves and tigers is love?

Li An's love is so low-key and self-denying.

He is willing to use everything to let Ricardo live freely.

Therefore, if Ricardo wanted to be admitted to a good university, Li An took time out to help him with his homework; if Ricardo wanted to disclose his relationship, Li An confessed to his mother; To develop his career, Li An is also willing to give up the time the two of them spend together to support him in doing what he wants to do.

Ricardo's start in China was not smooth, of course Li An knew it.But he is more aware of Ricardo's personality. If he interferes, it will hurt Ricardo's self-esteem.Let him struggle independently and taste the hardships, which is the greatest respect for him.So Li An held back.

For Ricardo, those days when his talents were underappreciated were torments.Why not for Lean?

Seeing that Ricardo was frustrated, he wanted to see death, train him, and temper him.I called Ricardo to encourage and remind me, but I couldn't say "come back to me" that I wanted to say.Seeing the sensual and vivid scandals from China, we should appease and understand, instead of picking up the bazooka and blasting the other party's head off.

Is it a torment not being a director?No, this is suffering.

When Ricardo finally got his wish and became a director, Li An felt very happy from the bottom of his heart, even happier than when he won the Oscar.His joy and even the appearance of joy caused the media to speculate.

During the filming process, Ricardo often called Li An from China to chat about scripts and filming.Although he was woken up every time when he was sleeping in the early morning, Li An never complained.

He often walked all the way to the balcony listening to the phone, watching the distance silently under the silver moonlight.While sipping coffee to refresh yourself, share Ricardo's excitement and troubles.Although thousands of miles away, he felt that Ricardo was right beside him.

Li An knew that Ricardo loved him very much, but he didn't know whether Ricardo loved him more or he loved Ricardo more.

Ricardo's love and joy are visible on the outside, but Li An's obsession has already settled in his limbs and bones.

He is happy because he is happy.

He grieves because he grieves.

He is enthusiastic because he cannot help himself.

He is cold because he speaks insincerely.

If Ricardo was a woman, Li An would hide him under his wings and take good care of her.However, Ricardo is not, he is a man with great ambitions and ambitions, so Li An is willing to restrain his possessive desire, let him go, and let the birds fly in the sky from now on.

119. You are in my heart

More than ten hours later, the plane finally landed in Los Angeles.It was bright when we took off, and the sun was still shining when we landed.

After getting off the plane, Li An felt very tired.However, despite this, he quickly climbed into the vehicle that came to pick up the plane, and rushed to the shooting base to start shooting the new film.

The agent who hadn't seen him for a long time greeted Li An from the passenger seat.Seeing the tired face of the latter, he asked, "Li An, are you feeling unwell? You don't just look a little tired?"

Li An: "It's nothing, I'm just not in a high mood."

Agent: "Why? Hong Kong is not fun?"

Li An: "No, not that." He leaned on the backrest, closed his eyes and said, "Is today's session arranged? Give me the form."

Agent: "Li An, you know. If you feel tired, we can discuss with the director and ask him to give you a day off and put your filming until tomorrow. Your performance has always been excellent, and the director will definitely Agreed."

Li An laughed: "There will be things tomorrow again. If we always think about leaving it until tomorrow, we will accomplish nothing. Stop talking nonsense and give me the form."

After taking a few glances at the schedule, Li An raised his eyes and saw the manager's worried eyes.

He sighed and shook his head: "Well, if you feel that you have to do something to feel at ease, ask someone to buy me a cup of coffee after getting off the car."

The agent was happy: "Yessir!"

In fact, Li An's status today is different from the past.The young boy who couldn't find a show in the past has now become a hot and powerful actor in Hollywood.The media always likes to describe him as a "lucky boy", but it's hard work, how do others know?

Playing around the clock, reciting lines in his sleep, being harshly ridiculed by his peers, and selling himself embarrassingly and difficultly in front of investors.

In the early days of his fame, Li An was always regarded as rubbish.In a corner that Ricardo couldn't see, Li An was scolded bloody by the director and discriminated against by the producer.His experience of being imprisoned was also widely reported by the media.

He was even once regarded as a representative of violence, stupidity, despicableness and irresponsibility.People think that he was just lucky enough to be spotted by director Lee Jong-nam, without a good foundation, and his popularity is fleeting after being hit.After all, such cases are not uncommon in Hollywood.

Li An is not completely indifferent to the slander from the outside world.On the contrary, his life experience makes him more sensitive than anyone else, and more easily slandered by gossip.

For a while, his self-esteem was wounded, he was heartbroken, and he almost gave up.He was imprisoned as soon as he was an adult, and he was wronged for nothing. He had already experienced the lowest point in his life once, and he never wanted to experience it again, because the feeling was really uncomfortable.

Fortunately, this time was different from before, Li An was no longer alone.

He was accompanied by Ricardo, even though he started playing video games at home, and later flew to China to start a business.However, Ricardo's enthusiasm for movies and contempt for difficulties did infect Li An, and his progress also drove Li An's progress.Unknowingly, he has become the place where Li An draws energy.

After working hard in the entertainment industry for many years, Li An gradually realized that he must be strong, very strong.

Directors can hide in the corner and lick their wounds, but actors must grow up in front of the public.If you want to change your past impression, you can only be a low-key person, concentrate on doing things, and prove everything with your strength.

The car quickly drove to a film and television base in Los Angeles.After parking the car, Li An, accompanied by his agent, entered the studio to work.

Although it was daytime, the studio was brightly lit and very stuffy.There were more than a dozen tall men gathered in the narrow space, but they all looked serious and concentrated.

Li An waited by the side until the director finished filming the one at hand, and then said: "Director, I'm here."

The director left the monitoring mirror, saw Li An, and immediately walked over to shake his hand with a big laugh, even the beard on his face began to tremble: "Hey Li An, you are finally here! I heard that you are going to participate in the Hong Kong Film Awards ?how do you feel?!"

Li An: "Very good. How about you? Has the filming gone well in the past two days?"

The director laughed dryly, and leaned into Li An's ear: "Did you see those young boys? If you're not a star, you pick and choose. They're not as sensible as you were at the time. I really hope they can have [-]% of you dedicated!"

Li An: "It was the same when I debuted back then. Below is my rivalry with them. If possible, I will try to teach them some principles..."

Director: "With your words, I feel relieved. Li An,