star sea is you

Ning Zhiyuan didn't know how long he had slept, but the sound of the door opening woke him up.Opening his eyes, he saw Shangguan Jingyu standing in front of him, his face was pale, his body was soaked, and water was dripping down.

Ning Zhiyuan sat down from the bed slowly. When he sat down, he was so painful that he almost passed out. Shangguan Jingyu wanted to help him, but he stared back.He could feel his back bleeding now.

"What are you doing back here?" His face was pale, all supported by willpower.

After Shangguan Jingyu woke up, he saw the sword on the ground.He knew what kind of choice Ning Zhiyuan had just gone through.He didn't dare to ask for his forgiveness, he was mad with anger.

"I..." Shangguan Jingyu stepped forward and moved his lips.I want to say something, but thousands of words are stuck in my mind.

"Get lost!" Ning Zhiyuan said with indifferent eyes and a cold tone.This is his greatest mercy.

"Ning Zhiyuan, I..."

"I won't kill you, I've done my best."

"I won't leave." Shangguan Jingyu shouted in horror.

"You really think I dare not kill you." Ning Zhiyuan half-closed his eyes and looked at him, killing intent spread from him. "Haven't you humiliated me enough?" He slapped the bed board angrily and shouted, his chest heaving violently.

Shangguan Jingyu stood by and wanted to explain, knowing that he was angry.

He slowed down for a while, and tried to suppress his anger, "What else do you want? Even if I reveal that you know martial arts and release the news that you are not dead, if you do this now, we will be cleared. Let's go."

After finishing speaking, Ning Zhiyuan lowered his head and stared at the ground, he waited for Shangguan Jingyu's scolding.

Deathly silence.

"You, what did you just say? You, you betrayed me?" His voice trembled.

Ning Zhiyuan looked up at him, as if saying, "Didn't you already know that?"

Shangguan Jingyu understood, staggered back a few steps, hit the table and sat down, covered his face with his hands, and remained silent for a while.

"I didn't, I wanted to humiliate you. I was very angry at the time, I saw him hooking your neck, I, I was mad at the time, and you let me go...all I did, It's because I love you." Speaking of this, Shangguan Jingyu looked straight at Ning Zhiyuan affectionately, "I love you. Everything I do is because I love you. From the moment you saved me, I fell in love with you. is you."

Ning Zhiyuan had a panoramic view of his movements and expressions, so he really didn't know, he thought... he closed his eyes helplessly and took a deep breath.What Shangguan Jingyu did was simply to like him.

"You still want to humiliate me?" He could only speak like this.

There was a flash of lightning outside, followed by rumbling thunder.It rained harder.

"It doesn't matter if you believe it or not. I love you, I really love you."

Headache, dizzy, his figure swayed a bit, his hands on the edge of the bed grabbed the edge of the bed to prevent himself from fainting.

Seeing that this man was about to faint, Shangguan Jingyu became anxious, "How are you doing? I'll call the doctor." Turning around, he was about to go out.

"You go, I don't want to see you again."

Shangguan Jingyu stopped and turned around.Hurt look.

"Am I just annoying you like that?" He shouted with all his strength, carrying the grievances of the past.

Ning Zhiyuan turned his head away and refused to look at him, and choked out a few words, "Get out of here."

Shangguan Jingyu smiled miserably at him, tears fell uncontrollably, reached out his hand to touch his face indiscriminately, turned and walked out.

He didn't hate Shangguan Jingyu, he hated himself.He was sorry for Zhu Xiaoqing, he had a relationship with someone else, although he was forced, but in fact he didn't try his best to prevent it from happening, otherwise Shangguan Jingyu could do anything to him.I don't know when, he likes to have this person by his side, this is what makes him hate himself.If you love someone, you will love until you grow old; if you choose someone, you will live your life forever.Niang once said, "Unless you are ready to spend your whole life with this girl, you can have sex with her." This has always been regarded as the rule of life by him.

In the year I was away, I met Zhu Qing on a stage in a town, and was amazed by his actor's appearance.So, he gave him a promise and brought him back to Lincheng.After all these years, he remains the same.

He was thinking, wait for a while, and wait for things to settle down.He will show his cards to his mother.It's just that the plan can't keep up with the changes.

Now that he had a relationship with Shangguan Jingyu, he had to take responsibility.Unless you kill him, but he can't do this choice.If he is responsible, he will feel sorry for Zhu Qing and break his promise.

"Yuan'er." Mother Ning knocked on the door a few times, "Did you fall asleep?"

"No."

Ning Zhiyuan stepped out of the screen.

Mother Ning came in, and the two sat down at the round table.

When he sat down, his face was covered with sweat.Even a martial arts practitioner like him, who has practiced thousands of times, couldn't bear the pain.

"Mother, why are you here?" Ning Zhiyuan smiled.

"Yuan'er, what's wrong with you? Your face is so pale."

"I'm fine. I just came back from Ji Xiaoqing's place. I got a little cold. Just take a rest."

Ning Zhiyuan poured a glass of water and handed it to Mother Ning. "Mom, drink water."

Ning's mother stared at Ning Zhiyuan several times worriedly.

"I'm really fine. The sweat is because I was in a hurry when I just came back. It's hot. Xiaoqing said it's okay, just wrap up in the quilt and sweat a lot." As if afraid that she wouldn't believe it, she said loudly on purpose, "Is there something wrong with Mother coming here so late?"

"I heard from Xiaohong that the people in your courtyard are kneeling." Ning's mother's face darkened, "What did he do wrong, you punished him like this. No one in our Ning family has been punished kneeling in the heavy rain."

"Punishment for what?" Monk Zhang Er, Ning Zhiyuan, was puzzled.

Ning's mother pointed to the door, but the door was not closed, Ning Zhiyuan looked over, under the big tree fluttering in the wind, Shangguan Jingyu was kneeling.

"How did mother teach you? You are not feeling well now, and mother will also blame you. They are also human beings, and they are also the treasures of their parents, for a small mistake.

Thought it was gone.Disappointment, sadness, but also a little joy.

"I didn't punish him, he wants to kneel himself." Ning Zhiyuan felt wronged, mother didn't know anything, so she couldn't be blamed.

Is Shangguan Jingyu tired of working?

"I let him in, but he refused, saying that he did something sorry for you. It's not you punishing him. Hurry up and let people in. The heavy rain has been drenched for hours, and it will take several days. If you don't make a fuss, you will die. Hurry up."

Ning's mother kept urging, but Ning Zhiyuan remained silent.He was unwilling to compromise, and Shangguan Jingyu was threatening him in disguise.

"Then what do you say he did wrong?"

Ning Zhiyuan kept his mouth shut and did not answer.

Mother Ning knew that it would be useless for anyone to force him to say something he didn't want to say.

"You are as stubborn as your father, like a donkey..." Ning's mother wanted to say something, but seeing that Ning Zhiyuan's face became paler, and the sweat on his face was much more than before, "Did Xiaoqing really say it's okay? Look at your face..."

Ning Zhiyuan shook his head.

"Mother, you go back first, I will deal with this matter."

"Then you hurry up and let people in, I won't talk, you hurry up and rest." My son's body is clear to me. He has practiced martial arts since he was a child, and he is strong and strong. Not to mention serious illnesses, they are minor illnesses. pass.

Mother Ning stood under the eaves and persuaded Shangguan Jingyu for a while, but to no avail, she sighed and went back to the yard.They are all donkeys, why can't they turn?Yuan'er is like his father, this person is like Yuan'er, it is true that those who are close to vermilion are red and those who are close to ink are black.

After he came out, he knelt here, and he didn't know how long he knelt.He doesn't want to leave.I didn't realize that I liked him before, until this afternoon, that feeling let him know that he liked him and loved him.

His whole body was cold, his heart was throbbing, and his legs were numb and unconscious.

When Ning Zhiyuan walked to the door, he saw Shangguan Jingyu looking at him with hopeful eyes, and smiled.

Ning Zhiyuan looked up at the sky, the sky was pitch black and there was nothing, then he looked at Shangguan Jingyu.

"Are you threatening me?"

"I don't care about that, I want to be with you."

Ning Zhiyuan walked towards Shangguan Jingyu, stopped in front of him, and looked down at him.

Shangguan Jingyu subconsciously grabbed Ning Zhiyuan's clothes, like a drowning man clung to a straw.He was afraid that once he let go, everything would be irreversible.

"Don't chase me away." The voice was very weak, but it was just enough for Ning Zhiyuan to hear clearly.Shangguan Jingyu repeated it over and over again.Expectation, loss, and joy are intertwined, making the heart beating wildly.

Ning Zhiyuan felt his heart twitch.The rain hit his face and it hurt.He's making the next decision.

"Shangguan Jingyu, from today onwards, you are mine. I will protect you and keep you safe for the rest of my life. I will give you whatever you want within my power, but there is one thing, you can't betray me. "He said every word slowly, firmly and forcefully.After a pause, "Do you understand?"

"En!" Shangguan Jingyu nodded, he didn't know what Ning Zhiyuan meant, he couldn't think now, he just held him tightly, no matter what he asked him to do, he would agree.