Eros kisses Psyche

The copper and iron collided, making a loud noise.That finely crafted beautiful face was hit with a big dent, and the facial features of the character were immediately sunken and distorted. The originally amiable and intoxicating demeanor became ugly and crooked in an instant, and the appearance became hideous. .

"Don't smash it!"

Xu Budie rushed forward to grab Cheng Zhu, preventing him from continuing to smash violently, and made his following knocks empty.Although Cheng Zhu said it vehemently, Xu Budie knew in his heart that the significance of this work to Cheng Zhu was not only in the superficial "Portrait of a Lover"; he still remembered his tender eyes when he created it, The state of extreme excitement, and the uncontrollable happiness during that time...

Letting him destroy his most proud work with his own hands is no different from letting a mother kill her own child.

Xiao Xu dragged him from behind, struggling to pull him away; but he himself was suffering from a splitting headache and fatigue from drinking too much, and the wrestling between the two was like some kind of staggering dance steps. The packaging shelf suffered.

"Okay...Cheng Zhu! Okay...don't do this!...calm down!" Xu Budie couldn't hold him back, and he was dizzy, so he grabbed the table next to him in a hurry and didn't know when it was left. He poured half a bottle of mineral water on Cheng Zhu's head.Taking advantage of his dazed moment, he finally snatched the hammer from his hand and threw it far away.

Now he calmed down, Cheng Zhu was dazed by the drench, it was not so cold when he touched the water this day, he shivered immediately, his whole body trembled, he seemed to be awake a little, from his eyelashes to the collar on his chest There are a string of drops of water hanging on them, looking a little innocent and pitiful.

"You actually poured water on me..." Cheng Zhu looked at him with downcast eyes, his tone was like an extremely wronged child, as if all the depression and resentment for so long, they almost had a fight for no reason just now, it's not as good as Xu Budie's It was even more aggrieved to pour water on him.

"I'm not..." Xu Budie was about to explain, but was knocked back again and again by a fierce kiss on the face, and the rest of the words were swallowed into the other's mouth, unable to swallow, unable to breathe, and his teeth were squeezed The pressure is wide open, allowing people to plunder ferociously inside, biting his tongue swollen and the corners of his lips sore; the tip of his tongue pressed against the base of his tongue and approached his throat, as if this place could also be invaded.This is not so much a kiss, but more like an unfair fight. Xu Budie knew that the smell in his mouth must be bad at this time, and to be honest, Cheng Zhu's smell is not much better, so he raised his head desperately , stepping back, turning his head to the side to dodge, but every time it will lead to a more fierce counterattack, the sucking and plucking is like a beast retaliating against his prey that has repeatedly escaped, when he was distracted thinking that his lips would definitely swell, His head also hit the wall hard, the pain made him dizzy; at this moment of loss of consciousness, Cheng Zhu slammed the table next to him which was piled with sundries, and pushed him down on the table...

"No," Xu Budie suddenly felt a heartfelt fear, "Old Cheng, please...you can't do it here..." The door of the warehouse was wide open, the cold wind was blowing in the hallway, surrounded by huge Yes, the shadows of artworks, those human-shaped utensils peeped out as if they were spiritual, and even seemed to be able to meet their eyes; their bodies were all extremely cold, and there was a strange smell mixed with alcohol on their bodies, vomiting Sour aftertaste.

"!...Ah...!..." But without giving him any time to buffer and beg for mercy, and almost without any foreplay, the tearing pain swept from the lower body along the spine unprepared On the ground, even the sound of crying out for pain was suddenly blocked, leaving only the intermittent, trembling breath sound with his mouth wide open.

Suddenly, the shaking and breathing are far away, only the moisture at the corners of the eyes is very close, and you can feel it condensed into a ball, slowly sliding down the arc of the cheekbones, and sliding into the hair coldly; There were regular friction and impact sounds, but he seemed to be able to hear his head hit the emptied water bottle, once, twice, three times... The shaking bottle finally lost its center of gravity and fell off the table, rolling to a far corner.

His hand was hanging in front of the other party's chest, in a resisting posture; but thinking of Cheng Zhu's words and aggrieved eyes just now, he felt that this rough treatment seemed to be what he deserved, and the pain should be endured, otherwise how could he? Have to pay off so much owed, a thick stack of "sorry" like those return slips?But when he raised his eyes, what caught his eyes was the man's tightly furrowed brows, his head lowered, breathing heavily and rapidly, and the hot air he exhaled was wet and cold when it arrived. It didn't sound refreshing, but rather It's like being tortured.No one enjoyed this moment, yet they seemed unable to speak. They could only turn all words and emotions into sharp knives and crash into each other's body.

Xu Budie stopped talking, and didn't resist, let him run wild over and over again, but stretched out his hands to hold the murderer's face pitifully; but Cheng Zhu turned away, lowered his head, closed his eyes to avoid his sight , hung their foreheads on his neck and firmly pressed them against each other's upper bodies, as if separated by a cage, not touching each other, not looking at each other's expressions, not letting the trembling be discovered, it seemed that they would Make this a little easier.

Xu Budui sighed, and stretched out his hand to encircle his shoulder socket in the huge tear, and the whole body went up to meet the pain that almost tore him in two, hugged him in his arms, and stretched along the back of his neck. The root is stroked down toward the spine, making the muscles and bones on the back tightened along with the caress; and patted coaxingly, kissing his ear pinna delicately, as if to say: It’s okay , you can do anything to me...

The body immediately fell down, like a comet crashing into his arms.Xu Budie felt a burst of wetness on his shoulders, thinking that he was crying silently, and even bit his lips tightly.

He raised his head, exposing his fragile neck and Adam's apple.From this angle, you can see the statue that was hammered with a hammer. Although the front is hammered so that the nose and squinting eyes are funny, it seems to be winking at him to ridicule the current ugly state; it is also like a mirror, as if reflecting a distorted and broken statue Myself—do I look like this now?

Although the outline of the front is sunken, I don’t know how Cheng Zhu designed it. Looking at it from this angle, it seems that another face emerges very lightly from the side profile of the statue’s lines, as if trying to escape from this bondage. Generally, they turn in the direction completely opposite to the movement of the characters, and there seems to be a kind of evasion and forbearance in their expressions.

It turns out that I want to look at it this way... I wonder if there is another way to see it if I turn to the other side?

He thought almost numbly, after all, the pain in his lower body was almost wedged open, and it was difficult to divert this kind of attention without thinking about anything; after an unknown amount of time, Cheng Zhu finally withdrew from his body, and the sound of sticky water was heard. Xu Budie shuddered from the pain of the broken lotus root, and hissed to breathe in, his whole face wrinkled into a ball as if he had been hammered hard.He thought a little amusedly: I must look more like that statue now...

Only then did Cheng Zhu seem to realize the tragedy below, he stopped suddenly, unable to believe what he had done, and dared not move for a while;

"Pull it out..." Xu Budie said softly, his legs were almost numb from the cold, because his body didn't warm up at all during the whole process, and he didn't have any interest in the process; now, compared to the pain, his whole body is crushed It was numb, his legs were hanging in the air, they were freezing cold, and there was no blood circulation.

Cheng Zhu couldn't move as if he was frozen, until Xiao Xu said again: "Give me a hand, I can't get up..." Then he hurriedly helped him up, and picked up the pants that had been torn and taken off just now. Get up, want to put it on him but dare not touch him.

"Give it to me," but Xu Budie thought it was funny that he was worried about gains and losses. He reached out to reach for the clothes in his hands, but his legs were numb and he couldn't use his strength, so he almost fell off the table.

Cheng Zhu panicked, and hurriedly hugged his leg and rubbed it to invigorate the blood. Then all the grievances, anger, and resentment seemed to have disappeared, as if that fierce guy didn't exist at all, and he covered his foot in his arms with great distress. inside. "Is it better?"

Xu Budie didn't say anything, just closed his eyes and asked: "Then are you better?"

"Why don't you beat me up."

Xiao Xu smiled shakyly again, punched him shallowly, and said perfunctorily: "Okay, I've beaten him."

Cheng Zhu bit his lower lip angrily, and obviously complied with his wishes, but he didn't know why he was so angry—he grabbed the clothes and wiped his lower body—hesitated for a long time and finally said: "Hold on!" " Stretch out your hand to prop it open, and bloody mucus flows down thickly between your fingers.

Cheng Zhu's face started to burn inexplicably, as if he had gone back to the beginning. At that time, a lady sitting on the stage who was so heavily made-up that she couldn't tell her age scoffed at his behavior, and satirized him, "You think you won't bleed when you fuck." ', he was so annoyed that he couldn't hold back his face so much that he actually slapped her in a hurry.

Now it seems that she is right, the one who should be slapped is herself.Why were you so angry?It was as if she, a weak woman who was ignorant and willing to degenerate, saw through his motives and essence at a glance.

Cheng Zhu felt unable to lift his head: "It's a bit swollen... let's go to the hospital."

"No." Xu Budie rubbed his body unconsciously, closed his eyes and just shook his head, "My whole body is itchy... I just want to take a bath."

"Oh...Okay, then I'll go buy some medicine..." Cheng Zhu was at a loss like a child who has done something wrong, "Let's go home now... just go home and get some sleep."

"Hmm..." Xu Budie didn't object, and Cheng Zhu reached out to help him go out, but the two had never known each other since.I have never felt that physical contact is so awkward. We are cautious with each other, want to get close but dare not touch, and want to run away when we touch each other.

I don’t know when the sky lighted up. On the road, I met a few or two staff who came to the morning shift head-on. They looked at them curiously and inquiringly at their bleak state like fleeing famine, and even turned their heads frequently when they were far away. .

The two stood stiffly at the gate of the factory area waiting for the bus, Xu Budie subconsciously pushed away Cheng Zhu's hand that was tentatively reaching out to help.

"Old Cheng... I might just... pack up and move out when I go back..." He stomped his feet, lowered his head and didn't dare to look at the other party, but he still explained in vain, "It's not because of you..., it's the hospital, we Mom is going to be discharged from the hospital. I made an agreement with Director Jiao that we can move to the school in advance... He has made arrangements, and school will start soon, and there are also some people who work and study, but I have to take care of it by myself these few days..." He paused Suddenly, "... about Lele..."

The main reason why he lives here with Cheng Zhu is to pick him up and take care of Lele, and he signed a work agreement with Cheng Zhu similar to a nanny; it is said that school will start soon, and if there are no other changes, Lele should also go to the next semester as usual Kindergarten program, ready to enter primary school; he should still be responsible for transport and care.But now, I'm afraid it's not just his side that has changed.

Sure enough, Cheng Zhu closed his eyes, but said:

"I'm going to... take Lele to take a look first. Let's also see what he thinks, whether he can accept it..."

"Did he go with his mother by himself?"

"No, I want to... I have to at least follow the past to see what the situation is like."

"when are we leaving?"

"Applying for a visa..."

Xu Budie smiled, but felt a little more relaxed: What... We seem to be very close, but in fact we are far apart.The most interesting thing is that we all know this very well.

So he didn't continue to ask: When will you come back?