The daydream of a salted fish stand-in

Coming down from the mountain, Yan Suiyuan kept thinking about the conversation with Xiang Jiayu just now.

He said that even if he left again, he would still leave without saying goodbye, just like ten years ago, without leaving a word to anyone, and leaving quietly with his luggage on his back.There is no need to send off people, and no extra items.

He also said that he will continue the unfinished trip and take many, many beautiful photos. If possible, he will selectively send some to him.

The outside world is too vast, and the future is never clear.Maybe he might die in some unknown corner of the secret realm because of his adventures, maybe he can go through this journey safely, and finally find a warm and livable small town to live in, maybe he can really meet a beloved people...

These things are uncertain, but Xiang Jiayu is not afraid, because no matter what the ending is, it is already the best for him.

If one day, Yan Suiyuan no longer receives his photos, it may mean that he is dead.But it doesn't matter, he doesn't have to feel sorry for himself, death is not such a painful thing, he just treats Yan Suiyuan as a very ordinary little thing, and he doesn't need to shed a tear for him.

Yan Suiyuan glanced back, the fiery red maple leaf forest spread out layer upon layer on the mountain, he seemed to still be able to see Xiang Jiayu leaning against the railing smiling and waving at him, feeling melancholy for a long time.

I'm afraid there is no one in this world who knows Xiang Jiayu the best, that's why he can live so frankly, because he has no worries.

Back in the car, Zhuo Yangbing saw his worried expression and asked anxiously, "What did Xiang Jiayu say to you?"

"He said he still has to go." Yan Suiyuan simply repeated Xiang Jiayu's words to him, and sighed: "It's too difficult for him."

Zhuo Yangbing also had some sadness in his eyes, he turned his head to look at the ancient temple across the street from the car window, and then said: "Xiang Jiayu was like this before, he can do whatever he wants, Especially I don’t like being clingy with people forever.”

"Except for the foreigner, I have never seen him get close to anyone."

"If he wants to leave, let him go. Anyway, his heart is not here. What's the use of us being anxious."

Yan Suiyuan looked at Zhuo Yangbing's disappointed face, raised his hand to cover his, and said softly: "It's okay, he didn't leave you this time, he said...he wants me to take good care of you."

"What does he think of me?" Zhuo Yangbing was speechless, "I'm seven or eight years older than you, and I let you take care of me in the end? Is he out of his mind and thinks I'm only eight years old?"

Yan Suiyuan couldn't hold back his laughter, "In Xiang Jiayu's heart, maybe you are eight years old."

After all, sometimes he is really too naive, he doesn't look like an old man in his late thirties at all.

Later, Xiang Jiayu really picked a sunny day and quietly left the city alone. When he was sitting in the plane, he deliberately looked down. This familiar yet unfamiliar hometown was like dust under his feet. Looking out of the window, the plane slowly lifted into the sky and soared into the sky, slowly disappearing.

Yan Suiyuan was reciting texts in the courtyard with books in his arms. Hearing the huge roar of the plane, he couldn't help but look up at the sun. A plane the size of a grain of rice flew across the clear blue sky and flew towards the distance. go.

He didn't know where the plane would fly to, but Yan Suiyuan thought, it would be great if Xiang Jiayu was on it, and wished him a smooth journey ahead.

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The weather is getting cooler day by day, and it is winter again in a blink of an eye.

In previous years, when the weather was cold, it was the most difficult time for Yan Suiyuan and his sister. Because there was no heating in the old house, the air conditioner had to be turned on to keep warm. open.

Zhiqiu also knew what was going on at home, so he would rather shiver in the cold in a heavy cotton-padded jacket and cotton shoes than turn on the little sun.

But this year is different. Zhuo Yangbing’s house is warm enough. Floor heating is installed in every room. Even if you step on the tiles with bare feet, you don’t feel cold. Yan Suiyuan gradually fell in love with walking around without shoes. Feeling, the temperature from the soles of the feet makes people feel comfortable.

Zhiqiu no longer needed to have her little face turn purple from the cold, she just sat in the living room and watched popular science programs, which was her new hobby recently, and Mrs. Gu kept peeling fruits for her beside her, the family was warm and harmonious.

But even so, Yan Suiyuan still plans to buy a house. Although Zhuo Yangbing's house is indeed very comfortable, big and spacious, he still feels that a person must have his own one-third of an acre of land, even if it can only protect him from the wind. It's also good to take shelter from the rain, otherwise my heart will always be empty and insecure.

His thinking made Zhuo Yangbing very dissatisfied, thinking that it was a distrust of himself, a person who was about to get married, what else would you share with me, everything under his name could be given to him, a house counted What, as long as Yuanyuan wants, he is willing to give hundreds of sets.

"That's different, you don't understand." Yan Suiyuan was looking at the information of various real estate agencies while recording in his notebook, still biting the small cake that Zhuo Yangbing fed him, "Don't give me a cake It's too sweet and uncomfortable."

"Where is it?" Zhuo Yangbing was puzzled, small cakes are the most delicious food in the world, why Yuan Yuan was so puzzled.

Yan Suiyuan ignored this dessert lover, and continued to write and draw in his notebook, all of which were housing listings he was optimistic about, waiting to find time to go to the site to see.The demolition money for the old house has already been paid, which is almost hundreds of thousands. Adding in the "salary" Zhuo Yangbing gave in the past half a year, the down payment is enough for a two-bedroom apartment of [-] square meters in a busy area of ​​the city.

He stubbornly believed that this new house was necessary, and having it would give him more confidence to stay with Zhuo Yangbing.Moreover, if one day he and Zhuo Yangbing quarreled and had conflicts, he could pack up and take Zhiqiu home for a few days. There was a house outside, and his waist would be stiff during the quarrel.

If Zhuo Yangbing knew about these thoughts, Yan Suiyuan might not be able to straighten his waist in the next few days.

In the end, after picking and choosing, he finally chose a house that he liked the most. It was a full 85 square meters. can take care of.

And he went to see that the house faces the sun on three sides, and it is well-decorated, and you can move in with your bags. The words of him and Zhiqiu are enough, and there is also a small cloakroom separated.

Yan Suiyuan and Zhuo Yangbing fell in love with the house when they went to see it for the first time. They looked at every corner carefully. From the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room, you can see the green belt across the street. It is indeed a very nice house.

"This place is so small, can people live in it?" Zhuo Yangbing insisted on being picky, frowning, "The bedroom you live in now is no smaller than this house, what are you trying to do?"

Yan Suiyuan secretly rolled his eyes, pretending that he didn't exist.

The smile on the face of the real estate agency brother on the side was stiff, and he stood politely by the side, but he greeted Zhuo Yangbing thousands of times in his heart.

Is it great to be rich?Such a big house is the size of your bedroom, why don't you go to heaven?As long as you know Versailles!

After reading these days, Yan Suiyuan only liked this set the most, and after thinking about it for a while, he agreed to pay the money on the spot. After all, after passing this village, there may not be any good ones.

The agent's eyes lit up. He had never seen such a straightforward and wealthy client. He was able to settle down on the first viewing of the house. Sure enough, he was rich!

Although Zhuo Yangbing has been trying to get Yan Suiyuan to think about it, he can't find any major faults. Jian Li has also referred to this house for Yan Suiyuan before, saying that there is no problem, and there is no contradiction in quality. Do whatever you want.

Coming out of the bank, Yan Suiyuan was satisfied. After a few days to go through the transfer process, he would be a man with a house in the city center. Thinking about it, he felt happy.

Zhuo Yangbing was sour on the side, but he couldn't help but be happy for him: "Satisfied now?"

"Satisfied." Yan Suiyuan walked side by side with him on the street, knowing that the man was in a bad mood, so he leaned over to coax him: "It's just a house, and it's not about separation."

Zhuo Yangbing was in a good mood after being kissed on the lips, but his face was still stern: "You are leaving a way out for yourself, just wait for the day when I divorce and move here."

"Nonsense." Yan Suiyuan squeezed his hand tightly and looked at him with a smile: "I have no intention of divorcing you. Auntie said that except for Sister Yueyan, there has never been a case of divorce in your family."

Zhuo Yangbing sneered, "My sister did it by herself, besides, she will remarry soon."

"Remarried?" Yan Suiyuan was surprised, "Why didn't I hear Brother Si say that?"

"Don't worry about their messy affairs, they are tossing around every day." Zhuo Yangbing disdainfully said, "Be a man and a woman."

Yan Suiyuan raised his head and laughed, it was the first time he laughed so heartily under the sun.

Zhuo Yangbing looked at his smiling face silently, and all the unhappiness just now dissipated.In fact, he didn't know why Yuanyuan was obsessed with buying a house, so he only expressed his dissatisfaction verbally, but in action he even asked for leave to accompany him to look at the house.

If Yuanyuan really thinks that having his own house is the only way to be confident, then there is nothing wrong with following his wishes, as long as he is happy.

Zhuo Yangbing was extremely gratified. Fortunately, he never thought of giving up halfway. The current Yuanyuan is completely different from the person he first met.

He pulled him out of the quagmire, so that he could really laugh unscrupulously in the sun, without any gloom and gloom between his brows.

Zhuo Yangbing turned sideways suddenly, and whispered in Yan Suiyuan's ear:

"Yuanyuan, I love you."

After saying this, Zhuo Yangbing let go of Yan Suiyuan's hand and walked forward quickly, seeming a bit embarrassed.

Yan Suiyuan was taken aback for a moment, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses.

He doesn't have auditory hallucinations, does he?

Zhuo Yangbing had indeed expressed his love for Yuanyuan many times, but this was the first time he mentioned the word "love".

Yan Suiyuan stayed on the spot for a long time before regaining his senses, and chased in the direction Zhuo Yangbing was going away with a happy smile on his face.

White hexagonal ice crystal frost flowers slowly floated down from the sky, and it was snowing.

The new year is also around the corner.