Reborn the tamed beast

Gu Shen, who had been rejected, stood outside the door in a daze, and then he was a little embarrassed when he heard the almost debauched love words inside the door, and hurried out with his head down.

The man in Yuan Yuge's arms looked vicious, he staggered over just now and tried to slap Gu Shen with great effort, and the door slammed loudly, as if he hated Gu Shen's interruption took them.

Gu Shen was a little annoyed: Didn't Yuan Yuge say that he is not gay?So what's going on?

He must never be allowed to get close to Gu Ziming in the future.

Gu Shen thought lightly.

Finally, the idea of ​​working hard for a while came to nothing, Gu Shen stood helplessly on the street, thought for a while, and went back to Gu Ziming's house, and stayed with him until the evening.

Gu Ziming lives in a very remote place, an outskirts area, surrounded by a large garden, and the flowers and plants seem to be regularly repaired, surrounded by the house, as if he had drawn a paradise.Gu Shen parked the car outside, then walked straight in.

The nanny was in front of the door with a shopping basket, as if about to open it, when she heard a sound behind her, she looked back and said in astonishment, "Gu Shen? Why are you here?"

When I moved here with my husband, the nanny thought that Gu Shen would find some time to come and see him, but she didn’t expect to see him for more than half a year, so she complained somewhat in her heart, and said unceremoniously: "Are you still busy with work now? Since you are so busy ,Are you married?"

Gu Shen heard the deep meaning in the nanny's tone, and understood that the nanny didn't like Gu Ren, and was quite critical of her engagement. She smiled lightly and said, "I'm not married yet. In the future... Maybe I won't It's time."

Although what Gu Shen said was a bit outrageous, the nanny Quan thought he was joking, and her complexion improved a lot. She just opened the door and said, "Stay here for lunch?"

Gu Shen nodded, silently agreed.

Gu Ziming was taking a bath, and there was a faint sound of water in the bathroom, so he didn't know that Gu Shen had come back, thinking that the nanny was alone, and made a voice in the bathroom: "I saw Gu Shen yesterday, and I was with him last night, Don't worry about it."

The nanny glanced at Gu Shen suspiciously, and said for a long while, "Oh, I see."

Gu Ziming still didn't know that Gu Shen could hear it, so he said to himself: "He is not married yet. He is only 20 years old this year. Even if he wants to get married, he has to go abroad. Otherwise, he will have to wait another two years. I am thinking, these two years I will Can you fight for it? After all, it is my child... I still can't bear to let go."

The nanny looked at Gu Shen winkingly, as if she wanted Gu Shen to tell Gu Ziming that he was still listening here, who would have thought that when Gu Shen heard the phrase "I can't bear it", his eyes became softer all of a sudden, and he waved his hand to signal the nanny not to care He, while sitting on the sofa, listened intently to what Gu Ziming said.

The nanny understood, and said while washing the vegetables: "If you can't bear it, don't let it go. After supporting you for so many years, how can you be cheap for others?"

The words seemed to regard Gu Shen as an exchange item, Gu Shen was not angry, and quietly listened to every sound in the bathroom.

Gu Ziming smiled slightly: "I didn't raise him alone..." After a pause, his tone was a bit bitter: "If he wants to leave, I can't stop him... I just ask him to be kind to me." So a little souvenir, don't be snatched away by others."

The nanny is one of the few people who knows the relationship between Gu Shen and Gu Ziming, and she tried her best to oppose it at the beginning, but since Gu Shen said that she would marry Gu Ren, the nanny began to support the two of them without hesitation.

Seeing that Gu Shen listened seriously, the nanny also thought it was funny, and catered to her: "That's true, Gu Shen is not a white-eyed wolf, how come there is no souvenir at all?"

Gu Ziming turned off the shower, and with a slight sound of dressing, he suddenly said: "I can't figure out Gu Shen's psychology... Sometimes he seems to be accepting me slowly, but more, I can only feel it." to his rejection."

At this moment, Gu Ziming came out in a bathrobe, wiped his hair, and a drop or two flowed down his hair to his neck.Gu Ziming saw Gu Shen at a glance, his hands froze suddenly, and almost fell down: "Gu Shen? When did you come back?"

"I came back with my aunt." Gu Shen said lightly, with a playful expression, "When did I reject you? How come I don't even know?"

The nanny laughed twice, and closed the kitchen door, leaving room for the two of them.

Gu Ziming's face turned red visible to the naked eye, and he coughed twice in disguise: "Didn't you reject me? I was overthinking."

Gu Shen stood up, hugged the man's waist from behind, and put his chin on his shoulder. If he was not too tall, he would almost hang the whole person on Gu Ziming's body.Gu Shen tilted his head, and leaned close to Gu Ziming's ear: "Suspicious. It's said that two or three thoughts, repeated indefinitely, Gu Ziming, who do you want to repeat?"

Gu Ziming sighed: "You can always distort my meaning." After a pause, they all said in frustration: "You don't reject me, why are you always unwilling to let me approach you? When you were young, even if I touched you Even if you don’t want to, now you say you don’t reject me, but you still pretend not to know me in front of outsiders.”

"Is it my fault?" Gu Shen retorted, "Did you know me in front of outsiders? When I touch you a little, you feel like you've been scalded."

"..."

Gu Shen also knew that it was his fault.In front of outsiders, when he gets close to Gu Ziming, it is mostly because he can't stand it anymore, and he can't bear others being so close to Gu Ziming. He wants Gu Ziming's eyes to focus on himself, so when Gu Shen gets close to Gu Ziming, he usually uses tough methods. It's not proper to pinch and hug.It was expected that Gu Ziming would break free.

These disagreements will be smoothed out slowly in the future, leaving smooth marks, and will never hurt the other party again.

What Gu Ziming wants to meet at night is a classmate, a friend he met when he was studying abroad.Many young people in foreign countries are mostly unrestrained, and few people can be as strong as Gu Ziming, a self-disciplined and high-minded person. This person to meet is an exception.

When Gu Ziming was studying abroad, he was extremely self-disciplined, rarely had time to go out and play, and knew very few people.

'It's as clean as a stone lion in front of Ningguo Mansion'.

Gu Shen accompanied Gu Ziming to meet the old classmate.The man hadn't seen Gu Ziming for a long time, and the joyful expression could be seen at a glance. He came up and gave Gu Ziming a big hug, which made Gu Shen almost vomit blood. Seeing that the man patted Gu Ziming's shoulder vigorously afterwards, it was really amazing Unable to bear it any longer, he stretched out his hand and patted the man's arm away, stopping him in a cold voice.

Gu Ziming glanced at Gu Shen helplessly, seemed to blame him, but didn't say much.Fortunately, Gu Shen didn't say anything or do anything strange afterwards, and he ate his meal peacefully.

Gu Shen didn't eat anything at night, but turned his head to look at the scenery outside the window.Looking at Gu Shen's indifferent profile, Gu Ziming had the illusion that time was wrong.In my memory, the young Gu Shen was also like this. Whenever he was socializing with others, Gu Shen would just stare out the window in a daze, with an expression of seeing nothing.The figures of the boy and the current Gu Shen gradually overlapped.He became thinner and taller, as if he was pulled apart in a short period of time and forced to grow up.

Feeling the eyes of the people behind him, Gu Shen turned his head and saw that Gu Ziming's eyes were red, he couldn't help being surprised, and asked, "Have you been drinking?"

Gu Ziming wanted to drink a little wine, but was strictly prohibited by Gu Shen.In desperation, they replaced it with water, and did not drink a drop of wine at all.

Gu Ziming turned his head, he had a lot to say in his heart, but he couldn't say a word.

The time and place are wrong.

Gu Ziming suddenly understood.

No matter when it is, what Gu Shen wants is his attention.

Whether it's rebellion or resistance, I just want Gu Ziming to pay attention to him a little bit.

It was the psychology of a child who had been abandoned twice, and no one but him could understand it.

Gu Ziming bid farewell to his friends in a hurry, grabbed Gu Shen and ran to the parking lot. After getting in the car, he said to Gu Shen, "Gu Shen, I think we need to talk."

Seeing Gu Ziming's expression of having a lot to say, Gu Shen nodded, turned off the fire, and said, "Say it."

"When I adopted you, I didn't feel pity for you." Gu Ziming took a breath and didn't look into Gu Shen's eyes. "The first time I saw you, I thought you were different. No matter what kind of child appeared, What I thought at the time was, I only want you alone, even if you have a disease, even if it is a disease that cannot be cured in this life, I only want you alone."

Gu Shen's hands clenched into fists stiffly, his pupils suddenly constricted, and he looked very nervous, listening to Gu Ziming's words quietly.

"I didn't want to avoid you when I went abroad. Gu Shen, I like you, and I have been like this for a long time." Gu Ziming said lightly, "I went abroad to study, and I wanted to stay away from you. I thought about how to get along with you. Returning to the country after getting along with each other, this is not a sign of abandoning you, I like you too much, I can't do things that make you hate. Who would want to backfire, because I exposed your privacy to outsiders, so the relationship with you has been deteriorating, But Gu Shen, no matter when, I don't want you to hate me."

Gu Shen listened silently, without saying a word.

"When I heard the news that you were going to get married, I found it unbearable, so I left again. I thought I could never have anything to do with you again, but I couldn't." Gu Ziming took a deep breath, "I can't leave you anymore Yes. I will never abandon you. Gu Shen, even if I leave you, I will try my best to come back to find you. No matter who you marry, I will never abandon you..."

Gu Ziming, who had said so much in one breath, was a little breathless, and he didn't dare to look at Gu Shen's expression. When his heartbeat finally stabilized, he looked at Gu Shen's calm face: "Gu Ziming, I also have something to tell you."

"..."

"Actually, on the day you left, I separated from Gu Ren. There was no such thing as engagement, let alone marriage. If you pay attention to the news, you will know that I have been looking for you for the past six months."

Gu Ziming digested for a while in a daze, and asked in a daze, "You...you lied to me?"

"I'm not lying to you." Gu Shen leaned forward.

Gu Shen leaned over, hugged Gu Ziming's head, approached, and finally the tip of their noses touched each other, then stopped, looked into Gu Ziming's eyes, and said softly.

"—you love me, I know that."

And I love you too.

I love you so much.

Attachment, closeness, longing.

That intense, exclusive, dependent love.

You need loyalty.

"—I love you, and you should know it too."

Hearing this, Gu Ziming's shoulders trembled, and crystal liquid flowed down the side of his face. There was no sound in silence, but his throat was choked, and his breath trembled.After so many years, she finally had a reason to vent, she wrapped her arms around Gu Shen's shoulders, and kissed him with her wet face.

Gu Shen comforted him softly.

It seemed that no matter what was outside, it couldn't affect the two people in the car.

The world of the two of them can no longer accommodate anyone.

He loves him, and he loves him.

End.