The daydream of a salted fish stand-in

The wedding date has finally been set, and it will be in April next year, not long after Qingming Festival, which is the beginning of spring.

Mrs. Gu said that she had found someone to calculate it specially. It is suitable for marriage and good fortune. It is an auspicious day, which is extremely good.Yan Suiyuan has no objection to this, in fact, in his opinion, it doesn't matter any day, Madam Gu can do whatever she likes.

Although Zhuo Yangbing was looking forward to getting married, he really didn't expect that there would be so many complicated procedures, especially Mrs. Gu used all the big tricks she had held back, and planned to hold them a wedding of the century, just the dresses He ordered several sets, and new patterns popped up every day, which annoyed him very much.

He originally just wanted a public ceremony, just to prove the relationship to death. How could he have imagined that his mother could make so many fancy things for him, and even found some performance band from abroad to add to the fun, making him The head is big.

To make matters worse, he has no right to speak in this matter, because Mrs. Gu has already taken over all the work, and she has to listen to everything she says and do. Zhuo Yangbing can't get in the way at all, even his own father can I can only express sympathy for him and let him learn to think about it.

After all, whoever is in charge of this family should be used to it after so many years.

Yan Suiyuan listened to Zhuo Yangbing's complaints while brushing the questions, smiled and turned around and said, "I think it's pretty good too, there's nothing wrong with making auntie happy."

"She's happy, has she considered us?" Zhuo Yangbing frowned, obviously very dissatisfied: "Just now she told me to perm her head! It's so complicated, who is getting married?"

Yan Suiyuan grinned, imagined Zhuo Yangbing's hair covered in tinfoil, and thought it was very funny, but he couldn't help, for fear that the fire would burn himself.

At this moment, his cell phone rang, and when he picked it up, he saw that it was from Xiang Jiayu, asking him to go out for tea alone.

"Why didn't you take me with you?" Zhuo Yangbing was upset again, "Since when did you get along so well? Always act alone behind my back!"

Yan Suiyuan expressed helplessness to his unreasonable jealous behavior: "Brother Xiang just wanted to talk to me, why are you following me?"

"Is there anything I can't listen to?" Zhuo Yangbing really didn't understand, "Do you think he is better than me?"

Yan Suiyuan sighed, and began to wonder why he thought that this guy was a proper boss when we first met, but after getting to know him, he was clearly a Labrador, and he didn't have the air of a boss in front of him, and even most of the time Talking to him has to be coaxed, which is harder than Zhiqiu.

There must be something wrong with Xiang Jiayu asking him out, he didn't let Zhuo Yangbing take him with him, it must be because those words are inconvenient to tell him, Yan Suiyuan began to wonder what he would say to him.He didn't know when it started, but he completely trusted Xiang Jiayu, and he didn't even think that going to see him alone would encounter any danger, but he just intuitively believed that he would not harm him.

So, despite Zhuo Yangbing's reluctance, he went to the appointment on time the next day.

Xiang Jiayu didn't ask him to meet in the bustling urban area, but waited for him in an ancient temple near the outskirts of the city.The ancient temple is said to have a history of hundreds of years. Except for holidays, few people come to the temple. Occasionally there will be pilgrims in twos and threes in the temple. It is quiet and elegant, and it is indeed a good place to go.

It was two o'clock in the afternoon when Yan Suiyuan arrived, and it was cold and windy in late autumn. He found Xiang Jiayu by the gazebo on the mountain.At that time, he was sitting alone in the high pavilion and he didn't know what he was looking at. The pavilion was surrounded by patches of maple leaf forests, which looked bright and prosperous from a distance, and it didn't look like autumn.

"Come here?" Xiang Jiayu turned his head when he heard the footsteps, just in time to see Yan Suiyuan who had just arrived at the door after climbing up the stairs. He nodded and smiled lightly, his brows and eyes were stretched and smiling. With this antique pavilion, it looks a bit ancient The demeanor of a nobleman.

Yan Suiyuan nodded, finally stepped over the last stone step, and sat beside Shi Zhuo panting slightly, "Have you waited for a long time?"

"It's okay." Xiang Jiayu replied, "Actually, I've been living here for the past few days."

After finishing speaking, he turned his head and continued to look. It turned out that there was a sparkling lake in front of him. From the gazebo, he could see the whole picture. The autumn sun reflected on the lake like an oil painting, and there were red maple trees. The forest is used as the lining, which has a special flavor.

Yan Suiyuan also followed suit to appreciate the beautiful scenery. In the past, he seldom had such a leisurely admiration. The burden of life made him only care about the care in front of him, and he didn't have the time to look at the distance, so he rarely had the opportunity to be so calm. Sit down and watch the scenery.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll eat you if you come alone?" Xiang Jiayu seemed to have finally seen enough, turned around and laughed and teased him, "Can Zhuo Yangbing rest assured?"

Yan Suiyuan was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled: "He is a little worried, mainly because he is afraid that you will speak ill of him."

"Childish." Xiang Jiayu sneered, "I'm almost thirty and I can't change it, a stinky kid who won't grow up."

He said this on his mouth, but his eyes were full of tenderness. He must really like Zhuo Yangbing's younger brother.Yan Suiyuan knew that he must have something to say, so he didn't rush to ask, but waited patiently for him to speak.

Xiang Jiayu admired his calmness very much, and couldn't help sighing: "If I didn't see it with my own eyes, it would be hard to believe that you are only 21 years old."

"Aged like 30 years old."

Yan Suiyuan didn't know if this was a compliment, but he still said softly: "There is nothing wrong with being old, and you can avoid many detours."

If it is not because of the tiredness of life, who would not want to be a doll who will not grow up, but there is no tile on the head that can shelter the wind and rain, and people can't learn to grow up early.

Xiang Jiayu also understood this truth. After a moment of silence, he said again: "The last time you were engaged, I was not able to attend. It's a pity."

"However, I guess I might not be able to go after you get married."

Yan Suiyuan raised his head, looked at him seriously and asked, "Are you leaving again?"

"Yes." Xiang Jiayu smiled, raised his hand and touched his head, "Much smarter than your husband."

"I really didn't see that silly boy would meet such a good boy as you in the future, and I was always worried that he would be cheated."

Yan Suiyuan coughed lightly, and explained: "He's not that stupid, he's usually very powerful."

"He's a person who values ​​feelings, good or bad." Xiang Jiayu sighed, "I always thought that his brain would not be enlightened, but fortunately... there is you."

"I'm relieved too."

The more you listen to these words, the more you feel heavy, Yan Suiyuan even had the illusion that he was "tuogu", although this description is not appropriate, but the meaning is similar, it seems that Zhuo Yangbing will be handed over to him in the future, and Xiang Jiayu may not come back up.

"I've always been curious, is the person you like really that good?" Yan Suiyuan asked his doubts, no matter how he looked at Jiayu, he didn't look like a person who was troubled by love, why did he have to be so persistent.

If he can't get out of it for ten years, how good is the person he likes?

Xiang Jiayu gradually withdrew his smile, and there was a moment of sadness on his face. After a long time, he said softly: "Sometimes when you love someone, you can't simply define whether he is good or not. As long as he appears at the right time, he will never be forgotten."

"When I met Owen, it was a great opportunity. I was fed up with the atmosphere at home. My father always pushed me to go on blind dates with the right girls. From his point of view, it didn't matter whether I liked it or not. , anyone can do it as long as they can see through it.”

"My mother was weak and silent. She didn't like to be close to us children and turned a blind eye to my plight."

"I hated everyone in my family very early on. I always hoped that one day I could escape and ascend to heaven, go to a place where no one knew me, and live my life freely."

"Owen happened to travel here. I met him by chance. I was the first to be tempted. I chased him for half a year and he refused to let go. This aroused my fighting spirit. I clearly felt that he was not unintentional to me. , why do you keep avoiding it again and again.”

Speaking of this, Xiang Jiayu gave a wry smile: "Thinking about it now, I was really stubborn at that time, even more stubborn than Zhuo Yangbing."

"Later, Owen confessed to me that he just didn't dare to gamble. He had a disease before. Although he was cured at the time, the doctor said that it would be safe if he didn't relapse within five years. His five-year period has not yet expired." Come, don't dare to delay me."

"I was too young at that time, and I thought that man would conquer the sky, so there was no need to worry about such a small matter. As long as I think about it, there will be miracles."

"He was moved by my firm and persistent attitude, and began to try to respond to me, and firmly believed that we would overcome everything, so we ... lived together."

Yan Suiyuan's heart lifted, he knew that what would happen next would be a tragedy.

"Unfortunately, I couldn't wait for a miracle. He relapsed in the last year. The cancer cells metastasized and there was no way out."

"It's only two months away."

Xiang Jiayu was full of melancholy, "I thought the dawn of victory was just around the corner, so I waited for the light with joy, and even made a plan with him to travel around the world with him. Because he is a photographer, his dream is to travel the whole world and shoot Take the most beautiful photo as a souvenir."

"But who would have thought that with only two months left, all my plans would go to waste."

For Xiang Jiayu at that time, this was undoubtedly a huge blow.Although he knew in advance that Owen might have a chance of relapse, he was so young and proud, and he always felt that his luck would not be so bad, so he placed a full bet with pride...

But he still lost the bet.

"After Owen left, I was depressed for a long time." Xiang Jiayu smiled wryly, "You should have heard Zhuo Yangbing say that I live like a dead person."

Yan Suiyuan was sad and tried to comfort him: "It's all in the past."

"Yeah, it's all in the past." Xiang Jiayu's eyes were lonely, "It's been ten years, and no one can remember him except me."

"Owen told me when he passed away, let me go outside and take a look. He hid a lot of secrets for me in those beautiful places, let me find them."

"I took this sentence as my last hope, so I really went out, holding his most beloved camera." Xiang Jiayu's eyes slowly filled with tears, "He has always understood me best , know what I want most.”

"With the slightest hope, I have been wandering outside these years. I will walk the road he has traveled again to see what he has hidden for me."

"One day, I was on the snowy mountain looking at the night sky in the middle of the night. I was the only one in such a cold place. I saw a shooting star falling, and there was a wolf howling not far away. It was so quiet that I was the only one."

"At that moment, I suddenly understood what the secret Owen was talking about."

"The myriad worlds are so mysterious. There are many adventures that you will never see in a metropolitan office building in your life. And I am extremely unhappy being bound by my family. Owen wants me to see the mountains and rivers outside. How beautiful."

"He never really left me."

"I can feel that he is always there. Whether it is the wind, or the flowers, or the moon, as long as I am willing to live with his dream, he will always be there."

Yan Suiyuan couldn't hold back his tears, and kept wiping his hands sadly. He felt that Xiang Jiayu was too sad, so he could only comfort himself like this.

"You think I'm pitiful?" Xiang Jiayu smiled, "No, I'm not alone at all."

"He's always there."

Yan Suiyuan raised his head and asked in a low voice: "Why don't you let yourself go? There are billions of people in this world, maybe you will meet someone who really loves you."

"But that is unfair to others." Xiang Jiayu sighed, "Owen will always occupy a very important position in my heart. If I am alone with anyone, he will always endure this position."

"I can't forget Owen, and I can't give others my sincerity. This is a great injustice to them, and they don't owe me."

Yan Suiyuan was speechless.

Xiang Jiayu took out a stone from his pocket and handed it to him, "This stone is for you."

"Count it as your wedding gift."

Yan Suiyuan held a palm-sized stone in his hand, rubbed it repeatedly, wondering what he meant.

"Don't think it's just a rock, it's shabby. But it claims to be the hardest diamond in the world. I picked it up in the wild by accident. You can use it to make a pair of diamond wedding rings."

"I think, since you have the hardest stone as a wedding ring, your marriage and relationship will last forever."

Yan Suiyuan lowered his head and gently stroked the rock with hard tentacles, and nodded slightly.