Bai Yueguang became my shadow guard after amnesia

The cardinal stared at the white carp and poured out half a tube of blood. Seeing that the amount was really not much, he felt a little relieved. Before the white carp could react, he wrapped the prepared cotton wool with gauze and wrapped it around the white carp's hands.

"Master...Actually, if you are in a hurry, use more blood and you won't have to drink so many times."

After Bai Li finished speaking, he glanced at Lin Que uneasily, saw his angry face, then lowered his head and added in a low voice: "It's not fatal, if the master is kind, let the subordinates rest for two days..."

"Don't even think about it!"

"My subordinates are wrong."

The white carp hurriedly prepared the medicine according to the method in memory, worried that the smell of blood was too strong, just wanted to get closer to smell it before making adjustments, but was snatched by the cardinal and drank it all, and then was directly hugged by the cardinal Get up and order to stay in bed.

"Master! The subordinates can walk by themselves..."

"I know." Linnet replied lightly, but her arms hugged him even tighter.

Bai Li froze in shock, only to realize that even though he was talking, his heart was yearning for the embrace, every moment of being close to the cardinal.

The master is still willing to hug himself...

When Linque got dressed and was about to pull Bai Li to bed, he saw Bai Li silently kneeling at the foot of the bed, unbuttoning the front of his underwear and bowing down obediently, with the loose hem hanging on the ground, he asked cautiously: "Dare to ask the master...whether you need a subordinate to serve the bed."

"Sleep servant?"

Cardinal was stunned for a moment, in his impression that he had never heard this word from Bai Li's mouth, and it took him a while to realize what was wrong with Bai Li.

From Bai Li's first look at the cardinal, he knew what Bai Li was thinking again. He thought that if he didn't say blame after a while, the matter would pass, but he didn't expect that Bai Li's heart seemed to be extraordinarily deep this time.

"Hey... come here, let me see your injury."

Bai Li was puzzled, but still passed his hand over. Linnet jumped over Bai Li's arm and carried him directly to the bed.A blade was pulled out from the cuff and the bandage was cut open. The bleeding from the wound had already stopped, leaving only slight blood stains and light yellow stains.

The cardinal still felt distressed, and wiped the blood lightly twice but did not wipe off the blood, then bent down and licked it gently, the cardinal seemed to be used to the slightly bitter taste brought by the remaining sporadic drug stains and didn't care.

Feeling the increasingly stiff arm muscles under her body, Cardinal was afraid that the white carp would forcefully break open the newly healed wound, so she let go, but no matter how she looked at the wound, she felt something was wrong.

This head is too long, it can be shortened.

Is it a deep stroke? It took a while to stop the bleeding after the bleeding was done.

This position is on the upper side, and there is no pain there.

"I'll paddle next time." Linnet frowned, her voice somewhat displeased.

"Yes..." Bai Li responded with some doubts.

"I row more neatly than you."

"Owner?"

"What's the matter?" Cardinal rubbed the white carp's fingertips unconsciously.

"You... aren't you angry with your subordinates..."

Bai Li hesitated for a long time before asking slowly.After doing such an even more extreme thing, he was still being pitied by the cardinal as usual. This series of intimate actions was like a dream to Bai Li.

But the next moment, the dream seemed to be about to shatter.

"Angry, you're going to piss me off today."

Cardinal protected Bai Li's injured wrist, lay on his side beside him, snorted softly, and the heat hit Bai Li's neck.The cardinal obviously felt the body of the white carp tremble slightly, and his breath became short of breath.

"The subordinates are punished."

"If you don't punish me, I feel bad."

The tone of Linque's speech was non-negotiable, but Bai Li's heart beat even harder.

"Master... How can a subordinate be worthy of..."

"Oh...you..."

Linque couldn't help frowning slightly, seeing his elder brother who used to be strict with him turned into this, his heart was already sore, and the answer to a question he had been thinking about for a long time was ready to come out.

After thinking for a moment, the cardinal turned over and pressed on the white carp, chuckled, and said, "I want to know why I am so angry with you and don't want to punish you at all?"

"Please tell the master."

In the dark of night, the white carp quietly looked at the cardinal, it was so obedient.

"Well...you will know when you think of everything."

After finishing speaking, Linque stretched out the tip of her tongue and licked the corner of Bai Li's lips viciously, which made the person under him tremble slightly.

"Find out your own way. If you can't remember... If you can't remember, just appoint me. I don't care anyway."

After finishing speaking, the cardinal kissed deeply, not giving the white carp the slightest room to argue.

Cardinal was always worried that something that happened during the time Bai Li had forgotten would make it too painful for him to recall, so he never dared to ask him to get his memory back.

It wasn't until today that Bai Li coaxed and begged to start restoring his own memory. Only then did Cardinal realize how many important things a memory may hold, so many that it may change a person too much. A life without a memory is like The soul is torn in two and is no longer whole.

What's more, Bai Li has already recalled a few memories that I don't know what they are... and he refuses to tell me!Cough... But I still can't recall the days when he was a shadow guard.

It's likely that Bai Li didn't want to remember it, or that he desperately wanted to forget everything that happened in the villa like himself. It can only be said that this memory is special to him.

The matter of blood collection also suddenly made Cardinal realize that he seemed to think of Bai Li too fragile.It may be because he was tortured by Bai Li when he reunited, his internal strength was destroyed, and his memory was completely stinging, or it may be because he has protected him for a long time, and he wants to protect him in turn.

Are white carp really that vulnerable?The person who always protects himself silently behind his back, the person who always patiently enlightens himself when he complains about suffering, the person who seems to be invincible...

Will you really escape by forgetting because of what happened, and dare not even think about it?

Maybe yes, maybe not.

Or maybe the above thoughts are just excuses for him to want Bai Li to remember, or maybe it's just revenge for being tricked into drinking medicine by Bai Li.

At this moment, Linque hopes that Baili can remember the past, and not be so humble, and not so anxious to please himself.

"Why do you have to remind me?"

The cardinal kissed the white carp for a long time, so long that the white carp forgot to refute. Seeing the cardinal's lips move away, he lingered on the taste for a while before thinking, "Master wants to know what happened in the past so much, it's a But I don’t know everything, so I can only think of a way to let the master know.”

"Too……"

Cardinal completely gave up the idea of ​​telling Bai Li what he knew if he couldn't remember it. Bai Li was right, other people's perspectives can't replace a person's original memory anyway.

It is better not to let Bai Li know than to let Bai Li know the things that are inevitably biased due to emotional color, and even not comprehensive, so that he will be trapped in false memories all his life.

Bai Li paused, then continued in a very low voice:

"And the subordinate felt at the time... that he was not qualified to ask you for anything else."

It turned out to be the case.

"……stupid."

In the early morning of the second day, Shuangyue personally loosened several jars of rosin wine for Linque, saying that it was an apology. Linque thought for a long time before remembering that she and Frost Moon seemed to have had such a dispute yesterday.

Seeing that the frosty moon was twisting and turning, the red bird didn't want to cover up any more, and directly brought the topic to business: "What are you here for?"

Shuangyue laughed and said: "You are really straightforward... Shuangyue has something to say, I really want to say it to my cousin, I don't know if I can..."

"You can ask Bai Li about this matter, if he is willing, he can naturally."

Linque turned around and saw Bai Li coming out after cleaning up the house, sighed silently in his heart, ever since he assigned Bai Li the duty of personal bodyguard, he had never given him a job, but Bai Li just knew how to find a job Do it, ever since he told Bai Li what he wanted, he even worked harder to do these trivial housework.

Seeing that the cardinal was really asking for his opinion, Bai Li thought for a while and replied:

"This subordinate also has something to ask the Master of the Moon Palace."

Frost Moon's face became a little more embarrassed:

"You... just call me Shuangyue."

"No need."

Bai Li refused without hesitation.

Seeing that the two of them stopped talking for a while, Linque suddenly remembered something and interjected: "Bai Li, you said last night that the shadow guards are all resistant to Gu, so can't I drink other people's blood? Like forty-nine?"

Just as Shuangyue wanted to ask what was the matter, Bai Li preempted her and said:

"Master, no, he...his blood is not clean."

Frost Moon: ...

"Is yours clean?" Linnet felt that Bai Li's words were completely unreasonable.

Bai Li stretched out his wrist calmly:

"Master, if you don't believe me, you can try it."

"I really don't believe it... No! Don't try to lie to me again!"

"Subordinates know their mistakes..."

Bai Li withdrew his hand embarrassingly.

After Hongque left, Baili and Shuangyue were left to look at each other silently. After a while, Shuangyue spoke first, and asked timidly, "Cousin...don't you hate me?"

"No."

Bai Li replied without any hesitation, which made Shuangyue startled for a while.

"But... I have hurt you so many times... I still thought I was smart at the time, but gradually, my heart was filled with guilt. I thought I could ignore it... until the day I received the news of your death ...I...I...Fortunately, you are still alive, I still have a chance to ask for forgiveness..."

Shuangyue's voice choked up when she spoke, but Baili still replied flatly: "Have you ever harmed me?"

"You... have you ever remembered... Once I wanted to see if the ban on going outside the wall was true, and if I was caught, would I really receive those horrible punishments... I don't know If you dare to go, I will lie to you to go out and buy snacks for me, saying that I went out once and nothing happened, and I will show you the blind spot of the guards I found..."

"I remember."

"I originally said I wanted to watch out for you, but it turned out that after you left, I was afraid that I would be found to be your accomplice, so I slipped away quietly... Who knew that you went out for three days before being found... I said yes If something goes wrong, I will take my arms around me, but when you were questioned, I dared not speak out. Only after the elders got angry, I begged for a few words of love as a child of my own family, so that you were not beaten to death after all. ..."

Shuangyue covered her face with her hands, her shoulders trembling slightly.Bai Li was silent for a moment, as if thinking about something, then shook his head and said: "No, I was not tricked out by you, I chose it myself, I wanted to go out and have a look, and you just showed me the way .”

"you……"

"The children who are selected as hidden stakes in the Moon Palace are not allowed to go out to meet people, including you and me. I have always wanted to get out of that high wall since I was a child, to see what the outside world is like."

The white carp's gaze unconsciously looked towards the horizon.

"At that time, I was young and frivolous. I felt that what was shown in the school was fake, and it was just what the elders wanted us to see, and it was not true. I remember that I always liked to sit on the stone steps next to the side pavilion and look at it. Staring at the sky in a daze, all I think about is to get out from there and experience the feeling of freedom.

But if you go out, you will die.

You are a child of my family, and you are kind-hearted. When you asked me, I just thought that if you were found out, you would dare not admit it and I would not be able to expose it, but you would at least plead for me.The life of me, a child from a foreign family, is worthless, but you are from a domestic family, and you are deeply loved by the elders. What you say works, so I should not die. "

"But... the other things..."

The knot in Shuangyue's heart that had been blaming herself for many years was suddenly opened, and she didn't know what to say for a while.But Bai Li seemed to be lost in memory, with a contented smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Speaking of which, I would also like to thank you. That trip allowed me to meet the Cardinals."

Bai Li looked at the tattered young man with his hands on his hips, and said, "Are you lost? I know this place well, buy me a roast chicken, and I'll show you the way twenty miles away."

Bai Li touched the purse on his body, and said with some embarrassment:

"Sorry, I'm out of money."

"...No money? How come you don't even have a roast chicken?"

"sorry."

Bai Li lowered his head, as if he really did something wrong.

"Forget it, for the sake of your warm clothes, let me tell you how to go. By the way, the clothes inside you look very eye-catching. If you want to go with me, just throw it away. Otherwise, if someone comes to snatch me, I won’t be able to beat him.”

"Root? Are there bad guys here?"

Linque looked at this young man from a rich family who didn't care about the world with disgust, and looked down on him for a while.

"Naive...just treat yourself as a bad person, young master, don't you think you've never gone out before?"

"It's true that I haven't, but I'm not the young master."

"Oh, it's the same for rich people anyway, tell me where you're going."

"No need, your leg is injured, I'll find the way by myself... Also, don't steal other people's things from now on, Ziyue..."

The white carp looked down at Cardinal's bruised right leg, and even wanted to go forward to help it.

"What are you talking about! If I don't grab it, am I going to starve to death?"

Cardinal took a step back and pulled the hem of his robe to cover his injured leg in vain.

"This... I'm sorry, I didn't think about it." The things taught in the school are really not true.Bai Li thought angrily.

"You'll just say sorry..."

"I'm sorry...ah no...I..."

"..."

The cardinal looked at the white carp hopelessly, and couldn't imagine how this person lived to such a big age.At the same time, there was a sound of noisy footsteps from the end of the alley, Cardinal tensed up all of a sudden, hugged Bai Li and pulled him into the corner of the alley.

"What's wrong?" Bai Li asked in a low voice.

"Shh... don't let them find you."

However, things backfired, the footsteps got closer and closer, and stopped near the hiding place of the two.

"What's so delicious, kid, hand over something delicious as soon as possible, or I'll make you break your other leg too!"

The cardinal pushed the white carp in again, and ordered in a low voice:

"Stay still! I can lure them away, you take the opportunity to slip away, and don't go back to this place again."

"Who are they?"

Maybe it was because the white carp asked too seriously, and the cardinal tugged at the jade pendant on the white carp's waist, and replied patiently: "The bastards on the street only pick up the weak and bully, and they also specialize in robbing the rich and the poor like you. No one can beat them, you appoint."

"Are they bad people?"

"...It can be said that, but in fact, like me, they are just forced to make ends meet."

The little cardinal snorted coldly, with a disgusted look on her face:

"In this street, how can there be so much right and wrong, good and evil, how can there be the humility and etiquette that you people talk about every day, and there is nothing more than..."

A voice not far away interrupted the cardinal.

"Yo~ Where's the boy, the jade pendant on his waist is enough for us brothers to drink a pot."

Linque turned her head, and was really taken aback by the scene in front of her. The white carp had disappeared from her side at some point, and appeared in front of those bastards a few feet taller than him, standing motionless on the spot.

"You don't want to die! They are robbing you! I told you to run away, I could have walked them for a while!"

Cardinal's mind went blank, and he didn't even notice that a bastard who appeared behind him at some point had picked up a heavy wooden stick and smashed it at the back of his head.

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感谢在2021-01-2002:01:42~2021-01-2303:34:35期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Iori Naxie;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!