Reborn the tamed beast

When seeing Yuan Yuge, Gu Shen couldn't get angry anymore.He just glanced at Yuan Yuge lightly, and asked, "How's your voice? Have you figured out what to sing?"

"No problem, no problem." Yuan Yuge's expression was very proud, "I promise to satisfy you." After speaking, he took out a stack of music scores from the schoolbag behind him and said, "I've picked out these songs, you Do you want to see..."

Gu Shen stretched out his hand to pull out the stack of sheet music, flipped through two pages at random, and said, "You can't sing and accompany by yourself, that's not negotiable."

"What, what?" The child's eyes widened and he wailed, "I don't want to be your partner!"

"..." Gu Shen rubbed his temples, and said helplessly, "Please, I don't want to, okay?"

If it wasn't for Shen Zhaohe, why would I be ashamed here.

You can't let the child go up alone, otherwise Yuan Yuge will definitely not be able to find a chance to let everyone's attention focus on Shen Zhaohe, because there are too few people who come, so it is impossible for Fu Shen to come out openly and prevent Shen Zhaohe from standing on the stage. Shen can no longer know where Shen Zhaohe is.

Gu Shen said to the angry child: "I'm the only one to accompany you, which is basically equivalent to a solo singing——I will accompany you with one hand, okay?"

Yuan Yuge was taken aback.

One-handed accompaniment is basically equivalent to Gu Shen first giving a reference tone and then everyone's attention is on Yuan Yuge, as if Gu Shen no longer exists.

Yuan Yuge muttered in a low voice: "Then what are you doing?"

"Shut up." Gu Shen looked out and found that Shen Zhaohe had already arrived, standing directly opposite the stage, looking at Gu Shen hesitantly, with a look of suspicion on his face, "Okay, tell me what you want to sing." Give me the order, and I will accompany you, by the way, how many songs do you want to sing?"

"Ten poems." The child replied cheerfully.

"..." Gu Shen sighed deeply, "What are you doing singing so many songs? Do you really think I don't spend money for accompaniment?"

Yuan Yuge glared at Gu Shen: "What you're talking about is a 'concert'. People sing seventeen or eighteen songs in concerts. Who knew you found such a shabby place."

Gu Shen was so angry that he laughed and said, "If you still complain so much, do you really think I have so much money?"

"You spend money for the accompaniment, so why don't I come by myself?" The child gave Gu Shen another look, but finally fell silent, "Forget it, forget it, who told you to be Gu Shen, okay, what do you want?" Just do whatever you want, I'll listen to you."

Gu Shen stretched out his hand to hold Yuan Yuge's arm, and said: "After 5 minutes, go to the stage and start singing with a microphone. Don't say a word. No matter what I do later, don't worry about it. Sing there by yourself, and the sound will get louder." Bigger is better, hear?"

Yuan Yuge suddenly became anxious: "Why? Gu Shen, what are you doing here?"

"Leave me alone." Gu Shen lowered his eyes and memorized the key and scale of the accompaniment carefully. The children's protests were ignored, because it was just a simple accompaniment to the sound, just playing the overture, and there was no need to think about the sub-melody. It's not difficult anymore.

Gu Shen only watched it for 2 minutes, and then said to Yuan Yuge, "Okay, you can go."

"Go and sit in front of the piano for me first!" Yuan Yuge said fiercely, "How embarrassing it is for me to stand there alone."

Gu Shen glanced at Yuan Yuge with clear eyes, paused, and said, "Are you still nervous about such a rotten concert?"

"Nervous fart!" The child rubbed his hands, "It's so cold, I won't freeze you to death after a while, do you want to wear gloves?"

Gu Shen shook his head and said, "I brought it myself." Sure enough, he took out a transparent bottle that looked like plastic wrap from his schoolbag, opened it, and applied a thin layer on his hands. After drying, the whole hand looks the same as usual.

Yuan Yuge opened his eyes wide: "Is that all right?"

"No, so you can only sing five songs." Gu Shen unceremoniously cut the number in half, and seeing Yuan Yuge was downcast, he said, "You don't want the company to find out that the two of us are playing around here, do you?"

"..." Yuan Yuge narrowed his eyes, "Why do you make sense in everything you say?"

Gu Shen took a picture of Yuan Yuge's back and said, "Let's go."

Gu Shen put his fingers on the keys, and instantly felt cold. He even applied a special anti-slip cream, but still felt that his fingers had no strength, and a trace of coldness spread from his hands to his body.Gu Shen didn't feel well, he probably couldn't move his hands after playing such a cold song, rubbed his hands, moved his joints carefully, and quickly nodded to Yuan Yuge, signaling him to start quickly.

When Gu Shen's accompaniment started, people in the square gathered in twos and threes.Glancing at Shen Zhaohe from the corner of the eye, the man stood quietly in the center, did not step forward, just looked at Gu Shen lightly, as if waiting for something.

Of course Gu Shen knew what he was waiting for.

The movements of the hands became smoother.

It's only half an hour, just stick to it.

Gu Shen took a deep breath, closed his eyes, put down one hand, stopped the prelude, gave Yuan Yuge a note, and let Yuan Yuge play by himself.

He really didn't have much confidence in this partner.

There is nothing outstanding about a child, so it's no wonder that Gu Shen keeps teasing him.

It's just that when the child sang the first note, Gu Shen opened his eyes violently, almost standing up in shock.

That voice was too strange, my own personality was clearly prominent, and it belonged to the kind of voice that few people could imitate.

Of course, Gu Shen wouldn't be so surprised if it was simply because of the strange voice. What was surprising was that Yuan Yuge's voice sounded very familiar to him.

Yuan Yuge had never sung to him before, so excluding the possibility of hearing it in this life, it means that he had heard Yuan Yuge sing in the previous life.In his previous life, Gu Shen didn't pay attention to some things in the circle. The songs he had listened to, especially those that were popular recently in his previous life, were few and far between.

But Yuan Yuge's voice was so familiar.

There is a possibility, that is, Yuan Yuge's career will go smoothly afterward, he will become popular, and his songs can be heard everywhere, so it is really possible for Gu Shen to remember this special voice just by listening to it casually.There is also a possibility that Yuan Yuge was so depraved that he could only go to bars and restaurants to sing, and Gu Shen accidentally listened to it when he went out to socialize.

Gu Shen prefers the first possibility.

The child's voice is so distinctive, it belongs to the kind that you can never forget once you hear it.Even without accompaniment, you can sing every note with thousands of turns.Because the voice was so special, Gu Shen didn't know what voice he had heard before to describe the singing at this time. It was invisible and colorless, but it could attract all people's attention together.

It was an old song in English, the ambiguous bite and ambiguous lyrics made Gu Shen almost forget that his fingers were almost stiff and cold.

It really looks like a singer with potential.

Gu Shen opened his eyes, calmly trying to see if Fu Shen had come.

What surprised him was that Fu Shen was not as low-key as he had imagined.

The children sang well, and from Gu Shen’s point of view, I think it’s very good, but because there are too few people, there are only four or five people around the square to listen to the songs (including Shen Zhaohe), and the roller skaters are still skating. For roller skating, only a few people who came for a walk passed by with interest and listened for a while, then shivered and laughed and talked about it.

In less than a minute, before the middle of a song, more than a dozen black cars suddenly drove into the square, lined up and drove straight towards Gu Shen, and when they were about 1 meters away from the stage, the cars stopped Coming down, more than 20 men in black suits and ties came down from the top. Most of them wore glasses and had serious expressions. When I saw this posture, I thought it was a wedding team at first, and the underworld at second.

This group of men in formal attire slowly walked to the bottom of Gu Shen's stage, standing straight, as if they wanted to stand and enjoy the music all the time, but the expressions on their faces were so meticulous that it made people feel ashamed.

Gu Shen: "..."

He suddenly remembered, in order to avoid embarrassment, he asked Fu Shen to find dozens of people for him to put on a show, but he didn't expect that all the people Fu Shen found had the same looks—all of them.

Fu Shen, who exactly do you know?

Gu Shen's hands playing the piano slowed down, his eyes left the keys, he just wanted to find out where Fu Shen was, did he find Shen Zhaohe?

However, none of those 20 or so people was Fu Shen.

Shen Zhaohe was also stunned by the posture, hesitating as if he wanted to leave, Gu Shen was anxious and wanted to create some chaos, but he couldn't bear it.

Yuan Yuge's music is so devoted, what reason does he have to disrupt the child's plan.

Gu Shen's heart seemed to be on fire, but the movements of his hands could not be slowed down, he was almost about to spit out a mouthful of blood, when he suddenly heard a whistle in his ear.

Only once, it was not clear in the huge square, it was one of the dozen or so cars that drove over just now, but no one got out of that car.

Gu Shen suddenly thought, oh, Fu Shen is in that car.

He saw Shen Zhaohe.

Have you ever seen the sunshine in winter?

Today's sun is covered by layers of clouds, and Gu Shen can squint his eyes even in the dim light. The sunlight reaching the ground is so rare that it makes people feel that even the mucous membranes of the nose are frozen in the cold winter. Why is the sunlight so clear like someone's sorrow.

A shadow the size of a copper coin fell on Gu Shen.

Gu Shen closed his eyes.

Those loves that I have not been able to experience are given to you; bless you, Fushen.

Not far away, on a car where the cockpit and passenger compartment could not be seen from the outside, a man in formal attire looked at the children and Gu Shen who were singing on the stage with a smile, and said to Fu Shen: "Very good! Children, you can consider serving the organization."

"Forget it." Fu Shen dragged his chin with one hand, frowned tightly, and never took his eyes off Shen Zhaohe, "What good things can you do? Don't let people go home? Sooner or later, there will be one more person who is driven crazy by you."

The man smiled, quietly took a look at Shen Zhaohe, who Fu Shen had been staring at, and joked, "Why didn't you just pick out your eyes and put them on that man?"

Fu Shen was too lazy to talk to him, and threatened in a low voice: "Do you think I dare not? Don't talk to me now, please be quiet, thank you."

The man had a disinterested expression on his face and an elegant smile. After waiting for a while, he reminded: "If you stay any longer, the boy playing the piano on my stand will lose his hand. Go back quickly."

Fu Shen took a deep look at Shen Zhaohe, only felt his eyes were wet, and he was about to shed tears. He clasped his fingers tightly on the car window, reacted, adjusted his mentality hastily, and whispered to the man in the car: "Then let's go."

The twenty or so people who got off just now returned to the car when they heard Fu Shen's whistle.

Gu Shen sighed deeply, persisted in playing the last note, quickly retracted his hand, rubbed it lightly, it was really cold, if it wasn't for the ointment that was applied just now, he probably wouldn't be able to move his hand now.Gu Shen put his hands in his pockets, stood up and jumped, and said to Yuan Yuge, "Okay, let's go back."

"Yeah." Yuan Yuge laughed, "I'm great, right?"

"..." Gu Shen snorted, hesitated for a while and said, "I won't come out again next winter, my hands will be frozen to death."

Seeing Gu Shen's pale face from the cold, the child leaned over and rubbed Gu Shen's back: "Thank you for your hard work, let me treat you to dinner."

Seeing that Yuan Yuge was wearing a lot of clothes and wrapped like a rice dumpling, Gu Shen pulled out his hand and put it around the child's neck. Yuan Yuge shivered from the cold, and felt better. He said with a straight face, "Who is eating with you?"

Some nasty jokes: "I'm going to find Gu Ziming."

"Ah." Yuan Yuge's eyes lit up for a moment, then darkened again, and murmured, "That's great..."

Gu Shen actually didn't intend to go to Gu Ziming's side, but now he changed his mind and felt embarrassed, so he asked casually, "Are you coming?"

"No." The child was dejected, "Some things are delayed-thank you for accompaniment today, you are indeed my partner, well, I'm going first."

The child has been very busy in recent days, and I don't know what he is doing.

Gu Shen shook his head, withdrew his hand, clasped his hands together, pinched his sore joints, feeling a little helpless.

He jumped down from the stage as high as one person, and the people in the square were curious about his expression. Gu Shen smiled, lowered his head, and when he was about to evacuate from this side, he raised his eyes and saw a man who seemed to have been standing for a long time. The man looked at Gu Shen quietly, with an eternal tenderness in his eyes.

Gu Shen's fingers curled up in his pocket suddenly moved, and after a while he bent down to say hello: "You're here."

The man standing in front of him was Gu Ziming, who nodded slightly after seeing Gu Shen, and stared at Gu Shen's eyes motionlessly, as if he had a lot to say.Gu Shen also looked at Gu Ziming, he didn't have a word to say for a while, but there was nothing necessary to say.

Gu Ziming sighed softly: "...Gu Shen."

"Ah."

"Actually, I don't like forcing you."

Finally said it, Gu Ziming looked at Gu Shen without shifting his eyes, and said softly: "I just want you to live a better life."

The corners of Gu Shen's mouth curled up slightly, he pulled out his hand, held Gu Ziming's arm, exerted light force, felt the faint body temperature of the man under the layers of clothes, and said softly: "Thank you."

It doesn't matter how.

You say it's not coercion, it's not coercion.

Gu Ziming, I don't hate you.

Thanks to the past and present, the person who made me change bit by bit is you.

The time advances two hours.

Gu Ziming's house.

Die Die sits on the chair of Gu Ziming's desk, wears glasses, casually flips through Gu Ziming's "Prudence and Self-Clarity", looks up from time to time to look at Gu Ziming sitting opposite, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, the speed of turning the book fast.

Butterfly is wearing a red and white sweater today, the lining looks like fat, but the fine wrinkles on the face make people lament that time flies by.

Gu Ziming looked at the book in Butterfly's hand, closed his eyes without saying a word, and seemed to be recalling the various scenes of writing the book at that time.At that time, the relationship between him and Gu Shen was extremely rigid, and he even had the idea of ​​handing over the child to other people to raise him - such an excellent child in his hands was like a seed full of potential placed in a field. In the barren soil, Gu Ziming was uneasy, but he couldn't let go of his hand. He would rather the seed rot in the soil than others to touch it.

Butterfly put down the book in her hand and said with a slight smile, "Well, I've finished reading it."

Gu Ziming quickly opened his eyes.

"In the Doctor's eyes, is Gu Shen like this?"

Gu Ziming was taken aback, but he understood, and asked, "You mean, the feelings I wrote in the book are my views on Gu Shen?"

"Hmm." Butterfly didn't care.

"I think so." Gu Ziming replied, "The current view has somewhat changed, but generally speaking, it is the same."

Butterfly put on her slippers and stood up, glanced at Gu Ziming, motioned for Gu Ziming to follow him, and said in a soft voice: "Then I know more or less why Gu Shen and you quarreled."

"..."

The woman narrowed her eyes, "In your narrative, you always describe Gu Shen as an 'object', which is too scary, Doctor, you treat him as a noble work of art, not a person."

Gu Ziming frowned tightly, not knowing whether he agreed or disagreed, and said nothing.

The woman's fingers kept touching the things in Gu Ziming's house, her steps were slow, but never stopped, and she said slowly: "You are always praising him-his precocity, I knew it early, I felt it early, but I didn’t explain to anyone why.”

"..."

"You praise your son like this, in front of outsiders, but never mention it in front of him. Why?"

"..." Gu Ziming staggered Butterfly's eyes, "It's very bad to always praise children, and the extreme inflation of self-esteem will lead to the overflow of selfishness and desire."

Butterfly thought for a while and said, "I just ask, have you ever praised your son?"

"……rare."

"how many?"

Gu Ziming had an expression of being lost in reminiscence, and after a long time, he reluctantly said: "...Almost never." After speaking, he quickly explained, "I don't know why, but I always feel that the child doesn't need my encouragement—— He's too independent to need any of that."

Butterfly did not interrupt Gu Ziming impatiently like other psychiatrists and said, "No, no, it is very important to encourage children." She just listened carefully to what Gu Ziming said, then carefully observed Gu Ziming's expression, and listened to Gu Ziming's words. Think carefully after speaking.

Butterfly looked down at her fingers: "Do you think it's unnecessary?——Let's not mention this matter for now." Butterfly bent her fingers and asked, "It's very presumptuous, I want to ask you and Gu Shen It's a private matter between two people, of course you can refuse to answer if you don't want to answer."

"Ah."

"When Gu Shen was having sex with you," Butterfly laughed, "doesn't he like kissing your neck very much?"

Gu Ziming took a step back in fright, as if he didn't expect Butterfly to ask such a question.Embarrassed, he unconsciously tugged at the corner of his clothes with his hands. After a while, he realized that his behavior was not suitable enough to put down his hands. He rubbed the sides of his nose in a disguised manner, coughed, and pretended to be thinking.

After a while, the voice was as soft as a gnat: "Uh...it seems to be."

Seeing that Gu Ziming was willing to answer, Die Die laughed and continued to ask: "Do you not want to touch you with your fingers, but you really like sticking them to your heart, biting your neck with your teeth, or licking your Adam's apple? Do you like it?" Holding you tightly in his arms, never leaving, does he like to possess you very much?"

Hearing what Butterfly said became more and more straightforward, Gu Ziming's ears started to heat up unnaturally, and he took a step back with one foot, as if he wanted to escape, but the last trace of reason made him persist, which almost cost him half his life. Slowly nodded.

Butterfly laughed twice, and patted Gu Ziming on the back: "Although I don't agree with you becoming a homosexual, since there is no way to change it, I will respect you and help you. You are welcome." Chinese said two words: "Zi Ming."

Gu Ziming sighed, as if he was so embarrassed that he didn't want to talk to Die Die.

Butterfly didn't care, and continued: "It's easy to handle. It's just that you were at his house last night, and you shouldn't come back this morning."

"..."

"Actually, you don't need to hire a psychiatrist anymore." Die Die walked to the tea table, poured himself a cup of tea, and said, "I'll be back in a few days—you and Gu Shen, it's okay, it's okay, he's working Accept you slowly."

Gu Ziming nodded. He did feel a little different. The feeling was very subtle but real. He asked, "Then how can I make him not reject me?"

"Follow him." Butterfly said decisively, "He—when he kisses you, don't resist. No matter where he kisses you, keep quiet and respond appropriately. This is very important."

Butterfly smiled and saw Gu Ziming's blushing face, fearing that he would run away in embarrassment, then explained: "An orphan has a very low sense of security, and you should try to reassure him as much as possible. I think a child like Gu Shen wants to What he really wants is not your praise, not flashy oaths, what he wants is you, he is slowly waiting, waiting for the day when you belong to him completely, if one day he really accepts you, then don’t worry, he I won't let you go again."

Like a quiet beast, it doesn't make any noise when it's preying, but it won't let it go when the time is right.

Until the prey is completely his own, and all the fatal weaknesses are exposed under the fangs of the beast.

Then, fall in love.