Xu Shanlan

This is how it is performed in movies, a very important plot, the picture is frozen, zoomed in or out, the audience is moved to silent tears, so the end of the play or a few years later.

It would be great if life could be like this, Xu Shanlan rolled around on the bed thinking, but unfortunately it is not.Days are passed day by day, even if there were conflicts, contradictions and grief yesterday, today will still come.Xu Shanlan now realizes that his biggest problem is that he doesn't know how to face his elder brother.

To be honest, compared with being liked by a man, what is more difficult for him to accept is that that man is actually a big brother, a big brother who treats him like a father and a brother.No matter what, Xu Shanlan couldn't imagine the scene of him flirting with Cong Zhanyi's lover, and the thought of it made him feel nauseous.

So, tomorrow, oh no, today—how should I talk to Cong Zhanyi in the morning?At the very least, what should I call him?Also called brother?It’s too intimate, it’s a very pure and kind title, but why is it so weird in retrospect?Called "big brother"?Again, it's too unfamiliar.It seems as if he deliberately kept a distance and was deliberately indifferent. In fact, Xu Shanlan really didn't want to distance himself from Cong Zhanyi, after all, he had to live under the same roof.I was angry a few days ago, and it will be better after a few days.But now...

Ugh--

Xu Shanlan opened his eyes wide and looked at the gray roof. It was already dawn, and the east was pale.Without looking at his watch, Xu Shanlan could tell that it was almost time for morning exercises, that is, he was about to meet and talk to the elder brother again.Xu Shanlan wrinkled her nose, her hair flopped down, and stood up from the bed in a jerk, let's go out first!

Xu Shanlan was still very embarrassed, he put on his clothes slowly, slowly moved down the stairs, and walked outside step by step.Cong Zhanyi had been waiting there a long time ago, with a white vest and light gray sweatpants, and he was moving his ankles and wrists according to the rules.

Xu Shanlan looked down at his toes, he was really embarrassed to look up at Cong Zhanyi, he always felt his face was hot.He said nah, "Big...brother..."

"Why did you come out?" Cong Zhanyi interrupted him seriously, and raised his wrist to look at his watch, "I'm 5 minutes late today, and I'm going to run with an extra 5 kilograms of weight."

Xu Shanlan became angry as soon as he heard it, and after a long time of trouble, he didn't know what to do and didn't fall asleep all night, and he was too embarrassed to meet.They didn't take what happened yesterday to heart at all, what to do or what to do, and the punishment was obviously harsher than before!Xu Shanlan stood up straight, looked forward with his head held high, and his posture was so standard that he could go to raise the national flag. He said angrily, "Yes, big brother!" Without even looking at Cong Zhanyi, he turned and ran out the door.

The next training will be as usual, running, high leg raising, kicking, routines, all the same.Cong Zhanyi supervised with a wooden stick: "Legs, the legs are stretched!"

Xu Shanlan was holding his breath all morning, training extraordinarily hard, his pale pink lips were tightly pursed, his face was expressionless, there was a bit of arrogance and coldness between his brows, and sweat dripped down his cheeks.When confronting Cong Zhanyi with protective gear on the Sanda mat, he was merciless and his fists whistled with wind.But after all, he had less experience in battle than Cong Zhanyi, and his force was not balanced enough. Later, he lost his strength and was hit hard by the elder brother several times.

Cong Zhanyi kicked Xu Shanlan onto the mat with a flying kick, and the latter lay on his back, with no strength left in his body, panting heavily.Cong Zhanyi slowly took off his gloves and said, "Come here." He stretched out his hand to Xu Shanlan.

Xu Shanlan ignored that hand at all, managed to get up, threw away the glove, bowed to the senior brother, and walked out of the training room without looking back.Cong Zhanyi looked at his stubborn back, and slowly raised the corners of his mouth, revealing a smile.

In the morning Xu Shanlan made an exception and ate an extra bowl of porridge and an egg, just a joke, he didn't eat well all day yesterday.Now that Xu Shanlan knows it, don't be hard on yourself if anything happens, maybe you will feel uncomfortable here thinking about it, and he is living a good life.He didn't pay attention to Cong Zhanyi, just satiated himself, drank the milk in the cup in one gulp, stood up and respectfully said: "Brother, I'm on duty today, so I have to leave early."

"En." Cong Zhanyi responded casually, put down the chopsticks in his hand, wiped the corners of his lips with a napkin, and said, "Come here."

Xu Shanlan walked up to Cong Zhanyi's side in a few steps, with drooping eyelids, long eyelashes fluttering like crow's wings, and an expression of pretending indifference because of awkwardness.

He made up his mind, you are serious and I am serious, anyway, he is tougher than his temper Xu Shanlan will never admit defeat no matter what.He was angry, when suddenly his eyes dimmed, and the tall figure of Cong Zhanyi approached, and the familiar breath sprayed on the neck of the boy's pink blue shirt.

Xu Shanlan only felt that it was itchy and warm, and there seemed to be an inexplicable ambiguity, and his heartbeat suddenly accelerated.Ordinarily, Cong Zhanyi had been so close to him before, but he had never given him such a strong sense of oppression and threat.Subconsciously, Xu Shanlan wanted to back away, but he held back in a second, biting the bullet and standing upright, his muscles stiffened.

Immediately after his lips warmed up, Cong Zhanyi raised his thumb, and gently wiped off the milk stains on Xu Shanlan's lips with his rough fingertips, then pressed it close to Xu Shanlan's ear, and said in a low voice, almost whispering: "Wipe clean!" Let's go."

Cong Zhanyi's fiery breath sprayed directly into Xu Shanlan's ears and eyes, as if he was suddenly lit on fire, his face was so red that it was about to bleed, even his neck was pink, and he jumped up like a rabbit, He stammered and said, "I...I'm going first..." He ran out of the door quickly, forgetting to take his schoolbag.

Cong Zhanyi smiled and sat back on the chair, feeling very happy.

This day, Xu Shanlan was so upset, he said he didn't want to but couldn't help thinking about it, and after thinking about it for a while, he became angry why he wanted to.As a result, everyone discovered the biggest surprise of the class today——Xu Shanlan didn't sleep.The young man looked out of the window with both eyes, the outline of his side face was clear and beautiful in the sunlight, his eyes were melancholy and confused, which made many girls not in the mood to listen to the class and looked back frequently.Those who want to take the art major even took out a pen and paper, and made a few sketches with a touch of charm.

When school was over, Wang He slapped Xu Shanlan vigorously: "Congratulations, you have finally enlightened."

"What?" Xu Shanlan frowned.

"It's not easy to fall in love, Xu Zi. Let me just say, how can a person like you be willing to stay in an empty room and stay in a boudoir."

Xu Shanlan's face became hot, and he pushed the table like a cover-up: "Can you talk? What's the mess?"

"Hey——" Wang He dragged his legs and stretched his legs astride the chair in front of Xu Shanlan, with his arms resting on the edge of the backrest, "Come on buddy, don't hide it, let's talk, yeah Who?" He yelled in a gesture that I knew best.

Xu Shanlan glared at him and lowered his voice: "Can you keep your voice down?" Everyone hurried home, no one paid attention.Luo Yanan came back with the cleaned mop, and happened to hear Wang He's last words. Her eyes turned and she didn't come over. She pretended to be mopping the floor slowly, paying attention to the movement here.

Wang He glanced at Luo Yanan who was cleaning, and wanted to ask her to come with him, but changed his mind, and asked Xu Shanlan himself: "Hey, do I know this person?"

Xu Shanlan nodded.

"Are you familiar?" Wang He's eyes widened.

Xu Shanlan hesitated for a moment, then nodded again.

Wang He suddenly realized and patted his thigh: "I just said, hey, you two, hey, we get along day and night, sooner or later, hey."

Xu Shanlan blushed again, and stared at Wang He angrily: "What do you know about you? Don't make it look like a prophet." He said to himself, I am with my senior brother every day, and I still don't understand, you know What?If I told you that man is a big brother, would you go crazy?

Wang He laughed dryly, expressed his apologies, and then asked, "This is a good thing, so why are you making trouble?"

Xu Shanlan sighed, he didn't want to say it, but he didn't know who to talk to, so he weighed it carefully for a while, anyway, he just didn't say the three words Cong Zhanyi.So he said, "I don't know if I like him or not."

"No way, what's wrong with that? If you like being with her, you mean that. If you don't like her, you don't."

Xu Shanlan rolled his eyes at him: "I'm with him every day, what do you like or don't like?"

"Ah——" Wang He frowned, and nodded thoughtfully, "This is a bit disturbing." Suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed, "Hey, it was played on TV. I like it. There are several identification methods. You Come and listen."

"Yeah." Xu Shanlan became interested when he heard what he said was serious, and listened carefully, and caught a glimpse of Luo Yanan, the mop in her hand was on the ground, and she was listening to the movement here.

Xu Shanlan had a complete showdown with Cong Zhanyi precisely because of Luo Yanan.It was only today that Xu Shanlan figured out that the elder brother was jealous at the time.Of course, this has nothing to do with Luo Yanan, Xu Shanlan also felt that the relationship between him and her was innocent, and it didn't mean that at all, but for some reason, seeing her was still awkward, and he didn't say a few words today.Xu Shanlan was able to analyze and explain to Wang He, but he couldn't face Luo Yanan. He coughed lightly and turned his face away.

Luo Yanan was so smart that he understood immediately, and quickly walked away, pretending to sweep the floor.Everyone else was anxious to be on duty, and no one looked this way.

Wang He saw it in his eyes, remembered it in his heart, and secretly smiled, hehe...hehe...

Xu Shanlan looked serious: "Okay, just tell me."

Wang He pretended to clear his throat: "This is the first, it depends on whether you are thinking about her all the time."

"Ah." Xu Shanlan pondered for a while, didn't he only think about senior brother these two days?He nodded.

"Hmm." Wang He raised a finger, "Second, you have good things, such as food, clothing, and play, do you want to share them with her immediately?"

It must be, big brother.Xu Shanlan nodded without hesitation.

"Yeah." Wang He pointed up another finger firmly, "Again, do you scratch your heart and want to get back together as soon as you separate from her?"

Xu Shanlan hesitated for a while, then shook his head, "It's not enough, we've met each other every day."

"That's it." Wang He scratched his head, feeling a little puzzled, and suddenly thought of something, "That's right! There is a nirvana. Ah, it's wrong, it's an absolute standard! It's the most accurate way to judge whether you like it or not! "

"What?" Xu Shanlan blinked.

Wang He spat out each word, "Eat, jealous. That is to say, if you see her with other men, will you get angry and lose your temper?"

Xu Shanlan was stunned for a moment, he thought of Gong Kai, those nights waiting for Cong Zhanyi, and his anger for no reason during training.He opened his mouth, but was speechless for a moment.

"Haha." Wang He understood after seeing his expression, shook his head and said, "I'm the best, that's enough, it's done!"

Now that we've talked about this, let's go all out: "I just... just feel weird, I used to be like a relative, but suddenly I like it or not... I, this..."

"Oh, okay, you." Wang He didn't take this seriously at all, "You forgot, didn't Xu Shilin follow his cousin in "Legend of the New White Snake"? Where is Wang Zuxian?" Wang He squeezed his voice to learn Shandong dialect, "Biaomei——Biaomei——"

Xu Shanlan burst into joy, feeling much better.He sighed, and said slowly: "Wang He, actually, I don't understand, why would I be jealous, is it because I like it, or because I'm used to being paid attention to by him, once he not only cares about me, but also If you care about others, I will..." This is a question that has troubled Xu Shanlan for a long time, and he finally said it outright, his heart was beating violently, and he stared at Wang He intently, as if he wanted to be on the other side, get The most complete and expressive answer.

Wang He scratched his head, with a bitter face: "No, it's so complicated." He spread his hands, "Then I don't understand."

Xu Shanlan's eyes dimmed, and he lowered his shoulders dejectedly.

"Hey." Wang He asked, "You must know that she likes you?"

Xu Shanlan said listlessly: "Yes, so what."

"Isn't that right, it means that the initiative is in your hands." Wang He is like a love expert, "You can like her or not, just observe for a while, what are you afraid of, she can still eat you up ?”

Too.Xu Shanlan's mind suddenly settled down.That's right, it's his business whether he likes it or not, it's my business whether he accepts it or not, he likes me, why do I act like a thief?Xu Shanlan pursed his lips and smiled slightly. Although he felt faintly that this was not the case, what was going on, Wang He didn't understand, and neither did he.Xu Shanlan's temper is exhausted, if he can't figure it out, he doesn't think about it, the sky is falling and he's covered, what the hell is going on!