The daydream of a salted fish stand-in

Zhuo Yangbing changed his pants in the bathroom with a gloomy face, and then sat on the toilet thinking about life, because he was so focused that he almost forgot his working hours.

When eating breakfast, he didn't even dare to look up at Yan Suiyuan, because as soon as he saw his face, he would think of the bad things he did to others in his dream last night, and he felt guilty.

It's hard to imagine that Zhuo Yangbing, who has always been upright outside and has never been afraid of anyone, would feel guilty when facing the current Yan Suiyuan, fearing that he would be seen through those dirty thoughts.

So just after breakfast, he hurriedly put on his suit jacket and went out, but he almost forgot to take his mobile phone, Yan Suiyuan trotted all the way to catch up, and delivered the mobile phone to him in time before the car started. hand.

Zhuo Yang reached out his hand from the car window to pick it up coldly, and only said thank you, but gave him a stingy look.

Yan Suiyuan stood outside the garden gate, watching the familiar car leave with smoke and dust, his face was full of question marks.For some reason, he always felt that Zhuo Yangbing was very strange today. This feeling started from eating just now, and he seemed to be avoiding himself on purpose.

But why?

Yan Suiyuan couldn't figure it out, he felt that he hadn't touched each other's scales recently, and they were fine last night?

After thinking about it, Yan Suiyuan couldn't figure it out, so Yan Suiyuan simply didn't think about it, maybe the patron would always be unhappy for a few days a month, and how could his mood be something that little people like them could speculate on.

Yan Suiyuan is very busy now, he has to pack his schoolbags to go to Si Kaiyuan to make up lessons after dinner, so he is not as leisurely as before.

The route that Si Kaiyuan planned for him is very clear. In the past few years, he has been studying with his teacher at home, picking up the knowledge that he has left behind, and then directly registering for the college entrance examination as an adult, so that he still has the opportunity to go to a higher school to study .

Anyway, there is still a year to go, Yan Suiyuan is willing to calm down and prepare well, learn what he has learned, and he has no regrets.

In his spare time, he would still follow up on the article. The wife who wrote the Canary article released an announcement in the past two days, saying that she was going to take a certificate exam and took a temporary leave of absence, and she would come back in about a week. Put all your energy into your studies and make rapid progress.

In the blink of an eye, Zhiqiu hadn't been home for almost three weeks, Yan Suiyuan was very concerned about it, so he asked some teachers for a day off after school in the afternoon. Too hard to take care of yourself.

Zhuo Yangbing also rarely came back tonight. Since Yan Suiyuan moved in here, he rarely stayed out, but Yan Suiyuan didn't care. In reality, bosses are very busy. There are too many to deal with, otherwise we would not have set up a special public relations department, and most of the time they come back late.

He was busy in the kitchen, Aunt Zhang helped him, the two processed the fresh ingredients, Yan Suiyuan also made some delicious hot sauce, the two talked and laughed, and the atmosphere was harmonious.

But Zhuo Yangbing was not having a good time at the moment, he did have a social event tonight, but it ended very early.All of you here have families, and no one wants to drink outside until midnight and go home, so after a simple round of drinking, the contract is initially finalized and handed over to the legal department for confirmation, and they simply leave the venue and go back to their homes.

However, Zhuo Yangbing did not go back. His good record of going home after work was broken recently, and he has been absent-minded during the day. He hinted whether he was too tired and needed to rest, and was severely reprimanded by his sister for a long time.

After the entertainment was over, the driver wanted to take him back, but Zhuo Yangbing subconsciously said, "Don't go back yet, go to... your residence in the city."

So, tonight Zhuo Yangbing could only sleep alone in his house in the urban area.

He bought this property a long time ago when he first returned to China. At that time, he worked overtime in the company almost day and night. In order to find out the size and demand of the domestic market, he, Jian Li and several secretaries relied on the Iced coffee to live, too busy.

Looking back on those days, I still can’t bear to look back on them. In order to let him rest as much as possible, Zhuo Yang Bing asked someone to buy this 170-square-meter four-bedroom apartment in the most central area of ​​the city, so that he could go back and forth to work conveniently.

Later, as he gradually adapted to the company environment, he gradually seldom stayed here, unless some entertainment was too difficult to shirk, and he would stay here temporarily for one night.But even so, since Yan Suiyuan lived in his house, as long as there is no major incident, he has developed the habit of going back no matter how late it is.

Zhuo Yangbing hadn't thought about the reasons for these changes in details before, but now he has come to his senses.

Sitting alone on the sofa in the huge living room, Zhuo Yangbing turned on the air conditioner to let him feel more comfortable after drinking. He originally wanted to hide here by himself in peace and quiet, thinking about what was wrong with him, but his brain For some reason, Li recalled the dream that should not have happened last night.

It is also very strange to say that Zhuo Yangbing is a person who sleeps very well. No matter what troubles he has during the day, as long as it is time to go to bed, he can always touch the pillow on time and sleep all night until dawn. lung.

Like ordinary people, he would have all kinds of bizarre dreams while sleeping, but no matter how complicated those dreams were, they would all disappear as soon as he opened his eyes the next day, and he couldn't even remember what he dreamed about last night.

But this time was different, Zhuo Yangbing not only remembered what he had dreamed, but most amazingly, he actually remembered every detail of it.

He remembered Yan Suiyuan's expression at that time, remembered what kind of state he was in, and how they completed those indescribable things on the kang.

He remembered every point so clearly that he couldn't completely separate reality from the dream even after waking up.

Zhuo Yangbing is a normal man, he also has certain physical needs, but for some unknown reason, his puberty is slightly different from other boys.He found that he couldn't be interested in any man or woman. When he was a teenager, his excess energy was wasted fighting with people, and he didn't have time to fall in love with his peers.

Moreover, at that time, he wholeheartedly regarded Xiang Jiayu, who was seven years older than himself, as an idol in life. He always disliked that his peers were all naive, and mixing with a group of children would lower his style, let alone have a deeper communication with them.

Later, when he went abroad to study, he was annoyed by all kinds of papers every day. He spent every day looking up information in the library, and then returning home after graduation was overwhelming work, and then he participated in countless business entertainments, so he had no time to deal with his personal affairs. .

Although Jian Li and his four secretaries are very iconic beauties, in real life, no one really likes his mean, fierce and violent boss. No matter how handsome and rich he is, he is still a boss, very It's worth playing disco on his grave, not falling in love with him.

As the boss, Zhuo Yangbing looked down on this group of subordinates even more. He only thought that all of them were stupid, and he was heartbroken just looking at them.

Under such a vicious cycle, Zhuo Yangbing has been widowed year after year. It is no wonder that there are such rumors from the outside world. It is obvious that his own conditions are excellent in all aspects, but the years around him are blank. Well, a rich lady like Ge Shuwei would even despise him after chasing after him. If it wasn't for that, why not?

Zhuo Yangbing also tried to seek help from a psychiatrist. Although he was not in a hurry to find someone to accompany him, he also felt that his behavior was not normal.

The psychiatrist professionally tested him in various aspects, and then told him seriously that he was healthy and normal everywhere, don't think about it, maybe he just didn't meet someone he likes.

Zhuo Yangbing thought about it carefully later, and wondered if his behavior had something to do with Xiang Jiayu, but over the years, he never dreamed of having such an affair with Xiang Jiayu, but he dreamed of He Yan Suiyuan In this way, he was also surprised.

Anxiously, Zhuo Yangbing picked up the phone and hesitated for a long time before calling the psychiatrist who had seen him a few years ago.

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The next day, Yan Suiyuan went to see Zhiqiu with his lunch box.It happened to be lunch time at school, Zhiqiu waited for him at the school gate after answering the phone, and when she saw him coming, she waved to him on tiptoe: "Brother!"

Yan Suiyuan ran in three steps at a time, explained to the gatekeeper and was let in. Zhiqiu took his arm affectionately, and the siblings walked towards the cafeteria together. Zhiqiu had a competition in a week. , The learning task is very heavy, and the chin is sharpened a lot.

At this hour, the cafeteria was full of students, Zhiqiu managed to find a seat to sit down, Yan Suiyuan took out the pickles that were marinated last night in the lunch box, and filled the chicken soup that Aunt Zhang helped cook, Holding chopsticks to eat with her, the two chatted while eating, Yan Suiyuan also asked a lot about the school.

There are always people who want to ruin the time when the brothers and sisters are alone, Yuan Qian jumped out again, looked at them with cold eyes and said with disdain: "You look poor."

Yan Suiyuan put down his chopsticks, raised his head and glanced at her, "Little girl is young, doesn't she brush her teeth in the morning, her mouth smells so bad?"

Yuan Qian is usually used to being arrogant, and no one dared to do anything to her at school. She bullied Yan Zhiqiu a little too much a while ago, and she was severely warned by Gu Zifan, and later she was recorded by the school for bullying others. To be honest After waiting for a long time, I felt so useless in my heart, I happened to bump into their brother and sister in the cafeteria today, and I didn't stop talking for a while.

She thought that Yan Zhiqiu was easy to bully, and her brother must also be easy to bully, but she didn't expect that his brother was not a little sheep. With a cold look, she didn't dare to speak.

Seeing the girl walking away, Yan Suiyuan frowned and looked at Yan Zhiqiu who was eating with his head down, "Is she always like this?"

"Not all of them." Yan Zhiqiu swallowed a mouthful of food, and replied softly, "Yuan Qian hasn't bullied me recently, she took a few days off before, and didn't talk to anyone for a few days after she came back, maybe she thinks it's boring to bully me Bar."

Yan Suiyuan nodded: "If she treats you like this again in the future, you should tell the teacher."

Yan Zhiqiu nodded, "I won't mess with her."

"I didn't take what she said, because it wasn't true."

Seeing Zhiqiu's expression, Yan Suiyuan knew that she was really not being bullied, and gradually felt relieved: "We Zhiqiu will not be influenced by that kind of villain."

The two brothers and sisters had a meal happily, but Zhuo Yangbing had just come out of the psychological counselor at this time, and his mood was indescribable.

The young psychiatrist asked him to tell everything that happened to him, so that he could better judge what was going on, Zhuo Yangbing really told everything about himself, and nothing was missed.

Zhuo Yangbing seriously felt that there was something wrong with his designation.

He thought he had explained it in detail, but the doctor's expression got worse the more he heard it, and he even endured it a few times before not driving him out.

No matter from which angle he looks at it, isn't this just the ignorant first love of two elementary school students who are not enlightened?Are you going to see a doctor?Moreover, he described the process in such detail, who is insulting?

He got a doctor's license with great difficulty, just to come and listen to elementary school students dating? ? ?

Besides, do single doctors have no dignity, and deserve to eat your dog food? ? ?

Are you still human?