I want to have a home

Lin Jiale picked up the teacup, poured the already cold tea into his stomach, and then put the teacup heavily on the table: "Speak, what do you want to talk about?"

Mrs. Zhuang squeezed the small Kun bag in her hand with some unease: "Well, He Fangxu didn't come to see you, did he?"

Lin Jiale's head buzzed, did he finally come?It turned out that hearing this name made him feel so uncomfortable. He bit his lower lip and managed to stop the trembling of his lips. It took him a long time to utter a word: "No."

Mrs. Zhuang breathed a sigh of relief: "It's fine if you don't find it."

Lin Jiale's heart skipped a beat, and a sense of fear rose up uncontrollably, what does this mean? "He's looking for me?"

Mrs. Zhuang nodded: "Yes. She also asked me many times, asking if I hid you. "

Lin Jiale turned his head: "What does he want from me?"

Mrs. Zhuang shook her head: "I don't know either. I'm relieved that you don't want to see him. He is not a good person. You must not get involved with him again. "

Lin Jiale remained silent. Whether He Fangxu is a good person or not is none of my business. I don't want to have anything to do with him in my whole life, and it would be better if I never see him again.But why was he so afraid in his heart? He had a strong bad feeling, as if Mrs. Zhuang had found him, it would not be long before He Fangxu found him. He resisted the urge to run away.what do I do?escape?Where are you going this time?

Seeing that he didn't speak, Mrs. Zhuang continued to probe cautiously, "Jia Le, who is that Sheng Mo?"

Lin Jiale frowned and looked at Mrs. Zhuang: "Why do you ask this? He is either me or my friend."

Mrs. Zhuang continued to ask, "Isn't he your boyfriend?"

"?" Lin Jiale obviously underestimated Mrs. Zhuang's knowledge. She lives in the most open Hong Kong, how could she not know about homosexuality.Lin Jiale suddenly felt that this was a bit funny, he sneered, "What boyfriend? He's just my ordinary friend, you're overthinking it."

Mrs. Zhuang breathed a sigh of relief: "It's fine if you don't. It's not good to disturb the foundation, and you will be despised by others. Mom hopes that you will be upright and upright, and don't take those crooked ways."

Lin Jiale was inexplicably unhappy: "What's wrong with homosexuality? Who doesn't behave in an upright manner? What is a crooked way? Homosexuality is not the right way, and it is the right way for a woman to marry a man? Like you and my father?" Lin Jiale didn't say anything even worse. What he heard that time was that his own mother was definitely a third party who meddled in other people's marriages. Yes, they didn't mess with each other, and they walked the right path?

Mrs. Zhuang turned pale, shook her head, and put her hand on her forehead: "Okay, Mom is busy. I just hope you have a good life, and don't get involved with He Fangxu again."

Lin Jiale said impatiently: "Don't mention this name to me, I will feel uncomfortable when I hear it. This person has nothing to do with me. If you don't mention him today, I won't remember it."

Looking at her son's indifferent face, Mrs. Zhuang felt very uncomfortable. She lowered her voice and said, "Jia Le, my mother really didn't want to leave you alone. When I went out to work with your father, he was dragged away. Gambling, losing a lot of money, and being chased by people with knives for debts. We really had no choice but to ask the boss for a loan. Our boss agreed to lend me the money, but he made a condition that I would give birth to a son for him. This matter It sounds absurd, but your father agreed, and I agreed to save your father." At this point, Mrs. Zhuang began to sob.

Lin Jiale was silent. He had heard a lot about giving birth in the womb, but it was always something in novels. He didn't expect his mother to be born in the womb.But why borrowing a belly to give birth to a child ended up being borrowed by everyone?

Mrs. Zhuang calmed down, and then said: "At that time, Mr. Zhuang helped your dad pay off his gambling debts. Your dad also asked for a sum of money every month, and he agreed. Your dad never went to work again. I'm idle, I can't persuade you, I hang out with a group of cronies all day long. After I gave birth to Ah Cheng, Mr. Zhuang and Mrs. Zhuang were willing to accept him. I wanted to ask your father to go back to my hometown together, but he owed a lot of debts. In desperation, I had no choice but to ask Mr. Zhuang for help, but I accidentally became pregnant again with Ashin. Your father asked Mr. Zhuang to divorce me, but he had to pay him a sum of money. I don’t know the exact amount Well, this is all a private deal between him and Mr. Zhuang. He made an agreement with me not to allow me to go back and disturb your life, so I never went back. Jiale, what happened back then was not because my mother didn’t want you on purpose. Can you understand mom?"

Lin Jiale wanted to laugh when he heard this story, why is it so legendary, what happened to that accidental pregnancy?Is his mother disgusted with his father's idleness and not seeking to make progress, or is he greedy for a comfortable and rich life, and has become someone else's mistress?This is probably only known to those involved.His son was actually a complete outsider.So I should be grateful to them, at least that wrong marriage gave me a chance to be born.Although it is so difficult to live, it is always a journey in this world.

Lin Jiale stood up and bowed to Mrs. Zhuang: "Thank you, Mrs. Zhuang. Your story shows that you also have your difficulties. I can understand, and you don't have to blame me too much. But our relationship is also That's all, you gave me life, so I want to thank you. You gave birth to me, but you didn't support me, and you probably won't need me to support you in the future. When we talk about it, I still owe you. Regarding He Fangxu’s matter, let me repay your kindness. Any grievances between you will have nothing to do with me in the future, so don’t come to me again. I am doing well now. If you don’t come, I will Better off, really. Thanks and bye." Best not to see you.After Lin Jiale finished speaking, he bowed again, and then walked out.Mrs. Zhuang sat there for a long while, and finally shook her head with a wry smile, stood up, and left.

Sheng Mo drove the car, paying attention to Lin Jiale who was leaning on the back of the chair from time to time, his face was expressionless, his eyes were not focused, he didn't know if he was in a daze or wandering.Sheng Mo reached out to touch Lin Jiale's hand, and it was icy cold, so he quickly turned on the heater in the car more fully.He didn't make a sound to interrupt Lin Jiale's trance. At this time, it's good for him to be quiet for a while.

Sheng Mo recalled what he learned when he was alone with Lin Jiale's father in the teahouse just now. That man is currently living in Yunnan, where he became a door-to-door son-in-law, married a young local woman, and gave birth to a daughter.This youngest daughter has a congenital heart defect, and he came back this time to help her raise money for medical treatment.Sheng Mo thought, this man has lived for more than 40 years, so he finally has a sense of responsibility, maybe this is good news.But he couldn't bear to tell Jia Le about this, because this father who was running around for his daughter was also Jia Le's father, and he never gave any care for Jia Le.

Thinking of this, Sheng Mo couldn't help but want to hold Jia Le in his arms and tell him: They don't love you, I will love you.The car drove for a certain distance, Sheng Mo thought about it, and drove the car out of the city to the northeast.When Lin Jiale found out, the car was already on the highway.He turned his head and asked Sheng Mo, "Mr. Sheng, where are you going?"

Sheng Mo smiled: "I'll take you to relax, to go to Conghua to soak in the hot springs."

Lin Jiale's heart moved: "Is it the Conghua in "Litchi Honey"?"

Sheng Mo laughed: "You have also studied this text. Isn't it the Conghua? Going to the hot spring at this time is the most comfortable."

Lin Jiale said, "Is Conghua far from here?"

"It's not far. It takes more than an hour to drive. Let's go to a hot spring. If you don't want to go, it's fine to spend the night there." Sheng Mo said.

Lin Jiale is quite yearning for Conghua. He has been in Guangzhou for more than a year, but he never thought that Conghua Hot Spring is beside him. It is like something out of a book. I want to take a look. As for staying overnight, then Forget it: "Dudiu is still at home and no one is taking care of him, so why not spend the night there."

Sheng Mo grinned, it's no wonder that Diudiu prefers Lin Jiale, and he is also thinking about it with all his heart. Speaking of which, he wants to be jealous. Has Lin Jiale ever taken the initiative to think of himself?Looking back, he should have thought of it. For example, didn't he think of himself in today's incident?Thinking of this, Sheng Mo was immediately satisfied. "Okay, you have the final say. Let's go to the hot spring in the afternoon, have dinner there and then come back. It won't be very late."

Conghua is a county in G City, where there are rolling hills and mountains, the mountains are not too high, covered with lush vegetation, where litchi and hot springs are abundant.There are continuous green lychee forests all over the mountains and plains, which has the reputation of "Litchi Kingdom", and hot springs are dotted among the mountains and forests.The production season of lychees has passed, but from those low-hanging lush branches, one can still imagine the grand occasion of the harvest season.

Sheng Mo watched Lin Jiale keep looking at the lychee groves, and said with a smile: "Next summer, we will come here to pick lychees. It's so cheap, you can eat whatever you want. Buy when you're full."

Lin Jiale looked longingly: "Really? Then I buy it after I'm full, and the host won't tell me?"

"Who said? Few people can eat [-] lychees a day like Su Dongpo. The lychees get angry, and eating too much makes you uncomfortable. When you eat, you can't eat much. When you come to pick lychees, you still have to eat them." It's a pleasure to draw." Sheng Mo and Dai Qi went there twice, facing a mountain of lychees, they really couldn't eat a few.

"Then it's settled. Let's pick lychees together in summer. Call Brother Liu's family, and Teacher Dai, and by the way, Diudiu." Lin Jiale's emotions were completely taken away by Sheng Mo, It seemed that the meeting in the afternoon had passed away, and it could no longer cause waves in my heart.

"Come on, all of you." Sheng Mo narrowed his eyes with a smile, this is the joy of family, and he must be happy and happy all the time.

Sheng Mo drove the car into a hill, and drove up along the winding mountain road, until halfway up the mountain, a few chic and small buildings appeared in the field of vision, and the wooden corridors of the buildings were black tiles, which looked quite antique.Sheng Mo stopped the car: "Here we are."

Lin Jiale looked up, and saw "Tingtao Pavilion" written on the wooden courtyard door, it seemed to be a very elegant place.Sheng Mo had been here once before, so he knew the way well. He led Lin Jiale into the yard, went to the registration office to register, and then went to buy a pair of swimming trunks: "Let's go to the hot spring."

Lin Jiale followed curiously and a little uneasy. Sheng Mo led him to take a bath, then changed into swimming trunks, and entered the hot spring pool.Because it is not a weekend, there are very few people coming to the hot springs. There are many hot spring pools here, large and small.Sheng Mo picked a small pool that was unoccupied, got out of the pool, and beckoned Lin Jiale to go too.It was the first time for Lin Jiale to face Sheng Mo naked, and he was quite uncomfortable.Sheng Mo called him with a smile: "Lele, you are not coming down yet, aren't you cold?"

"It's quite cold, I'll be here soon." In this weather, he took off his clothes and stood in the air. It's no wonder it wasn't cold. Lin Jiale pretended to be nonchalant and stepped into the pool. chill.He soaked his whole body in the water, remembering that Sheng Mo called him just now, it seemed that it was not "Xiaolin" but "Lele", Lin Jiale's ears immediately turned red, when did he change his name?Why didn't I pay attention, why didn't I pay attention!What should Lin Jiale do if there are a few deer bumping around in his heart?Let’s just pretend not to know, like a little turtle, he slowly retracted his head back into his shell, he was going to die of embarrassment, this name is only called by the closest people, such as grandma, fourth uncle, even his father Just call him Xiaole.