that boy cried for me

Bear Paradise recently launched the latest bear package, buy a free bear keychain.

The sales promotion lady next to me was coaxing the children around me with a big smile. The children and mothers took photos with me one after another. I drooped my eyelids, but the bear grinned.It's a little hot, I'm a little stuffy, and my eyes are full of white flowers.After I had a fever, I was a little weak.

I quickly drank some water, and I went to the back yard to enjoy the shade, and as soon as I tilted my head, I saw Guan Qi.

He is in the coffee shop on the first floor, wearing my favorite dress, a light blue shirt with sleeves rolled up to the elbows, I especially like to look at his wrist and fingers, he is explaining something to the person next to him, the two With a computer in front of him, Guan Qi spoke very seriously, pointing at the computer from time to time, and watching the other party's reaction from time to time. When the other party asked a question, he would listen carefully and then explain.

I admired this picture and grinned involuntarily.He was such a man of great quality, and it never occurred to me to be caressed and cared for by someone like that.

I slowly thought about the time when we met, when he begged me for his brother, when he cared about me, it was so strange, how could we have an intersection with such an incomparable person?

I was probably taken aback, and when I came back to my senses, the person next to him was gone.He also seemed to relax, was drinking coffee, looking out the window from time to time, and he saw me.I waved at him, he froze for a moment, then smiled at me, then put down his cup, faced the computer, and typed quickly.

It's my work time and I walk out.

He worked overtime at night, and I ate instant noodles. In order to replenish my body, I laid an egg, threw in a piece of ham sausage, and added a few vegetable leaves.

It was already past 9 o'clock when Guan Qi came in. He seemed to have a project recently and was very busy. He usually got home after 9 o'clock and left after 6 o'clock in the morning.I saw him in the sun basically today through the bear.

As soon as he walked in, we both asked "Have you eaten?" almost at the same time.

I nod and he shakes his head.

"Shall I go downstairs and buy it for you?" I said, looking tired.

"No, there seems to be bread."

"I'll go buy it, and buy a pack of cigarettes by the way." I said, and then got up to get dressed to go out, when he suddenly asked, "What did you eat?"

"Instant noodles."

He thought for a moment, "Let's go downstairs together."

He threw away the bag, packed the wallet, and took me downstairs. I was wearing his hoodie. He bought me a pair of very comfortable shoes two days ago, like a big broad bean. It’s still a bit cold in this day. , but very comfortable.

"I'm not hungry." I said.

"Eat with me." He said.

He took me to a restaurant that I didn't think he would go to. It only sold common dishes like lamb kebabs and Malatang. His bright clothes were out of place here.

This restaurant is extremely simple, Guan Qi sat down and looked at me and said, "The ribs here are the best, and the kidneys are also good."

I said I didn't expect you to eat here.

He smiled and asked why?Then skillfully ordered with the proprietress: "20 ribs, 20 meat skewers, fried pancakes, cucumbers, two big kidneys... two bottles of beer" glanced at me and said, "How about some bullshit?"

Damn, even Niu Er knows it.

I nodded, "Niu Er."

Guanqi and I were holding a calf and eating skewers, and my heart was so relaxed. During the day, Guanqi in the coffee shop made me feel admirable, but at night, Guanqi, who was wearing the same clothes, made me feel more intimate.I know that we are not people from the same world. When we get together, even if we go to bed, it seems that someone is not in harmony by saying that I drink coffee and the other drinks bean juice. But one day I found that people who drink coffee also If you love to drink soybean juice, you feel that there is love in this world.

"There is a person who intends to buy that house." He told me, "The probability of closing is very high."

"Oh." I took a sip of my wine.

"Little Xiao..."

"Ok?"

"In your life, ha, it's a bit early to say this life, what do you like so much?"

I thought about it and couldn't come up with an answer.

"Let's ask, what is it that you absolutely don't want to lose and give up?"

I slowly said "my brother..."

He stared at me blankly.

"I'm just such a family member." I said.

He nodded "I understand." He added "I understand..."

"I hope..." I looked at him "you'd be the other one." I did, a loved one, a lover, perfect.

He froze for a moment, then a warm smile appeared on his face, "I will fight for it."

That night, Guanqi and I, who ate mutton skewers, seemed to get along very well. I began to feel that going to bed could be very enjoyable, and I felt a joyful feeling from it.I am excited about this feeling, but also have a faint feeling similar to despair.

When Guan Qi woke up in the morning, I turned over, and he leaned down and asked, "Are you awake? Sleep more."

"I'm going to work……"

"Speaking of which, you said that you are going to work, do you still want to be a security guard?"

I shook my head.

"Changed jobs?" He asked again.

I nodded, still not very clear-headed.

"what to do?"

"Bear," I said.

He laughed, "You are not serious in the morning."

I was confused, how could I have the IQ to say nonsense, "What a bear."

He stood up, went to wash up, and ignored me. I pulled the quilt and my back hurt, and there was a little pain at the incision. time.

I asked him, 'Your mother knows you are, knows us? '

He said that even if he didn't know it before, he would know it after eating a meal.

I don't think from what I know about him, he shouldn't take me back so easily and let his mother know.It's also possible that he was gay in the first place, so it doesn't matter what kind of person he brings back.What he said inside and out made me feel that his mother was still disappointed that he was gay, and he might be too, so the family pinned their hopes on Guan Liang.I also asked him, does Guan Liang know who you are?

He said, yes.

What's Guan Liang's attitude?

He said you can't see his attitude?

I thought about the pigeon leg incident. It turned out that it was Guan Liang’s way of expressing his dissatisfaction and boredom. No wonder Guan Qi wanted to live by himself and didn’t go home often. He had already made everything natural.

I asked him when his family knew about it.

He said that after Guan Liang fell ill this time.

I don't understand why he told them at this juncture.Guan Qi said to himself, if Guan Liang hadn't been ill, it probably wouldn't be like this.

No matter how clear-headed, intelligent and wise people are, they will not readily accept the fact that they are gay.

It is probably more difficult for him to accept than for me. After all, it is not very strange for a person like me to have anything out of the ordinary. Even if it is strange, few people will care.

Just like a piece of white jade, even a little flaw is so obvious, a piece of stone, it doesn't matter what it is.

I looked at the roof and thought about what was there. Guan Qi had been washed and dressed, and he told me in vain at the door, and said that there was money in the drawer.

I said yes.

Then I sat up slowly, washed and dressed casually, and closed the door to go to work.

After I changed into the bear coat, I went outside to greet passers-by, posing in a simple, honest and lovely pose.

Xiong Paradise is upstairs of a large shopping mall. The annex building of this large shopping mall seems to be an office building. I saw many people dressed like Guanqi shuttle there.They all look like elites, I always look at them from time to time, but none of them are more pleasing to the eye than Guanqi.

As if something was destined, I saw Guan Qi in the crowd, it turned out that he was so conspicuous in the crowd.

I waved at him again, but he didn't seem to see me.

There happened to be a kid pulling me to jump happily. I played with him, and when I turned around, Guanqi had disappeared.This may be his favorite place, otherwise why did he see him twice in a row.

I'm going to go back later to see if he's in the cafe.

I was in a daze when I suddenly heard someone calling me "Meng Xiao?"

I turned around and saw Guan Qi.

He looked at Xiong, "Is it Meng Xiao?"

I don't know why, I suddenly felt a strange emotion, that person who shouldn't appear in my life is so close at hand, he will remember every word I said, he will pay attention to me unexpectedly, he He will understand me because of a single detail, and he will slowly infiltrate into my life...

I took off the bear's head, looked at him, and grinned.