love is deeper than the sea

The radio at the dead airport sounded: "The XXXX flight to Los Angeles, USA is about to take off, please..."

Ricardo looked aggrieved: "Damn it!"

Li An put his hand on Ricardo's face, and touched the tip of his nose with his thumb: "Master is gone. Take good care of yourself."

Ricardo drooped the corner of his mouth: "Understood. I'll see you when I do something good."

Li An: "Yes."

He finally patted Ricardo on the cheek, left a kiss on the latter's lips, picked up the suitcase and left without looking back.

It's not that he doesn't know how pitiful Ricardo's eyes are when he looks at him, but that Li An understands that his control is actually not that strong.

He was almost sure that as long as he looked back at Ricardo, he would definitely miss the plane.

However, the reality in front of them does not allow them to have too much love for their children.Li An had to leave, even though his heart was always on Ricardo.

Get on the plane and sit in first class.The stewardess on the flight was American and recognized him immediately.They seemed very excited and greeted him with greetings.Li An responded to their kindness with a smile, and after sitting down in his seat, he put on the blindfold and began to catch up on sleep.

As soon as he woke up from sleep, the person who had just separated jumped into his dream.

Li An has a good memory, but it doesn't mean that he remembers all the past events and remembers them clearly.In fact, the days before the age of 17 are very vague and gray in his memory.

He grew up in a Chinese single-parent family, and his only focus in life was his mother.Li An loved his mother very much, but as he got older, it became more and more difficult for him to open his heart to her.More often, his mother is like an anchor in his life, just a place where he moors.

Since Li An went to school, he knew his identity.An illegitimate child, someone who was ruthlessly abandoned by his father.When he was a child, he didn't understand the reason, and felt that he was the reason for being abandoned.He naturally feels inferior, tries to improve himself, tries to evolve himself into a qualified person who will not be abandoned.

There was also a backlog of resentment in his heart, and his hatred for his father was deposited in his bones.No one else could notice it, not even Li An's mother.

However, Li An hated that person so much, hated that he underestimated himself.Li An was even willing to pay all the price to let his father understand how stupid the decision to abandon him was!

Therefore, Li An's performance in school has been outstanding. He seems to be tireless, reading books, doing questions, writing papers, giving speeches, and participating in activities and competitions.

In order to improve his reaction ability, Li An took an hour a week to practice CS, and opened the plug-in software to train his marksmanship.In order to increase his chances of getting into a top university, he weighed again and again and chose to join the baseball team with the highest probability of winning the school championship.He plans to captain the baseball team during his senior year and lead the team to a national championship.For this reason, he specially arranges two hours of muscle training after returning home every day, working hard for the captain title and the championship.

Li An's road to revenge has been smooth, and he is also very satisfied with his performance.In his timetable, once he graduated from college, his father's attention could be drawn back to him as a wanderer.He will let that pretentious family see how good the illegitimate child has become.

However, this seamless plan was broken in the 12th grade.

It was a purebred Asian guy who was very rare in the school.He looked very serious when he was expressionless, but when he laughed, he reminded Li An of the ridiculous dog next door.He will fall into the swimming pool for no reason and cannot climb up, will be stuck in a small door in a dilemma, and will fly up when the owner enters the door, and will fall and gnaw on the mud.

This man is called Ricardo, from China, with a bright smile.

Within two days of getting along, Li An saw through Ricardo.

This is a person who is too pure, laughing and cursing without going through the brain, and will only burst out instinctive conditioned reflexes to external stimuli.This person has no plans for the future, only cares about the present, likes to eat, drink and play, and has no concept of money.

Such a depraved life made Li An very confused.What is the meaning of this kind of life, why can Ricardo still laugh so happily?

Being used as a meat shield by the team, and being swept into meat floss after a few steps, he also laughed.

I laughed out loud when I counted strokes on the baseball field.

He failed the exam and stayed up all night with the K book for the make-up exam, even laughing out loud.

Li An felt that Ricardo was an idiot, but his stupidity was not annoying.

Li An often felt tired after charging on the commanding heights for too long.At this time, observe Ricardo's life, his nerves will be relaxed, and his mood will be better.

118. You are in my heart

For a long time, Li An has been confused about what role Ricardo played in his life.Roommates, alumni, teammates.But it seems that it is not that simple.

Three months after I met Ricardo, I went out to participate in a physics competition.After not seeing Ricardo for a week, Li An's state was repeatedly inaccurate, which shocked his teammates.

During the game break, Li An was rarely seen sitting on a wooden chair in the park, with his hands on his knees, his head in his arms, and his mood was obviously depressed.

The teammate walked over curiously and patted him on the shoulder: "Hey Li An, didn't you sleep well last night, today's state is not like you at all."

Li An muffled: "I know."

Teammate: "What happened? Is your mother sick?"

Li An: "No, she's fine."

Teammate: "Oh, Great! Then you..."

Li An was silent for a long time before asking softly: "I want to ask a question. Can you answer me?"

The teammate was stunned: "Is there anything that can stump you?"

Li An: "During the competition, I kept thinking of a person, which means..."

Teammates exclaimed: "Oh Lian, which girl is so lucky! Lian, you are in love, you are in love with that girl!"

Li An touched his forehead and tried to explain: "I know what love is all about. When a person has a good impression of the opposite sex, his hormone secretion increases, and he desires to approach and touch the other party, that is a sign of desire..."

Teammate: "Oh come on Leanne, don't look at love from a scientific point of view, that's too off-putting!"

Li An: "I really want to get close to the other party and lock the other party within my line of sight. But I doubt whether this is a relationship, after all... you know, I think there will be such a sign, but such a sign is not It’s not necessarily a thought, it’s not an absolutely reversible inference.”

The teammate laughed: "Li An, do you want to prove this formula before taking action? Why don't you follow your intuition? Your instinct will tell you everything!"

Li An hesitated: "This is too reckless."

The teammates laughed: "Li An, you are 17 years old, it's time to taste the taste of love! You know? I started dating the neighbor's high school girl when I was 15 years old. You are too behind in this respect !"

LeAnn laughed: "This is the first time I can't control my thoughts. It sucks."

Teammate: "No, that's great! This is the only proof that you're not an alien! Come on Leann, you can't imagine how much we look forward to seeing your girl!"

Li An remembered that he was smiling awkwardly, even a little shy, but when he returned to school, his mind was clear.

Let him try a different life and follow the call of instinct.

Because the two live in the same room, Li An often sees things that he shouldn't see.

Ricardo has no self-consciousness in this regard. In summer, he is greedy for coolness. He wears shorts on his upper body, and when drinking Coke, he lifts his chin high to reveal a smooth arc, and his lips are moist and sexy.

All this was not very eye-catching at first, but when Li An returned from the physics competition, he was a little afraid to look directly at Ricardo Guolu's skin.

At that time, Li An had just stepped into the bedroom and found that the curtains were closed and Ricardo was asleep on the bed.His head was thrown into the pillow, his limbs were limp, his strong white waist was exposed, and there was no quilt covering him.

Sensing someone entering, Ricardo turned over, rubbed his eyes and sat up: "Master, are you back?"

Li An lowered his eyes and concentrated his attention on the floor: "Well, I'm back."

Ricardo: "What time is it?"

Li An: "It's almost noon. Why don't you get up yet?"

Ricardo cursed secretly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Last night, I fought with Stephen for [-] rounds. I was exhausted. I have a sore back, a sore back, and leg cramps. I'm old. It's not worth it."

Li An's eyelids twitched, and he calmly said, "How is the battle going?"

Ricardo immediately yelled: "I'm tortured to death! That bull has no humility at all. He knows I'm a rookie and tortures me to death! I was blown away by him several times!"

Li An: "What time did he go back?"

Ricardo rubbed his hair: "Last night I couldn't bear it anymore and went to bed first. I didn't notice when he left. What's wrong?"

Li An showed vigilance in his heart, and pinned Stephen's portrait as the number one suspect in his mind.He pretended not to care: "Did you take off your clothes by yourself?"

Ricardo was stunned, and looked down: "Where are my clothes?"

Li An aimed the bazooka at Stephen in his head—Boom!

Li An: "Put on your clothes, and I'll take you to lunch."

Ricardo laughed: "Okay! You treat me? Did you win the physics competition?"

"Yeah." Li An calmly said, "I'll teach you a few CS unique tricks during lunch. Next time you face Stephen, play well."

Ricardo's eyes lit up immediately: "Master is amazing!"

Li An unknowingly indulged in the one-year roommate life.

He seemed to have suddenly become an ordinary person.When reading a book, you will be distracted, when you take a shower, you will be dreamy, and when you are with Ricardo, you will feel happy.He is also eager to do everything he can, so that Ricardo