Cannon Fodder's Rebirth

Jiang Xi stood at the school gate frequently looking at his watch. He had just told the gatekeeper to wait a while before locking the school gate. He always had a premonition: Zhong Yifan would not spend the night with Tong Huan, he would come back.

This afternoon, when I went to sing at the entrance of the park, I met Zhou Xiaoyou. The girl stayed with him until the end of the song and helped him collect the change before agreeing to go home.Finally willing to leave, but so unlucky that he stepped on the curb and twisted his foot.As a last resort, he had no choice but to carry him back home, but he never expected to meet Zhong Yifan when he came back.The two passed by, but Zhong Yifan's eyes were dull and he didn't notice him.Remembering that Tong Huan and Zhou Xiaoyou's relative's house were neighbors, Jiang Xi almost immediately determined that the other party was looking for Tong Huan.

There should be some jealousy, but Jiang Xi doesn't know where he got this abnormal emotion. His sixth sense tells him that Zhong Yifan won't spend the night with Tong Huan.

The uncle in the duty room dragging the school gate, don't lock the school gate first, Jiang Xi pretends that his classmates have gone shopping and will be back soon, so that the uncle will be tolerant for a few more minutes.

"The last 3 minutes!" The uncle said that it was 10 minutes more than the lock time.

Before the uncle gave the ultimatum, Jiang Xi finally met the person he wanted to wait for as he wished.

Zhong Yifan is back.

To be precise, Zhong Yifan's body has returned.He was like an empty shell that had been detained by a mage, "wandering" back with his eyes unfocused, except that he was not in a suspended state.

The old man was dissatisfied and Zhong Yifan turned a deaf ear to it. After Jiang Xi apologized and thanked him again and again, he followed up on his own initiative and insisted on accompanying him to Zhong Yifan's own dormitory on the sixth floor.

Staring blankly, Zhong Yifan poked the key in the direction of the lock blankly, purely mechanically, and didn't care whether it was aligned with the keyhole or not.Jiang Xi had no choice but to grab the key, opened the door and helped the person in.

Fortunately, today is Saturday, and everyone will return to school tomorrow night.

He didn't know which bed Zhong Yifan lived in at all, so Jiang Xi casually helped him to sit on the lower bunk on the right side of the window, just because it was near the hot water bottle, so he could pour a glass of water for him, but it happened that the person Zhong Yifan sat on was his own bed.

A puppet without a soul would not have its own consciousness, Jiang Xi acted as the invisible thread for the time being, helping Zhong Yifan hold the hot water cup to warm his frozen fingers.Pulling back the quilt and covering him from the back, Jiang Xi shook the thermos again, there was not much water in it.He turned around and ran back to his dormitory, and got back his thermos bottle.He took a basin and bustled back and forth between the dormitory and the water room. He didn't squat down and take off Zhong Yifan's shoes and socks until he had mixed the cold and hot water for washing his feet. Put it in the footbath.

Perhaps the slightly scalding water warmed his whole body from the soles of his feet, Zhong Yifan's empty eyes, which had been unable to focus all this time, finally fell on the water cup in his hand, and then he saw the hair of Jiang Xi who was squatting on the ground and focused on helping him wash his feet.

"You...why are you here?" After returning to his soul, Zhong Yifan's memory was slightly interrupted, he could vaguely remember that he left Tong Huan's house, but he couldn't remember how he sat on the bed in the dormitory.

Lifting his head, he found that Zhong Yifan's pupils finally had his own image, Jiangxi felt a little relieved.

"I will always be here, by your side." Simply thinking that Zhong Yifan was only stimulated by Tong Huan, Jiang Xi expressed his heart again with a pun.

"Heh!" I don't know how to make such a disdainful laugh, maybe the frozen heart that was thrown on the snow and suddenly put into the boiling water to thaw was too extreme, the sudden cold and sudden heat irritated Zhong Yifan even more.Suddenly saying such words that made him so "flattered" by his loneliness and despair, he really felt indigestion and wanted to vomit.

Rewinding the vague memory, Zhong Yifan seems to be able to recall the scene where Jiangxi carried a girl on his back not long ago, and the girl happily hummed on his back.

His mother lied to him, Tong Huan lied to him, and even this little student lied to him. Is he destined to be a foolish idiot?

"Have you eaten yet? I have marinated eggs, duck necks and instant noodles." After pouring out the footwashing water, he opened the plastic bag he brought along with the boiled water, and Jiang Xi handed it to Zhong Yifan, ready to give it to Zhong Yifan if he said he didn't eat it. Instant noodles are the staple food.

"You really like me that much?" Zhong Yifan laughed, but if you look closely, he actually smiled coldly.

It's just that Jiang Xi didn't look up, and was busy peeling the plastic wrapping bag outside the marinated egg so that Zhong Yifan couldn't see his embarrassed expression.

It should be more than liking, liking is mostly a feeling considered from one's own point of view, so the feeling of pure liking is joyful.To put it more profoundly, it is love. When you love deeply, you will consider the other party's perspective more, and make the other party's happiness the highest code of conduct above your own happiness.

But after all, he was quite old, thinking of the crazy confession last night, he would feel a little uneasy, Jiang Xi didn't have the nerve to answer, and just handed the peeled egg to Zhong Yifan.

"Let's eat an egg first!"

Watching Zhong Yifan take it and take a bite, Jiang Xi turned around and was about to throw away the packaging bag in his hand when he was pulled by his sleeve.

Zhong Yifan handed the half-bitten egg to his lips, Jiang Xi froze for a moment.

This is, are you ready to accept what you mean?Share a marinated egg?

Huge surprise hit Jiang Xi's beating heart, and after a few seconds of stupefaction, he swallowed the remaining half of the egg in Zhong Yifan's hand, almost choking on it.

What happened next was very chaotic, so chaotic that he was caught off guard and was pulled down, and on Zhong Yifan's lower bunk, he suffered an unexpected intrusion from the owner of the bed.

Although his family background is not good, his family education has always been good. In his previous life, Jiang Xi grew from a boy with strong self-discipline to a man who is clean and self-respecting.Even though I will go to some occasions that people in the circle often go to, but basically I just go for a drink, and being in the same class can make me not look so lonely.As for feelings, he reserved his whole heart for Zhong Yifan, and never opened his body to anyone.

To put it bluntly, in this matter, Jiang Xiji's memories of the two lives, and all experience is still zero.The only thing is that he saw some theoretical knowledge on the G film, but he has no practical operation experience. He doesn't even know which posture can make him bear it and make it a little easier.

And obviously, the other party didn't know either.

Jiang Xi, who has zero experience, did zero for the first time, and all the physical feelings he got can be summed up in one word: pain.

Kneeling on the bed, where the knees are heavy, hurts the hard bed board; the waist being held by the back makes it painful to pinch the hands that don't know how to control the strength; during the process, I didn't adjust well when I was turned over and changed positions. It hurts to hit my head on the iron rod at the head of the bed.The most painful, of course, is the part that was penetrated, which hurts from the blunt instrument.

To be fair, Zhong Yifan is not very barbaric, and the fact that he didn't cause substantial wounds to Jiang Xi is the best explanation.

One of the factors that contributed to this incident was probably Jiang Xi's half-pushing.

Regarding this matter, Jiang Xi didn't know how to define his relationship with Zhong Yifan, but he didn't want to get entangled in this matter.After all, what beats in the cavity is the heart of Ben San. It has passed through the era when you can find anyone who is pleasing to the eye to spend the night in the bar. A 27-year-old person will not even look down on this kind of thing.What's more, Zhong Yifan is not just anyone, he is willing to do anything for the other person, he has already fallen in love to the point where he can feel pain because of the other person.

After adjusting to the self-healing function, it is not difficult to restore the mood.Ask yourself, even if you knew in advance that Zhong Yifan would push him down, he might still choose to take care of him.After all, that is the only object of his admiration for a long time. There is no reason to talk about this kind of love. He just firmly believes that as long as he is given the opportunity to be with the other party, Zhong Yifan's wound will be healed.

But many things are afraid of the "however" turning point. Although Jiang Xi has strong self-confidence, he still encounters this "however" very quickly.He can force amnesia not to recall that bed exercise that had nothing to do with love, but he can't accept the fact that Zhong Yifan has disappeared from his life so far.

Zhong Yifan, transferred school.

I asked everyone I could ask, and even bit the bullet to find Tong Huan, but the result was still nothing more than "transferred".It seems that everyone doesn't know the reason why Zhong Yifan left suddenly.

Why did he transfer school? Jiang Xi couldn't find the answer.

Zhong Yifan is gone, and life will continue.

The truth is the same as the iron-clad soldiers. After the iron-clad school sent away another batch of graduates, the name Zhong Yifan was gradually no longer regrettably mentioned by teachers and students.

The girls' dormitory meeting began to discuss the new round of school grass selection. Jiang Xi was nominated for the nomination because he had grown a lot taller after a summer vacation. Many people were looking forward to his amazing performance in this year's National Day Song Contest.

Jiang Xi was indeed still singing. On Saturdays and Sundays, outside the park and by the square, he sang wherever there were many people. Many people in the school knew it, and some girls even went to listen to it on weekends to cheer him up.It's just that the audience doesn't know that he no longer sings because he likes it, nor is it purely to earn some change.Singing has become the only way for him to vent some hidden feelings that cannot be expressed.

So when Mr. Chen expressed the hope that he would sign up for the new season of the National Day Song Contest, he refused.It wasn't that he was afraid of Tong Huan, who was grinding his fists and wanting to be ashamed, but that there was no one in the audience who made him want to tell the other party through singing.

Not only that, Jiang Xi also asked to resign as monitor.The school attaches great importance to the all-round development of morality, intelligence, physical education, art and labor. He is a rare good student who has fully blossomed. Today there will be a recitation competition for the junior high school group of the agricultural reclamation system, and tomorrow there will be a 3000-meter long-distance race for the children of the bureau. , he will be forced to put the duck on the shelves.After resigning from the team and joining the group, the Student Union of the Youth League Committee wanted to recruit him to join again.Frankly speaking, he was able to cope with the junior high school courses with ease, and he refused to hold all positions and no longer participate in any activities, just because he was not in the mood.He only needs to read good books and have an explanation to his parents.

As for the relationship, it might be an exaggeration to say that all thoughts are lost, but there is definitely a heart like still water.Maybe it will be a little bit longer, it will be frozen into a big lump of ice, not to mention throwing a stone, just throwing a C4 in the past, as long as the person who detonates it is not Zhong Yifan, I am afraid that the person's heart will not be thawed.

In the previous life, he thought he was late, but now he realized that it was impossible to be early.

In the field of emotions, why is it so difficult to meet the right person at the right time?