Bai Yueguang became my shadow guard after amnesia

The red bird looked at the unarmed white carp standing just within reach of the murderer, scolding the other party for being really stupid and naive, but at the same time being stupid herself, she rushed towards the white carp instinctively, Unknowingly, he dodged the wooden stick thrown from behind him.

With the muffled sound of a few blunt blows and indistinct scolding, Cardinal felt that the blood in his body began to turn cold from his hands and feet.

Cardinal began to regret that he was nosy, and began to regret not slipping away by himself in the first place.

Maybe he would be beaten to death directly... Forget it, life alone is not interesting anyway.

I broke my leg by stealing something before, so I couldn't survive this winter, and I ate a roast chicken before I died, which is not a loss...

Before the cardinal could finish thinking, she crashed into a warm embrace.

"Well, are you hurt?"

"I?"

Cardinal instinctively struggled a bit, and then was surprised to find that it was the white carp who was holding him, and the rest of them were lying on the ground, bending over and howling, holding back the pain in fear and not daring to make too much noise.

"You... how did you do it?"

Linque began to regret that she had underestimated the white carp before. A rich family is a rich family, but they have not seen the world and lacked some experience. How could they need the protection of someone like themselves.

"I have been asked to learn this since I was a child... I thought everyone would know it." Bai Li said, feeling a little at a loss.

"Do you still have more? Can you teach me, just to protect yourself..." The cardinal grabbed the white carp's clothes at once, regardless of the blackmailer's aura before, and refused to stick to the white carp. Let go, with a pitiful look of begging for help.

"You want to learn? But... practicing martial arts requires hardship. Every day, I hope that one day I won't have to practice." Bai Li hesitated, his eyes full of puzzlement.

"Haven't I suffered enough? I still don't know who my parents are! If I don't have the ability to defend myself, I can't even survive! Can you tell the difference!"

The patience of the cardinal to pretend to be good was exhausted at once, and he shouted angrily again.

"Sorry, I don't know...then let me try to teach you something." Bai Li frowned, lowered his head in thought for a long time, and gradually smiled, and said to Cardinal: "I am the first Once I realized that practicing martial arts is useful, it turns out... martial arts can also be used to protect others."

"……Is not this nonsensical?"

As soon as Linque had spoken, she realized that she was asking for something, so she tilted her head and curled her lips, pretending nothing happened.

Bai Li was still thinking about this familiar yet strange memory, until his thoughts were interrupted by Frost Moon.

"But... Later you told me that you had contact with people outside, and I promised to keep it secret for you, but I was afraid of being discovered, so I secretly exposed it to the elders in a blink of an eye... You were punished to be a shadow guard that time... "

Shuangyue covered her face with her hands, her voice was full of sobs.

"I thought it was nothing at first, but ever since I found out about your death, I have always felt that I killed you..."

"But I'm not dead, you don't have to feel guilty anymore." Bai Li stated calmly, his thoughts still lingering on the angry expression of the cardinal in his memory.

"Don't you hate me? If it weren't for me, you could have been a pavilion master with no worries about food and clothing. It's much better than such a miserable job as a shadow guard..."

"You are wrong, you didn't harm me, I chose it myself." Bai Li shook his head and replied.

"You yourself? Why would anyone want to be a shadow guard? Sijiu was sent to be a shadow guard because his mother failed to seize power with the previous palace lord. After so many years, you don't owe me anything. Why bother?" Comfort me!" Shuangyue said, feeling a little agitated.

"Because... the cardinal is gone." Bai Li seemed to be remembering what happened back then, his brows furrowed deeper, and there was a hint of pain in his eyes.

"What does this have to do with him?"

"I asked for all the information I could get. Suddenly, the homeless child can't be found alive or dead. In Yingshui City, the most likely reason for this situation is that he was captured by Muyun Villa and became a shadow guard."

As Bai Li spoke, more scenes appeared in front of his eyes.

"So back then I..."

It was the first snow season in winter, and the white carp slipped out along the secret path that escaped last time, wearing two warm but not luxurious clothes.

It has been more than a month since I met the cardinal when I was lost outside, and was found and taken away by the elders after three days of aimlessness. It has been more than a month since I left the cardinal without saying goodbye. find him.

The punishment wound on his body had barely healed, and he wanted to wait a few more days, but the snow in front of him made Bai Li anxious.

He remembered that the young man who snatched his roast chicken was only wearing a single piece of clothing, and even though he took one of his own later, in just two days, he was scratched due to various bumps and bumps, revealing a lot of chickens inside. The boy no longer dared to wear the satin material of roast chicken.

The white carp didn't get lost this time, he remembered what he came for, and he also remembered that he came from a place called the Moon Palace.

The Moon Palace is a sect built in the hinterland of the snow mountain, surrounded by extremely high walls, no one can take half a step without the permission of the palace master and elders.

This is especially true for children of natal families.

In Bai Li's memory, he has never understood how his own family and his foreign family were separated, he only knew that this was an identity he was born with.Children from foreign families like Bai Li will go to a place called Muyun Villa to do hidden stakes in the future. Before that, they are forbidden to leave the Moon Palace, and all their knowledge of the outside world comes from the school.

As for children from the same family like Shuangyue, they have the opportunity to go out to practice several times a year, and they will gradually sit in the position of elder in the future.

As for what the Moon Palace wants to do, Bai Li only remembers that from the words of the adults, it probably has something to do with revenge.As for what he wants to do, Bai Li only knows that he has been asked to sacrifice for the benefit of the family since he was a child, and only those who obey the orders of the family can live meaningfully.

Bai Li has always been obedient, but he never stopped wanting to get out of the wall.

Following the route he remembered, Bai Li found the alley again, and after a short search, he saw the child with a red spot on the corner of his forehead walking three big buns from the steamer in the bun shop.

Bai Li hesitated for a moment whether to step forward to stop him, then remembered all the stupid things he did when he came out for the first time, decided not to be too fussy, just followed behind him, and stopped the cardinal when no one was there.

"Well... don't steal anything from now on, it's not good..."

Linque turned her head, subconsciously hugged the steamed stuffed bun in her arms, and then slowly relaxed after recognizing that it was the white carp, and snorted softly: "It's you, you still know how to come back, if you don't go home, continue to do it." Have you lost your wealth?"

"I'm sorry..." Bai Li probably knew that it was because he promised to teach the cardinal kung fu, but he left without saying goodbye before he finished teaching one style, which made him angry.

"I'll also say I'm sorry, go back if you have nothing else to do, don't make trouble in front of my eyes." Cardinal felt more and more that this ignorant fool was extremely unreliable, and just wanted to drive him away quickly Relationship, don't give him a chance to cause trouble.

"Do you want me to go?"

"Could it be that you still want to stay in such a crappy place to suffer from cold and hunger?"

"Ok."

There were bursts of disappointment in Bai Li's heart, but he immediately ignored this emotion.He took off a thick coat and shone it on Linnet, wrapped him tightly, thought for a while but didn't know what to say, then turned and prepared to leave.

"and many more!"

Bai Li's hand was held, he turned around with some doubts, and a burst of anticipation quietly rose in his heart.

"You are hurt?"

The cardinal looked up and down at the white carp.

"It's almost done, it's all right."

"How did you get hurt? You fight so hard, who can beat you?"

"It wasn't because of the fight. I made a mistake and should be punished."

"Make a mistake? What kind of mistake should you be beaten like this? No, why don't you fight back!" Cardinal pulled Bai Li over in desperation and pressed it against the wall. Fight back.

"Is my injury so obvious?"

"Your walking posture is wrong!"

"I……"

Cardinal really couldn't figure it out, how could such a person who had money to buy delicious food, good clothes to wear, and fight so fiercely get hurt?

Before the white carp finished speaking, he untied the white carp's belt and took off his inner shirt, and saw half-dried blood scabs on the white carp's chest, and the surrounding flesh was even festered, which was burnt.

The cardinal gasped in shock, and directly tore off the white carp's shirt, and saw more wounds spreading from the chest and abdomen to the back. The wounds pressed the wounds, and the overlap was unsightly.

It is more terrifying than a dead body that has been pecked by crows.

"Why?" Cardinal's voice couldn't help trembling, he couldn't understand everything in front of him.

"If you make a mistake, you will be punished naturally. It's okay. I've been used to it for a long time."

"You...don't you take medicine?"

"It's been done. Each of us has limited wound medicine, and we need to save it for emergency use later." Bai Li put on his clothes as if nothing had happened, as if the wounds on his body had never hurt.

There was a buzzing in Linnet's mind, as if something was destroying his existing cognition.

It turns out that those who live in high-rise mansions do not live better, and it does not mean that they have no other pain if they have a full stomach and warm clothes.

It turns out...the affluent life in the high walls that I once envied so much is worse than what I have seen...

"wait for me a while."

Linnet said and ran away, and came back a while later with a small earthenware bowl.Regardless of Bai Li's refusal, he applied the gray-green ointment inside to his wound.

"It hurts a bit, but it works. At least it's better than nothing. If you don't treat this injury, it will easily get hot. I used this when I was injured and my hands and feet were frostbitten."

"Thank you." Bai Li wanted to say that this kind of injury would be fine after a few days of healing, and he would never have a fever because of the injury, but he also thought of the environment in which the cardinal lived, so he silently let him apply the ointment all over his body.

"This thing is very easy to make. It mainly consists of incense ash and honey. You can just smooth it out when the time comes..."

"We don't have incense ash."

The white carp was a little puzzled, honey is indeed very common, but incense ash is something that can only be seen once a year, and you can't even touch it, why did the cardinal get so much in a short time.

"You have good wound medicine but no incense ash? No, your family is not short of money, so why don't you even give up a wound medicine!"

The more the cardinal thought about it, the angrier she became, and even the strength of her subordinates became heavier unconsciously.

"It's not a matter of money, and I'm really not the young master, I should be more like... a servant." Bai Li was a little helpless, he found that his cognition was too different from the person in front of him.Sure enough, what the school teaches is just what they want others to know.

"Hmph, who knows what you rich and powerful people think, if I am rich, I will definitely make my subordinates live comfortably, at least the wound medicine must be prepared enough!"

"Thank you." Bai Li was a little surprised, even though he knew that the cardinal was just talking about it, he felt a little warm in his heart.

"Why are you thanking me? I might not survive this winter. How can I become such a person?"

"How come... What do you lack, I'll think of a way..." Bai Li was startled, he really couldn't imagine what kind of environment would make it impossible for a person to survive.

"You have become like this yourself, and you still want to help me? Well, this is for you. If you are injured, eat more."

Hong Que took out the steaming steamed buns she had just touched from her bosom, and handed one to Bai Li. Seeing that he was staring at her, she immediately covered the remaining two steamed buns tightly.

"Why! Don't try to grab the remaining two from me!"

"Thank you, I've eaten it, you can keep it for yourself." Bai Li laughed at Linque's distressed eyes, and then felt very warm in his heart.It is obviously something so precious to him, but he is willing to share it with himself.

The red bird took the bun back, just put it to her mouth, then looked at the white carp hesitantly, and asked, "Are you sure you've eaten it?"

"Well, I'm full."

"Oh."

Linque ate the buns in three or two bites. Looking at the wounds all over Bai Li's body, he remembered the scene of him beating up a group by himself that day, and then protecting himself in his arms. The empty bowl that had run out of ointment fell hard to the ground.The pottery bowl hit the dirt road and bounced a few times with a bang, but it didn't break.

"Why don't you run! Just stand and be beaten, why should they hurt you!"

"But I made a mistake..."

"What did you do wrong! Isn't rich people free to kill people!"

"I shouldn't go out privately. What you said are external rules, not what I need to abide by."

"But why do you listen to those people!"

"I...I can't escape, obedience is my duty." Bai Li pouted, as if he had no choice.

"Your brain was broken?"

"But if I escape, it will be detrimental to the family. If the family didn't support me, I wouldn't be able to survive now. I can't do this."

The atmosphere became quiet in an instant, and the cardinal seemed to be overwhelmed. After a long silence, he slowly said: "I ask you, a wolf locked a lamb into a cave and fed him grass every day. On the day it grows fat, shouldn't it be grateful and take the initiative to feed it into the wolf's mouth!"

"This... shouldn't it escape?"

"how about you?"

"I……"

Bai Li lowered his head, no longer trying to defend himself.He already knew what the cardinal was going to say, a person who was always asked to obey, why didn't he think of resisting?But Bai Li just thinks about it at most, and forgets if he thinks too much.

It's just that when Bai Li realized that he couldn't change at all, he ignored his true thoughts like forgetting those memories he didn't want to remember, and used a series of reasons to make up for the vacancy.

It wasn't until he was pressed by the cardinal that he couldn't escape anymore.

In Bai Li's heart, something that he had always longed silently and never dared to really pursue was finally spoken out.

It's like a child sneaking a peek at the candy at the candy stand and pretending not to rave about it, but if someone peels off the candy wrapper and hands it to him, the desire in his heart can no longer be hidden.

"I...can I really choose according to my own ideas? Don't worry about others, don't worry about the family, elders..."

"what is your opinion?"

"I... want to be free, to get out of that high wall, and to see what the real world is like. Thank you, you have already shown me some."

"Real? What's so interesting about this, you can't escape from it every day in front of your eyes."

"You are in it every day, so naturally you don't think there is anything unusual, but I really haven't seen it."

"It's better if you haven't seen it before. What's so good about a life that depends on luck for a full meal." Cardinal couldn't help but rolled her eyes, and she no longer had any hope of understanding Bai Li's thoughts.

The white carp smiled slowly, and said to the cardinal:

"If you want to eat in the future, go to the fourth alley of South Street. I will try not to let you go hungry."

"real?!"

Cardinal's eyes lit up, and all the confusion just now was forgotten.

"I... I will try my best, but I may not be able to..." Bai Li hesitated again.

"One or two times is enough!"

The cardinal hugged the white carp, rubbed the ointment all over her body, and immediately let go in disgust.

The white carp left in a hurry, and the cardinal was already thinking about the next meal, so a few days later, the cardinal finally wanted to try whether the food delivery that the white carp said was true, just walked by Met him on the street.

"Why are you here? Didn't you mean South Street? Have you figured out when to escape?" Cardinal was a little surprised.

"I... don't know. I have something to ask you." Bai Li frowned, his eyes were full of confusion, and the cardinal almost thought he had lost his way again and forgot where he came from like last time.

"Okay, two roast chickens as reward."

"it is good."

The white carp readily agreed, but the cardinal waited for a long time and didn't see what the white carp said, so he asked impatiently, "What do you want to ask, tell me quickly."

"I... I'm not sure what you told me last time was right."

Bai Li hesitated and finally spoke, with even more confusion on his face.

"What did you say last time? Tell you to stop being so obedient?"

"Well...but...the elders all said that fleeing is a betrayal of the family, a failure to fulfill one's personal obligations, and it is despicable and shameful..."

"Hey, is it shameful if they say it's shameful? They just want to fool you into working for them."

"You seem to be right..."

"Why do you act like that? You are really confused by them. Don't think about it for the family."

Bai Li nodded, seeming to understand, but even more at a loss.

"But... why should I live if I'm not for the family?"

Cardinal was also stunned for a moment, as if she had never thought about this question, and couldn't find a suitable answer after thinking for a long time, and muttered impatiently: "Why do you have to live for something? Humans need a reason to live?"

"But...then can I do it for you?" Bai Li's eyes lit up, and he grasped Lin Que's cold hand tightly.

"What for me?"

Cardinal subconsciously wanted to break free, but found that Bai Li's hand was really warm, so she directly stuffed the other hand in.

"I'm sorry... I've always only listened to my family. Living for my family has always been the whole meaning of my life. I can't do other things anymore... Do you not understand..." Bai Li sighed softly With a sound, Linnet covered both hands.

"I really don't understand..."

Cardinal also had trouble. Although he couldn't understand why some people didn't know how to live for themselves, he saw Bai Li's expression and thought it should be true.

"So, can I live for you first?"

"For me? Do you think of me first, not yourself?" Linnet raised his eyebrows, feeling strange.

"Yes." Bai Li nodded seriously.

Linque was stunned for a long time, gradually no longer remembered what he wanted Baili to do, and his immature heart was already filled with little pride.

"Okay, then you call my master to listen first."

The cardinal looked up, pretending to be arrogant.

"Owner."

"Ah...? I'm just kidding, don't really scream!"

The cardinal was taken aback by the respectful look of the white carp.

"Is there anything wrong?"

"You are so much older than me! Shouldn't I call you big brother!"

"I call you master, it doesn't prevent you from calling me big brother."

"……makes sense."

"Later he was very angry and said that he must help me escape from the Moon Palace, but he disappeared on the day of the appointment. I thought he was arrested to be a shadow guard. I was afraid that he would make a mistake in the villa, and it happened that I made a mistake When I was punished, I invited myself to be a shadow guard, thinking that I must protect him. Maybe because he was the first person who gave me hope, I only thought that as long as he is still alive and well, I still have a chance I hope to escape from the Moon Palace."

Bai Li couldn't help laughing when he remembered what happened back then, he didn't remember how he really became the subordinate of Linque, but he was very satisfied in his heart.

"But now it seems that the master has lived a good life all these years. I guess I was wrong at the time."

Shuangyue was silent for a long time, her shoulders shook slightly, and then she let out a sigh of relief.

"So it's like this, I... I'm being sentimental."

"Yes." Bai Li replied blankly.

Frost Moon:? ? ?

"Then can I ask something serious?"

Bai Li asked suddenly, with a distant voice.Although it was expected by Shuangyue, she was still a little disappointed.

"You said."

"Why did you harm my master?"

Bai Li suddenly stared at Shuangyue, his eyes were full of guard.

"This...a misunderstanding, it's a misunderstanding...Brother, don't take it to heart."

Although Shuangyue had no reason to feel guilty, she still had the joy and affection for Bai Li that she had regained her loss, and she didn't know how to explain in a panic for a while.

"What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, it's nothing... as long as he treats you well."

Shuangyue smiled stiffly for a few times, but before she could decide where to start, a voice suddenly came from behind her: "Hehe, you are trying to trick me into being a living sacrifice."

Shuangyue turned her head in shock, only to find that the cardinal had been hiding near her, but she hadn't noticed it.

Not only Shuangyue, but also Baili was startled, stood up all of a sudden, and took two steps back in a panic.

"Master! You...have you been listening..."

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