star sea is you

"Get up!" Ning Zhiyuan's voice was choked with sobs, he made this decision with great determination.In his life, he was taught what responsibility is since he was a child, and there were only two paths before him.One killed Shangguan Jingyu, and the other was responsible.He thought he didn't want to kill him, and he was angry at first, but later, when he thought of killing him, his heart ached.Then there is only the second way to go, which is to be responsible.If you have a relationship with him, that is his person, and he will be responsible to the end.The road chosen under the feet is like running in the dark, without seeing the light, which makes people feel at a loss.

Shangguan Jingyu's thighs were numb, and he tried several times with his hands on the ground but failed to get up.He grinned at Ning Zhiyuan, "My feet are numb."

Ning Zhiyuan bent down to help Shangguan Jingyu, suddenly felt his eyes darkened, and fell down first.

"Ning Zhiyuan..." Shangguan Jingyu's shout seemed to come from far away, anxious and full of worry.

What kind of person is Shangguan Jingyu to him?He never thought about it, he was just used to having him by his side.He knew what he was going to do without opening his mouth, looking at him and raising his eyebrows.

Shangguan Jingyu hugged Ning Zhiyuan and went back to the house.

Before completely passing out, Ning Zhiyuan muttered, "Look for Ji Xiaoqing."

"You finally woke up."

His head was heavy and he had to rub his temples. The memories of the past rushed into his mind, making Ning Zhiyuan stunned for a while before he sorted out what was going on.

Opening his eyes, he met Shangguan Jingyu's eager and excited eyes.

Ning Zhiyuan wanted to sit up, but Shangguan Jingyu helped him sit up and leaned against the back of the bed.

"How is it?" Shangguan Jingyu asked with concern.

"What time is it now?"

"It's midnight."

"I slept all day?" It rained heavily in the middle of the night that night, but now it seems that there is no wind or rain, and it is silent.

"You have slept for three days and three nights." Shangguan Jingyu replied.

"What?" Ning Zhiyuan turned up the volume in disbelief.

It took Ning Zhiyuan some time to accept the fact that he had been in a coma for three days.After asking Shangguan Jingyu what happened in the past few days, he felt relieved after knowing that the doctor he was looking for was Ji Xiaoqing.Ji Xiaoqing kept the matter a secret, and directly said that it was because of the wind and cold that he was fine, and his parents believed him enough that he didn't invite another doctor to see him.The soldiers stepped up their practice as usual.

For these three days, Shangguan Jingyu was taking care of him.

Shangguan Jingyu brought the medicine.

Ning Zhiyuan murmured in his heart, this medicine is pitch black, exudes an unpleasant smell, disgusting.Make him frown.

"Leave first."

Shangguan Jingyu put the medicine on the table, walked over, sat down on the edge of the bed, and said hesitantly, "What do you mean by what you said that night? His person, does he mean the person next to him or someone like Lin Xi and Ji Xiaoqing?" identity.

"You have to tell me first who told you that I was in that house?" It is impossible for Shangguan Jingyu to know, someone must have told him.

The four eyes are facing each other.Shangguan Jingyu looked away guiltily.

Seeing the way Shangguan Jingyu lowered his head and said nothing, there must be something tricky.Ning Zhiyuan smiled, this person is quite simple, he will recruit if he is just a bluff.So, he deliberately kept a serious face, pretending to look away indifferently.

"Then, what I said that night was all nonsense, we..."

"Xiaoqing, Ji Xiaoqing said it."

Before Shangguan Jingyu could think deeply about the countermeasures, the words came out of his mouth.After giving Ning Zhiyuan the medicine before, Ji Xiaoqing pulled him out, and warned him not to confess him, but now he... just sold him out.

Ji Xiaoqing, as expected.

Ning Zhiyuan gritted his teeth, and the faint smile on his mouth made him panic.

Shangguan Jingyu looked at his expression and asked cautiously, "What will you do to him?"

Ning Zhiyuan glanced at him sideways, changed the subject, "Bring me the medicine."

Shangguan Jingyu obediently walked to the table to fetch medicine, and then sat down in the same position as before.He took a spoonful of medicine, blew a few times and handed it to Ning Zhiyuan.

"Be careful of the heat."

Ning Zhiyuan gave him a blank look, "This is medicine, I'm so stuffy, there's no one like you. Pour a glass of water." He took the bowl in his hand.

When Shangguan Jingyu returned after pouring the water, the medicine was gone, and there was still some dross at the bottom of the white porcelain bowl.

Ning Zhiyuan's entire face was wrinkled because of the bitterness of the medicine, and he eagerly stretched out his hand for water.Seeing such a scene, Shangguan Jingyu felt that he had finished drinking the medicine.Take a few steps to bring the water up.

He took the water and drank it in one gulp, then said after a while, "This medicine is too bitter."

Shangguan Jingyu put the empty bowl and cup on the table, walked around and looked down at Ning Zhiyuan from time to time, his face was hot, his heart was beating fast, the words jumped to his mouth, and he swallowed them again.

Ning Zhiyuan knew what he wanted to ask, but he looked at him and didn't speak.

Finally, Shangguan Jingyu plucked up the courage to take a step forward and asked what he wanted to ask just now.

"We... are we together?".

"I will find you a house, you can move in..."

He was interrupted before he finished speaking.

"And then wait for you to pamper me every day, what do you think of me?"

Shangguan Jingyu's heart jumped into his throat, and now it sank straight down again,

"what happened?"

Ning Zhiyuan saw that Shangguan Jingyu's face became ugly, he lowered his head and closed his mouth tightly, without saying a word.I asked a few questions and got no answer.

"inappropriate?"

"Of course not."

Shangguan Jingyu instinctively held Ning Zhiyuan's hand, Ning Zhiyuan frowned slightly, resisting the urge to pull his hand back.He doesn't like being touched by others.

"That's not what I want. I want to see you every day and be by your side all the time. I will be by your side for all your happy, sad and sad ones. You are happy, I am happy with you, and you are sad , I am sad with you. I love you, Ning Zhiyuan, I love you. So, I want to be by your side, to know if you have eaten on time, if the food is good, if it is cold, have you added clothes. Wake up in the morning The first person I want to see is you, and the last person I see when I close my eyes every night is you."

Ning Zhiyuan doesn't understand this kind of love that gets along day and night, his liking for Zhu Qing is not like this.

"Then what do you want?"

Shangguan Jingyu choked out these words for a long time, "It's like this now, isn't it good?" He said deeply, he was afraid that Ning Zhiyuan would be too disgusted, he knew that Ning Zhiyuan didn't love him, and one day he would take it step by step. What he wins, the one who is close to the water and the platform first gets the moon.

Shangguan Jingyu fanned Ning Zhiyuan until he fell asleep, then he blew out the candle, undressed and went to bed.Boldly grabbing Ning Zhiyuan's hand to his chest.The other party did not refuse, and breathed evenly.His heart seemed to overflow.