Reborn the tamed beast

Butterfly patted Gu Ziming on the shoulder, took a sip of tea, and said, "Go to Gu Shen, don't mention that you left without saying goodbye to him this morning, this matter is a thorn in his heart, don't Whatever it is, it's gone in no time, there's no need for explanation."

Gu Ziming thought for a while, picked up the car keys, and was about to leave.

Butterfly stood up, looked at the handsome man with a smile, and said, "Don't forget to tell him that you don't like to force him, you just like him and want him to live the best life. Doctor, these are your For things that need to be confessed, don’t put the cart before the horse.”

Gu Ziming didn't look back, he just waved his hand, indicating that he understood, and then hurried out of the house.

He cried out in his heart: Gu Shen.

Gu Shen.

He wanted to drive to Gu Shen's house, but when he passed by the open-air stadium in the city center, he suddenly had a strange feeling in his heart, as if he would regret it all his life if he didn't stop here.

Gu Ziming got off the car and was taken aback suddenly.

He heard someone singing here, and he didn't want to comment too much on that voice—he just heard it again, that thin piano voice.

There was a clear male voice hoarsely singing some songs with ambiguous lyrics. From time to time, a few single notes of the piano came out.

It was obviously a very ordinary place, and the sound of the piano was very ordinary, but suddenly he couldn't move a step.

Gu Ziming unnaturally recalled the short few months he lived with Gu Shen before.

In the winter of that year, Gu Ziming, who had been working all day, opened the door of his study and wanted to come out for a drink of water, when he saw the door of Gu Shen's room slightly open.Out of curiosity, Gu Ziming took his steps lightly and walked over to have a look.Before seeing Gu Shen, he heard the sound of the piano 'flowing' from the room.At that time, he didn't understand music at all, and he didn't understand what Gu Shen was playing. He just felt that it was smooth and pleasing to the ear. Maybe it was because of the door panel, he couldn't hear clearly, but felt The voice was extraordinarily noble, soft and convincing music like velvet, Gu Ziming stood in front of the door with a smile for a long time.

After a while, Gu Shen was tired from playing, and the piano stopped making sounds. Gu Ziming just wanted to go back to work, but he heard Gu Shen play with one hand, one note at a time.

Gu Ziming moved closer to the crack of the door and looked inside.

Gu Shen put one hand on top of the piano, lying on the piano with his whole body, his collarbone could not be covered by his loose jacket.The child propped his left hand on the piano, stretched out a finger with his right hand, and tapped the keys casually in boredom. His two thin legs swayed slightly with the beating of the notes. He looked like a different boy.

The sun was shining softly on the child's hair, making Gu Shen's hair as soft as golden yellow.

Gu Ziming stood far away at the entrance of the open-air gymnasium, and he could clearly see that Gu Shen was sitting upright in front of the piano, raising his head slightly, as if looking at the sky, but when he looked carefully, Gu Shen's eyes were clearly closed Yes, with a relaxed expression.

very quiet.

Gu Shen's fingers rested quietly on the keys, slender and powerful, with almost no pause, obviously playing the piano, it does seem to be caressing the flowing water, and the flowing water glides over the fingertips for a moment.After playing the prelude, it began to pop out monophonic monophonic notes, still a finger, as if Gu Ziming could recall it when he closed his eyes when he approached, the young Gu Shen also sat by the piano like this, stretching out his finger. One finger, shallow flicks of boredom.

Such gentle sunshine, shining on Gu Shen's head, golden and soft.In a trance, there is an illusion of traveling through time and space.

The young man named Yuan Yuge standing in front sang an English love song in a low voice, catering to Gu Shen's notes, his pronunciation was not clear, but he seemed extraordinarily affectionate.

This kind of combination is indeed an astonishing combination of heaven and man, and they don't care so much about it - plain, but profound.

Gu Ziming stood firmly on the spot, and when the music heard by his ears stopped completely, he saw Gu Shen put one hand on the ground of the platform, then jumped off the platform more than one meter high, and put his hand in his pocket inside.The black trench coat was flapping in the wind, and the soft scarf was tightly wrapped around her slender neck, lining Gu Shen's face like cream.

The contrast between black and white is so strong.

Gu Ziming's throat choked, and when he could speak, he opened his mouth, sighed like the butterfly taught him, and said, "Gu Shen, I actually don't like to force you."

Gu Shen's expression was suffocated, and he looked at Gu Ziming fixedly, without taking his eyes off.

"I just want to make your life better." That's all.

Gu Shen looked down at Gu Ziming, and for a long time, the corner of his mouth slightly raised an arc, pulled out his hand to grab Gu Ziming's wrist, and said lightly, "Thank you."

The sun, which was as warm as peanut oil, also lost its luster in an instant.

Just with that light smile, he is not even afraid of death.

Gu Ziming laughed at himself secretly, and his color made him faint.Hastily lowered his head, but still didn't want Gu Shen to be too far away from him, so he let Gu Shen pull him.

Gu Shen lowered his voice and asked, "Will you accompany me?"

"Yeah." Gu Ziming nodded, remembering Die Die's words, 'Don't mention this morning's leaving without saying goodbye', just said, "I'm here to find you."

Gu Shen didn't speak, but the hand holding Gu Ziming's wrist exerted a little force and almost trembled.

If you fall in love with me, please don't abandon me.

Gu Ziming.

Gu Shen tightly wrapped Gu Ziming's waist with one hand, and exerted heavy pressure on himself in this direction, so that Gu Ziming leaned against his chest with a look of complete possession.

Gu Ziming was a little shorter than Gu Shen, and felt that this posture was indecent, blushing and wanted to break free, but Gu Shen had a tougher attitude.

This is Gu Shen's home.

The place where Gu Ziming didn't sleep last night.

Gu Ziming took a deep breath, thinking about what the butterfly said to himself in a chaotic mind, thinking, it's easy to say, but let a person do whatever he wants to you - if it were you, would you resist?

Gu Ziming will.

He put his hand on Gu Shen's shoulder, and while hiding back, he said, "Gu Shen...it's daytime..." Before he finished speaking, Gu Shen buried his face in Gu Ziming's neck, deeply He took a breath, dawdled twice, turned to Gu Ziming's ear, hesitated, and took a bite.

Gu Ziming: "..."

Gu Ziming felt that the trapped part seemed to be melted, and after a while, Gu Shen gently rubbed his earlobe with his teeth, and opened his mouth to make a lewd sound.It started to tremble from the ears, so sensitive that the hairs on the back stood up.

He pushed Gu Shen's shoulder, but he was afraid that Gu Shen would bite too hard and he would suffer. He started to feel numb from the waist, and he straightened forward unnaturally. Hold the back of Gu Shen's neck so that he doesn't fall off.

Gu Shen is like a wild animal marking his own territory, biting Gu Ziming's neck lightly, leaving tiny marks, and then licking and kissing on the teeth marks left by himself, and then After a while, he bit heavily on his Adam's apple.

Gu Ziming felt very uncomfortable, not very painful, but the itching was unbearable, and he knew in his heart that he should listen to the butterfly at this time and not move around, but the feeling like someone touching his eyeball made Gu Ziming couldn't help thinking to struggle.Gu Ziming unconsciously turned his head to avoid Gu Shen's mouth, but his chin was pinched, and then he was directly pinched to the back of the head, and they hugged each other tightly.

Something is really slowly changing.

Still should ask.

Gu Ziming managed to pick up the messy breath, thought for a while, and didn't resist at all, put his arms around the back of Gu Shen's neck, raised his head, and fixedly looked at Gu Shen, his voice was neither loud nor soft, just enough that Gu Shen could hear it , with a volume that only Gu Shen could hear, murmured: "...Gu Shen...sometimes, I feel like I'm just in unrequited love..."

Gu Shen panted heavily, pursed his lips, narrowed his eyes and stared at Gu Ziming for a long time, then stuck out his tongue and licked Gu Ziming's lips, and said in a low voice, "—I want to kiss you."

"..." Gu Ziming's face was burned by Gu Shen's straightforwardness, he only felt a slight tremor from the waist, lowered his head to avoid it, and the soft part of the other party had already penetrated into his mouth in the next second.

The man licked and kissed Gu Ziming's inside carefully, from teeth to tongue, without letting go of an inch of territory, and made the sound of water, which made Gu Ziming very embarrassed.When Gu Ziming was so hypoxic that he seemed to be dizzy, he let go of the lips that seemed to be stuck together, but did not let go of Gu Ziming, and kissed his forehead, eyebrows, and bridge of nose lightly.Gu Ziming's fingers gripped the neckline of Gu Shen's windbreaker so tightly that it almost shattered.

Gu Shen's eyes were deep and terrifying, and he moved his hand from under Gu Ziming's sweater to the inside, taking Gu Ziming's body temperature through a layer of thermal underwear.

Gu Shen's fingers were too cold, which made Gu Ziming shiver, but soon felt hot again, he just wanted to put his hand directly on the skin.Just when he felt that his thoughts were too absurd, the next second, Gu Shen had dragged and hugged Gu Ziming onto the bed.

Gu Ziming's eyes were wide open. Seeing Gu Shen kneeling between his legs, there was a desire in his eyes that could not be ignored, and he felt a little palpitation. He held Gu Shen's hand and said, "You...you have to do it. ?"

Gu Shen looked at Gu Ziming with dark eyes and didn't speak, but the affirmation was obvious.Gu Ziming's heart skipped a beat, and he felt that Gu Shen's eyes were scary, but also very cute, like a beast he had never seen before, trying to mark his own things; also like a domesticated pet at home , supple and perverse.

Gu Shen's face was pressed against Gu Ziming's neck, and in the blink of an eye, the slender and slender eyelashes slid across Gu Ziming's skin, making the person above and below tremble.The act of wanting to resist just now disappeared completely when he saw Gu Shen's dark eyes that seemed to know well.

It's really crazy.

Gu Ziming took a deep breath, his chest heaved up and down, thought for a while, and hugged Gu Shen with his back, hearing Gu Shen's unbearable panting; when he felt his hot body temperature, he hugged Gu Shen tightly in response, as if to comfort him Rubbing the back of his neck really brought a brief moment of silence.

Don't say it now, when will it be.

"..." Gu Ziming looked up into Gu Shen's eyes, and said softly, "Gu Shen...sometimes I wonder, do you hate me or—?"

Gu Shen narrowed his dark eyes, seeming a bit incomprehensible.

"I mean..." Gu Ziming took a breath and continued, "Isn't it, no matter what I do, you won't understand... You actually hate me, don't you?"

Gu Shen didn't answer, but stood up slightly, staring down at Gu Ziming.The hot body temperature when they were entangled and entangled with each other just now suddenly turned cold. Gu Ziming only felt that cold water was splashed down, and he almost shivered from the cold.

However, where there is a gap for him to hide, he can only look at Gu Shen in a daze, the two of you look at me and I look at you, in the end Gu Ziming moved his eyes away, groped around with his hands, trying to find something to cover Take a look at yourself.

The finger didn't touch anything else, but was grabbed by Gu Shen instead.

That finger was cold without a trace of temperature, but the owner of the finger had a temperature that made people feel as if they were about to burn.

Gu Shen's voice was very low, and he whispered something unclear: "I don't know if I like you—" After a pause, he squeezed Gu Ziming's fingers harder, "But, I don't hate you. "

"..."

"Maybe, I hope." Gu Shen cleared his throat, "You can't belong to anyone—since you like me, you can't leave me alone."

It was still Gu Shen's voice, but it made Gu Ziming feel as if he had passed away, as if all he had been waiting for in his previous life and the next was just Gu Shen's words.

Yuan Yuge who sang a love song in a low voice on the stage just now, and Gu Shen who played with one finger.

It feels like a dream.

Gu Ziming murmured: "It's good if you don't hate it...it's really good."

In a haze, he thought of what Die Die said, "It's not that he hates you, he's just getting used to you slowly." '

If you don't hate it, but are slowly getting used to it, then there is still hope.

Gu Shen knelt and sat between Gu Ziming's legs, wantonly kneading Gu Ziming's already hard lower body, forcing the small hole on the top of the man to seem to be crying, and a transparent liquid flowed down drop by drop. The man couldn't help but begged for mercy, and he also endured the pain, but he still didn't want to let go.

Gu Shen has never had such an almost distorted obsession and possessive desire. In his previous life, it was difficult for him to even see Gu Ziming, let alone possessive. It also seems to have inherited Gu Shen's feelings for decades before and after, without staying for a moment.

Gu Shen kissed Gu Ziming's body fiercely, from the neck to the collarbone, to the abdomen, even the most hidden inner thigh, and even the toes, as if to measure Gu Ziming with his mouth every inch, That long licking and kissing almost killed half of Gu Ziming's life: he had never been so intimate with anyone before, such a possessive kiss made him itch from the marrow of his bones, and he kept straightening his waist to escape Gu Ziming. Shen's nimble tongue was pressed down vigorously, followed by a more shameful kiss that almost made him want to beg for mercy.

Although he was warned by Butterfly before that no matter where Gu Shen touched him, he would not be able to resist, but he never thought that Gu Shen would touch him so "delicately". Ziming pushed Gu Shen's shoulders with trembling hands, sobbing as if he was about to cry: "Gu Shen...don't, don't touch me..."

Hearing the sound, Gu Shen really let go of his mouth obediently, licked his numb lips, and asked, "Do you hate it?"

"..." Rather than disgust, embarrassment can better describe the mood at the moment.Gu Ziming took a deep breath, and finally regained his messy rationality, and before he could say anything, there was a soft touch on his lips.Gu Shen carefully traced Gu Ziming's lips with the tip of his tongue, not in a hurry to enter or invade, but the hairs on Gu Ziming's back stood up. When he really went in, the depth as if touching the soul made Gu Ziming even more He stepped back step by step, but his waist was tightly clasped, and he couldn't move a single bit.

The erotic water between the lips and teeth was surprisingly loud, and it seemed that just by listening to the sound, one could imagine the intimacy between the two.Gu Ziming's trousers had been taken off a long time ago, but the sweater was still on his body. Gu Shen's hand was stretched in from underneath, and he laid it flat in a leisurely manner, like a cat rubbing against its owner in winter, narrowing its eyes and looking very docile.

There was unconcealable pride in Gu Shen's tone: "Gu Ziming, you like me, you like me touching you like this."

After speaking, with both hands, the sweater was taken off Gu Ziming's body.The crackling sound of static electricity in winter is particularly intoxicating.

Gu Shen touched Gu Ziming's flying hair, and murmured: "Gu Ziming, I like this too - there is only one trace of me, if you don't hide from me, I can touch you."

Gu Shen thought, is this love?

he does not know.

Gu Ziming quietly asked Gu Shen to take off his clothes, and when he heard Gu Shen's words, he shuddered violently, his legs wrapped tremblingly around Gu Shen's waist.

Gu Ziming thought vaguely, "Even if you can't like me, just having such a warm moment is so satisfying." '

'As long as you like it. '

He gritted his teeth and endured the palpitations, only to open his eyes and see the red hickeys on his body, and then belatedly worry about how he will see people tomorrow.

Gu Shen rubbed Gu Ziming's lower body and body through a layer of underwear, paused, slightly bent his fingers, and leaned behind him, while holding Gu Ziming's thigh with his hands, he ordered: "Spread your legs a little .”

It's too late to regret it now. Gu Ziming, who heard Gu Shen say "I like it", is not clear about his thoughts. He instinctively wants to follow this child, secretly thinking, if he wants to listen to Die Die, no matter what that person does Resisting, listening to the child say that he opened his legs, he really let go of Gu Shen's waist, and moved to the sides.

It was daytime, and Gu Ziming's legs, which rarely saw sunlight, reflected every inch of them in Gu Shen's eyes, and he felt that the legs were almost transparent in white, and the thin capillaries were clearly visible.Although Gu Ziming felt embarrassed, there was no possibility of repentance, so he simply tilted his head and gritted his teeth without making a sound.

Unexpectedly, the child's fingers, which were only willing to rest on the keys, suddenly bent, and slowly moved down half an inch along the arc between the buttocks.

Gu Ziming's breathing stopped.

When Gu Shen really touched it, even though it was separated by a layer of underwear, it was more sensitive there. Obviously, Gu Shen just touched it lightly, which almost made Gu Ziming throw away his armor and shake like a sieve.After a while, the underwear was also taken off, and Gu Ziming had nothing on his body, so he had no choice but to reach out and wrap his arms around the back of Gu Shen's neck, burying his face in Gu Shen's neck, with a deceptive appearance.

Gu Shen ignored his tricks, and opened up the territory with one finger without knowing how serious it was.It's just that the pain in the back was unbearable from Gu Shen, and now he was so nervous that he refused to let go with even a finger, and Gu Ziming's body was also stiff.

Gu Shen held Gu Ziming's forearm behind her, and said lightly, "Let go."

Then, without waiting for Gu Ziming to react, he supported the man's back, put him on the bed, and said in an orderly tone: "Lie over."

Gu Ziming's expression froze, he looked at Gu Shen helplessly, but he didn't complain, and the appointed person fell down.When Gu Ziming lay down, Gu Shen stretched out his hand to support his waist, lifted it lightly, and exposed the hidden rear to his eyes amidst Gu Ziming's groans.After hesitating for a moment, he kissed her as if he had stamped a transparent mark on his territory just now.

Gu Ziming was so frightened that he wanted to run away almost immediately, but his waist was tightly held by someone, and he couldn't move, so he could only groan, and said in a negotiating tone: "Gu Shen... how dirty, I can do it myself ..."

With an expression of not disliking you, Gu Shen pressed against the folds at the back and smoothed them out. After a while, one hand was stained with lubricant from where it came from, and he smeared a little on himself, and then he was not polite at all. More than half of it was used on Gu Ziming.

Gu Ziming could feel the traces of that sticky finger moving between his thighs, trembling from his waist, and begged, "I'll do it myself..."

When Gu Shen didn't want to touch his place before, he felt very frustrated, and even had a thought that he was so ashamed that he didn't want to do it. Now that person is willing to touch it, he is awkward and doesn't know where to put his hands and feet, thinking about that person Come in and end this awkward foreplay.

When the man finally got the hot part close to the back, Gu Ziming's throat was choked and he could hardly make a sound, but when Gu Shen really came in, he couldn't help moaning.The scorching pain that can almost make people collapse, even if one is mentally prepared, it is not very pleasant.There was a thin layer of sweat on Gu Ziming's face. While telling Gu Shen to slow down, he turned his head and saw Gu Shen's indifferent expression - but mixed with a little affection, he felt that even the painful death was worth it up.

Gu Ziming lowered his head, gritted his teeth and endured the pain, and gradually felt numb, so he turned his head and said to Gu Shen, "Move."

Gu Shen was obviously not feeling well either, but he didn't show the slightest sign on the surface, he just approached Gu Ziming and asked softly, "Wait a minute—do you hurt?"

Are you in pain?

When did this kid start paying attention to his feelings?Gu Ziming felt a little sad.

He is obviously a patient and extremely gentle child, why was he forced into such an appearance of 'outsiders can't get close' by you?

When he was irritable and irritable, why did he hide abroad?Why share Gu Shen's most vulnerable time with others?

——Finally, he began to slowly accept all of this.

Gu Ziming, you owe him this.