that boy cried for me

I stuck a 'green onion' up my nose and stayed in the bear's head all afternoon.I feel more and more that this is a good job. No matter what "unforeseen" encounters, how much it affects the outlook, I can continue to work.

Meng Zhao expressed his indignation at the fact that I admitted that I liked men. At that time, he was especially like an elder who hoped that his son would become a success.The moment I started bleeding from my nose, I decided I was going to stay away from this person, in my heart.It's not that I hate him for beating me, but I understand better that he is a 'normal person', no matter if I like men more than my brother, I can't continue in front of him.

The more you think about this, the more ridiculous it becomes. He is a procuress who has sent countless men to another man's bed, but he can't accept the fact that a man likes a man at all.

I was thinking inside the bear's head, if I really told him, 'Meng Zhao, I like you', would I swing a big hammer on my head?

I guess he would rather perish with me than leave me in this world to harm him.

What do I like about Meng Zhao?This is something I've been asking myself.

I can't give myself an answer, I just think I like him, and it's different for him and others.

Guan Qi said, Xiaoxiao, this is brotherhood, don't get it confused.

I know many brothers are not like this.

Guan Qi stared at me seriously, Meng Xiao, do you know what your biggest problem is?

I shook my head.

He said, you know what is right and what is wrong, but you don't change it, you let it go, do you know why you are like this?

I shook my head again.

He went on to say that you have no demands or attempts on life or on yourself.

I understood, and I said, "I don't know how to make progress, so I don't know how to be ashamed."

Guan Qi glanced at me, "The words are rough and the rationale is not rough."

I said, "I see, I'll change it."

He laughed, "Xiao Xiao, let's change it together."

I know, he means he helps me.

He started kissing me.I kiss him back.Then the nosebleed came out.Guan Qi felt fishy in his mouth, opened his eyes, and held my face with both hands. The nosebleed matched my expression of squinting my eyes now, and he said, "What's wrong?"

I said, "Your old relatives come and go, is there anything further?"

He stared at me, and immediately, his eyes started burning with different things, and he started to unbutton my shirt, and I started to unbutton his belt.

we did.

On the day I said I had a boyfriend, I had a nosebleed, and Guan Qi really reached the final step.

If I say I'm not gay, I don't even believe it myself.

I am afraid of pain, but I am also very happy.

When Guan Qi was making love, he was completely different from usual. I could feel his restraint, but at a certain moment, when he couldn't control himself, his movements were almost crazy.He still kept calling my name, he said, Meng Xiao, I like you, it's you, it's you!

I lay on my stomach like a toad.

Here's my final look, just starting with the arm supported, then the elbow, and now with my face against the pillow.The legs also changed from kneeling to kneeling.

I watched the nosebleed stain the pillow, and I said weakly, "Guan Qi, the pillow is dirty."

Guan Qi leaned over and took a look, then hugged me, stretched out a tissue from the tissue box on the bedside table, wiped the blood under my nose, then rushed into the bathroom, took out a towel, and laid me flat , put a towel on my forehead, cold water on the towel.

"Put your chin up a little..." he said.

I lifted my chin, felt the blood rushing back, and my throat was awake.

"Meng Zhao hit me." I said, like a child complaining.

Guan Qi touched my face, "Don't let him hit me in the future."

I have a sore nose.

He lay beside me and pulled my hair, "Does it hurt in the back? You are so afraid of pain, you didn't make a sound today."

I grinned, "I used to yell, and I wanted people to hear me. My heart hurts. I'm used to it all the time. Hahaha..."

"What about today? Don't want to make people feel bad?"

"Don't everyone say this is Huanai? I have to respond to the scene."

He kissed me and then stared at me. "Meng Xiao, you look good."

"Not as good-looking as your brother." I said casually.

He froze, his hands seemed to be stiff, and then he continued to brush my hair.His eyes were a little dazed, not knowing what he was thinking.

Meng Zhao later called me to ask about the money, and I said the house hadn't been sold yet.He smiled strangely and said, what kind of boyfriend of yours won't give you money?Bah, it's disgusting when I talk about it, and I'm still a boyfriend.Immediately, he might feel disgusted to even make a phone call, so he hung up the phone.

I just found out that he knew that I kissed people and that I had a boyfriend, but he didn't know that it was Guan Qi.

fair enough.

After so long, I saw Guan Liang again. Guan Qi took me back to his house for dinner. When we entered, Guan Liang was in the room. Guan Qi’s mother said that Guan Liang had just come back from school. Guan Qi frowned. Guan Liang just came out of the room and glanced at Guan Qi. I don't know why, but I think that look is a bit strange.Guan Qi said, "Didn't you say that classes will resume next semester? You haven't fully recovered yet, so why did you go back so soon?"

Guan Liang said, "I'm fine." He glanced at me again

"Why are you here?" He said in a bad tone.

"I'm hungry, so I'm here." I said.

Guan Liang obviously saw me, and his temper was even worse. He ate in silence, and when Guan Qi's mother and Guan Qi asked him anything, he answered perfunctorily.I can't control so much, I just eat, I am very satisfied with the dishes that Guanqi's mother and Guanqi put in the bowl.

Guan Qi brought me a squab leg, and I was about to open my mouth to eat it when Guan Liang's voice came, "How many legs does a pigeon have?"

I immediately replied "four."

Guan Liang glared at me sullenly.

"Oh, two." I quickly corrected.

"You've eaten both," he said.

I had the unfinished leg in my mouth, thought for a while, I don’t remember that I had eaten it before, I looked in front of me, and sure enough there was a squab leg that had lost all the meat on the table.

I can only say "it seems to be..."

"I love pigeon legs the most." Guan Liang said, and he glanced at Guan Qi again, "You can eat one, but two?"

Guan Qi said, "Then there is a pigeon."

"I want this one."

Guan Qi stared at him, not angry but mighty.

Guan Qi's mother hurriedly put a leg in his bowl.

He looked at me stubbornly, I didn't move my mouth for a long time, the pigeon leg was still in my mouth, I didn't chew it, and I didn't chew it, Guan Qi said, "You are not so childish, Guan Liang?"

Guan Liang looked at him, "Brother... I'm sure I'm not as mature as you!" After that, he stood up, stopped eating, entered the room, and closed the door.

Guan Qi's mother looked at Guan Qi, but Guan Qi quickly calmed down and said to his mother and me, "Eat."

The meal was a bit overwhelming and we left quickly.

"My mom knows I am," he said in the car.

"Huh?" I was surprised.

"So people in our family love my brother more, he is spoiled."

"That's not what you said when you asked me to donate my liver," I said.

He laughed.

We went home and made it again, and then, I had a fever at night, probably because I ate too much.Guan Qi fed me medicine, and he said, "I'm sorry, I went too far."

He was very out of control that day, and I screamed again, uncontrollably.

Then I lay in the bathtub, he hugged me, and the shower kept pouring water on us. I lay on his chest, and he touched the scars left by my operation. The warm water turned cold later, and he Still hugging me, I leaned against him in a daze, and he whispered in my ear, "Xiao Xiao, I'm sorry."

I grinned, "Thank you for accepting me."

In the middle of the night, when I was thirsty, I opened my eyes, and as soon as I moved, he woke up from the side, stood up and looked at me, and I said, "Thirsty."

He touched my forehead, then rolled over and got out of bed, poured a glass of warm water, helped me up and let me drink it.

I was dazed, and still felt uncomfortable all over, until a warm and cool lips kissed my forehead, and I fell asleep drowsily.