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"Lolo, lie down, I'll put your eyes on your face."

I was lying on the bed, scribbling inexplicable strokes with my fingers, when a gentle voice sounded from my side, I turned over and lay down obediently.

In fact, I didn't know what I was going to write before. Anyway, when my fingertips ran across the smooth silk, the cool feeling was very comfortable, so I played there endlessly.

Although I couldn't see it, I didn't panic because of it. What's more, Yizhi prepared my food, clothing, housing and transportation every day. It didn't matter whether I saw it or not.

During this period of time, I have figured out his temper. When I frown or make a scene, he will compromise and comfort me softly.So if I am unhappy, I will directly express it, and my temper is spoiled more and more like a child.

But... am I not a child?

The slightly cool touch fell on my eyes, I closed my eyes, I couldn't remember how my eyes became like this, so I asked him: "Yizhi, why can't I see my eyes?"

"You don't remember?" He asked me back, skillfully put the medicine bag on my eyes, and then massaged my temples with his cool fingers, which was very comfortable.

"I don't remember." I replied honestly.

Recently, I have been unable to remember many things. In my dreams, I always dream of strangers bullying me, but when I wake up, I can only curl up in the quilt, hug my shoulders and tremble. I can’t remember who the person in the dream is. I can't remember why I had such a dream...

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but frowned again, stroking my eyebrows with cold fingers, and he whispered: "If you don't remember, don't think about it, it's my fault, I didn't protect you well that hurt you, I promise Not again."

"Hmm!" I nodded heavily, the medicine sac covering my eyes slid down and landed on the tip of my nose, I shook my head, shook the medicine sac from the tip of my nose, and giggled.

"Okay, stop playing." He sighed helplessly, put the medicine bag back into my eyes, and brushed my hair.

"Oh." I said casually, then grabbed his hand and started fiddling with his fingers.

"Master, the pursuers are almost here, we have to leave quickly!" An urgent report suddenly came from outside.

My hand trembled, and I grabbed Yizhi's hand subconsciously, but he held my hand instead and comforted me: "Luoluo, don't be afraid, take the medicine bag by yourself, and I will carry you out."

I tore off the sachet with my other hand and stretched out my arms for him to hug me.The cold touch came, and I hugged his neck. Even though I knew I couldn't see anything, I still habitually opened my eyes and looked back blankly.

It felt like he was carrying me downstairs, and then I heard the noise coming from outside.

"Damn it!" Yizhi cursed in a low voice, hugged me, turned around, and left through another exit.

"They're over there! Quick!"

"Protect Your Majesty! Third and fourth, you and fifth will stay in the rear, and the rest will follow me!"

……

The tense atmosphere made me even more frightened, so I could only try my best to hide myself in front of his chest, and tightened his shirt with my fingers.

He lowered his head slightly, and rubbed his chin against the hair on top of my head. Seeing that I was too scared, he couldn't help teasing: "When did Luo Luo become a coward?"

"..." I wanted to refute a few words at first, but for some reason, a lot of bloody images flashed in front of my eyes. I was so scared that I closed my eyes tightly and let out a soft cry, wishing I could hide in his arms.

Seeing my reaction like this, he didn't tease me anymore, he just hugged me tightly and quickened his pace, and quickly got to the horse's back, his legs pinched the horse's belly, and the horse galloped wildly.

The bitter wind poured into the collar, I shook it twice, and found that the colder I got into his arms, I realized that his body temperature was very low, so I let him go, puffing up my cheeks with some displeasure.

He didn't seem to notice it, he held the rein with one hand, and held me tightly around my waist with the other hand to prevent me from falling off the horse's back.

There was another cold war, and I couldn't help complaining: "You are so cold, can you stay away from me so close?"

The arms around his waist froze for a moment, and he said softly, "Sorry, I forgot, just bear with me a little longer, and I'll buy you some cotton-padded clothes for you when I get to town later."

"Humph!" I snorted displeasedly, but didn't say anything more.

When the cold wind made my cheeks almost stiff, the horse finally stopped.

The hand that carried me off the horse was colder than before. As soon as I landed, I broke away from his embrace, folded my arms and stomped my feet on the spot to keep warm.

He withdrew his hand in embarrassment, his voice was a little weak: "I have wronged you."

"It's good that you know!" I don't know how the anger came from, probably because I was spoiled by him a while ago, so I blurted out without thinking.

I didn't get a response for a long time, and I thought that my tone was indeed a little rushed, so I slowed down, stretched out my hand and groped, "Yizhi..."

The steed next to me snorted uncomfortably, and I heard a muffled sound, which seemed to be the sound of something falling to the ground. I was a little flustered, and I couldn't help raising my voice: "Yizhi? Yizhi! Where are you?"

There was a low moan, and since I couldn't see anything, my hearing became much more sensitive. I groped and squatted in that direction, and I touched Binghan's arm, and I called out to him in surprise: "Yi Of!"

He didn't respond, just curled up into a ball, trembling all over.

I hugged him in a panic, and asked repeatedly: "Yizhi, what's wrong with you? Yizhi! Don't scare me..."

"It's okay...it'll be fine in a while...Lolo, don't be afraid...I won't leave you alone..." He spoke intermittently, and I could even hear his teeth gnashing from the cold creaking sound.

At this moment, I didn't care whether it was cold or not, I hurriedly took off my outer robe and put it on him indiscriminately, but there was still a shivering coldness within my reach.

What's up with him?Why is it suddenly so cold?

I squatted beside him at a loss, a sense of helpless frustration surged from the bottom of my heart, my head hurt again, I closed my eyes tightly, and stretched my arms around him.

When both of us were shivering with cold, I heard the sound from far to near, and my spirit tensed up.

"master!"

"Master is sick, hurry up! Bring the hand stove!"

……

With orderly instructions, I was pushed away and fell down on the snow. I knew by hearing that they were saving him, but the panic in my heart was getting bigger and bigger. Am I alone again?I can't get involved in other people's world...

Yizhi... Yizhi...

My mind was empty, I saw no one cared about it, my heart was desolate, I stood up gropingly, and staggered forward aimlessly.

Staying away from Yizhi will make him safe... Words like this kept echoing in his ears.

The snow was very slippery. I fell down several times in embarrassment, and finally stopped exhausted. I touched a rough tree. tears...

I don't know why, the tears just fell like this, and I couldn't stop it.

My heart was blocked, and it was difficult to breathe. I shrank back in fear, and my consciousness gradually faded away.

I don't know how long it took, but I woke up with a start when I heard urgent shouts.

My hands and feet were a little numb from the cold, I lowered my head again, probably dreaming and hallucinating?

Just when I was about to fall asleep in a daze, I heard a frantic call: "Lolo——Lolo——Where are you——Lolo——"

It's Yizhi!he's fine!He didn't leave me!

I stood up happily, but before I could take a step, I fell down on the snow again, and I cried out in pain.

"Lolo! Lolo! Is that you?"

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't make a sound, and the voice I could barely make was a bit hoarse. I grabbed a handful of snow and put it in my mouth, moistened my throat, and then shouted loudly: "Yizhi—Yizhi—— "

A cold wind blew by, someone stood in front of me, leaned over and lifted me up into his arms, as cold as ever, but I missed his embrace so much, as soon as my heart relaxed, I let out a 'wow—' Cry, cry heart-piercingly, really wronged.

I had been terrified for a long time before, fearing that my willfulness would kill him, so I subconsciously wanted to escape.

"Hey, Luoluo don't cry, it's okay, it's okay, I'm right here, don't cry, don't cry." He patted my back in a hurry, and comforted me in a low voice, "It's my fault, I didn't take good care You, I should be punished!"

I choked and stopped crying, and said weakly, "No...it's my fault...I shouldn't be running around..."

He took a deep breath, tightened his arms, and asked after a while: "Why are you running around?"

"I'm afraid..." Thinking of him shivering in my arms and his body getting colder and colder, I was very scared. There seemed to be a bone-eating pain of losing everything in my heart, and I subconsciously chose to escape.The body instinctively determined that as long as he didn't see it with his own eyes, the farewell would not come true.

"Afraid? Afraid of what?" He seemed very puzzled.

I sobbed and whispered, "I'm afraid you'll die..."

"Fool, I'm just too cold. Didn't I tell you that I'll be fine after a while? Don't worry, I won't die. Don't scare yourself." His voice was inexplicably tinged with joy.

I nodded and rubbed against his chest again: "Yizhi, I'm cold..."

The result of running around without authorization this time is that I was seriously ill and dizzy with a fever. I can see Yizhi wearing ice blue clothes dangling in front of my eyes...

Strange, I remember he likes to wear white clothes, when did he like to wear blue clothes?