Trivial Skin of Rebirth

Even with the support of the best medicine and expensive treatment, Ye Jiawen's body was still declining at an irreversible trend and at an astonishing speed.His eyes lost sight, his memory became poor, he had a high fever all day long, he couldn't eat and could only live on nutrient solution, he couldn't stand anymore...

However, what comforted him in the midst of his illness was the warmth from his family and friends.

Xiang Qingyun never left him, and he stopped working. He collected excrement and urine, served tea and water for him in the hospital every day, pushed him out in a wheelchair to bask in the sun, read newspapers to him, and scrubbed his body every day. I don't dislike him for being rotten, and I will give him a long and deep morning (evening) kiss every morning and evening like in the past ten years; Xiang Xiaolong still has to go to school, except for the time in school, he basically spends all his time in school. He was in the hospital, and he helped his elder dad to take care of his younger dad. He wrote his homework lying on the bedside table in the ward, and never complained a word. Every day, he forced Ye Jiawen to tell Ye Jiawen interesting things that happened in school with a smiling face.

Another person who touched Ye Jiawen was Zhang Yuanxin.Zhang Yuanxin is Ye Jiawen's good friend in the same dormitory in the university. The two had quarreled and fought before, and later became close buddies. After graduation, they both went to S City to develop. , the relationship gradually weakened, and it is not necessary to make a phone call a year.But this time, when he heard about Ye Jiawen, he ran over without a word, and first stuffed 2, and then sent over [-] here and there.He also often came to see Ye Jiawen, recalling with him the joys of his college life in the past.Ye Jiawen asked him why, and he held Ye Jiawen's bony hand and said calmly, "You have been my best friend all my life."

This kind of time is the best way to reflect people's hearts. Those who are willing to lend a helping hand at this time are sincere people, because they can no longer get anything in return from Ye Jiawen; Being deaf and dumb, and maybe even throwing stones into trouble, all showed the ugliest side of their own human nature.

Although Ye Jiawen's delirious time was getting longer and longer, but he actually secretly recorded these good and bad things in his heart.Not for anything else, but he hoped that when he left, he still had a clear distinction between what he liked and what he hated——he was finally able to accept the fact that he was going to die.

In fact, Xiang Qingyun was really having a hard time.After he scolded his younger brother and drove him away, Xiang Qingtian didn't know how he complained to his parents when he went back, so he made a long-distance call to his father to scold him.If it was before, Xiang Qingyun would have explained it in a good-tempered manner, but this time he hung up the phone after listening to a few sentences, and turned off the phone, not accepting anyone's interruptions, and focused on taking care of Ye Jiawen.

Xiang Qingyun never told Ye Jiawen about the cost of treatment, nor did he tell Ye Jiawen about the sale of the house. Ye Jiawen was too ill to think about it.It wasn't until Xiang Qingtian came to make trouble and Gu Shangxue came to give him money that he knew that the family's money was already stretched.Later, when chatting with Xiang Xiaolong, Xiang Xiaolong leaked that he was staying at a classmate's house at night, and Ye Jiawen knew that Xiang Qingyun had sold the house.

He asked Xiang Qingyun about the money, but Xiang Qingyun was vague, he only asked him to recuperate well, and he didn't have to worry about the rest.Xiang Qingyun refused to tell, so he had to inquire from other sources, and only then did he know how much his illness cost him every day, and then he knew that Xiang Qingyun had sold the house at a low price.

Ye Jiawen was still taking care of him, but his mood had already begun to change.One is because of his own physical changes, he knows very well that although the treatment is so painful, his body is getting worse day by day, and his body's functions are declining day by day; Qingyun pushes out to look at the blue sky and green land, but the blue sky will always be that small piece of blue sky, and the green land will always be those few grasses. In addition to physical torture, it is also a kind of detention and torture psychologically; there is also a problem of money. up.He had to think about the future of Xiang Qingyun and Xiang Xiaolong.

Finally one day, Ye Jiawen said to Xiang Qingyun, "Go and complete the discharge procedures for me."

Xiang Qingyun was greatly taken aback, stopped the pear juice he was pounding, grabbed Ye Jiawen's hand and asked nervously: "Jiawen, what's wrong with you? Are you, are you worried about money? Can you rest assured? ..."

Ye Jiawen shook his head: "Qingyun, I know my own body. It won't be long, I don't want to be in the hospital at the last moment... I told you when I was in college, I have a dream, and my lover Let’s go to Xinjiang to see the lavender fields together. For so many years, because work and life are always procrastinating...Before I leave, let me fulfill a dream, otherwise I feel that I have lived in vain all my life.”

Xiang Qingyun couldn't bear it anymore, hugged him and burst into tears.Ever since he found out about Ye Jiawen's condition, Xiang Qingyun has secretly shed tears a few times while hiding in Ye Jiawen, but he has never cried in front of Ye Jiawen. She shed tears, never wanting to let Ye Jiawen know.But this time, when he heard Ye Jiawen express his last wish, he felt sore and couldn't help crying.

Ye Jiawen was discharged from the hospital.

Their house had been sold, so Xiang Qingyun temporarily rented a small two-bedroom house and took Ye Jiawen to live in it.Ye Jiawen couldn't walk, so Xiang Qingyun hugged him around, Xiang Qingyun treated him like a mother taking care of a newborn baby, and cared for every step of the way.Ye Jiawen vomited non-stop. When he wanted to vomit, he vomited as soon as he opened his mouth. There was no warning at all. He often vomited both himself and Xiang Qingyun dirty. He massages his stomach, though that probably won't help at all.

Before going to Xinjiang to see the lavender flower fields, Ye Jiawen took advantage of his brain to think, and did one more thing - he asked Xiang Qingyun to find a lawyer, saying that he wanted to do a notarization, and then in front of the lawyer's In front of him, he settled an account with Xiang Qingyun.

There is almost 100 million yuan left from the sale of the house, which is their common property.Ye Jiawen asked Xiang Qingyun to return the money to Gu Shangxue with 80 yuan and 50 yuan to Xiang Hairong, and to pay back the money given by other people, and let it go if they said they didn't have to.In addition, another 20.00 yuan was given to Ye Jiawen's father as compensation for what he owed over the years.There are more than 35 yuan left. They originally owed the bank a loan of about 15 yuan.To buy a small house of [-] to [-] square meters, the down payment is [-]%, which is [-] yuan. The rest is a bank loan.There is still about [-] left over. Open a new account, the head of the account is Xiang Xiaolong. This money will be deposited as Xiang Xiaolong’s education funds. No one except Xiang Xiaolong can misappropriate the money in this account, and This money is only used for education, and Xiang Qingyun still has the obligation to support Xiang Xiaolong.As for the maintenance of Xiang Qingyun's parents, it will come from Xiang Qingyun's personal income in the future.

Hearing that Ye Jiawen had settled the account in a straightforward manner, Xiang Qingyun did not express any objection.After the lawyer sorted out the relevant documents and sent them over, Xiang Qingyun signed his name.

That night, Ye Jiawen and Xiang Qingyun lay on the bed and talked a lot.In the beginning, Ye Jiawen began to chatter about the funeral: "After I die, you should find someone who can manage the house and live with you, no matter if it's a man or a woman, be smart, and it's best if you can take care of yourself. I was wrong from the beginning, I should... Forget it, it’s too late to say now. It’s fine for you to be alone, but you still have Xiaolong, so think more about his interests. To live life, you have to be more realistic. "

Xiang Qingyun didn't say anything, just hugged Ye Jiawen tightly, kissing him constantly, from his forehead to his chin, the more he kissed, the more he trembled.It was only later that Ye Jiawen realized that he was not trembling, but crying silently.

Emotions are contagious. Ye Jiawen managed to maintain his calm at first, but then he also cried while hugging Xiang Qingyun's arm.He yelled weakly and hoarsely: "I don't want to die, what will you do if I die, what will you do with Xiaolong! You two can't even remember the password of the router, and you always have to ask which cabinet and drawer are the things at home?" I... Qingyun, after I die, don't look for others, you are not allowed to look for others, I will only have you in my life, if there is no Xiaolong, I really want you to accompany me!"

Xiang Qingyun still cried, kissed him vigorously, but didn't speak.

Ye Jiawen gradually calmed down, wiped away tears, sobbed and said: "After I leave, you can live well. I still miss you. I can't bear to see you alone. Xiaolong wants to live his own life. You still Find a companion, someone will talk to you when you get old. Xiang Qingyun, I like you so much, I have loved you all my life, I really want to sit in a wheelchair and watch the sunset with you, I really want to protect you from the wind Yu, I want you to live a good life, but I don’t have time to help you anymore. From now on, you will live on your own, and you have to live well.”

Xiang Qingyun buried his head in his chest, and finally said hoarsely: "Without you, I would not have a good life."

Xiang Qingyun took Ye Jiawen to Xinjiang.There are lavender flower fields in Yili, and there are large expanses of blue-purple flowers that roll like waves when the wind blows.Ye Jiawen was in particularly good spirits this day, and was carried by Xiang Qingyun to walk in the flower field.His eyes were wide open, he couldn't see clearly, he could only vaguely see some light and shadow, but he still took in the beautiful scenery of the hillside and showed a knowing smile.There are many small gray flying insects in the flower field. When walking in the flower field, the flying insects will stop on people.Ye Jiawen didn't like bugs before, but this time he didn't have any dissatisfaction. Now everything in this world is so beautiful in his heart, he even spread his palms to let those flying insects stay in his palms.

Xiang Qingyun hugged Ye Jiawen and sat down on the hillside, kissed his withered cheeks, and inserted a sprig of lavender into his lapel.

"Jiawen," he said with red eyes, the most sensual love words in the world, "you are the most beautiful existence in the world in my eyes, I love you."

Ye Jiawen rested her head on his chest.A gust of cool wind blew past, taking away the stuffy heat, and Ye Jiawen felt the energy in his body dissipate little by little with the wind.

"Qingyun, you are a good person." Ye Jiawen said, "I don't regret being with you. If I can live without so many burdens and troubles in my next life, I will love you again."

These were the last words he said, and then he closed his eyes and fell asleep quietly.

The author has something to say: The next chapter is after rebirth

Well, Xiaoshengsheng didn't expect to be penalized after writing six or seven chapters, saying that he didn't get to the point after writing six chapters, it was too procrastinating, Xiaoshengsheng was really wronged>

The reason why I spend so much time explaining the contradictions before rebirth is because I have experienced incompleteness before I know how to correct it and how to make my life better.In fact, what really defeats love is not necessarily a big event. The couples like Ye Jiawen who got cancer and were separated are even rarer, and there are not so many people who have moral and legal problems such as cheating, murder and arson. Many times it is really the details. To defeat love, some trivial frictions accumulate, and no matter how great a love is, it will fail.But after dying once and experiencing a failure, Ye Jiawen will grow up, become stronger and know how to love himself and those around him, and make up for regrets. This is the meaning of rebirth, isn't it?So there is nothing wrong with the topic. From the first word of this article, we have already entered the topic.

Then there are some spoilers: After rebirth, I will definitely not repeat the tragedy of the previous life. As for how impossible and unrealistic everyone said in the comments, let Xiaosheng write and read it first?Goldfinger will open, big money will be earned, those who deserve revenge will get revenge, and when they should be proud, they will also be proud, that's it

In the end...receiving a negative score really broke my heart (you get out

I heard that the author is cute and readers will sprinkle flowers to help make up for the deducted points. Is this really the case?