Cannon Fodder's Rebirth

I don't remember how I rushed out of the restaurant, Zhong Yifan couldn't believe what he heard, but the middle-aged man's words "Fanfan, I'm your biological father" resounded deafeningly in his ears.

He said it was impossible, but his mother's crying seemed to confirm this matter. The degree of sadness left him no room for unbelief.

What was even more difficult for him to accept was that his biological father found him because he wanted to donate a kidney to save his half-brother!What he meant to his biological father was actually just like this... and his mother actually acquiesced...

The palms and backs of the hands are full of flesh, that's what his biological parents told him just now.Although the tone of the mother's weeping and the "father"'s begging for forgiveness are different in tone, but the treasures are all held in the palm of your hand, aren't they?No one would use the back of their hands to hold the things they cherish and care about, right?Therefore, Huzi is the palm of the mother's palm, that little Ye is the palm of the man, and he is just the flesh of the back of the two hands.

I don’t remember which sentence I started to burst into tears. All I can do now is run, keep running. It’s better to run until I fall down, until I die, or until I disappear completely. !

Anyway, in this world, he shouldn't have come!For the two people who gave him life, his existence was just a false witness, and it was simply superfluous...

"Fanfan!" To appease Cai Shufang who wanted to chase him out, Cheng Zhiyuan followed his son's footsteps and plunged into the night, calling out impatiently.

His youthful appearance was imprinted between his son's eyebrows, which inexplicably deepened his guilt and indebtedness.Knowing the existence of this child for at least ten years, he has been struggling with the question of whether to recognize his son for ten years.

After returning to the city without saying goodbye that year, Cheng Zhiyuan married the round-faced girl in the photo in his parents' letter at the end of the year, and went to work in a government agency smoothly. The next year, he had a son, Xiaoye.His wife is not the type of woman he likes, but his father-in-law is getting better and better in his official career, and the old man cannot afford to offend her.Judging by people's faces, he dared not mention the matter of Fanfan's existence at all, let alone take away his son to raise him.

In [-], Hainan was established as a province, and China's fifth special economic zone, the Hainan Special Economic Zone, was established.At that time, the Hainan Gold Rush was raging, and it was known as "a hundred thousand troops went to Hainan".Cheng Zhiyuan, who wanted to stay away from his wife, also saw business opportunities, and resolutely decided to resign and go to sea.Relying on the approval documents easily obtained through his father-in-law's relationship, unlike most "sea trespassers" who have experienced the salty sea water, Cheng Zhiyuan's first pot of gold in life came easily, and he made a lot of money in just a few years. Bowl full.

After gaining a certain amount of financial strength and being able to stop relying on his wife's natal family so much, he once seriously thought about going to see his son whom he had never met, but his guilt towards Cai Shufang made him dare not face the past that he was ruthlessly abandoned by him. poor woman.Every time Xiaotong came back from visiting his brother, he brought news that their mother and son were doing well. Cheng Zhiyuan even suspected that Zhong Jianshe thought Fanfan was his own.If that was the case, he would definitely destroy their family by rushing to recognize their relatives. He had already done wrong to Shufang once, and he couldn't do wrong to her a second time.

With such a mood, he never dared to take any action. If Xiaoye's illness hadn't deteriorated to such an extent, and he was pressured by his wife...

Zhong Yifan heard the call from behind, which made him run faster, until the call was completely thrown out of hearing, and then he slowed down a little.

It's not that I want to stop, but I really can't run anymore.

It was windy, and it was cold enough in November that I forgot to put on my coat and rushed out, completely unaware at first.Zhong Yifan sneered at himself, it turned out that his heart was already more frozen than his body.

The dim streetlights elongated the few silhouettes on the street chatting with each other in a hurry, only his footsteps slowed down, unconsciously hiding himself in the shadow of trees beside the road, moving mechanically pace.

What are you in a hurry for?Anyway, he had no direction at all, no idea where he was going or where he could go.

A girl humming Meng Tingwei's "Real or False" came from far and near, but she instinctively turned her blunt gaze away, a little boy walked by carrying a girl on his back under the streetlight, and the overlapping shadows of the two were blurred The light dragged on for a long time.

It was Jiang Xi, he carried the girl on his back, and the girl helped him carry the guitar.

What happened today was so shocking, Zhong Yifan had no energy to remember the incident that this elementary school boy, who was only in the first grade of junior high school, confessed to him forcefully last night.There is no emotion, just listening to the girl humming "My heart is afraid of pain, you want to love me" on Jiangxi's back in the shadow of the tree against the light, drifting away.

It turns out that even if you walk aimlessly, you will still reach a certain end in the end.

When Zhong Yifan stopped, he found him standing outside Tong Huan's house.But he didn't know that Tong Huan's parents were not there, and a carnival between two people was going on inside.

With an impatient "who is it?" Tong Huan opened the door.The neckline of a coat was draped indiscriminately, and there were dots of ambiguous marks on the collarbone.

Zhong Yifan's brain was very slow, so slow that he didn't understand the meaning of the surprised look when the other party saw him, he just walked in numbly and uninvited.

It's not the first time he has come to Tong's house.

Tong's father is a very caring man. As the leader of the first group of farms to go into business, he is also at the forefront of the times in the matter of taking care of mistresses and raising Xiaomi.In a fit of rage, Tong's mother came down and became a husband and wife, you cheated and I cheated.Up to now, the marriage relationship between the two people has existed in name only, and the divorce issue has been temporarily stranded due to the failure to negotiate the division of property, but most of the time they live in the place where they are in love with each other, and Tong Huan is also used to a lot of pocket money instead of parents Accompanying days.

Without thinking about anything, Zhong Yifan dragged his lead-like legs into Tong Huan's room.The room was still filled with the smell of male hormones, and on the bed, a man covered with a quilt and showing his upper body half-naked was leaning against the bed and smoking an after-sale cigarette.

That's it, Zhong Yifan saw Tong Huan's betrayal so clearly without any preparation.

The man with a cigarette on the bed changed his expression from flustered, surprised, to amazed and playful after he suddenly appeared, but Zhong Yifan seemed to have taken a blunting agent, and he couldn't understand those expressions on the man's face for a long time.

It couldn't be longer, even Tong Huan had calmed down from the panic of being broken and betrayed, and Zhong Yifan belatedly turned his face to his lover by the bedroom door.

"Who... is he?" There was no tone of reproach, as if he was just asking about a stranger.

"Didn't you see everything?" Bypassing Zhong Yifan, Tong Huan returned to the bed like a broken can, sat down on the man's chest, took the cigarette that the man held between his fingers, and put it in his mouth. In his mouth, he sucked in a breath.

"You and him...that?" This is standard nonsense, and it is the product of Zhong Yifan's confusion when his sanity is close to collapse.

Before Tong Huan could answer, the man on the bed couldn't help but burst out laughing, bit the earlobe of the man in his arms and asked Tong Huan in a voice that Zhong Yifan could hear: "Is this the one from your school? Pure enough?" Yes!"

This made Tong Huan couldn't help laughing, completely ignoring how cruel his smile was to Zhong Yifan at the moment.

Ignoring the man's malicious eyes, Zhong Yifan just cast his gaze on Tong Huan's face weakly, and said like a numb self-talk: "We haven't done it yet."

As soon as the words came out, it was like touching the man's laughing hole, rolling into a ball with joy on the bed while hugging his stomach.

"This is the first time I've seen such a pure little chick like your mother, come here, let my brother teach you two tricks."

The man waved to Zhong Yifan on the bed, but Zhong Yifan just looked at Tong Huan, but didn't show the slightest hint of losing his temper.

"Why don't we go together? I don't mind some excitement once in a while." Tong Huan took a puff of smoke indifferently: "Brother Li has good skills, and he is definitely qualified to be your teacher."

"Don't do it, it's not that you won't do it, it's because you cherish you." Zhong Yifan also didn't understand why he could be so calm, perhaps, the saying that there is nothing more sad than heartbreak is true.

"Tsk tsk tsk, I saw Lover." The man took another puff of cigarette on Tong Huan's hand, and lightly exhaled at Zhong Yifan.

"Treasure?" Tong Huan seemed to have heard some funny joke: "Life must be full of happiness, and flowers bloom without breaking. Such sour words about cherishing something are useless, don't you think that we The relationship can get a marriage certificate in the future, right? Besides, even if you get married, you can really live your whole life? "From one end to the end" If it is true, the three members of their family will not spend the night in three places at this moment. How can you take something that can be said 1 times in one minute when you touch your lower lip seriously!

As if he understood, Zhong Yifan nodded.That's right, it turns out that the one who is the stupidest has always been himself. If even his father can be fake, then what else can't be fake?Love, or love between the same sex, you really think that the eternal self is a complete fool, right?

So, sorry to bother you.

Turning around unpretentiously, leaving more sluggishly than when he came, a man behind him asked Tong Huan in a low voice if he was out of his mind.

Are you sick?Maybe, or if it's so obvious that I didn't do anything, it's me who made the mistake?Coming to Tong Huan's house so recently, and coming to this world so far away, everything was wrong...

If you are sick, you will be sick, everything, it doesn't matter.