Reborn the tamed beast

[When you fall in love with someone, you will often feel afraid: afraid of losing him, afraid that he will not love you like you love him. ] Gu Ziming wrote down this jargon, thought for a while, then blacked out the last sentence, and changed it to 'I'm afraid of losing him.It's just that love itself is not as long-lasting as family affection. I am lucky to have it, so why force it.

Gu Ziming sighed, turned his stiff neck, thinking to himself, dazed.

Gu Ziming will never forget that day, the first time he stepped into the VIP seat of Gu Shen's concert, listening to his and Yuan Yuge's music from the best visual angle.

When Yuan Yuge just sat down, Gu Shen lowered his head and gently stroked the keys. When Yuan Yuge turned his head and nodded to Gu Shen, Gu Shen closed his eyes and raised his proud head high. His complexion was white and his fingers were slender. With the red body paint on his face, it shows more and more the advantage of height.Mountains and rivers stretched for several miles on his hand, and a light blue painting that looked like a brook extended to the top of his nails. With the movements of Gu Shen's fingers, it seemed as if he was about to fly.

There seemed to be thousands of troops and horses galloping in front of him, tens of thousands of hectares of time flowed like water, and the music in his ears was extremely pleasant, but he could only hear the smooth sound of the piano.

On that day, he finally understood why Gu Shen insisted on taking the road of music.

Because, it's worth it.

Gu Ziming gasped unconsciously, feeling overwhelmed and deafening.

As if the child knew it, his fingers were still jumping on the piano, but his eyes were opened, and he saw Gu Ziming at a glance.

It was as if the soul had been sucked in by those eyes.Gu Shen is active on the stage like this, and Gu Ziming feels that no one is more suitable for this stage than him: because Gu Shen Gu Shen is indifferent but not indifferent; he hates flashlights but not music; he has an innate talent for music , he fits the place better than anyone.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and when he came back to his thoughts, Gu Ziming stood up, put away his notebook, and quickly stood up to open the door.

What he is writing is not work. He usually works on the computer, but he will not show that notebook to anyone.There are many feelings about Gu Shen and love written in that notebook, which cannot be seen by others.

Opening the door, there was a tall and thin young man standing outside the door. Early in the morning, the fresh smell came to his face. The young man was holding something in his hand. When he saw Gu Ziming, he smiled and shouted in a hoarse voice: "Gu Ziming."

Gu Ziming quickly let Gu Shen in.

Recently, Gu Shen has a cold and a fever, and it has been a long time since winter started to get better. After a while, it has a tendency to get better, so he can't be allowed to freeze anymore.Gu Ziming then took the belt in Gu Shen's hand, raised the air conditioner twice, and asked, "What did you bring?"

"Lubricant." Gu Shen coughed, "and—condom."

Gu Ziming shook his hand, almost threw the whole bag out, and turned his head in a little embarrassment: "You, what are you doing with this?"

"Isn't there nothing at home?" Gu Shen explained lightly, "Or, do you want me to lick it for you all the time?"

"..."

This kid is really getting better and better.

Gu Ziming quickly looked around and saw that there were no outsiders, so he put those things in the bedside table, thought for a while, and locked the cabinet.

Gu Shen looked at Gu Ziming's actions amusedly, and suddenly frowned.The throat is really getting more and more uncomfortable. After swallowing, he choked dryly and stopped talking. After a while, he rubbed his temples: "My head hurts."

Gu Ziming found the cold medicine from the medical box, and said worriedly: "Why is it still not cured? You can't take cold medicine blindly. Have you gone to see a doctor?"

"En..." Gu Shen swallowed the cold medicine, took a sip of hot water, gradually felt sleepy, stood up, put his arms around Gu Ziming's waist and dragged him to the bed, with a hoarse voice, "Sleep with me for a while ...Last night, Yuan Yuge and his little lover kept arguing so much that I couldn't sleep all night."

Gu Ziming was a little worried. Gu Shen's body temperature was a little high. If it wasn't for work, he would definitely not let Gu Shen be on the sofa at Yuan Yuge's house last night.

Gu Ziming covered the quilt around Gu Shen tightly. With such a person with a high body temperature nearby, he must not be able to sleep. After a while, hearing Gu Shen's breathing became more and more stable, he simply took out the notebook and took the time to sleep. I wrote two more strokes.

[Recently, I always have some strange dreams. In the dream, Gu Shen's eyes are very stubborn, but without any emotion, like a stagnant pool, without a trace of waves.I dreamed that he was lying in the bathtub covered with blood, and the wound on his hand was very hideous, deep and red. 】【I think, I dreamed of Gu Shen's death. 】

Just thinking about it, Gu Ziming broke out in a cold sweat, quickly put down his pen, and leaned closer to Gu Shen, listening to the child's steady breathing, listening to Gu Shen's steady heartbeat, he was slightly relieved after a long time, and looked at Gu Shen in a daze With his sleeping face, he quietly touched Gu Shen's face after a while.

Gu Shen in his sleep frowned slightly, opened his eyes, his eyes were out of focus, and was in a deep sleep, when he saw Gu Ziming, he hugged Gu Ziming tightly, and quickly closed his eyes again.

Looking at Gu Shen's sleepy but energetic eyes, Gu Ziming heaved a sigh of relief.When I closed my eyes, I thought of Gu Shen lying in the bathtub with his upper body naked and his face pale.

Gu Ziming's heart twitched, just thinking about it, he almost shed tears, he didn't know what happened to Gu Shen in his dream, how could he be willing to punish him with death, how could he bear it?

Gu Ziming was thinking chaotically, knowing that Gu Shen's sleep should not be interrupted, he still trembled uncontrollably.

Gu Shen opened his eyes vaguely, seeing Gu Ziming trembling in front of his chest, which was also wet, he quickly raised his chin and asked, "What's wrong?"

"No..." Gu Ziming turned his head in embarrassment, thought for a while, and said, "Last night, I had a dream... I dreamed that you were dead."

Gu Shen's pupils shrank, and he pretended to be relaxed and asked, "Really? Then how did you dream that I died?"

"I dreamed...you were lying in the bathroom, and the bath was full of your blood...you were wearing white pants, but they were all stained red." Gu Ziming paused, "You cut your wrists...why? "

Gu Shen's arms tightened, and he hugged Gu Ziming fiercely, holding him against his chest, and said leisurely: "It's just a dream."

It's just a dream of the previous life.

Gu Ziming nodded, and managed to breathe steadily: "Well, but, how could it be so real...I thought it was true."

The previous life was indeed true.However, he will never leave him alone again.

Gu Shen pretended not to care and asked, "If it's true, what would you do?"

"If it's true." Gu Ziming paused, "I will die too."

Gu Shen's hand trembled invisibly.

Gu Shen kissed the top of his head and said comfortingly, "It's fake."

He would never act so cowardly again.

He has found a lover who can join hands in this life.

To fall in love with such a person——

He will never leave him alone again.