Eros kisses Psyche

Cheng Zhu called Rong Wanqin and asked her to take care of Lele for a while if she was not in a hurry. "Something happened to me." He didn't know how to explain it, so he said it lightly.

"Exactly, I also have something to discuss with you." Rong Wanqin didn't ask him what he meant, and seemed to have no surprise that he had "something"——During the worst period of the original married life, Cheng Zhu often used This statement and a lot of work to escape the awkwardness of being with her and keep the two from getting into an unstoppable quarrel.

"Lele got along well with me during this time." She emphasized first.It's kind of funny: the average kid gets along just fine with their mother.Isn't this a matter of course?But this kind of taking for granted is very precious to her.She rambled on about health, mainly criticizing the unhealthy diet Cheng Zhu gave the child, which led to this level of obesity.When she talked about adjusting the recipes for Lele, Cheng Zhu was driving and turned on the mobile phone amplifier, and laughed when he heard it, and felt a little sympathetic to his son.If you can still get along well after eating these every day, then it is true love.

He was still a little depressed at first, but for some reason, he seemed to gradually calm down after listening to Rong Wanqin's calm, non-complaining voice narrating trivial matters after a long absence.They haven't talked like this for a long time, not even during the divorce process. He himself can't remember how long it has been since he had a good chat with her.

Rong Wanqin paused. "You're a little bit different," she said finally. "You seem to be moving forward."

"You also feel that your complexion and spirit have improved a lot. I don't know what treatment you are doing, but it looks good and it is worth persisting." Cheng Zhu said sincerely. He thought that it was right for you to leave me, and for both of us. But did not say this sentence.

"I am here in Singapore, receiving psychological treatment. My family has relatives here and also owns real estate. Now my mother is living here with me and helping to take care of me. I have recovered during this period and got the assessment. It should be soon. You can go to work." She said frankly, "This is what I want to discuss with you... Lele will go to elementary school soon. I think the education conditions in Singapore are better, so I want to transfer him Come here to study, there is no one else on your side, and you will be overwhelmed by the heavy workload after entering elementary school. I have already thought about it, so that my mother can help take care of her here..."

Cheng Zhu opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.He instinctively wanted to object - you were like that back then, without even saying a word to Lele, you just left and threw him to me!I don't know how to explain to him at all, he can't understand why you disappeared, thought I drove you away, hated me for more than half a year, we can't even talk!If it wasn't because of Xiao Xu... It was so hard for me and my father to relax a little, and we could depend on each other... But you want to take him away from me?

But when you want to express your opposition, what do you use to object?I don’t know how to take care of children, and I don’t have the heart to give him a healthy meal like eating grass, and let his obesity symptoms worsen; many materials and equipment in the work I do are dangerous to children, but I don’t want to hire someone to clean up at home .I often forget to change clothes from season to season, I don’t have time to put him to sleep, tell him stories, and I don’t try my best to devote enough love to him; not to mention, I have someone else now.

Wouldn't it really be better for a child to grow up at his mother's lap than next to someone like me? ...Education, education is indeed a big problem...and I didn't even think about Lele going to elementary school.

Singapore...would Lele like that kind of place?Seeing that Rong Wanqin is recovering well, maybe we can show him the relevant doctor and make him like an ordinary child.

Rationality was calculating carefully like this, but emotion was like a big wave, submerging him completely inside.

"Cheng Zhu...Cheng Zhu...? Are you listening?"

"Ah...sorry," he was absent-minded for a while, and the sign on the expressway stretched into a thin white line in his vision. "...I don't know if Lele can accept the change of environment and language...I think this matter needs to be considered."

"I have prepared information about the relevant schools and sent them to your email. I have met the local principals, and they are all very good people. If you are free, we can go and have a look together... Bring Lele together, Let him decide for himself." Rong Wanqin said in one breath, "They are all very powerful schools....As for me, I am much better, and my mother is here too, who can help me control my emotions." She thought Cheng Zhu's hesitation was due to her previous bad deeds, and her words seemed so tough that she felt a little guilty.

Cheng Zhu sighed.Has she ever thought, has she ever thought that I am also a human being, that I am also subject to pain, loneliness, and sadness, and has she ever cared about the feeling of despair when my last treasure is about to be taken away?

But he didn't want to quarrel anymore, he had vented enough today, and even his emotions had turned into a slender straight line. "……we'll see."

After returning to the city, I went to the principal's office first to understand the situation, and did not get too much feedback, but the principal told me some good news, and because of his face, he pushed this matter to the end of the year; The Chinese style of small things, big things have to celebrate the New Year. After the New Year is over, hand in an explanatory material and invite a few students to testify. It should not be a big problem. Also take into account the image and see if it can be suppressed as much as possible.

But then when I got home, the house was unbearably quiet.He stood blankly in the darkness for a while, and all the furniture shadows joined together to form a long mountain and valley.In the midst of this lingering silence, he suddenly recalled inappropriately that day, Xiao Xu was shocked here, saying that the clay manuscripts he had piled up in the living room were "octopus aliens"...

For some reason, it seemed that from the soles of his feet, his whole body began to warm up little by little, as if someone threw himself into his arms, rubbed his back, and coaxed him to murmur.The embrace is full, and the empty loneliness has no room for survival. The darkness is no longer a monster with teeth and claws, and gradually shows their original form.Cheng Zhu touched his face, and the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously. He reached out to press the light in the room, and suddenly found a sweater piled up in the corner of the sofa, which was indistinguishable from his own. Put together a change of clothes.

There are traces of him everywhere.The bowls and chopsticks are arranged according to his habits; his towels and toothbrushes are on the shelf in the bathroom; Lele's room is unexpectedly tidy, and his own clothes only occupy a small space in the corner , an extremely inconspicuous position, as if trembling, for fear that he would occupy some space that did not belong to him; but the room was filled with his smell.

Cheng Zhu felt that he had turned into a cat. He sat on the sofa, wrapped the sweater in his arms, and took a deep breath.It's a bit embarrassing, but no one will notice anyway...

He formed a nest with his clothes, curled up his legs and curled up in the middle, opened the computer on the coffee table, logged in to the mailbox, and read the school information that Rong Wanqin had sent him.The bright blue sky and white clouds rise from the screen, and the cheerful smiles of the children bloom with the soothing music. This seductive world is too normal.He slid unconsciously, scanning the introductions at a glance.

Will Lele be afraid... What about the language barrier?However, others say that you will learn faster if you start exposure at a young age.It's better than being by my side, right?I don't even know if he has any friends now.These do seem to be good options for him.As for me...it doesn't really matter what I think.

When the scroll wheel was pressed on the button for the next page, it turned slightly suddenly, and a reminder of new mail popped up.Cheng Zhu subconsciously clicked the button and jumped to the latest email page. An unfamiliar address jumped into his eyes. There was nothing in it, like a phishing software, only a URL was attached.

There is a line on the headline: University professor forcibly takes care of impoverished students

Cheng Zhu felt a sudden shock in his heart, and accidentally opened the link.

It's not a phishing link, it's just a clipped video, but the scenes inside are quite familiar: first, there are WeChat transfer records that look familiar but have ulterior motives, seemingly ambiguous words, and then the condescending bird's-eye view from the camera , the face of the person who was beaten on the opposite side had a thick mosaic, but Cheng Zhu's angry red face was extremely clear.Immediately afterwards, the picture turned to the stairwell. From the blurry picture, only two people can be seen chasing down the stairs. Then, as if forced, he grabbed the young man abruptly and threw him to the ground. Immediately, he was pushed away again...

Miraculously, Cheng Zhu didn't feel overly angry all of a sudden, and he even watched it again with great interest—it turned out that it seemed like this to others, and it turned out that I looked like that at the time... Others were like this Looking at me, I must even think that I have some improper thoughts about this kid - which is also normal, because the self in the video has all his feelings written on his face, and he can't fake it at all.

I do like him.It's been so obvious since then.

And after discovering this, he even looked at those WeChat screenshots became very interesting.He found that when he could see it, he remembered when, when, and because of what, and he remembered all the conditions clearly.

Especially at that time, the two of them seemed to be in a rivalry. They kept transferring money and giving red envelopes, and Xu Budie always transferred them back intact... Looking at the records alone, anyone would think that one of them was trying to support her. The other party tactfully refused as much as possible without breaking the skin.

At that time, he was obviously the one who was quarreling with me, okay... Cheng Zhu couldn't laugh or cry, but he didn't feel much misunderstood anger - what does it matter if others don't understand or know?Our life is not a work of art for people to enjoy, and even a work of art, in the views of different people, will naturally give rise to completely different interpretations.

How can other people see my mood from these simple numbers and a few thin words?I really appreciate him.My original life was like a dull pool of stagnant water, but his appearance was like the wind blowing across the water, like the sun shining into the waves. Suddenly, everything was different.

If I could meet him, what else would I be dissatisfied with?