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What the hell is the month and day of this year? Teacher Xiaobailian said that the diary should have a format.But what is format?

Never mind, I'll just write it like this.

I am ten years old, growing in the spring breeze, like a flower. (Fuck, the teacher told me that writing like this is literary, but your mother is like a flower! Yes, you are more like it!)

The teacher asked me to write a diary today, so I will.

I'm staying at my mother's house today.I noticed that my mom had put more makeup on, she was actually pretty, but that makeup was so ugly.I've always wondered why she didn't change her makeup artist.

Isn't it that the make-up artist is taller and fairer?According to my friend, it's just a little face.My mother was reluctant to change it.

Then I saw a man, very ugly, with his arms around my mother, sitting at the banquet, occasionally he made fun of my mother, and when he laughed, his facial features became even uglier.He also reached out and touched my mother's arms.I really want to ask my mother how to choose a man, my father is much better looking than that man.

Halfway he was going to the bathroom, so I secretly erected the small awl I found in the trunk of the car and put it on his chair.

He came back, didn't pay attention to the things on the stool, and sat down.

The tie leaked, and the man was sent to the hospital.

My mother was so angry that she was almost sent to the hospital. I told her that the driver Liu Liu must have done it. Liu Liu thought that the man was not pleasing to the eye, so he put something very sharp in the car, because the awl was the trunk of the car. stuff in.I think Liu Liu may have a crush on my mother, whoever my mother likes just doesn't like him, and when he gets jealous, he does stupid things.

My mother was very angry when she heard that, so she fired Liu Liu.

Later, I followed my mother to the hospital to comfort the man, and the man praised me, "Mingze, you are so good."

I said in my heart, I will never say that I did it for the rest of my life.

XXX

"You didn't say you did it, but you wrote it down? What is this?" Mu Tian stared at the words on the computer screen with wide eyes. "Why do I understand every word, but I can't read them together?"

"You can't read it," I pointed at the screen, "This is the first time I've written a diary in my life. That damn teacher asked someone to write it, so I wrote it for him to read."

Mu Tian snorted, "As for your diary, the teacher didn't ask you to rewrite it? There are so many typos, be careful when your teacher reads this thing, and tell your mother about it."

"My mother doesn't care about me. Besides, this happened a long time ago. When I wrote this diary, my mother's lover had changed so many times. She didn't care what I did."

"However, the teacher gave me a few words of comments. I will keep them as a souvenir." I reached out and searched in Mu Tian's arms, found the cigarette, took out another one and lit it. Putting it in my mouth, I turned the mouse down, and a few red words appeared.

The feelings are real and the events believable.

But his language is vulgar, his behavior is surly, and he lacks the vision to discover beautiful things.

Please continue to record the little things that happened around you the next day, and see the big from the small to sublimate your emotions.

After reading it, Mu Tian also commented, "Your teacher's words are also very authentic."

"Look at this again." I closed this document and opened another one, "This is the diary of the next day. It is absolutely true, and there is no falsification at all."

XXX

My dad is a big piece of trash. He gave birth to me, raised me, and just ignored me.

My dad's assistant is also a big piece of rubbish, he only cares about my dad's business and ignores me.

Yesterday I stayed at my mother's house, and today I returned to my own house, but I found that besides my father, there is one more person in my house.

It's my dad's assistant.

I secretly went to my dad's room, looking for my dad's garbage, but found another garbage in it, and the assistant called my dad from my dad's body, and it was very painful.

Two rubbish.

But the garbage belongs to the garbage, the little assistant has a pretty face, when the assistant came out, my dad was still lying lazily on the bed in the room, I asked the little assistant, "Did you make a mistake, my dad is very cold , He punished you? I see you yelled quite loudly, do you have any pain in your body?"

I was surprised to find that he suddenly looked like an apple, his face was red, he lowered his head, and said in a very low voice: "We are feeling the beauty of life."

It turns out that this is feeling life.

One person pressed another person to make him groan in pain, and I will feel more in the future.

XXX

"Didn't the teacher say that I lack the vision to discover beautiful things, and I should see the big from the small and sublimate my emotions? Do you think this is enough to sublimate emotions, is it enough to be sentimental?"

Mu Tian didn't speak, probably at a loss for words.

I opened my mouth and smoked.I wiped it, my lungs couldn’t be used, and I couldn’t inhale the cigarette, so I could only use my mouth to suck it. After smoking for a while, my mouth became tired. I pinched the cigarette on my finger, “That damn teacher talks so much nonsense, I’ve already written it carefully. The diary is gone, and he’s still talking about it, so I’ll let him read it, and don’t care what he says.”

I pointed at the screen with a cigarette butt, "When this diary came out, he never gave me any comments, just a red pen, read it. It is concise and clear. I also wrote the diary, and he also approved it, but he didn't care anymore. I write something." I nodded deeply, "This teacher is very good, very sensible, if he says something when I am writing a diary, I will hire someone to block him in a dark alley and beat him up. Meal."

"It wasn't until a long time later that I found out that this teacher is also gay, and he just likes men. No wonder he saw my diary and stopped talking."

"Do you know how I know?"

I took a puff of the cigarette, "Two years later, I saw him come out of my dad's room with a disheveled look on his face. The next day, there was one more thing in my diary. But At that time, I had already been thrown into this villa by my dad, and the teacher never let me read my diary again."

"Actually, this kind of teacher is really scary. The child is about to bend, and he is actually indifferent. Do you think he is a good teacher?"

"That kid Luo Kun is just like this teacher. He has a dignified appearance, treats people generously, and looks like a gentleman. In fact, he is jealous, small-minded, vengeful, and he is dirtier than anyone else in his heart." I looked at Mu Tian, ​​"Mu Tian, I told you a long time ago, you can't get too close to Luo Kun, but you just don't listen."

I exhaled the puff of cigarette I was sucking out of my mouth, then sighed and said: "All teachers are the same in the world, no one is better than anyone else."

Mu Tian sneered, "You know again—"

I quickly stopped him, "I know who you want to talk about, don't talk about him, he is the same."

"It's the same thing," Mu Tian sneered, "Zhao Mingze, it's obvious that you are dark in your heart, that teacher teaches carefully and is a nice person, I don't know how many students like to listen to his lectures, and some children even listen to his lessons. It's good for you to actually instigate the school to expel him, so that he can't find a job, and in the end he can only sell his physical strength and suffer from those wind and rain."

He yelled at my face angrily, "I tell you, he is a teacher, he has never done those rough jobs. Do you know how much he wants to be a teacher? His ideal is to be a qualified people's teacher. It's not him... He's working hard on his own, I'm afraid he's already exhausted on the construction site. Every time I see his fingers holding chalk become calloused layer by layer, my heart feels like a knife It’s the same, but you didn’t show him even the slightest sympathy, and it was a waste of him patiently counseling you.” He grabbed my collar and strangled my neck with it, “Zhao Mingze, do you have a heart! "

I pushed him away and straightened his collar a little.

"A qualified people's teacher?" I couldn't help but want to laugh, "Then he must be unqualified. If he has ulterior motives for students, or for a boy, if he wants to pass the qualifications, it will be harder than boarding a teacher." sky."

"Mu Tian, ​​you didn't realize it," I explained to him solemnly, "You are still ignorant now, but you were more pure back then, and now you can't detect any man who is interested in you. I don’t even know if it’s possible to have a relationship with a man.”

"Teacher? What a noble title." I shaved off the burnt soot, "Sitting in the classroom, I can tell that the teacher pays so much attention to you, and squints at you in public, I know, he must There is a problem. If he hadn't left, if I hadn't kicked him out, I'm afraid you would have been treated like this and that by him long ago, and you would still be able to become an excellent student and be admitted to a key university?"

"It's better for you to be treated like this by him than to be treated like that by me," I hugged my chest and squinted at him, "He has ideals, and you have more ideals. I will achieve your ideals, and I will hinder your ideals than him. Who deserves more thanks?"

Mu Tian likes finance, so I will let him gain both fame and fortune.

After he graduated, I funded the establishment of a financial company and gave it to him with both hands.Sure enough, he is capable, and has subdued the elite managers of the company I assigned him. The market he invests in is getting bigger and bigger, the company is getting bigger and bigger, and his reputation is getting bigger and bigger. His vision is very unique. The financial crisis , when most financial companies were almost closing their doors, the business of the company he led was still thriving, which eventually made him a household name in the financial industry.

Sure enough, both fame and fortune.

"It's really sad that you still haven't thanked me." I rubbed my fingers on my chest and sighed, "A dog biting Lu Dongbin doesn't know a good heart."

Mu Tian finally couldn't hold it back, and slapped me on the forehead, "Stop talking nonsense, you will say everything."

"Forget it, some people are not grateful, and it's useless for me to say anything." I sighed, "Anyway, the teacher who taught me to keep a diary has made me develop the habit of recording the big and small things in life. I still have to thank him."

I stood up, asked him to sit in front of the computer, and read the documents by myself, while I sat on the bed.

"My whole life is here, you have to look carefully, carefully, otherwise... otherwise..." I didn't think of how to threaten him, and finally said, "Otherwise, I will be punished to be exposed again."

Vaguely, under the shadow of the light, I saw the corners of his lips slightly curved, but not long after, that smile disappeared again.

In fact, later, I was really exposed to the light again, more than once.

But at that time, I was able to stand upright under the sun, and I no longer had to live in the dark, where I had to curl myself up into a ball so that no one could see it.