how do you remember love

A few days later, Chen Chen was still stuck in that problem, seeing him embarrassed and depressed, even though he tried his best to hide it, Tian Lu could still feel the pain in his heart.Tian Lu didn't want to embarrass him anymore, so she decided to do the last thing for her loved one—to help him choose!

This morning, Tian Lu held the farewell letter to Chen Chen that she had been thinking about and writing all night, and slowly walked into Chen Xi's ward with red and swollen eyes.In the ward, Lan Feng was carefully packing the breakfast utensils for Chen Xi.Seeing Tian Lu coming in, Chen Xi hurriedly and kindly asked her to come and sit down, but looking at Tian Lu with a sad face, swollen eyes and listless eyes, as if she was about to burst into tears by accident, both Lan Feng and Chen Xi felt ominous in their hearts. premonition.Chen Xi took Tian Lu's hand and asked with concern: "Lu Lu, what's wrong with you?" Tian Lu suppressed tears, forced a smile on her face, then looked up at Lan Feng, and held her hand for a long time. , handed the slightly damp letter to Lan Feng, and said, "Give this to Chen for me!" Lan Feng looked at Tian Lu, and immediately asked, "Why didn't you hand it to him in person? He must be in a hurry now. I saw you!" Tears flashed in Tian Lu's eyes instantly, she didn't dare to look directly at them, fearing that the tears would jump out disobediently, so she looked away, and said in a slightly trembling and light voice: "I'm afraid When I see him again, I won't have the courage to choose to leave!" Chen Xi and Lan Feng certainly understood what this meant, and although they were sad and reluctant, they really couldn't think of a better way.At this time, Chen Xi looked at Tian Lu who was about to cry, and said softly: "Lu Lu, come out with me for a walk!" to the small garden.Thinking that the two of them might have something to whisper about their daughter's family, Lan Feng stayed in the ward instead of following.

Chen Xi, who was sitting on a bench in the small garden, couldn't help smiling when he saw the children running around chasing and playing in front of him.Tian Lu looked at Chen Xi, who cared so much about her children, and couldn't help smiling and asked, "Have you found the feeling of being a mother now?" Chen Xi responded with a smile: "Yes! When I see children now, I always think of my children as grown-ups." Will it be a boy or a girl? Will she grow up happily like this?" Tian Lu looked at Chen Xi, heard her expectations and fears for the future, and couldn't help being envious. Said: "I really envy you, the child is about to be born, and the person I love and loves me will always be by my side!" When Chen Xi heard this, she couldn't help feeling worried about the current situation of Tian Lu and Chen Chen, as well as the decision she just made. Feeling helpless and sad, he asked for a while, "Lu Lu, if you could start your life all over again, and it was entirely up to you to decide whether to meet my brother or not, would you still choose to lose so scarred?" Tian Lu Listening to Chen Xi's question, she looked into the distance with a smile, and said firmly: "If life happens again, I will choose to meet him and fall in love with him without hesitation! Because I have truly loved him, even if I once had it, it is enough for me. Aftertaste for a lifetime, happiness for a lifetime! During the period when your brother was ill, I realized how terrible the real loss is, so I don’t hate Fang Zhenyi for taking away Chen. I thank her, I am very grateful to her , because it was her, I didn't really lose it. In fact, you only know it when you really love it. It turns out that when you really fall in love with someone, you will find that what you really want in your heart is not to possess him, but to wish him well. I hope he lives well! If you can make the other party happy because of your own efforts, then it will be much happier than possessing it!" Hearing Tian Lu's answer, Chen Xi looked at the smile and blessing on her face, Can't help but feel sorry for the infatuated man in front of him, and can't help sighing.

In the afternoon of the same day, Lan Feng walked into Chen Chen's ward. As soon as he entered, Chen Chen asked, "Did you see Lu Lu? I haven't seen her since last night. Is she at Xiao Xi's place? Could it be?" Haven't you come yet? Are you busy making supplements for me again? Why does she have to work so hard on herself?" Lan Feng couldn't help feeling a little sad when he heard Chen Chen talking to himself non-stop.He approached Chen Chen, took out the letter Tian Lu asked him to deliver from his pocket, gently handed it to Chen Chen, and said, "Lu Lu will not come, she is gone! This is what she left for you." Yes!" Hearing Lan Feng's words, Chen Chen couldn't believe his ears. He stared at Lan Feng with wide eyes and asked, "What did you say? Gone? Who left?" Lan Feng sighed deeply, and said: "Lulu is gone, it's true! This is what she left for you!" Chen Chen stared at Lan Feng in astonishment, took the letter with slightly trembling hands in a short while, and quickly opened it, Tian Lu's The handwriting appeared in front of his eyes in an instant.

"Chen, I'm leaving! After thinking about it, this should be the best choice at present. Don't complain about anyone or anything around you. This may be life, and it is impossible to really do whatever you want. In fact, our meeting, knowing and loving each other was originally Impossible miracle, so even if we still lose it in the end, it is enough for us to be grateful to everyone and everything around us, because it is these people and these things that made us love so much. Cherish Fang Zhenyi , love her well! She really loves you, and her love for you is no less than mine, or even more.

Do you remember the movie "Titanic"?I have said that this is my favorite film, it has touched me countless times.What touched me the most was not that Jack could choose to die because of his love for Rose in just a few days of being together, but that because of Rose's love for Jack, he could choose to live bravely and happily. Die is harder!I will not keep you and the bits and pieces I have loved with you in the depths of my memory, I will learn to be like Rose, use them as the motivation to live on, explore bravely, and accept new challenges on the road of life Happy and good.Maybe I will forget you in a few years, but please believe that it is not because I force myself to forget, but because I am really living happily and happily, even so happy that I can forget you!Please also take my love for you and live a good life, and live a more splendid life!In fact, we are much happier than Jack and Rose, because they are separated from each other, but at least we are still alive, and it is good to be alive. No matter how far apart we are, we can still breathe the same air and enjoy the same moonlight.

"Thank you!" I didn't expect that this was what I wanted to say to you the most when we parted, and I never said it along the way. It's a pity to think about it now!I want to thank you, thank you for letting me love you, and for loving me deeply!You made me truly understand what love is, and also deeply feel the wonderful taste of loving and being loved.Once loved, I am satisfied!Please forgive me that I can only say goodbye to you in this way, but I really can't say this in front of you.I am afraid that I will no longer have the courage to choose to leave.Farewell, my love!Don't shed tears because of separation, that's not your style.I still like you who smile at me, Sunshine!brilliant!Just forget about me, just pretend I've never been here!Lulu left a message. "

Chen Chen had tears streaming down his face after reading the letter, and thought painfully: "Is this the way to say goodbye? One second you were still smiling at me, and the next second we will never see each other again in this life? I am really like this Losing you? Can I really live bravely and happily?" Chen Chen thought about this, and tears soaked the letter paper.After a while, he suddenly reacted from his sadness, turned around and took Lan Feng's arm, stared at him and asked, "Is she gone? Where is she going? When is she leaving? Tell me, tell me quickly Me!" Lan Feng looked at Chen Chen, this Chen Chen, who was once his opponent and his rival in love, but now his relative, has always been full of self-confidence, proud and unruly appearance, and facing parting at this moment is so painful and helpless.Although Lan Feng had promised Tian Lu, facing Chen Chen in such a state, he really couldn't be more ruthless to hide it.So, after Chen Chen pleaded repeatedly, Lan Feng finally couldn't help but said: "Lulu should be boarding the flight to Germany in an hour!" Chen Chen let go of Lan Feng's arm when he heard it.Before Lan Feng could react, Chen Chen had already pulled up his coat and rushed out of the ward. Because he was still very weak, he staggered along the way, stopping and running, panting heavily every time he stopped. After completely slowing down, he continued to run and rushed out of the hospital.Immediately afterwards, I stopped a taxi and pointed towards the airport.Lan Feng was worried about Chen Chen, who was still recovering, and chased him all the way, but he couldn't catch up with Chen Chen who was running out like crazy until the gate of the hospital, so he had to hurry up and take a taxi to follow.Sitting in the car, Chen Chen eagerly urged the driver to hurry up, but the driver had to complain about speeding. Chen Chen immediately said, "It's okay! I'll pay you all the speeding fines! Please hurry up!" The driver listened He stepped on the accelerator and flew towards the airport.Along the way, the scenery that passed quickly outside the window brought Chen Chen into the memory of only him and Tian Lu.When he saw her for the first time, she looked like a clumsy and foolish nymphomaniac; in the first scene between him and her, she fainted from nervousness; she cried bitterly because of his reprimand; he was hurt because he helped her when she hugged him sadly behind his back; her embarrassing appearance because she was drunk and strayed into his room; her heartbroken appearance because she happened to meet him making out with other women; The night in the paradise; he confessed to her, kissed her, her happy appearance; she was besieged by fans because of him, her helpless expression; His affectionate duet in the singing competition; and when he was sick, she took care of him meticulously and distressed her, and the process of defending their love together...Scene after scene, one scene after another, seems to have happened yesterday, and it seems to have already happened. so long ago.Chen Chen was like this, holding the purple crystal pendant hanging around his neck, immersed in the beauty and bitterness of memories, sometimes happy and sometimes sad.And when he thought that Tian Lu would leave him and this city in just a few minutes, his heart ached and he sighed endlessly.After running all the way, the taxi finally arrived at the airport and stopped in front of the airport's foreign departure hall.After getting out of the car, Chen Chen threw his wallet to the driver, and then ran into the lobby without looking back, searching for Tian Lu in a hurry. He kept looking, looking, and even yelled Tian Lu's name.Until he ran to the security check area, he found a familiar figure from a distance. He ran over a few steps and almost rushed into the security check gate, but was stopped by several security personnel at the airport, unable to move.He anxiously yelled Tian Lu's name loudly, just in time for Tian Lu who had passed the security check to hear her stop, but she didn't look back.Seeing Tian Lu stop, Chen Chen was sure that she heard him calling her, and there was a trace of joy on his face, but when he found that Tian Lu didn't turn to look at him, he became worried again, so Chen Chen shouted at Tian Lu's stagnant back Shout: "Lulu! Lulu! Don't go! Don't go! As long as you look back, as long as you stay, I don't want anything, I don't care about anything! Even if I betray the whole world, even if the whole world scolds me and hates me, I don't care I only want you! I love you!" Tian Lu had to wipe the tears off her face with trembling hands when she heard Chen Chen's words, but she still didn't look back, but said silently in her heart: "Chen, you know that I How painful is my heart now? Do you know how reluctant I am? But I can’t look back now, I have to leave! This is because, I love you!” Tian Lu took a deep breath at this thought, raised her head, Trying to hide his choked face, he strode in without looking back, and disappeared into the depths of the entrance.Chen Chen looked at the figure that had disappeared, and sat slumped on the ground, tears streaming down his face.At the same time, Tian Lu was leaning against the partition wall behind the entrance, and slid to the ground, weeping uncontrollably.Not long after, Lan Feng finally found Chen Chen, and sighed helplessly in front of Chen Chen who had already collapsed.