Eros kisses Psyche

A few days after that, it seemed that the train that had derailed and raced was finally back on the right track of life, and everything immediately returned to a well-regulated and calm state, without even an excessive buffer, like a movie with frame skipping, two paragraphs Completely irrelevant shots cut together crudely.

Including those ambiguous and unspeakable parts, as if they were declared not to pass the trial, they disappeared without a trace.Especially the part about Cheng Zhu - he didn't send any more messages, he's not in the local area, and they don't have mutual friends or other connections - it looks like a silhouette of a human being, just snap It was extracted from the film of life intact, as if all the intimate contacts revealed that day were nothing more than a traceless sexual dream and excessive lust during the growth period of teenagers.

If this continues, even Xu Budie himself has to wonder: Is it because I was too nervous and in a bad state that day, so all this is just a fantasy in my mind, and nothing happened at all?

If it wasn't for the twitching feeling on his skin that couldn't be smoothed away, he would almost believe it.Maybe she was sick—some sort of paranoid erotic sickness.In fact, there was nothing between them, otherwise why would there be no other clues between their words and deeds, otherwise how could anyone just leave people alone like this?

The only thing that reflected reality was that a huge sum had been added to the long, horrific bill.

For this, as well as emptying the brain that is running and smoking, coupled with the part-time jobs accumulated in the past few days, the days are full.Xu Budie turned into a ruthless money-making machine, doing all the work as long as the money came.There are many complex tasks that big companies are unwilling to do, and they will be missed by "universal people".For example, the whole company they are doing is moving, because there are too many cabinets and wall hangings to be dismantled and it is too much trouble, either the price is expensive or people are unwilling to spend such a small effort to make a meager profit.Xu Budie tied his coat around his waist, and only wore a vest underneath. The sweat-stained part was completely darkened. He took a hand drill to remove all the decorations and the entire curtain wall, and at the same time he took a notebook to draw a simple picture. In terms of location and structure, the boss requested that the curtain wall and decorative cabinets should still be reinstalled in the new company after the relocation. Thousands of screws were sorted into three large plastic bags.

"Xiao Xu's painting is so good," the workers who come and go always sigh when they stretch their necks, "Have you learned it before?"

Xu Budie smiled, and subconsciously twirled the ballpoint pen between his knuckles: "No, I just drew blindly."

Suddenly there was the sound of high-heeled shoes poking the floor behind him, and a small woman suddenly jumped in front of him: "——It's Xiao Xu, right? Teacher Cheng's—we've seen it! It's been a while—— She blinked her eyes, grabbed Xiao Xu's hand and shook it, and then restlessly touched her wrist and arm all the way up: "Oh, you have good muscles in this arm..."

Xu Budie remembered: she was the Cai Yanyan who had been a sales liaison representative for Cheng Zhu; her hobby was that she was relentless when she saw beautiful men, and she always touched them directly.

Xu Budie quickly put on his coat: "I'm sorry, Sister Cai, I'm not hot, I'm sweating all over... why are you here?"

Cai Yanyan smiled: "Oh, the boss here is also my client. Aren't you a courier? Why are you also a moving company now, and the decoration is so slippery, have you changed your career?"

Xu Budie put the electric drill gun in his hand aside, and also smiled: "I follow the master, and I can do a little bit of everything. Isn't this a lack of money? Of course, I just do whatever work is available. Sister Cai, you have a wide range of people. You can introduce me to any work that is inconvenient or you don’t know who to look for, and I promise to do it cheaply and well for you.”

Cai Yanyan's eyes lit up: "Are you short of money? Then why don't you come to me earlier, the one I told you before, can introduce you to be a model!"

Xu Budie remembered that Cai Yanyan once stuffed him with a business card.Later, although he added Cai Yanyan's WeChat account, Cheng Zhu opposed it at the time, and he didn't know why, so he never contacted her again.

"Oh, I have to go... You have my WeChat, right, go back and chat with you on WeChat, don't listen to that big fool Cheng Zhu, he doesn't know how hungry he is when he's full, wouldn't it be a waste of your figure to be a model? I happen to know a few shopkeepers who are now doing micro-businesses..."

Cai Yanyan is worthy of being a salesperson, Xu Budie's mind became active as she talked about it, and she used to be able to express a little resistance to appearances and nudity, but now a penny is difficult for a hero, and she doesn't care about it. Pick those up.

Of course, it seems that subtle changes have also taken place unconsciously.It feels good to try sex for the first time... Different from the usual imagination, secretive and shameful stimulation, fear and uneasiness but letting go of trust; exposing the body in exchange for gentle caress disintegrates the unknown defense line, just like the original fear of water The children tasted the fun of playing in the water without choking on the water. After leaving aside the worries of uncertainty and fear, all that is left is eagerness to try.

No matter how much he pretended to be mature, he was still an innocent boy.

After all, Cai Yanyan is an expert in the industry, and the jobs introduced to him are not big classes in school, but small classes taught by private teachers, so the time is more free and the price is relatively generous.Although delivery of food and part-time couriers earn more when business is good during special node periods, after all, traffic risks and penalties for failing to catch up with the delivery time have to be deducted, and the "wartime" fatigue of fighting is sometimes On the contrary, it takes half a day to relieve.In contrast, although it is tiring to be a model and maintain the same movement for several hours, it is much easier than running against the road under the scorching sun or rainstorm, and the time is much more controllable, which is convenient for him to take care of patients.

The first time Xu Budie was a little shy, although he knew that the models for oil painting sketches could wear underwear, but as soon as he entered the studio, the students, both male and female, gasped and screamed, staring at him as if they wanted to eat him alive He was so scared that he almost turned around and ran away.Later, when everyone got to know each other well, someone told him: "We are all used to drawing old men and grandmas, until we vomited, and kept calling the tutor to apply for this assignment, saying that this homework is very important, can you give us a special approval for a handsome guy? It doesn't matter at all..." Xiao Xu blushed when he heard that, so boys and girls all laughed and said:

"I didn't expect you to be so handsome, it's a bit too handsome! The lines of your muscles are also beautiful! Wow, this is the first time I have drawn a person with muscles, and I am moved."

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have stared at you like that just now... Will you come to the next class? Some people are not used to doing this for the first time, and sometimes they are scared by us and dare not come again..."

"Hexi in 30 years in Hedong and 30 years in Hexi, you must know that when the first time I drew nude models, the female models took off and all the boys ran away; You haven't run away yet, you've run backwards!"

We are all young people, getting to know each other very quickly, and there is no gap in the chat, and we chatted in a hurry, privacy and so on are just floating clouds, and we ask about everything.After all, Xu Budie is young, energetic, slender, and flexible enough. He can maintain stability in any movement. When he exerts force, his tendons protrude. There are beautiful lines from his arms and legs to his waist. Everyone who is an artist, loves houses and crows, it is natural Everyone has a good impression of him as a person.

"Are you short of money?"

"It's better to be a wechat business. Wechat business is still making money now."

"It's not that easy, and there are costs..."

"It's not a loan!"

"That's not something that anyone can borrow. Besides, don't get caught up in it, and talk about those things that are not practical. However, isn't one of our seniors opening a Weibo store to make men's clothing? I think you have good conditions, so you can try to do it first. Graphic models, you can also live broadcast and bring goods."

"That's right, Sister Cai also knows her, let her introduce you."

"Also, if you are not afraid of stripping, it will take longer to be a sculpture model. Sometimes you can sign in for 4 weeks."

"That's right. Before, Professor Chang just searched in the circle of friends, saying that he needs to be in good shape."

"If you sign it to the teacher, you will earn more. After all, people earn more than us poor students."

Everyone was laughing and chattering, giving Xu Bu a lot of tricks.Xiao Xu humbly asked for advice and expanded his potential customer base by the way. By the time the class was over, he already had the WeChat accounts of everyone present.

... From the perspective of expanding customers, this trip is already worth the cost.I knew there was such a way to attract customers... I shouldn't have waited until now to try it, Xu Budie thought with a bit of heartache.

Cheng Zhu didn't expect that he got the news about Xiao Xu from his circle of friends.Near the end of the exhibition, he was very busy. In order to finish it well and deal with the exhibitors, he had to call two graduate students and a few helpers in his studio to S City to help.After being overwhelmed with anxiety, she turned on her phone and swiped, just in time to see Cai Yanyan posting a Moments, with a picture attached, called "Here you Kangkang's real handsome black-skinned wolf dog pot".

His heart skipped a beat, and he opened the picture and saw that it was indeed a familiar face, but he had changed into a T-shirt with a casual and fashionable niche design, and his slender figure was very suitable for this kind of loose art hippie , with a bit of make-up on his face, his eyebrows and eyes are sharp and his outline is clear, perhaps because he is cautious when facing the camera, but on the contrary, he has an aura of not being close to strangers, which is completely different from the familiarity and familiarity of ordinary online shooting models , like an immature apple hanging on a branch, exuding a green, dangerous and alluring aura.

Sure enough, the comments below were all blown up, the circle is not big, these people come and go, they all know each other, not to mention Cai Yanyan, who wants to do their business, is simply a spider's web hole, and all familiar IDs come from him Jump outside.Cai Yanyan introduced a new model she had found, and immediately a large group of artists were ready to move.These days, there are a lot of good-looking little fresh meats, and there are too many points for plastic surgery and make-up, but artists don't buy it. If you want to make-up and plastic surgery, wouldn't it be easier for me to paint it directly for you?What they want is someone with personality, with distinct bones or skin, and preferably good-looking, probably the kind that can be rated as "best in bones" in martial arts novels, so they can be recognized.

Cheng Zhu was inexplicably sour, and sure enough, he wasn't the only one who saw the potential of this kid. A group of old mages were about to get involved, and several of them were asking for the contact information and price.But he has no right to stop it. After all, people need to make money to be self-reliant. There is nothing wrong with being popular. It is easier to make money by face than talent, and it is not a bad thing.

He subconsciously dialed a phone number, but found that he didn't think about what to say, and hung up quickly after a ring; he didn't expect that after only a second of silence, the other party's phone came back after him.

"Old Cheng!" The young man's clear voice flew hundreds of kilometers along the frequency, and flew towards his ear like a bird.He seemed to be completely healed, the haze was gone from his voice; all the wounds were completely healed. "I didn't receive it just now... Are you back?"

"...Not yet, but there are more things in the later stage. I signed a few projects, tomorrow or the day after tomorrow." Cheng Zhu rubbed his nose, always feeling as itchy as if he had been picked up by a feather, "How are you?"

"Me? I'm fine, my mother is recovering well, and she's been transferred to a general ward." Xiao Xu seems to be in a good mood, "I'm sorry, I'm so busy, but I didn't help much, and I caused so much trouble... ...What happened to Senior Sister Jiang?"

Cheng Zhu has been busy with this for the past few days; as far as the results are concerned, it's not all bad things, sometimes it's a blessing in disguise, which makes sense.Jiang Nian's main exhibit was damaged, so the exhibition had to be closed the next day. Because he had made some Internet celebrity fame before, he had to refund the pre-sale tickets, and he had to explain to the media and self-media who came to interview.Jiang Nian himself was disheartened, he was bumped by wearing small shoes, and felt that the house was leaking because it was raining overnight, so he was so unlucky that he drank cold water together and got stuck between his teeth.But it is rare for her to have a first exhibition, and it would be a pity if the exhibition stops here.

Jiang Nian himself was a bit resigned to his fate. He felt that the time was not good, so he planned to close the exhibition altogether.But Jing Jianian didn't believe in that evil, and started to restore the work without sleep from that night; when Cheng Zhu returned, the two of them took over together, and used the old-fashioned craftsmanship of curium porcelain and gold to restore the broken piece. The cracked works are put back together bit by bit.

On the third day, the two unshaven masters and apprentices hadn't washed their faces, bathed, or slept for two days. They looked like savages. Jiang Nian couldn't stand it anymore, so he had to join them: "Are you two interesting? What's the matter, forcing the palace? I Everyone said don't do it...it doesn't matter. Anyway, there are not many people watching, and the loss is less if it ends early."

Cheng Zhu smiled and said, "That's not necessarily true." He pointed to the young man beside him who seemed to be dug out from the wild, "Tell me, what did you tell me before?"

Jing Jianian was indifferent: "Didn't you hire me? I was originally here to attract business for you. It was so hard for me to send out so many gifts with a shy face. If you turn around and stop doing it, wouldn't it be embarrassing for me. "

Cheng Zhu laughed at him: "That's not what you told me."

The boy with a prickly head raised his head seriously now, under his bangs, which hadn't been washed for a few days and had no hair, his eyes were extremely serious: "I want it to come back to life."

These words moved Jiang Nian, and the three of them discussed the overall conformation after the restoration was implemented. "Destroyed and reborn again, it is continuing your previous theme of slow melting death, like a turn after the end, but it has become indestructible, very impactful."

The imaginary restoration picture shocked the original author himself.So Jiang Nian also joined in, and the three skilled hands did it much faster.But Jiang Nian still has doubts: "Even if it starts again, the flow of people will be almost lost."

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"Then don't worry, as long as we hurry up in time," Cheng Zhu blinked, "I found a better exhibition hall."

Just two days before the closure of the City Expo, this restored work occupied a prime location of the exhibition in the form of a special exhibition under the name of an academic exhibition. In the late stage of the gradually weakening conference, it suddenly ignited everyone interest, triggering topical onlookers and discussions.

The exhibit that was restored and renamed "Rebirth" does have an eye-catching charm: the main gap is re-closed with kintsugi techniques, as if the body is like a heavy mountain and river, and the original melting part turns into a valley. And all the scars become golden rivers flowing in this land.The details have been more richly modified, and some places have deliberately retained the gaps and traces of repair. It was originally a sacrifice after life was melted by time, but now it seems to be struggling to start a desperate confrontation with the established fate. , Even if it is ablation, it must engrave and assimilate its own dignity as a human being on all things.

——What can't be broken can't be built.

This kind of work, especially compared with the original one, can give the viewer a strong impact, even the woman's swan-like neck and calm expression have completely different interpretations.Before, the peace of resignation was melting downwards; now, the rebirth of healing is growing upwards.This woman who had originally obeyed her fate, after being shattered forcefully and mercilessly, was covered with scars all over her body, but she appeared more and more vigorous, with every scar bursting out with vigorous vitality.

Day and night, when the deadline was finally completed, the first ray of sunlight in the morning came in through the window and shone on its newborn body. Jing Jianian curled up on the plastic film and fell asleep. The model was spread out by the wall, unable to even move a single finger. Jiang Nian stared blankly at the face of it, which was with her day and night, illuminated by the rising sun, in disbelief.

"It seems that I didn't do it." She whispered to Cheng Zhu, as if afraid of disturbing its dream.

"Don't talk nonsense, the milling cutter is still in your hand. No one can claim credit for your work." Cheng Zhu yawned heavily, subconsciously comprehending.

"I'm not saying we didn't make it. But... do you have a feeling that something is pushing you in this direction, something is being done by your hands, as if she wanted to be like this Yes, we are just copying her intentions, and we are the pushing hands to help her fulfill this wish... To achieve all this is like a sudden inspiration, and it was completed at once." She embraced the slightly trembling hair in the cold morning wind. Arms, "It feels a little strange, even a little scary... It's done so smoothly, it's like a ghost is on your body."

"Congratulations, you've come to an epiphany." Cheng Zhu clapped his hands symbolically softly a few times, "This is like a certain state in fantasy novels, where the Nascent Soul transforms into blood, heaven and man are one, and when the level breaks through. This feeling."

"Really?"

"Just kidding."

This state of being so smooth as if there was God's will in the dark is not all an exaggeration. Cheng Zhu also experienced it back then, but it can only be said that it can be encountered but not sought after.However, whether it is true or not, the fact that this work was exhibited at the city expo really caused an uproar, and the experience of being forced to restore it after being damaged was very newsy and interesting, and it won the favor of the media (of course they concealed it. The one that was destroyed by man-made, just said it was accidental damage during transportation), not only caused a lot of discussion among the people, but also solved the follow-up problem of Jiang Nian's solo exhibition, and even brought a lot of business to Cheng Zhu, both at home and abroad. Many companies, studios, and even individuals showed interest in orders and cooperation. Cheng Zhu and Jiang Nian received orders softly, even Jing Jianian became popular, and a freshman was poached.

There was really no other way, so Cheng Zhu called the graduate students and studio staff over to help, and the return time had to be delayed again and again.

It's not that Cheng Zhu doesn't eat fireworks in the world. After all, there are still employees in the studio to support, so he is very happy to receive a lot of work.For him, earning more and earning less is one thing, and it is also a good thing to have different types of works to try.But now that he has a lot of work at hand, he is bound to recruit students among the students. In fact, he has a plan in mind. Why not recruit Xiao Xu to be his assistant, and pay him the expenses of nanny and housekeeping together. Such a stable sum His income should be much more than that of him running around picking up jobs, and he is more comfortable and more suitable for taking care of patients.

Of course, Xiao Jiujiu, who was overbearing in his heart, was ruthlessly exposed by a photo in Moments before he put it into action or asked for the opinion of the person concerned.Be silly!People can make money by themselves!

"I saw your photo in Moments."

"Photos?...Ah? Oh! Sister Yanyan sent it...I told her not to post it..." Xiao Xu was a little annoyed, and asked with some expectation, "I haven't had time to look at it yet... How did it go?"

What is Sister Yanyan? When Sister Yanyan called, Cheng Zhu rolled his eyes: "It's pretty... How did they calculate the fee for you? Cai Yanyan didn't cheat you, did she? She is a profiteer... You Don't ask me anything... I saw someone asked you to be a private model, right? There are also unscrupulous people in our industry, you don't want to answer everything who asks you..." Unconsciously, I started rambling, and I don't know why The roots of the teeth are sour.

Xiao Xu laughed at him intentionally or unintentionally on the other end of the phone: "Are you a decent person?"

When Cheng Zhu was asked, he froze for a while, the silence was long enough to make the guy on the other side of the microphone laugh wildly, he patted his forehead with the palm of his hand, and slapped out all the water that was poured that day: Well, I am nothing decent people.