Reborn the tamed beast

Gu Shen's fingers paused a little on the page, making some small wrinkles, he let go quickly, rubbed between his brows, and raised his head.

It is two o'clock in the morning, and I have only read four or five pages of the book "Prudence and Self-Clarity". In the past two hours, Gu Shen has been thinking about it for a long time.

Like when I was a child, the things that happened when I was a child in my previous life were all played out in front of my eyes.

It is not at all the same as what Gu Ziming wrote.

In Gu Ziming's book, 'Gu Shen' is an unusually well-behaved and introverted child who doesn't want to talk to others, but is very polite and answers every question.During the treatment, he didn’t cry or make trouble, and the treatment methods that made people feel painful just by looking at them seemed to be fine. When he walked off the operating table and couldn’t open his eyes for three or four days, Gu Shen remained indifferent. Lying on the hospital bed, he was not restless, nor would he ask Gu Ziming 'when will the bandage be removed'.For a while, Gu Ziming even thought he was autistic.

Gu Shen slightly hooked the corners of his mouth, with a gloomy expression on his face.

At that time, of course, it was not because of autism.Gu Shen sighed, closed his eyes, and slowly recalled.

Most of the children from the orphanage had a bad stomach, and it became more obvious when they came to Gu Shen.When he was first sent to the hospital, Gu Shen couldn't even eat a lot of solid food. When he was able to eat a bowl of rice by himself, he developed more obvious symptoms, which were difficult to describe.

Gu Shen came to the hospital for two weeks, but instead of gaining weight, he became even thinner.Gu Ziming looked at Gu Shen's still pale face worriedly, and asked the doctor in detail why he didn't gain weight, and he soon understood.

That's what the doctor told Gu Ziming at the time.

"It's probably a gastrointestinal problem." The doctor said with a still indifferent expression, "As for the reason why he can't gain weight, we need to continue to observe for a while."

Gu Ziming had a thoughtful expression.

"However, there is one thing that needs to be paid attention to." The doctor added, "Most of these children will suffer from constipation, and Gu Shen is very likely to be like this too. I think he is not young anymore, and it is not convenient for us to treat him directly. This happens only because the stomach can’t absorb it on its own at first, and it will be fine soon. I will prescribe some medicine for him, and if he doesn’t continue to lose weight next week, he should be fine.”

Gu Ziming nodded and said, "Just give me the medicine."

"External application." The doctor still had a cold face, "If it is convenient, you can help, it will be much better."

It's nothing strange, it's just a normal physical disease, and it's just a child, probably not yet at the age to fully remember things.Gu Ziming thought to himself, it should be fine to help him himself.Then something happened that made Gu Shen feel like a nightmare.

Gu Ziming soon discovered that sometimes when Gu Shen walked out of the toilet, his walking posture was not right, and he quickly thought of the disease the doctor said, and he knew it in his heart, regardless of whether Gu Shen was a "self-respecting person" or not. The person', that is, directly picked up Gu Shen, carried him to the toilet and took off his pants.

Of course Gu Ziming doesn't know that Gu Shen is no longer an eight-year-old child, and his memory is beyond ordinary people, so that every time he recalls the things after that, the hairs all over his body stand on end.

At that time, Gu Shen was thin enough, because of long-term malnutrition, he would often be out of breath after taking two steps, turning his back to Gu Ziming was harmless, and yelled, "What are you doing?"

Gu Ziming didn't know how to explain it, so he didn't explain it at all. He squatted down and pressed Gu Shen on his knees, then pressed his elbow on Gu Shen's back, took out a disinfectant tissue from his schoolbag, and wiped his hands while Said in a good voice: "Be obedient."

Gu Shen only felt that his lower body was chilly, and the hairs on his back stood up. He struggled to get up from Gu Ziming's legs, and said, "Let me go."

Before Gu Shen could struggle, Gu Ziming's fingers had already stretched to the back.

Gu Shen had never been treated like this in the 20 years of his previous life and the eight years of this life. After a moment of surprise, his whole head seemed to be congested, and he began to struggle desperately.The blood vessels in the temple made a 'chug' sound, and the heart seemed to be about to jump out.

Like a beast whose territory has been violated.

The corners of Gu Shen's eyes turned red: "Let go!"

This is the final warning.

Gu Ziming saw the blue veins on the neck of the child under him protruding, so he could only comfort him in a soft voice: "It's nothing, the doctor said that because of gastrointestinal problems, you may have some symptoms if you suddenly resume a normal diet. It won't work if you take these medicines."

Gu Shen felt that the man's hard fingers might poke in, so he raised his voice involuntarily: "I'm not sick." Taking a deep breath, "You let me get up first." After being short of breath, I only felt pain in my chest.

Seeing that Gu Ziming was still hesitating whether to continue, Gu Shen lowered his voice and called out: "—Father."

Because they are father and son in name, there is no need to do this.

Gu Ziming helped him up, seeing Gu Shen's angry expression when he lifted his pants, he felt puzzled.

Thinking back to reality.

Those embarrassing past events are like a fishbone stuck in the throat, which cannot be swallowed or swallowed.

Gu Shen suddenly remembered something, picked up the book, and continued to read.

Gu Ziming really mentioned this matter.

[I have known about Gu Shen's early wisdom a long time ago.When he was taken to the hospital, he showed amazing calmness, and besides that, there was a sense of adult shame.He was eight years old at the time, and I thought he was suffering from some personal illness, so I followed the doctor's instructions and wanted to apply some medicine for him.Because it is a relatively hidden place, when I met him, to put it strangely, I even felt inexplicable hatred, as if I just let him go, he would immediately tear me to pieces. 】【Although I know this is impossible, the movements of my hands still slow down.I thought to myself, it turns out that such a young child has such a thing as self-esteem. 】【Maybe Gu Shen is special.As far as I know, at his age, there are countless children who can move around naked, and even defecate casually in front of others. 】【I'm very grateful for Gu Shen's early wisdom.He made me realize the "self-esteem of a young life" first. At that time, I had a vague concept of "equality". However, looking at Gu Shen, who was only eight years old, I naturally wanted to stand with him. Same idea of ​​contour lines. 】【Gu Shen, from a very young age, he showed a different attitude. 】.

[The process of raising him is extremely difficult. 】

Gu Shen used his hands hard, and with a 'snap', he closed the book.

No sleep for one night.