Bai Yueguang became my shadow guard after amnesia

"I...I said..."

The white carp wanted to stop Cardinal's raging hand on him, but he just put his fingers lightly on Cardinal's wrist without any resistance.

After the cardinal felt that she had rubbed enough, she let go of her paw and said:

"Well, you say."

Then he pulled Bai Li back to the bed and sat down. Bai Li breathed a sigh of relief, but still said reluctantly: "That's because one day the villa found out a secret agent of the Moon Palace, so it started to thoroughly investigate everyone. I forgot about helping you escape, so a tool was left in the hidden compartment under the bed before it could be destroyed, and was found.

Later, the people in the villa learned of the fact that you escaped through clues, so I was taken into the torture hall for interrogation, but I couldn't remember anything, and I couldn't say anything useful.

Thinking back now, the villa should have linked your disappearance with Moon Palace, and suspected that you were also someone sent by Moon Palace, so they wanted to find out your whereabouts from me no matter what.Otherwise, after so many years, the villa only needs to execute me to make an example of me.

After all, Muyun Villa is very good at torture. They soon discovered that I didn’t want to say it, but I forgot it, so they tried to remind me of it in various ways. I was not prepared. I remembered everything when I saw your portrait. . "

When Bai Li said this, he paused for a moment, and his eyes showed self-blame again. Seeing this, Cardinal couldn't help but rubbed his soft hair, and said softly: "I made you suffer."

"No... I know I can't bear the punishment at Muyun Villa. If it's just pain, it's fine. But those punishments can directly destroy people's reason. I can't guarantee that I won't tell you any information that is not good for you, so ..."

Bai Li bit his lower lip and continued after a while:

"I was able to forget the things I wanted to forget from a young age and remember them when I needed them.

One day my villa reminded me of you again, and let them find out your whereabouts. At that time, I didn't have time to distinguish which memories contained you and which ones didn't, so I sealed up all the memories in a hurry.

But I am not reconciled, I am not reconciled to forget you forever like this, I thought at the time, only when I see you safe and sound can I recall these pasts with peace of mind, thinking about it, only the tattoo on your forehead, because the portrait is to prevent If the identity is leaked, there will be no shadow guard characteristics.

I thought at the time, if one day I see a person with the word Lu Jiu tattooed on his forehead, and think of you again, there should be no danger. "

The red bird was silent for a while after listening, and finally realized that because of this, other memories forgotten by the white carp can be touched and unsealed little by little. up thing.

Because once you think about it, you will unconsciously threaten your life.

Unless...unless I see myself living in safety and security with my own eyes.

He should have remembered the mission of the Moon Palace, and when the time came, there would be herbs from the Moon Palace to help him wake up his memory. From then on, he was only under the control of Muyun Villa to only under the control of the Moon Palace.

Who knows, long before that, he had already forgotten all about it.

Since then, he has only been three or five.

And since he forgot everything, he got rid of anyone's control, and from then on, he was just a white carp.

Cardinal had mixed feelings for a moment, and said softly:

"If I can be stronger... so that I don't hide behind a mask all day long to avoid unreasonable fear, I can make you think about it earlier."

Bai Li smiled and shook his head, saying:

"It's all the same, how the master has treated his subordinates these past few days, the subordinates will remember it in their hearts, isn't it because they have no memory of the first few encounters, and have gone through so many days together by accident, even if we don't know each other. Remember, we will definitely take care of each other."

"Well...then I won't wear a mask from now on."

Cardinal looked at the mask in his hand, and wanted to throw it aside, but Bai Li stopped him and took it in his hand, gently putting it on for him.

"I still carry it in front of outsiders, it will indeed save a lot of trouble."

"Alright."

After all, Cardinal got used to the feeling of wearing a mask, and felt a lot more relaxed. When he looked at Bai Li again, this person who had always felt a little incomprehensible, had already filled in an air that was so familiar that he could no longer be familiar with it. It seems that everything has finally returned to calm, and all thoughts can be used freely.

When the cardinal reacted, it had already kissed the white carp's lips.The cool and thin lips still tasted the same as before, but the reaction of the person in his arms was a little different.

The cardinal suddenly thought of something, stopped moving and slowly moved away from the white carp's lips, with nowhere to place his arms, and said helplessly: "You...you remember it, I remember what I used to be...then you Would you like to do this with me..."

"What is this?"

The white carp had already regarded this as a very common thing, and didn't realize what the cardinal said for a while.

"Are you still willing to marry me?"

Cardinal was in a hurry, not knowing what he said.

"Master... what are you talking about, how can you use marriage?"

"Don't change the subject, you know what I mean."

"Subordinates are naturally willing, even wishing for it..."

"Wait, why do you still call me master!"

The cardinal pressed the white carp's shoulder and stared at him solemnly.

"I'm used to it, the master doesn't mind..."

The white carp lowered its eyelids, and reluctantly got a little closer to the cardinal.

"Besides, this subordinate has been thinking for the past few days, why should I live for the next time, and what is more important than you... As a result, there is no result when I think about it now. Therefore, this subordinate feels that if the rest of my life can be the master all these years And living, it’s not bad.”

Seeing that the cardinal was stunned and did not answer, the white carp asked again in a low voice:

"is it okay?"

"Well……"

The red bird glared at the white carp, and saw that his smile deepened. In an instant, all the childishness that was spoiled by the white carp came back, and said with a cold snort: "Yes, I don't mind."

Le Yi always said that Bai Li's appearance is the same as when he lost his memory, but Cardinal thinks that Bai Li has become very obvious, because he can hold Bai Li to reminisce about the old days.

Bai Li also felt that he hadn't changed much, because he didn't think of anything new about taking care of the cardinal. As for what the cardinal liked to make him happy, it was all the things that Bai Li knew when he lost his memory.

As for the Baili in Lingyue Palace, she doesn't want to have anything to do with that side anymore, the guilt in Shuangyue's heart has disappeared, and she has no extra concern for Baili, she only comes to greet her occasionally, after all, she still has some friendship.

Linnet kept having dreams at night for several consecutive days. After waking up, four or five dreams were intertwined, but he couldn't remember any of them. He only felt tired all over his body, more tired than before going to bed.Seeing that it was time to go to bed again, Cardinal thought of the messy dreams of the previous two days, and didn't want to go to sleep to experience it again, so she took Bai Li to the foot of Tianji Building.

Looking up at the top floor that he hadn't been to for several days, Cardinal held Bai Li's wrist with his fingers, making sure that his internal strength had basically recovered, and asked softly, "Can I go up?"

Bai Li hesitated for a moment and replied:

"it should be OK."

A few servants who were on duty at night heard the conversation between the two, they were so frightened that they turned cold all over, they looked at each other a few times and dared not make a sound.Everyone knows how safe the host is. He went to the upper stairs of the Tianji Building because the host had to find a place that no one else could touch in order to sleep peacefully. If he knew that anyone could go up...

Several people swallowed and took a step back in unison.

Cardinal didn't pay attention to the slight sound behind her, and thought for a moment before saying:

"Let's go then."

After speaking, he turned over and jumped up to the third floor, waiting for the white carp on the fence.The lightness kung fu learned by Bai Li was rewarded by the owner after completing a mission. Coupled with hard training, Bai Li has always been the best light kung fu among the shadow guards.But White Carp's lightness kung fu pays attention to the delicate balance of true energy in the body, and Cardinal could never learn it. Later, White Carp took advantage of a mission to steal a set of exercises, and then taught Cardinal after taking the time to study. The bird gradually mastered it.

Therefore, the lightness skills used by the white carp and the cardinal are not the same. The white carp is always one step slower than the cardinal, but persists longer than the cardinal.But this was all many years ago, and Cardinal's lightness skill has already surpassed the level of that year.

Although Bai Li's lightness kung fu is excellent, the height of the top floor is still too high, and he hasn't practiced for many days. Gradually, Bai Li can't catch his breath, and can't even put his feet on the wall. With an arm around his waist behind him, more zhenqi in his body was drawn out, and he stomped on the wall with both feet, and he put the white carp into the fence on the top floor.

"I know you are trying to be brave, what if you fall?"

The cardinal snorted softly and put the white carp down, and lit the candle lamp on the wall.

"No, I know you can handle me."

The white carp replied softly, leaning over to straighten the messy hem of the cardinal's clothes.

"You... okay you! Know why you didn't tell me from the beginning?"

Linque grabbed Bai Li's wrist angrily and pressed him against the wall, but Bai Li lowered his head and said: "If I said it from the beginning, I would have to be carried all the way here from the ground by you, it took too much effort." , Your body has accumulated too many injuries in the early stage, and your internal strength is not deep at all, so you may hurt your body."

"I……"

Cardinal was about to refute, but found that what Bai Li said was indeed true, so he could only hold his breath in his heart, although it was not a big deal, it was uncomfortable.

As soon as he let go of Bai Li, he gently held the palm of his hand.

"Master, this subordinate knows his mistake, and this subordinate will receive the punishment."

Seeing Bai Li's suddenly well-behaved look, Linque knew that he was trying to make himself happy, and his heart softened all of a sudden, and his anger had long since dissipated, but he still wanted to take this opportunity to hit Bai Li.

"Okay, then you decide how to punish yourself."

"This……"

Bai Li thought for a while, and finally hesitantly said:

"The subordinate agreed to the game master said last night, okay?"

"Okay, that's it."

Cardinal's eyes lit up, a little surprised, Bai Li's face had already turned red, and he lowered his head without saying a word.

"Why is your face so hot, fever?"

Cardinal was ill-intentioned, and wanted to take this opportunity to get back what Bai Li had calculated just now, so she pinched Bai Li's cheek.

"No……"

The cardinal chuckled, and stopped embarrassing the white carp, picked out a jar of unopened wine from the shelf beside it, opened it, put it on the low table, and pulled the white carp to sit facing the window.

"Try it, I brought it back from the capital a few months ago, it's delicious."

"Belongs to fall..."

"Don't move, your hand is hurt."

The cardinal stopped the white carp from taking over the wine jar, and poured a cup for the white carp first.

"The master scratches so shallow every time, the wound has healed long ago, and you can't even see it, why can't you use more force?"

"I can see it."

"..."

Bai Liao was no match for the cardinal, so he finally compromised, took a sip from the wine cup, and the sore fragrance filled his mouth.

"When I was on a mission before, I asked you to taste it, why didn't you drink it?"

Memories welled up in my heart, and the scenes of the past became more and more clear in Linnet's heart.

"That's against the rules."

The white carp frowned slightly.

"Come on, you let me taste it. If you will be punished, you will definitely stop me."

The cardinal poured another glass for the white carp in dissatisfaction, and said doubtfully:

"The shadow guard is not drunk, so he won't miss the mission at all. Try to figure out what's wrong. Are you hiding something from me?"

"No, I can't remember clearly, I just vaguely remember that it was just my intuition that it must not be drunk."

The white carp was also a little puzzled, the cardinal was a little nervous, and after checking the white carp's pulse, he relaxed again.

"It's okay, it's not like you can't drink at all."

Bai Li shook his head, he didn't know either.

After a while, the white carp got drunk.

Linque poured wine for Bai Li, and called him twice before answering. Looking at Bai Li's slow-moving eyes, he knew that he was a little drunk.

"Aren't shadow guards incapable of getting drunk?"

Bai Li shook his head again, he really didn't know.

"By the way, I forgot. You are a hidden stake in the Moon Palace, and you should be resistant to some medicines from Muyun Villa. Unexpectedly, you would be overwhelmed by alcohol."

"So that's how it is..."

"What a novelty."

The cardinal became curious, and filled the white carp again and again, wanting to see what the white carp had never seen before.

Bai Li also knew that he was drunk, his consciousness began to become groggy, his senses were not as sharp as usual, and his limbs could no longer be precisely controlled.Normally, he would never allow himself to fall into this confused state, but now the white carp is leaning against the cardinal's arms, allowing the other party to feed it into his mouth one by one, swallowing it without hesitation. .Accompanied by the sweet and sour taste, the unique fragrance of fruit wine diffused into the nostrils, and the white carp allowed his body to gradually become dull.

"Bai Li, I never knew, did I have that kind of thought for you and you just followed me, or did you also have the same thought for me?"

Cardinal asked suddenly.

"I... Yes, I don't just want to follow you."

The white carp was slightly drunk, but reacted quickly at this time, and knew what he was referring to without the cardinal explaining, his cheeks were stained crimson, not sure if it was because of drinking.

"Oh? Since when? Before or after that night?"

The cardinal found it interesting and continued to ask.

"Before."

Bai Li replied, her cheeks turning red again.

"How long ago was it? Did you treat me when I was a child..."

Cardinal froze for a moment, a little surprised.

"No, I didn't know if you and I could survive at the time, so I didn't have that thought."

"When was that?"

"It seems... Once I misunderstood you and thought you wanted me to sleep with you. At that time, I thought about it and thought it wasn't bad... Later, I was a little disappointed when I found out that it wasn't."

"Serving the bed? When did I let you misunderstand that I was going to serve the bed?"

Cardinal was shocked, not only because of what Bai Li said, but also because Bai Li would never say anything about this kind of thing in normal times. If it wasn't for today's whim to pass the time by drinking, he might never He will know that Bai Li still has such a thing hidden in his heart.

"It seems to be on the secret building..."

Bai Li thought for a while and said:

"Master said he wants his subordinates to sleep with you."

"When did I say this..."

Cardinal remembered halfway through what he said, he had indeed said this, and he had said it more than once.When did the white carp say that?

After thinking hard for a long time, Linque finally had some vague impressions. It seemed that it was raining one day, and Bai Li gave him clothes because he was afraid that he would catch a cold, regardless of his injuries.

"That's what you said first, how much you can't do without me! You said it first!"

"I said it first, and I can't leave you now."

The white carp looked at the cardinal seriously, and said something that would never be said in a very ordinary way.

Cardinal took a breath, and immediately realized that this was an excellent opportunity, and asked again: "Then do you like it when I treat you like that, for example... I tied you to the bed that day..."

"I like it, very comfortable."

"You really want me to do that to you?"

"think."

"...When will you think about it?"

"I often think about it, and sometimes I think about you when I see you."

The cardinal almost couldn't control it, it was really unexpected that the usually reserved white carp had such a side.

"Then do you like the gameplay I talked about last night?"

"do not like."

Bai Li frowned and shook his head.

"It's useless if you don't like it, you just promised me."

"Just once, okay?"

Bai Li's pleading eyes looked a little pitiful.

"it is good."

The cardinal responded, leaning over and kissing the wine-scented lips of the white carp.

"Master, I don't have soufflé in my mouth."

The white carp suddenly said such a sentence, the cardinal was a little puzzled, but thinking about the scene just now, the cardinal concluded that this must be another thing that the white carp had been hiding in his heart, and asked, "When did this happen?" What's wrong?"

"That day you passed by a dessert shop, looked back several times, and insisted on saying that I was not hungry, I was hungry first, so I bought a bowl of soufflé, but you stared back at the bowl in my hand step by step along the way. , when I finish my last bite, you..."

"how do I?"

"You took that mouthful out of my mouth."

"Snatch? How can I grab it? Roast chicken is fine, but the fresh soufflé is like porridge. How can I grab it out of your mouth?"

"so……"

Bai Li sat up straight, kissed Linque's lips very seriously, and stuck his tongue in.

Cardinal: ? ! !

A few days later in the evening, Linque finished drinking the decoction made by the white carp, looked at the invisible scar on the white carp's wrist with distress, and asked again: "It will take a few days to get rid of the Gu... "

Bai Li patiently explained again:

"There is no definite number for this, but judging from the master's pulse, it should be coming soon."

"All right……"

After the two of them lay down on the bed, Cardinal couldn't help joking again:

"Are you thinking about doing that with me again? I can remember what you said for a long time."

"No."

The white carp froze, and replied bluntly, then turned over and wrapped the quilt tightly, and ignored the cardinal.

Cardinal smiled lightly, reached into the white carp's bed, and hugged him from behind.

That night, Linque had countless very complicated and chaotic dreams, as if countless scenes were stuffed into his mind at the same time. Early the next morning, Linque opened his eyes tiredly, only feeling a headache.This time, the scene in the dream did not disappear, but became clearer.

Sitting quietly for a while, after clearing his mind, Cardinal grabbed Bai Li's wrist beside him and said, "Bai Li, you don't need to give me medicine."

"how……"

"I remember."

Cardinal carefully sorted out the memories that flooded into her mind, and after a while she breathed a sigh of relief and said, "So that's how it is."

"What did the master remember?"

Bai Li was so nervous that his fingertips began to tremble slightly.

"It's all your fault."

The red bird glanced at Bai Li, and the words made Bai Li panic, and hurriedly asked: "Did I, my subordinate do something wrong? Is it a very important thing?"

The cardinal thought for a long time, hugged the white carp in her arms, and then said helplessly: "Do you remember what you told me that you wanted to escape from the Moon Palace?"

"remember."

"What were you talking about? You said you wanted to be free, to get out of that wall."

"Yes."

"Then do you still remember that I made an appointment with you on a date, saying that I wanted to help you escape?"

"of course I remember."

"Then, I was captured by Muyun Mountain Villa. When I woke up, I couldn't remember anything. There was only that sentence in my mind: I want to be free, I want to escape from that high wall. I really don't like being restrained, I really wanted to escape from the villa, and logically, I thought this idea was my obsession."

Cardinal smiled lightly, shook his head and said:

"But who doesn't want to? Most people just think about it, let alone me who doesn't know what freedom is."

"Because of what I said to you, you..."

"Well, I thought at the time, what is freedom? It made me so obsessed. After I knew it, I was completely attracted by it. If you hadn't said those things to me, how could I have such an obsession? Maybe he is still working as a shadow guard in the villa now."

"Master...he cares so much about what his subordinates have said."

Bai Li's heart trembled, and he had mixed feelings for a while.For a long time, Bai Li has always believed that he wished to protect the cardinal and help the cardinal to realize the wish that he dared not do.For Cardinal, he is just a useful shelter, he will care about his elder brother, and maybe he will still miss his old relationship after many years, and he happens to have a new relationship, so he is willing to communicate with him.

But overall, he is just a passerby who can be replaced, a very lucky passerby.If one day the old relationship fades away and the cardinal meets someone more desirable, he will never get so much care from the cardinal again.

But Bai Li just discovered that maybe he is special and unique in Linque's heart, and he will not be rejected by Linque because of a sentence that annoys Linque, nor will he be replaced by him because his serving skills are surpassed by others .

Maybe... in the heart of Cardinal, I really want him to be as special as he is in my heart.

"Of course I care. That's your wish. In the first few days of getting along, you said such a wish. Can I not care?"

Cardinal frowned, and answered as a matter of course.

"It turns out that the owner has..."

"What's there to be emotional about, don't talk about it, I'm so hungry, go have breakfast with me."

The cardinal knew what the white carp was thinking, and quickly interrupted him.

"Yes."

Walking to the stone table, Baili paused, and suddenly said to let the cardinal wait for him here for a while, and after a while, the cardinal smelled the familiar sweet smell, turned around and saw the white carp holding a steaming Xiaowan walked over, and Linnet knew it was honey soufflé just by looking at it.

"You can still make this! It smells so good."

The cardinal was about to get the spoon, but was stopped by the white carp lightly, and then... was fed mouth to mouth a mouthful of fresh soufflé.

"You... what are you doing!"

Cardinal looked at Bai Li in shock, except when he was drunk, when had he ever been so proactive?

"The master obviously liked it very much when he was a child."

Bai Li's expression is very innocent, but if you look carefully, you can find the hidden smile.

"You... okay, you, how dare you bring up such a shameful thing when I was a child!"

"My subordinates are wrong."

Cardinal began to think about how to teach Bai Li a lesson, and suddenly remembered many things from the past.Bai Li beat him with his own hands, more than once.

When Bai Li was not the commander of the shadow guards, he was the captain for a period of time. During that time, he often used various reasons to teach himself a lesson, and after the lesson was over, he would personally execute the punishment.

Although I found out later that he was actually protecting himself, afraid that he would be punished more severely if he fell into the hands of others, but at that time, he was pressed on the torture bench, gnashing his teeth and scolding the person behind him who beat him. Bloody head.

At that time, I thought it was because the scolding was too harsh, and Bai Li would keep making trouble for him, but now that I think about it, I would actually swear when I was being tortured, so I think Bai Li would not dare to let others do it.

Later, Bai Li became the commander, and without the authority to directly discipline him, he seemed to have learned to be smart overnight, and he no longer blatantly violated the rules.

Now looking at Bai Li who was begging him for punishment with a slight smile, the distress he felt when he was seriously injured had long since disappeared, and all he had was the vile mentality of getting the debt back.

The cardinal slapped the tight buttocks of the white carp hard, and pretended to be serious and reprimanded: "Should I be punished?"

"It's all up to the master."

The author has something to say: It's over!I've been thinking about what event to end with for a long time, and after coding, I think it's good to have such a flat and natural ending. QwQ has another episode tonight!