The daydream of a salted fish stand-in

Leaving from the psychiatrist, Zhuo Yangbing's outlook on life seemed to be subverted all of a sudden, and he remained silent on the way back.

It's not that he is so dull that he didn't notice his recent anomaly, no matter how stupid he is, he can't really be unaware, but Zhuo Yangbing couldn't believe it deep down, because in the past 27 years, He has never met anyone who can make him so abnormal, and even thinks that he may have to live like this for the next 27 years.

What's more, he didn't figure out how the person he likes could be Yan Suiyuan.

It's not that he despises or thinks Yan Suiyuan is bad, but he and Yan Suiyuan have only known each other for more than a month, and the full count is 54 days. As a decisive person in the mall all the year round, Zhuo Yangbing likes to give everyone To conduct data theoretical analysis on normal things, you must find the source of everything before you stop.

He and Yan Suiyuan have only known each other for a short time, and the process of getting along was uneventful, and there was nothing related to each other that could be related to the word ambiguous, so how did they develop to this point?

Or in other words, how did he fall in love with Yan Suiyuan?

Zhuo Yangbing was slightly perplexed, and the psychiatrist told him in a helpless but determined tone after hearing his question:

"Sir, not everything in this world can give you a logical answer, and not everything can be analyzed rationally, especially feelings."

"This kind of thing has been difficult to explain for thousands of years. Compared with everything you have encountered in the past, it has no rules at all, and there is no reference basis."

"Men and women can love each other, men and men, women and women can love each other, and even cross-species love. What's the reason for this? Human feelings are inherently so complicated."

"In layman's terms, at a certain moment, you meet a certain person, so you have feelings for him."

"The biggest difference between this and other family and friendship is that you can only like that person, not others. That is to say, even in the same environment, if you meet someone who is not him, you will not like it."

"Because love is the only one."

"The only one right now."

Zhuo Yangbing sat in the car, silently thinking about the last sentence.

only.

He tried to think about it, if Yan Suiyuan was replaced by someone else, it seemed really disgusting.Including Xiang Jiayu, he remembered that if he and Xiang Jiayu hugged each other and kissed each other like in the dream that night, there would be only two consequences.

Either he was beaten to death by Xiang Jiayu, or he beat Xiang Jiayu to death.

Zhuo Yangbing suddenly realized that it was so.

Only Yan Suiyuan would let him do this.

After he figured it out, he no longer struggled to find a suitable logical reason for the sudden liking between himself and Yan Suiyuan. Since the doctor said that liking someone is so mysterious, then he tried to find a logical reason. accept.

So he made an appointment with Xie Wenqian and Si Yuanyuan that night, Hang Xing was busy taking the exam because he couldn't come without a fire certificate, and Gao Chun was busy at home maintaining his hand-made models, only the three of them came out to drink.

When Zhuo Yangbing hesitated to tell about his visit to a psychiatrist, he did not expect that Si Kaiyuan and Si Kaiyuan were not half surprised, and even Si Kaiyuan had a look like "You are an idiot, did you just find out?" Sarcasm.

"What do you mean?" Zhuo Yangbing frowned, expressing dissatisfaction with their attitude.

Si Kaiyuan sneered, and his tone was full of deep contempt: "I knew you were not smart enough, but I didn't expect it to be so bad. Everyone can see that you covet others, and you are still playing like a fool." Take care of the game."

"If I were you, I would be ashamed to go to the doctor."

Zhuo Yangbing was a little confused, "How did you find out?"

He felt that he didn't do anything out of the ordinary, and he didn't understand where Si Yuanyuan's words came from.

Xie Wenqian leisurely shook the goblet in his hand, looked at the red wine in it and chuckled: "You look at his eyes so blatantly, it means your little rabbit has never seen the world, otherwise he would have been scared away. "

"When two innocent guys get together, we are also happy to watch the excitement."

Zhuo Yangbing was stunned for a long time, subconsciously raised his hand to touch his eyes, "My eyes are so obvious?"

"Like it or not, don't you know after sleeping once?" Si Yuanyuan rolled his eyes lazily, "It's impossible for the two of you to just cover the quilt and just chat when you're together? Could it be that you didn't feel it when you hugged him?"

Zhuo Yangbing's expression suddenly became strange.

When Si Yuanyuan saw his virtue, he suddenly thought of something: "I said, you can't...haven't slept yet?"

Zhuo Yangbing was a little annoyed, "It's none of your business whether I slept or not!?"

Now it was Si Kaiyuan's turn to be shocked.

"Damn it!" He was refreshed, and he sat down immediately from the sofa. His already big and round eyes became bigger because of the shock, which made him look a little funny, and he couldn't even manage his expressions. .

"Damn|f*ck| this is for charity!!!"

"Take him home and make offerings, give money, go to school, help pave the road, and take care of his sister. In the end...you haven't even slept???"

"Why don't you touch Country C? Fuck me, I'm the first to cry!"

This fact shocked Si Kaiyuan's whole family, and he almost couldn't find where his brain was.

Compared to his shock, Xie Wenqian was much calmer. He was the most sober among the group of people, and he had long seen that these two people had no factual relationship at all.After all, when Yan Suiyuan and Zhuo Yangbing were together, they could see some alienation and politeness in their every move. If they had really slept, their words and deeds would definitely show their closeness.

Besides, Yan Suiyuan looked like he had never been touched by anyone, as long as he was an old hooligan, he could tell.

Zhuo Yangbing was ashamed by Si Yuanyuan. At first he took him home on impulse, but then he completely forgot that he was actually Xiang Jiayu's substitute. If he hadn't had that dream that night, he might have Still kidding myself.

"Okay, stop mocking." Xie Wenqian kicked Si Yuanyuan lightly. Zhuo Yangbing is the best way to save face. If you piss him off, you won't be able to see him again for the next month. .

Zhuo Yangbing's expression was ugly, he began to regret calling these two guys out for a drink, originally he wanted to discuss his own affairs, and asked them how he should pursue Yan Suiyuan in the future, but in the end, Si Yuanyuan took a good look at him He taunted, he really wanted to leave now.

Fortunately, Xie Wenqian brought the situation back in time. He turned to look at Zhuo Yangbing, and asked him calmly, "So what are you thinking now?"

"Yan Suiyuan, do you want it?"

Zhuo Yangbing answered without the slightest hesitation, "Yes."

Although he didn't make any preparations, but after thinking about it for a long time on the road, he was sure that he really wanted to keep Yan Suiyuan by his side.The psychiatrist also said that there is a difference between liking and love.

Some people like a person for a short period of time, they are always easily attracted by new things, and maybe the time of liking a person can only last a few weeks or less.

But some people have a long-term relationship, so long that they can only like one person for a lifetime, that kind of relationship should no longer be described by just "like", but "love".

Zhuo Yangbing is not sure how long this love for Yan Suiyuan can last, because he has no experience in this field, but he feels that with his picky and mean personality, if he misses it now, maybe he won't in the future. Will meet the second person who can make his heart beat again.

Xie Wenqian was not surprised by his answer, and began to analyze him: "So, you are sure you want him, right?"

"En." Zhuo Yangbing nodded again with great certainty, "What should I do?"

Zhuo Yangbing was also a studious student when faced with areas he didn't understand, and he came to ask for advice seriously. After all, Xie Wenqian and Si Yuanyuan had a rich love history, so they should be able to give him some advice.

Xie Wenqian sighed softly, shook his head and said, "I feel sorry for you."

"What do you mean?" Zhuo Yangbing wondered.

"I think, maybe... Your pursuit may not be easy, and it may not be successful."

Zhuo Yangbing became unhappy: "This is impossible, am I not attractive enough?"

"No, that's not what I mean." Xie Wenqian gave him a sympathetic look, and continued to remind him: "With your conditions, there will indeed be many people rushing to post, and you also have that capital."

"If it's a normal love at first sight and then you pursue it, maybe your difficulty is not that big, but you chose a hell-level start, what do you think will be the result?"

Zhuo Yangbing was still a little puzzled.

Xie Wenqian sighed, and asked again: "If someone swaggers and gives you a contract after seeing you, arrogantly and rudely asks you to be a substitute for a very important person around him, and then confronts you with a warning attitude. You, how would you feel?"

"Will you fall in love with him sometime later?"

Zhuo Yangbing frowned: "I'm not a masochist."

But then he realized what Xie Wenqian meant, and his face changed suddenly.

Zhuo Yangbing has never thought about this problem. He is used to the way of thinking of the superiors, and he does not understand the lives of the lower-level people, nor has he really considered the problem from the perspective of Yan Suiyuan. Only then did I realize that I had made a big death.

As Xie Wenqian said, he went the wrong way from the beginning.

He started this wrong relationship with Yan Suiyuan by the most arrogant and vile means, and now the matter is a foregone conclusion, he now likes others on his own accord, but to Yan Suiyuan, he is just a person who has no feelings. It can be said that the gold master.

A benefactor who can abandon him at any time without taking any responsibility and regards his dignity as nothing.

Just imagine, if someone dared to treat him like this, Zhuo Yangbing was sure that he could blow the other person's head off when they first met, so thinking about it differently, would Yan Suiyuan also resist himself in his heart?

Zhuo Yangbing was in a trance, so that he didn't listen to what Xie Wenqian and Si Yuanyuan said next. He had just discovered his feelings, but was told that the road was blocked and life was too difficult.

He was still thinking about it until he returned to his house in the city.

Suddenly news came, Zhuo Yangbing subconsciously picked up the phone and glanced at it. It was a work report from Jian Li, and he was still working overtime in the company.

Perhaps out of intuition, he sent Jian Li back to the past.

'If there was one thing, I was going in the wrong direction from the beginning, how do you think it should be handled? '

A few minutes after the message was sent, the phone rang again, and it was Jian Li's reply.

'Boss, I'm not sure what exactly you said, but you taught me never to be afraid to make a mistake. '

'It's actually a good signal to be able to find mistakes halfway, which helps us to take remedial measures in time, so that we don't go wrong in the end. '

'Now turn around and readjust immediately, there is still time. '

Zhuo Yangbing had said these words to Jian Li when he first joined the job, but now he returned them, Zhuo Yangbing was silent for a long time.

His heart gradually cleared up.

As Jian Li said, there is nothing to be afraid of making mistakes, as long as they are discovered in time, there is still time to remedy them.

Zhuo Yangbing has never been afraid of anything, and it is the same now.